So I am sitting

So this is pretty much a chapter I have been wanting to write for like… ever. Like since I started the fic. I guess it is kind of like the climax… idk.

But it's really exciting that I am finally writing it! It may be a little angsty!

And I also just realized that the title of my fic is the title of a Michael Jackson song.. how lame.. lol jk

I have been thinking about my fic and such and I think I need to change some things.. maybe combine a few chappys cuz it seems to drag out a lot..

And maybe change the title.. its really cheesy.. I named it not really knowing what it was gonna be about but now that I know… I wanna change it.. so if anyone has any suggestions let me know! And I prolly wont combine chappys until after I'm done.

woa a whopping 5,000 words.. most i've ever written

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Roxas woke to the bunk bed bouncing, Sora was climbing off of his bunk, jumping a lot more then he had too. Roxas groaned and yawned, stretching his arms above his head. He glanced over at his clock and saw the time. His eyes widened and he laughed.

" 2:00 in the afternoon! That's probably the latest I ever slept!"

Sora skipped out of the room, not even saying hello to Roxas. Probably on his way to Riku's. Roxas rolled his eyes as he thought of his brother. Just yesterday he wouldn't even tell Riku he liked him.. now he's over there probably doing some things that little Sora shouldn't be doing. Roxas shuddered at that thought and reached for his phone. He swung his legs around so he was sitting on the side of his bed. He yawned again and flipped open his phone. He was greeted with 5 missed calls, all from his 'loving boyfriend'.

Roxas rolled his eyes and dialed Axel's phone number. He tapped his fingers on his bed.

The ringing stopped and he heard a loud dramatic gasp from the other end.

" oh my god! Your alive!!"

Roxas laughed/coughed into the phone and rolled his eyes again.

" yes.. I slept late." His voice cracked in the end and Axel laughed. Roxas could imagine Axel pointing and laughing at him. He pouted as if Axel was there.

" yeah I see that, sleepyhead!"

Roxas pushed a button on the phone, making a loud beep sound.

" ow! Ok, ok.. just don't push a button again! Demyx does that all the time!"

Roxas let out a loud grunt when he heard Demyx's name. he couldn't help but still be kind of pissed. He knew Demyx had tried to stop him but gosh, he could have tried harder! And he still felt a little clingy when Demyx would come around Axel. Maybe he was being childish but Dammit, Axel is his boyfriend!

" listen Rox, I know you're still all POed about that but I was drunk and pissed. And you can't blame Demyx, I mean come on! Who can resist my sexiness!"

Roxas snorted and rolled his eyes, getting up from his spot on the bed and making his way to the living room. He looked out the window, only half way listening to Axel's pointless rambles. He noticed that his dad and mom weren't home and he let out a sigh of relief. Axel heard him sigh and knew exactly what he was sighing about.

" oh they were fighting earlier and stormed out.. I didn't hear anyone getting hurt.. just yelling."

Roxas nodded, not paying attention to fact that axel couldn't see him nod. He looked down and started to mess with the drawstring on his pants. About thirty seconds of silence went by and Axel, being dramatic, started to freak out.

" oh my god Roxas? Are you okay? Is everything-"

he was cut off with giggles and he sighed.

" so ax, what are we gonna do this fine Saturday?"

axel chuckled, " well right now I am about to get my hair cut-"

" HAIR CUT?! But I love your hair!!"

axel laughed at Roxas, " a trim, and chill out. Nothing major!"

Roxas let out a relieved 'oh' and calmed down.

" after I get my hair cut we can do something! You can come over my house! Sound ok?"

Roxas fiddled with his hair, nodding but then remembered to actually speak, " yeah! I'll see you then!"

" Sweet! See you!"

they hung up the phones and Roxas skipped, yes he skipped, into his room. He had about 2 hours to waste. He looked around trying to find something to do. His eyes settled on his backpack. Suddenly he got very stressed.

"Gah!" his eyes went from his TV and backpack.

" video games… homework.. video games… homework.." he started to flail his arms dramatically. he let out a defeated sigh and made his way to his backpack.

" fiiine!" he plopped himself on the floor next to his backpack and started his homework.

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" Sora, it's not that hard!"

