A/N: WARNING! This story is rated M for a reason!

Chapter 13.

Miley.

I walked into the small café gazing around amazed at how little it had changed. When was the last time I came here? I tried to remember as my mind skimmed back to when I was fourteen with Nick, Joe and Kevin giggling in the back corner, when life used to be simple. I spotted the back of a familiar head, I guess when she replaced me as their best friend they bought her here too, she was even sitting in the same booth. I made my way over sliding into the seat giving a weak smile,

"Hey." I stated cheerfully dumping my bag beside me,

Demi looked up from her cell phone surprised, "I didn't even see you come in, my god Miley you're early, since when does that happen?" She joked as I laughed looking over at my best friend, "How have you been?"

"Okay I guess you?"

She nodded looking at me, "I've been missing my best friend."

"Me too."

We fell into an awkward silence as I gave a sigh gazing up at the guilty look in Demi's eyes, "Hey I didn't say this the other day but honestly although you played a part in my stupid suicide attempt, you weren't the cause okay. Everything just got on top of me and I was being stupid, the stalker, Nick, my parents and you, it just felt like everything was collapsing."

"I know that feeling." Demi whispered looking at me, "And I understand why you felt in that split second like you couldn't go on, I have felt like that so many times before Miles, so many times. But I'm happy you've seen reason, I really am."

"Me too, even if everything comes out I'll still have one person...I hope."

"You will! There will always be someone who loves you." Demi responded. "Including me."

"How about counseling for you, how's it going?" I asked,

"Good, I still have my good and bad days but they are mostly up not down."

"I didn't realize you were still-"

"Having them?" Demi asked giving me a weak smile, "It's not something I publicize to everyone you know what I mean? I like some things private like you want to keep the affair under wraps."

I screwed up my face looking down, "The affair…yeah."

"Stayed away from Nick recently? No more sexy time with him"

I looked up unable to lie and Demi took one glance at me and groaned, "Miley what did I tell you? Look the dude blackmailing you has stopped because you're doing what he said! But if you keep running back to Nick this tape will come out Miles, you have to be so careful what did you do with him?" She asked blankly and I rolled my eyes letting out a groan.

"We made out and…it got heated but that was it. I stopped him, I promise."

"He started it?" She asked surprised and I nodded.

"Yeah actually he forced me to start with…"

"And then you went with it?"

"Pretty much, fuck I'm so stupid." I whispered.

"No you aren't Miley, you are just caught up in love with a boy who you can't have. Look at some point all girls go through a stage of wanting another women's man it's just that you get to have him when he wants. Miley, Nick is playing you and it needs to stop!" She hissed and I looked at her nodding, god did I know that but I couldn't.

"I'm in love with him."

Demi let out a frustrated huff, "I know that god damn it."

"Coffee?"

We turned looking at a waitress as we both nodded and she quickly poured two cups staring between us one last time before walking away. I looked back at Demi, who just stared at me shrugging her shoulders,

"Concentrate on work!" She stated seriously.

"I have been and that's worked, but Selena wants help with the wedding." I whispered and I saw the jealousy in Demi's eyes, god I wished we could swap positions, "And that's why I have to see Nick and yes that's how we ended up in the hallway basically feeling each other up."

"Too much information thanks."

"Well what the fuck am I supposed to do?"

"Stop him!"

"How?"

Demi shrugged her shoulders a smile coming to her face, "You get yourself in the worst positions it's unbelievable Miley! I don't think I've ever met someone so drawn to drama." She stated and I stared at her unimpressed, "What? It's the truth you do get yourself in tight situations."

"I know that, but you aren't helping!"

"Well sorry but I don't know what to do."

"Maybe I should move?"

"That wouldn't help, it's Nick he followed you to freakin Georgia."

"Good point."

"So this sex tape, is it as bad as-"

"Yep." I hissed cutting her off, "My dad saw it."

"WHAT?"

