Blood And Love Chapter 14: Got a secret, Can you keep it?, a life with derek fanfic

Recap:

"So when are you going to tell Charlie?" My blood ran cold. "What do you mean Billy?" "You know what I'm talking about. If you don't tell him I will." "I-I'll tell him in a couple days. Once all the excitement of my move starts to die down." "You better." After a few moments in an awkward silence we started to talk away like nothing. Now lets just hope things so this smooth when I got to the Cullen's with Mick later on.

"Hey Jake are you and the guys coming in or you going to PA. 'Cause if Izzy hasn't made dinner, then I'm gonna be makin' somethin' to eat." "Well we haven't been by to see Charlie in a while and it would be nice to see Bella again. It's been a while since we've seen her, like four years." Jake said. "You haven't seen her since she moved in with Uncle Charlie." "No actually I was kind of busy for a few days." "With wh-" How could I forget what last Wednesday was? "Oh. I'm so sorry with everything that's been going I completely forgot I'm sorry." I gave Jake a hug as best I could and after a sec we remembered Billy and the boys. "Well let's get in there."

God my family is insane. But I love them to bits they are the best thing I have in this world.

I laughed at Uncle Charlie's jokes along with everyone else.

I can't believe that I'm hiding something this big from them. It's such a big deal, its going to change my life, and theirs. God why the hell does this make The Pierces song Secret run through my mind.

Got a secret,
Can you keep it?
Swear this one you'll save.
Better lock it in your pocket,
Taking this one to the grave.
If I show you then I know you
Won't tell what I said.
'Cause two can keep a secret
If one of them is dead.

Only one person knows about this secret as of right now. I'm hoping to tell everyone the news later on this but there is only so much that I can do without having another breakdown. This is family though so if I do tell them then I don't have to worry about them mocking me.

Why do you smile
Like you have told a secret?
Now you're telling lies
'Cause you have sworn to keep it.
But no one keeps a secret,
No one keeps a secret.
Why when we do our darkest deeds
Do we tell?
They burn in our brains,
Become a living hell.
'Cause everybody tells,
Everybody tells.

There is only one thing I am going to hate. Telling the Cullens will be extremely hard since this is going to affect them and their futures just as much as it will mine.

Everyone started to quiet down and I looked around admiring the people I considered my family. My eyes met Billy's and I knew I there was no way that I could not tell them about this huge change in my life and theirs.

Look into my eyes,
Now you're getting sleepy.
Are you hypnotized
By secrets that you're keeping?
I know what you're keeping,
I know what you're keeping.

I looked at Uncle Charlie, Izzy, Jake, Mick and Billy, and all I could think about is how they would react. Would they hate me? Would they sympathize? Would they abandon me when I need them the most?

They're my family they love and I have to hope for the best. I looked at Billy and confessed "Guys I have to tell you something." He nodded his head and I went on. "I haven't been completely truthful with you. And the truth is-"

[Spoken]
- Alison?
- Yes, Catherine?
- I have something I want to tell you, but
You have to promise never to tell anyone.
- I promise.
- Do you swear on your life?
- I swear on my life.
[End spoken]

"How do you know the Cullens?" "Oh. Um, Dad was really good friends with Carlisle. You know how I also got the clumsy gene. When I wasn't dancing, I fell so much that one time I cracked my skull open Carlisle was the attending on my case. He kept in contact to make sure I was getting better. Once in a while he would pass by because I had a pretty bad case of the flu, that was the day that I met Esme."

Swore you'd never tell.
You swore you'd never tell.
You swore you'd never tell.
You swore you'd never tell.

"Cam have you- you know talked to them in a while?" I looked at Izzy for a sec, there was a tiny hint of a blush and she was averting her eyes. What does she want to know about or rather who? I'm pretty sure I would know if she went for people on our team, so not Alice or Rosalie. Can't be Emmett. Can't be Jasper. So then… I mentally chuckled and discreetly slipped my hand into my pocket and texted Alice to call me while I answered Izzy. "Yeah. Heard quite a bit from Edward about you." At that very second my Bluetooth beeped my phone and rang out with Weezer's Freak Me Out. I smiled and said "Alice. Gotta take this." Her smile seemed to fall a bit and she bit her lip.

I walked out of the door and got in the Marrillyn and drove towards the mansion. "Okay, give me the down low." Alice spent the next five minutes telling me about how Izzy's Edward singer. How he left for a few days. How Edward, being an idiot and nearly exposing them, saved her from Tyler's van. How she's desperately trying to figure out what Edward is because she is knows that he's not human. From what I overheard when she was talking to Jake she's going to the beach this weekend. And the pack is going to be there.

I got to the house and hung up with Alice since she was already outside waiting for me to get out of the car. I grabbed my bag and zipped my jacket up as I stepped out of the car. As soon as the door was closed I was pushed up against it by a tiny little pixie. "Oh my god! It's been so long Camy." She pulled away and looked me up and down. "Okay I am not liking this outfit, the converse are okay though. Of course you have your panda purse, that's a cute necklace. And I see you still wear the ring." I looked down at my right ring finger where the ring with the family crest the Cullen's gave me currently was. "Hey, you always wear your chocker so leave me alone."

We heard a chuckle from behind us and I spun around knowing exactly who it was. "Prude-ward!" I screamed resulting in a deep throated laugh from my big teddy bear brother. I pushed Edward away and ran to Emmett. "Emmy-bear!"I screeched. Everyone laughed once I was starting to lose my breath I heard Esme reprimanding him telling him that everyone else wanted to say hi and give me a hug. Emmett promptly let go and I was soon swept away in the loving arms of the woman I truly considered my mother. She let go a second later and gave me a knowing look and I looked down at my feet. Carlisle came and gave a hug and I went through the process again. Jasper and Rosalie ran up to me from there quick hunt and made a human-Cam sandwich.

Yes, two can keep a secret
If one of them is dead.

"Okay so why don't we go inside I need do tell you guys something." We all walked in to the house. "Okay sweetheart tell us what you need to tell us." Esme said once everyone was seated, Esme and Alice at either side of me. I started fiddling around with the necklace Derek gave me and took a deep breath. As I started to tell them everything that had happened in the last year, by the end of my confession I had fold my hands and rested them against my abdomen. As Alice finished asking me a questionthe door swung open and…

Yes, two can keep a secret
If one of us is
Dead

In walked Derek… with his arm around a girl, that looked quite comfortable in his arms, both with wide smiles on their faces followed by another guy that was laughing. I chocked on a sob that I was trying to hold in causing the trio to snap their heads toward us, namely me. Derek's smile quickly fell as he recognized me. I quickly made my way towards the door and managed to slip past him before he managed to recover. I made it my car and as the keys slid in and I sped out of the driveway I felt a river of tears start streaming down my cheeks.

A.N. Sorry I took so long updating. My laptop started acting up. Then I got real busy for a week. And when I finally had time type something up I got a little bit of writers block. But it's gone and this came pouring out. Peace. Love Raquelle.