Sora nuzzled into Riku's neck, a giant blush on his face. He replied to Riku in a muffled voice and Riku rolled his eyes.

" you know what, I'm done trying, lets go play rock band." Riku started to get up and Sora grabbed his shirt.

" no, no, no! I want to try it again!"

Riku sighed and sat back down. Sora slowly inched towards Riku's face, if he could turn any redder he would probably explode. Their lips met and Riku smiled into the kiss. He slowly started to open his mouth when Sora pulled back and hid in Riku's neck for about the fifth time.

" ugh, Sora don't tell me you want to make out then pull away!"

Sora pulled away from his neck and apologized, " it's just… I've never made out with anyone before.. and I'm embarrassed… what if I'm not good at it?"

Riku rolled his eyes, " Sora, I might be your boyfriend, but I'm still your best friend! I'm not gonna judge you on your kissing skills."

Sora sighed and moved his self onto Riku's lap, " can we just watch a movie?"

Riku chuckled and reached for the TV remote. He could live with this.

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Roxas closed up his backpack and looked at the clock. It read 6:03. Roxas sighed and reached for his phone. He had been waiting for Axel to call him for the past two hours. It had been debating whether or not he should call him, he didn't want to seem clingy or anything. But what is he was with Demyx? With that thought in mind Roxas quickly grabbed his phone, dialing Axels number.

" hey! Sorry I'm getting back so late! I'm on my way home now! I got fired so I went on a little job hunt. Just random places like that ice cream place and around the mall."

" you got fired?"

"yeah, something about they don't pay me to flirt… and to be late."

Roxas straightened up when he heard the word 'flirt', " whom do you flirt with?"

" ooh someone jealous?"

Roxas glared at his wall, as if Axel was there and let out a huff.

Axel laughed, " I flirt with the costumers to get more tips… no need to get jealous!"

" whore," Roxas mumbled, making sure Axel could hear him. Axel laughed.

" well, ill be home in a few. Ya wanna get ready and come over to my place?"

" uh… yeah. I need to jump in the shower and stuff so it will be about 30 mintues."

" ok, cool. See you then!"

" bye!"

Roxas hung up and sat on his bed. Suddenly his phone vibrated and he looked down at it. The front screen said ' new text from Hayner'. Roxas felt happy but then instantly remembered what Hayner did and just felt nothing but anger. He wanted to forgive Hayner… but come on, he punched his boyfriend! He flipped open his phone.

' Hey rox..

hows it goin?'

Roxas's want to forgive him vanished, 'hows it going?' Roxas thought, 'hows it going? What the hell kind of question is that?'. Roxas growled at his phone and punched in the buttons to reply.

' is that what I get?

Hows it going?

After you punched my boyfriend

Because I'm gay?

I've been gay a while

Before he came along!'

Roxas felt like his finger was gonna fall off. Those were a lot of buttons to press! He dropped his phone on his bed and went to his dresser to pull out some clothes. he threw them on his bed and saw his phone light up with a new text. He flipped it open and read what Hayner had to say.

' dude, I'm really srry bout

that. I just had a lot going on.

I kind of had my reasons.'

Roxas practically laughed out loud when he read that. Had his reasons? What reasons?

'like what? Please

I'm dying to know!'

Roxas growled again and put his phone on his dresser. He grabbed his clothes and made his way into his bathroom.

His mind soon traveled to Axel. He loved hanging out with him! It was just so relaxing, he doesn't have to try to be something he's not! He jumped in the shower real quick and tried to flatten his hair. even wet that dang stuff still spiked it every direction. He had tried everything, gel, hairspray, blow-drying it. Nothing seemed to make it stay.

He shook his head like a wet dog and put on his clothes. He looked over himself for a few seconds and brushed his teeth.

When everything was taken care of he raced over to Axels house.

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Riku yawned and shook Sora's shoulder. The movie had just ended and Sora had fallen asleep on Riku's shoulder.

" come on, Sor! It's almost seven, your dad will be home from work soon and he might get a little pissed if your not home again tonight!"

Sora groaned and stretched. Riku smiled over at Sora was he stood up.