I let out a groan staring into my coffee; "The fucking guy who has the tape sent it to him, which is why he turned up in the first place not my sudden mental breakdown. Nick and dad have seen it and by the look on both their faces oh it was bad, really fucking bad and now I don't know what to do about it."

"Well you'll just have to wait and see?"

"Yeah but my patience is terribly especially when it's something this big."

"I know hun, but it's like all bad things we do. You know as you're doing it you shouldn't, and that it will most likely make headlining gossip sites but you do it anyway…you know what I mean?" She asked and I nodded. I knew what she meant but that didn't make me feel any better. "And it'll blow over eventually-"

"Are you kidding?" I spat,

"Yeah okay sex tapes never really blow over, and because it's Nick and-"

"Okay I get it! Enough about my love life let's talk about yours!" I announced and Demi raised her eyebrows staring at me.

"Well this will be quick, I have no love life full stop."

"Oh I'm sure you like a boy…"

"I do but he's dating some girl, or many girls."

I laughed looking at her surprised, "You still love him then?"

She looked at me and frowned, "I wasn't being specific, you can't assume I'm talking about-"

"Joe," I cut her off, "I know you're talking about him, you get this weird look on your face. Maybe it's love?"

"More like utter hatred," Demi announced. I gave a laugh and she shrugged, "Yeah but I've got to get over it."

"Jonas boys driving girls insane, that should be their definition."

"No driving girls to suicide would be better."

"Agreed." I sipped the coffee with Demi and smiled it was just like old times.

"Well at least you have gotten more of a chance then me, at least Joe isn't getting married just yet." I announced and Demi gave a laugh wrapping her fingers around the mug shaking her head.

"He's dating everyone and anyone, it's so…ergh"

I smiled nodding in agreement, "I liked Ashley but then he dumped her and it's been crazy ever since! I mean it's a wonder he doesn't even have a sex tape yet! With the amount of people it's rumored he's screwed around with. But seriously you might still have a chance," I suggested and Demi shrugged her shoulders leaning back against the seat,

"I doubt he'd ever go out with me again."

"You never-"

My mouth dropped as I watched the door open,oh for fuck's sake? Demi turned around looking confused as I stared at Selena and Nick walking hand in hand. I went to hide moving my legs to duck under the table but I had no such luck as Selena spotted us and waved.

"Oh fuck." Demi muttered turning back looking at me.

"You can say that again," I responded,

'Oh fuck."

"Not helping Demi." I muttered.

"Hey guys." Selena stated brightly as I saw her elbowing Nick eyeing off the fact Demi and me were together. "You guys have made up that's great? So Demi I never got around to speaking to you, how would you feel about being a bridesmaid at the wedding?"

Demi just stared at her and nodded giving a fake smile, "Really? I thought you didn't want me because Nick-"

"I want you in my wedding party," Selena stated looking at Nick, "We do, right Nick?"

"Yeah sure,"

Demi gave a real smile and nodded, "Yeah I'd love to be in your wedding party."

"Awesome, have you guys ordered yet?"

"No we were-"

"Well can we sit with you?" She asked and I saw Nick smirking at me.

"Actually I was just leaving-"

"Sure you can," Demi interrupted as I glared at her and looked back at them,

"Go for your life." I muttered,

Selena purposely slid in alongside Demi as I moved over for Nick to sit down. He smiled as I internally groaned, just my fucking luck it seemed.

Nick.

"So the wedding is on June 11th." Selena stated smiling.

"Yeah I heard."

Miley nodded staring into her coffee as I moved my hand over not listening to what Selena was talking about. I slipped my fingers around the loops in Mi's jeans as she turned glaring at me. I dropped my hand and moved it onto her leg slowly rubbing it as I saw Miley's cheeks reddening.

"Taylor wants to wear blue, is that okay with you?" Sel asked Demi.

