Me: Hi guys I'm back!

Bella: Hi it's been awhile.

Me:Yep! That's why I'm back! Wait a min why is this whole house decorated this much

Bella: It's Esme's and Carlisle's Marriage Anniversary!

Me: Wow let me wish them! Carlisle, Esme Happy Anniversary !

Esme: Thanks sweety

Carlise: Thanks Alex.

We hear Alice shouting orders on the rest of the gang and going crazily overboard with Jasper acting like maniac getting influenced by her feelings .

Me: Oh Poor Edward, Emmet, Rose and Jasper. Oh Well as we enjoy this party you guys enjoy the story. BTW I don't any of these characters except the plot!

We were moving around the room and then we were at our balcony. I was carefully balancing her as she was very clumsy while dancing. Soon we were swaying content in each others arms. She had her arms around my neck and my hands were on her waist. We were dancing under the moonlight. I was mesmerised by her eyes and staring into those beautiful eyes and she was staring in mine. I unconsciously started bending towards her and ever so lightly our lips brushed.

Bella Pov:

I was stunned by the kiss. My lips became numb and unresponsive under his. Soon enough Edward realised what he was doing and quickly stepped back while I blushed and touched my lips, eyes wide staring at Edward. It felt like dream come true. His lips against mine. I was reliving it and was in a daze. I sighed softly and then I heard him apologising," I'm sorry Bella. I'm so so sorry. It was really bad of me to do that. You must hate me right." He was lightly blushing himself which gave me a tiny bit of hope, hope that finally, maybe at least... now,.. after all these years he might reciprocate my feelings.

But before I can say anything he said the words that broke my heart," I was caught up in the moment and in the process I kissed you. I'm sorry about that..." I didn't listen anymore. So he only got caught up in the moment. Nothing more, nothing less. I scolded myself for hoping. I wanted to slap myself but I restrained and smiled sadly and placed my hands on his mouth for stopping him and said," It's alright Edward, Mistakes happen right!"

Edward's pov:

She placed her warm hands on my mouth to stop my babbling and I felt butterflies in my stomach like a lovestruck teenager. She then said," It's alright Edward. Mistakes happen." When she said that my heart felt like it sunk to the bottom of the sea and the lively butterflies died then and there. Did she really feel the kiss we unexpectedly shared a mistake?. Of course she would stupid. I bet she felt like being kissed by her brother. I'm such an idiot. Why am I feeling like this? I feel so dull and disappointed suddenly! Damn! I feeling this lingering feeling again. Why does Bella make me feel so anxious? What is this feeling! I feel so confused again! I've never felt this till I met Bella.

Bella's pov:

Edward sighed and replied," Sorry. Yeah you're probably right." Then he turned towards the scenery and I took it as my queue to leave but then I heard Edward. He sounded really desperate," Wait. Bella I'm feeling really confused these days." I turned and asked gently," About what?" He sighed again and said," About everything. I just.. I don't ... Well I can't understand anymore. I feel like something's wrong, like I'm gonna miss something that's really important to me."

I took a sharp breath when he said that. These words reminded of my deal with mom that I'm gonna return to London by taking tomorrow's flight. No, there must be another reason for him feeling this way, I shook my head and then took a deep breath and asked," Is this about Tanya?" He sighed again," Kind of. I guess." Of course ! I bet his world revolves around her now. He then continued." I mean was the decision I took correct? If it's the right thing then why I'm feeling like I'm too late for something. Like I lost something that is really precious to me."

What! How should answer to that Edward? I took a deep breath again and stood beside him, he didn't notice me as he had his head in his hands. I then asked his a simple yet a very important question," Who does you Heart beat for?" He lifted his head from his hands and turned towards me and asked," What?" I averted my eyes and camly answered," It's simple Edward. Just think about it. Don't let anyone, anythind influence your decisions except your heart. Just follow your heart nothing else ever matters because even if your heart in on the left it's always right."

He shook his head and asked," How do I know?" I turned to look at him and breathed out his name and said," Edward, just tell me who makes you day just by looking at her? When you're lost who presence do you desire the most? When you're sad or angry who's name, face can calm you down? Who makes you heart go wild for her? That's the person you should be with! Edward Who does Heart beat for? Don't tell me just follow your heart."

I then stood on my tip toes and gently kissed his cheek and whispered," Good Night, pleasant dreams. I hope you'll be happy forever." I then walked away.

I was soon in my room tears rolling down my cheeks as I packed my bags. I then was rudely interrupted by my angry looking Sister and Best friend. Let's just say I really ticked them off I quickly brushed my tears away and didn't stop packing and then stopped by sis who was standing in front of and asked me while glaring," What the HELL do you think you're doing Isabella Marie Swan?" She just used my full name that's not a very good sign. I answered her in a obvious tone," I'm packing till you interrupted and which I must get back to!"

I then pushed her aside and proceeded to pack and this time was disrupted by my pixie," Packing for what Isabella?" Great even she's calling me Isabella. I huffed and answered in an annoyed tone," I going to study in London from now on. Mom needs me anyways." They both shrieked in response," What! Are you out of your mind!"

I started packing my books. Rose asked," Did mom put you up to this?" Our relationship with mom was not so great. I mean we love her alright and she loves us back but she can be pretty lazy and prefers to shove all the work to someone else in this case me. I shook my head to Rose's question and grabbed my backs and put them aside. Then Alice asked," Then why are you leaving? Don't tell it's because of Edward." I winced lightly and they caught.

Alice then hugged me tight," Please Bella don't leave us. Don't leave me. You're the Best Friend a girl could ever ask for you promised we both would go to the same college." Tears started streaming down both of our cheeks by the end and I hugged her back and kissed her spiky hair and whispered softly," I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. I can't... I just.. I can't.. It's too much. I need...some time to get over...Edward. So please understand Alice. For me just let go. We'll see each other soon. No one can ever separate us. All three of us."I then turned to look at my sister. I could see her resolve enough she came and joined the group hug. We had a girl's night out. Hoping that every thing is gonna turn alright!

That's it! I'll update as soon as I can. The next ch is most probably the ending! I'm gonna miss this story.

Till next time,

ALex

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