Sora stood himself in front of Riku and beamed down at him. Riku looked up from his place on the couch. Suddenly he pulled Sora on top of him, so he was straddling his lap. Sora gasped and looked at Riku. Riku smiled and caressed Sora's cheek. Riku started to talk to him, practically in a whisper,

" I want you to be calm okay? Don't think about the fact that we are kissing just think about…. Me, ok?

Sora laughed and poked Riku, " it's all about you isn't it!"

Riku chuckled and moved in closer to Sora. Sora closed his eyes and felt Riku's warm lips on his. Riku started to pull Sora in closer. Riku was giving him the most passionate kiss he thought he could muster. He let out a sigh and pulled back,

" Sora, you have to do something… I feel like I'm kissing the wall."

Sora pouted, " but you told me not to think about it!"

Riku sighed again and ran a hand through his hair, " that's not what I meant, I mean… just don't worry about it. Pretend you do know what your doing. Come one, just now you kissed like a wall, but I'm not pushing you to the ground and walking away am I?"

Sora whined and shifted on Riku's lap.

Riku moved in, a little faster this time. He was again kissing a wall, he was about to pull away when he felt Sora move his lips. He felt his lips separate and he smiled into the kiss. He ran his lips across Sora's expecting him to end up pulling away but instead he let Riku's tongue explore his mouth. Sora started to get more into the kiss, he brought his hands up and wounded them and Riku's hair, pulling his self as close to Riku as possible.

Riku pulled back gasping for air. Sora had a huge blush on his face and wasn't looking at Riku. Riku titled Sora's head so he was looking at him.

" are you sure that was your first time?"

Sora sighed and looked down again, " your just saying that…"

Riku groaned and pulled Sora into another kiss, this one a little bit more forceful. He let out a low moan when he felt Sora's tongue in his mouth.

He pulled away again for breathe and smiled at Sora. This time Sora smiled back, probably very proud that he made Riku moan.

" you should go Sora, your dad and all.."

Sora nodded and leaned in for a quick kiss. Sora started to open his lips when Riku pulled away chuckling.

" Sora, really you have to go."

Sora pouted and got up, " bye Riku! I love you!"

Riku felt his heart skip when he heard Sora say that, " I love you too!"

Sora skipped out and ran to his apartment.

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they were on axels couch. Axel was laying above Roxas. Roxas had his hands around Axel's neck. They had been making out for the past 10 minutes and they were both started to get a little excited.

Roxas moaned as he felt Axel's hand trail down his chest and under his shirt. Axel moved his lips down to Roxas's neck, kissing and sucking every bit of skin he could. The moans that were once muffled up Axel's mouth were now coming out. Axel felt himself getting harder and started to grind into Roxas. Roxas let out another louder moan and his arousal brushed against Axel's. Axel started to lift up Roxas's shirt, when Roxas pushed Axel off.

" I can't do this Axel!"

axel let out a groan and scratched his head.

" sorry babe, ill keep it PG." Axel went back into to kiss him but Roxas pushed him away again, sitting up.

" Axel, I think I need to go." Axel titled his head and Roxas let out a groan.

" ya know, I am a guy too, I do have the same hormones you do, if we continue to kiss then its gonna turn into something more, and I'm not ready for that yet!"

axel nodded and stood up.

" well it's about 7:30 so… what should we do?"

Roxas looked over at the wall and sighed.

" I should probably go… my dad.."

axel nodded and leaned down to kiss Roxas's forehead.

" leave the door open when you leave, I like the breeze that I get through the screen."

Roxas nodded and got up to leave.

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Roxas's dad stuffed his keys into his pocket. He damn truck barely made it to the station. He was expecting to get home at 6:00 tonight but no. it was now about seven fifteen. He made his way over to his apartment, noticing that his wife was still not home.

" good, I hope she enjoys whoring her self out like she does." He mumbled as he opened his door. he walked in and saw Sora sitting on the couch, watching TV. Sora immediately shut it off and faked a smiled to his dad.

" he dad, how was work?"

" it was shit as usual!"

Sora wrinkled his nose when he got a whiff of his dad. He was quite obvious he already started to drink. Seriously, he was already drunk. Sora went to get up.

" where's your un grateful brother?"