Dems nodded staring at Miley confused by her flushed cheeks and then gave me a deathly glare as I just returned her look with a smile. I felt my fingers run up the inner of Miley's thigh and she grabbed my hand pushing it away easily. I just put it back on her leg though and Miley let out a huff,

"Oh am I boring you?" Selena asked worried as Miley shook her head,

"God no, I'm just really hungry and they still haven't taken our order!"

"Oh okay, so anyway I was thinking…"

Miley moved her hand on top of mine giving up clearly as she entwined our fingers together staring a head trying to pay attention to Selena. I looked down at our fingers giving a weak smile, her fingers were different to Selena's whose were delicate and always had perfect nail polish. Miley's were larger, her black nail polish was chipped but she never really cared that much…Miley was an individual unlike Selena who just seemed to follow the crowed.

"But the cake needs to be a particular size." Demi stated seriously.

"Not too big or you'll be eating it forever." Miley added as I nodded in agreement, "I agree with having the theme of silver but I think instead of the cake just being silver and white you should have maybe blue flowers to match the bridesmaid dresses"

"Good idea Miley." Selena stated taking note,

"Can I take your orders?" A waitress asked,

"Umm yeah just a salad for me."

"Same."

"Grilled cheese sandwich." Miley announced as I smiled,

"I'll have the same thanks."

I looked at the two girls across from me content on eating salad while Miley had gone against them and picked something she wanted. I looked at her and she frowned at me confused, letting go of my hand putting her own on the table. My hand kept it's position on her leg though as I squeezed it and she instantly returned her fingers in amongst mine knowing she could control where they were going then.

Miley's phone started blaring as she suddenly groaned,

"That will be mom making sure I haven't killed myself, I'll be right back." She muttered standing up.

I didn't move though a plan in my mind. Miley had no other choice but to slide past me as I lightly grasped her perfect ass as she went past. God I wanted to be in her so bad…

Miley jumped in surprise sending me a glare but disappeared towards the bathroom pulling her phone out of her pocket as she walked. I turned back to the girls both still chatting unfazed by Miley's departure. I leaned over trying to focus on flowers, or was it the cake? I didn't really care! This was girl stuff the only thing I was planning to do for the wedding was turn up.

My phone vibrated and I sighed pulling it out,

My head instantly sprang up gazing around the café, no no not again. I bit my lip seeing faces watching us but no one had a phone. I looked down staring at the new text message,

Unknown.

I hope you're only discussing wedding plans Nick.

"Nick are you okay, you've gone white?" Sel suddenly asked.

I looked up and smiled flicking my phone up, "I got to go call our management something weird's happened with one of the songs. Sorry I'll be like ten minutes…keep talking about the wedding so far everything sounds good." I stated and Selena nodded but Demi just sent me a warning look.

I stood up nervous, we were only talking about the wedding…we were. I bit my lip deciding to try something, if this person was actually watching us then he would know Miley and me had both gone out the back. So if we had some fun back there would he realize? I felt like a tormented animal the way he was playing with us, I soon found Miley leaning against the wall annoyed.

"Mom I'm fine, yeah…yeah I'll talk to you later." She muttered,

I came up behind her and Miley gazed giving me an annoyed look as I leaned up moving my head onto her shoulder. She gave a weak smile pushing me away, obviously she hadn't got the text and if she had well I had to delete it, she was dealing with enough as it was without this.

"Bye mom love you…yeah bye."

Miley hung up and turned around looking at me,

"Nick stop touching me, your fiancé is…"

I moved closer to Mi and she moved back against the wall as I leaned forward to kiss her. Miley said nothing and I felt her warm shaky breaths against my face while her gorgeous eyes stared into mine,

"Let's have sex." I whispered, "Now, right now."

Miley eyes widened and she pushed me back harshly moving away as I grabbed her wrapping my arms around her slim waist. She looked at me scared trying to push me away, "Nick no, please I don't want to have sex with you, no no…I don't let go of me."

"You do don't you?" I whispered as she tried to break free but it wasn't a real attempt it was weak to say the least.

