"Matt we need to go or we will be late." I speak thru the bathroom door.
"I'm not going, I can't." Matt says swinging open the door blowing by me.
"Your not even showered yet." I say trying not to get angry at him." What were you doing in there all this time?"
"Gabby I don't need a lecture now." Matt yells from down the hall as he enters our bedroom.
"Matt please talk to me." I say before he slams the bedroom door now." Really Matt, You won't do this to me anymore." I finally lose my patients as I swing the door open.
"Gabby I, I just can't." Matt says sitting at the end of the bed with his head in his hands.
"Baby you need to talk about it, you haven't said two words to me since." I was afraid to say it. "Andy died." I whisper the rest of my sentence as Matt looks up at me.
"It's all my fault." He finally opens up to me as a single tear falls from his eye.
"Baby how can you say that?" I ask as I kneel down on the floor in front of him.
"Gabby I watched." He started to say shaking his head as if he was trying to remove the memory from his head." They don't have their father anymore cause of me." He says standing up walking away from me.
"Matt don't walk out of the room please." I beg as he stops walking but not turning around. "I want to help you, but you have to let me in."
"Severide blames me, he won't even look at me." Matt speaks again never turning around.
"Baby he's just hurt you were all friends, he is grieving also." I saw getting to my feet but staying in the same spot." Just give him time.
"What about Heather?" He says. "Will she ever forgive me?"
"Matt she doesn't blame you and, you will see that if you get dressed and come to the service." I tell him placing my hand on his shoulder from behind him.
"How do you know?"
"Cause I saw her and we spoke ." I tell him. "I knew you needed time so I went to see her for you."
"How do you have so much confidence in me?" Matt says turning to face me. "I have failed my men."
"Matt you are one of the most strongest men I have ever met." I say placing my hand on his cheek." You show me that everyday."
"I don't know if he's here anymore?" Matt says as his burn with tears." I don't know if I can be that guy for you."
"Baby you are and always will be that guy for me."
"How did I get so lucky?" He asks me.
"It's not luck, we just belong together." I tell him." I knew it the first time I say you at the hospital."
"Yeah I knew their was something different about you the very moment I laid eyes on you." Matt says wrapping his arms around my shoulders." I knew I had to have you no matter what it took to get you."
"Well I guess I made that easy for you."
"No you just made me a happy man, that much sooner, cause I have been so lucky to have you in my life." Matt says leaning in for a kiss." I'm sorry I closed you out."
"It's fine baby, I just don't want you going thru this alone." I say. "I know I was friends with Andy too but nothing like you were, so I understand."
" Gabby I have to ask you something and don't take it the wrong way?" Matt says as he walks away from me.
"What is it?"
"I know this may sound insensitive, but I want to get married right away?" Matt says turning back to face me.
"Matt we have time your just upset now."
"No we don't have time, who knows what tomorrow brings, and in lite of recent events, I want to marry you now." Matt says rushing over to me placing his hands on my arms.
"Your serious?"
"Never been anymore in my life." He says searching my face." I know this horrible tragedy just happened in our lives so let's make something good come out of it."
"I don't want to wait either." I say.
"So let's not how's next weekend?" He offers.
"Can we get it planned that quickly?"
" It will be perfect no matter what cause I will be marrying you." Matt says placing a kiss on my lips.
"Then let's get married next weekend." I say laughing and tearing up at the same time.
"I love you"
"I love you too." I say kissing Matt. "Now please get in the shower it is time to say goodbye to Andy.
"I'm ready to say goodbye, thanks to you." Matt says as he walks off to get in the shower.