Sora inwardly panicked when he heard that. He didn't know what he should say.. what would Roxas want him to say? He settled on something that sounded the safest.

"uuh.. I don't know. Maybe with Olette?"

their dad snorted and pulled out his cell phone. He dialed Roxas's number and waited for his god-awful son to pick up.

He heard a distant ringing and looked around. Sora's eyes widened and he tried to cough to cover it up.

" stop it boy!" their dad snapped at Sora and followed the noise into Roxas's room. He hung up the phone when he saw Roxas's phone blinking on the dresser. He growled and picked it up.

" I give him a damn phone and what does he do with it? Leaves it!"

his dad flipped open the phone and pressed 'ok' at the missed call alert. An alert then popped up that said ' 1 new text'.

His dad pressed 'ok' and started to read it. Sora went over to see what his dad was doing. He looked up at his dad and saw that his hand started to shake and his eyes started to bulge. He had no idea what his dad was reading but it didn't look too good.

His dad threw the phone on Roxas's bed and stormed into his room. Sora heard his fumbling with something and cussing . Sora quickly reached for Roxas's phone, reading the message.

'from: Hayner

you really want to no huh?

Well, I don't care that your gay!

rly I'm happy about it! Cuz

I am head ovr heels in love with u..

prolly not best To say it in a txt but

I am in love wit u

I have been for a while now.'

Sora started to shake his head, cursing to himself.

" no.. fuck…. No.." his voice started off in a whisper. He then realized what it is that his dad is doing. His dad is beyond drunk and he is opening his safe. The one thing he would get in this situation would be…

Sora's mouth dropped and he ran for the door. his dad was standing in front it about to leave.

" NO! DAD!" Sora launched for his dad, pulling his arm back, trying to keep him from leaving.

Sora's dad growled and smacked him with the gun. Sora fell to the ground, feeling blood trickled down his head. His dad went to leave again but Sora launched for his legs.

Roxas has been saving Sora's butt all these years, he wasn't gonna let his dad hurt him.

His dad growled again and kicked Sora in his gut. Sora gagged but jumped onto his feet, pulling his dad by his waist. He wasn't about to let him leave. Suddenly his dad turned from the door and focused on Sora.

" you stupid little fucker!" he screamed, " You knew that Roxas was with his best friend! You knew it!"

Sora started to cry, but didn't stop glaring at his father.

" dad, you don't understand! No one can help that they are gay. Some people are-" his dad's hand flew across his face, leaving a huge gash in Sora's cheek from his ring.

" DON'T GIVE ME THAT CRAP!"

" don't go after him dad, what if I told you that I WAS GAY TOO! Take your anger out on me!"

his dad's eyes widened and he launched himself and Sora. He pushed him down and started to kick him in his stomach. He then dragged him up by his hair and pushed him against the wall. Sora lost all his strength and slid down the wall. A little trail of blood form where his head hit the wall ran down. Sora tried to get up but couldn't. his dad growled and opened the door.

Sora could only get out a whisper, " Roxas!" he tried to yell, to warn him.

He started to get dizzy and he heard some shouts and pounds coming from outside.

He heard what sounded like a distant voice. It was Roxas and he was yelling. Sora focused trying to hear what was being said. The last thing he heard before his passed out was Roxas's voice.

" oh my god, SORA! Go get Riku!"

--

" I should probably go… my dad.."

axel nodded and leaned down to kiss Roxas's forehead.

" leave the door open when you leave, I like the breeze that I get through the screen."

Roxas nodded and got up to leave. He opened the door and walked out. Axel got to go by the door to make sure he made it home. Roxas laughed to himself, he was only next-door how much could happen?

Roxas heard his door and open and his headshot up. He was met with the angry face of his dad, his face was completely red and he had a small scratched on his shoulder. He was wearing a wife beater and it had a few spots of blood.

Axel's eyes widened. He was about to pull Roxas in the house. he could tell that his dad was drunk and angry.

Roxas realized that the blood was fresh, very fresh. It still glistened from the street lamps and moon.

Roxas's dad growled a gurgled sound and pointed at Roxas, not even paying attention to Axel.