I breathed on her neck taking in the scent of the flowery perfume she was wearing, I moved forward kissing it gently and she moaned stopping her struggles completely as I smiled pulling away. I looked back up at her and she nodded staring at me,

"I want to, god I do but not after last time. We can't Nick, especially not…"

"Just a quickie?" I whispered and she stared at me,

"NO."

I leaned forward kissing her neck again sucking it for a second before she moaned again and I nipped at her velvety skin. "Nick, no we can't…we can kiss but I'm not having sex with you in the back of a café!" She hissed as I gave a laugh and I pulled her around a corner,

"Okay then, let's make out."

I pushed her into the women's bathroom gazing quickly in the cubicles to find no one around. I closed the door locking it as I turned to see the girl I loved looking at me unsure wrapping her arms around her body. I moved over and took up sucking on her neck again as she slowly start to release the tension and the moans began to slip from her lips more frequently.

"God Nick, it feels good…"

I pulled away and stared into her eyes as our forehead's touched and I pressed my lips delicately against hers. Within seconds Miley's tongue was in my mouth, as I played with her rubbing my own tongue along hers, she was such a fucking good kisser. I pushed her body backwards up onto the bench alongside the sink getting a easier access to being able to feel her body,

"Miley…" I moaned groping her breasts,

Her hand ran through my hair while I licked her lips and she separated her legs bringing my body right up against the bench. I attacked Mi's lips with kisses as her hand fell from my hair and instead I felt it reappear undoing my belt buckle,

"Miley…" I muttered pulling away confused,

She stared at me giving a smirk, "No to sex, but I will give you something…"

I stared at her and found myself nodding even though I was really unsure. I helped her struggling fingers un do the buckle while her broken arm stayed behind her body. My lips found hers again and we continued to kiss as I felt myself growing hard by the feeling of her lips on mine along with her fingers playing with the top of my jocks. She suddenly pulled back the elastic as I kissed her jaw and she moaned my jeans slowly sliding down my legs,

Then her hand dropped finding what she wanted,

"Miley…" I whispered and she smirked her hand grasping it gently,

I groaned in pleasure as she began to slowly run her fingers up and down. My lips went back on her's moaning feeling Miley sliding up and down my length. I kept kissing as her pace got faster and I could feel the heat rising quickly, Miley moaned against my lips as my kiss got more passionate and I was consumed by her hands pushing me to the point.

"Miley, fuck that fells good you're going to…" I groaned,

Miley smiled against my lips, "I love you,"

"I love you too, fuck I'm…"

I felt myself explode as Miley pulled away from my mouth as I kept cumming and she moved her hand from my pants staring unimpressed at her fingers. I moved over and kissed her lips gently as she looked at me tears coming to her eyes,

"Miles…oh god don't cry baby, no don't…"

"I want you to be mine." She chocked out trying to stop the tears from falling.

"I am yours."

"But you're hers too."

She pushed me back just enough to jump down and moved over to the tap washing her hands violently as I pulled up my pants. I buckled them and moved over kissing her on the nape of her neck as she bit her lip looking up,

"You are more to me then she ever will be." I whispered,

"Then marry me."

"I can't do that…"

"I know, but don't you see, you're killing me." Miley whispered as I frowned,

"We should go back…"

"Yeah."

Miley's phone buzzed and she grabbed it drying her hands as I checked my appearance in the mirror I looked a little flushed and sweaty but apart from that nothing that said my ex just gave me a hand job in the bathroom. Miley however looked a mess, I moved my fingers through her hair as she stared at the phone and I hung her hair over the love marks I'd left on her neck.

"Nick…oh god." She whispered,

I looked over her shoulder scared,

What's taking so long Miley? I warned you stupid little girl, if you don't come out in the next five seconds the tape comes out.

Miley instantly rushed for the door without another word leaving me there startled and confused, had that really just happened? Yes it had.

A/N: Merry Christmas everyone! Sorry for the slow update, but I've updated now so don't kill me!