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CHAPTER 12
The next morning I woke up and I noticed that I was alone, so I got dressed and unzipped the tent and Edward was loading up the jeep. He still looked really upset so I tried talking to him again.
"Edward what the hell is wrong with you?"
"Nothing Bella ok, god just drop it" he glared at me and I glared back
"No I'm not going to drop it" he turned back around and started loading the jeep again
"Why wont you fucking talk to me?"
"God damn it Isabella I don't want to talk about it to anyone especially you" it felt like someone smacked me across the face, I knew I was going to cry when I get mad I cry so I turned and started walking where I don't know, I just wanted to be as far away from Edward as I could.
"Fine fuck you then" I started walking I ended up at the lake, I walked to the dock and sat down on the edge and let my feet dangle I put my head in my hands and let the sobs take control of me. I felt arms wrap around me but it wasn't the ones I wanted, I tried to wipe the tears out of my eyes but fresh ones came. Finally the tears stopped and I saw Rose but I didn't think I'd see Jasper but he was there.
"Where's Alice?" I heard myself croak
"Alice and Emmett are talking to Edward, she said that he'd tell her what's going on"
"Oh, he told me he doesn't want to talk to anyone especially me" they hugged me again and not long after we see Alice running up to us.
"Were leaving guys" we stood up and walked back to the jeep. Edward sat upfront with Emmett, it was a quiet ride, no music no nothing it left me with my thoughts, something I didn't want to be left with. I wonder what that phone call was about whatever it was it made Edward act like a ass hat. He's never ever talked liked that to me and it hurt like nothing else. I just wanted to escape to my room and not be anywhere near Edward Fucking Cullen. We made it home and we unloaded, Carlisle and Esme helped
"How was the trip guys?"
"Fine" Edward said as he stormed into the house, I mumbled a see ya later and went home. I put my I-Pod on the dock and let the music play as I unpacked, how can things go from being great one minute to totally fucked up the next?
~EPOV~
We were having a lot of fun camping then I got a call that changed everything.
We were sitting by the fire talking and having fun when my cell started ringing I didn't recognize the number so I got up and walked so I could find a place somewhat private.
'Hello?'
'Edward?' it was a woman's voice and instantly I knew who it was.
'What do you want?' she sighed
'Edward be a little nicer to your mother'
'Elizabeth you are not my mother anymore Esme is'
'I'm moving to Forks so is your father'
'The courts don't want you anywhere near me'
'We've been taking classes, it devastated us when they took you'
'I'm sure it did'
'Edward Anthony Masen'
"It's Cullen'
'Whatever, when we get their we want you home where you belong'
'I am where I belong'
'We'll see'
'Your right we will see'
'We'll see you in three weeks Edward bye' I hung up I didn't want them near me or my family. I never told Bella or anyone that I was adopted, I'm originally from Chicago my real parents Elizabeth and Edward Masen Sr. were so strung out on all different kinds of drugs they also drank a lot and left me alone quite a bit, and being 7 or 8 nobody liked that so I got taken away and that's when Carlisle and Esme found me and adopted me. I went back by the fire and sat down, I knew Bella was looking at me I could feel it. We all went to bed, I laid with my back to Bella I knew I was hurting her and it was killing me. I finally fell asleep and I woke up the next morning and decided to start packing up the jeep, while I was packing I heard a tent unzip I didn't want to talk to anyone.
"Edward what the hell is wrong with you?"
"Nothing Bella ok, god just drop it" I said glaring at her, she glared back
"No I'm not going to drop it" I turned around and started loading up the jeep
"Why wont you fuckin talk to me?" I knew that I was going to regret these next words they were going to crush her.
"God damn it Isabella I don't want to talk about it to anyone especially you" it looked like someone smacked her, I was right I do regret those words. She turned and stood there for a second, I could tell that she was going to cry and it killed me knowing I was the reason.
"Fine fuck you then" she said while walking I sighed and ran a hand through my hair and started loading up the jeep again.
"Rose, Jazz will you go see if Bella is ok?" I rolled my eyes, I knew Alice wanted to talk
"Yea"
"Sure"
"Thanks guys" after a few minutes of silence she finally asked.
"So what was the phone call about?"
"Nothing Alice"
"Bullshit Edward" I turned and glared at her, she didn't back down like I was hoping.
"Fine Alice you really want to fucking know?" I was seething at this point
"Yes I want to fucking know so please enlighten us"
"My mother called"
"Elizabeth?" Emmett asked
"The one and only"
"So what did she want?"
"Their coming to Forks"
"Their?"
"Yea her and my father"
"Why?"
"Because they want me back basically"
"Edward I love you and you know I do but why act that way with Bella?" that struck a nerve and she knows it, I ran a hand through my hair and sighed
"It's killing me Alice but I don't want them anywhere near her I mean she doesn't even know"
"You haven't told her?"
"No I never thought I'd see them again"
"But that still doesn't give you the right"
"This is the only way"
"No it's not you can give her a fuckin warning"
"I'm going to make sure that she can't stand me"
"Yea well your doing a great job of that" she started walking away
"Where are you going?"
"To tell them were leaving" a couple of minutes later I see them walking towards us, Emmett gets in the drivers seat and I sit up front the gives me a look and turns away. Great know their all fuckin pissed at me, I sneak a few looks at Bella and she looks upset, we finally got home and our parents helped us unpack the jeep.
"How was the trip guys?"
"Fine" I said storming inside I went straight to my room and slammed my door, I sat on my bed and put my head in my hands. I got up and turned my stereo on not sure which CD I have in. Used To by Daughtry came on, I stared singing with the lyrics.
We used to have this figured out
We used to breathe without a doubt
When nights were clear you were the first star that I'd see
We used to have this under control
We never thought…We used to know
The next song was Sorry by Buckcherry, the lyrics really stuck out to him, a picture of them caught his eye, he picked it up and started crying.
Oh I had a lot to say was thinking on my time away
I missed you and things weren't the same
Cause everything inside it never comes out right
And when I see you cry it makes me want to die
I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry I'm blue, I'm sorry about all the things I said to you
And I know I can't take it back
I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds, and baby the way you make my world go round
And I just wanted to say I'm sorry…
This time I think I'm to blame it's harder to get through the days
You get older and blame turns to shame
Cause everything inside it never comes out right
And when I see you cry it makes me want to die
I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry I'm blue, I'm sorry about all the things I said to you
And I know I can't take it back
I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds, and baby the way you make my world go round
And I just wanted to say I'm sorry
Every single day I think about how we came all this way
The sleepless nights and the tears you cried it's never to late to make it right
Oh yeah I'm sorry!
I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry I'm blue, I'm sorry about all the things I said to you
And I know I can't take it back
I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds, and baby the way you make my world go round
And I just wanted to say I'm sorry
The last thing he ever wanted was for her to cry, he's never wanted to hurt her but here he is hurting her. He knew he should've told her but like he told Alice he thought that he'd never see them again.