" you dirty little bitch!" his dad slapped Roxas across the face and Roxas felt a deep cut being formed from his ring. He gasped and brought his hand to his face. The slap wasn't that bad, it happened a lot, but the shock was from the fact that his dad did it outside and in front of Axel. He heard the screen door shoot open but his dad did one last thing before he left.

His dad punched Roxas in his stomach. Roxas grunted and leaned over, falling to his knees. With that his dad left, no one really paying attention where he was going.

Axel was about to go after Roxas's dad but Roxas grabbed his pant legs. Roxas stood up and wiped the blood off his cheek. His eyes were widened with fear and tears were rolling down his cheeks. He then remembered the blood on his father's shirt and rushed into his apartment, Axel right beside him.

Roxas's eyes fell on Sora. He let out a sob, " oh my god, SORA! Go get Riku!"

he darted down to Sora. He was sobbing and holding onto Sora's hand.

Axel was in complete shock. He didn't know how to handle this. Was this really happening? Just 5 minutes ago him and Roxas were laughing now… this..

It just wasn't making any sense. He looked down at Roxas and realized he needed to focus for his sake. Standing here in shock wasn't helping.

" should we call 911?"

"NO! who knows what they will do! Just GO GET RIKU!"

axel started to get worried when he saw the blood everywhere and he was starting to yell.

" Rox! He is hurt! WE NEED TO CALL 91-"

" NO! HE'S FINE!" Roxas looked down and started to sob, " he'll be fine." He said barely in a whisper.

" axel, I am supposed to protect him. He has never actually been beaten before! And then this! What the fuck is going on? What happened that made him so crazy?

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Riku let out a content sigh. He was sitting on the couch with his brother, discussing Sora.

" I knew it would happen!" Marluxia grinned over at Riku, taking a bite of him sandwich.

Riku nodded and smiled, thinking about what had just happened. Not only is he going out with the love of his life he was able to kiss him. He knew that sounded cheesy but it was the best thing that had ever happened, besides maybe meeting Sora.

Riku looked over at Marluxia and smiled. He was happy that he got to live here. His parents had stayed back in the main area of Twilight Town. When his school burnt down the worked something out with Marluxia for Riku to live with him. Marley had been living here for about 3 years now. He was bout 22 and taking classes at Sun University to be a fashion designer. Right now thought he was working at a flower shop.

Riku's parents had money so they paid for the rent, while Marley was in charge of food. Anything else that had to do with Riku his parents would pay for. They had given Riku a credit card to use when he needed something.

Riku remembered when he first moved in. Marluxia hadn't really had anything in the place. He had a bed in his room, a beanbag chair and TV in the living room, and some kitchen stuff. When Riku moved in his parents came along for the first day and designed Marls apartment. His parents left and he felt a huge weight lift off his shoulders, he was free.

Marluxia reached over and ruffled Riku's hair and yawned.

" I'm off to bed Hun, see you in the morning!" Marluxia kissed Riku's forehead and went into his room. Riku rolled his eyes at Marluxia. He might as well call him his older sister that what he acted like.

Riku turned off the TV and leaned his head back on the couch. The only thing he heard was some distant yells. He strained his ears and recognized them as Roxas and Axels. He inwardly hoped they weren't fighting.

Being nosy, Riku went over to his door and opened it, to see if he could here better. Sora and Roxas's apartments were about 3 doors down. He saw that the door was open and light was coming out into the porch. He could hear the yells much more clearly now.

"NO! who knows what they will do! Just GO GET RIKU!"

Riku's back straightened when he heard his name. why would they need him.

" Rox! He is hurt! WE NEED TO CALL 91-"

" NO! HE'S FINE!"

hurt? Marluxia quickly put two and two together (A/N and made 5 XD) and ran towards the apartment.

He looked through the open door and covered his mouth, holding back a sob. He saw a trail of blood coming from the wall down to Sora's head. His eyes were closed and he had two huge gashes on his face. He lip was busted and his chin was covered in blood. Riku ran over and fell next to Sora. Roxas had his head in his hands, mumbling about being stupid. Riku could tell that Roxas was blaming his self.

" what happened Rox?"

Roxas choked out a sob and rubbed his eyes, " I don't know! I came out from Axel's and my dad was there, he hit me and stormed off, then I found Sora…"

Riku started to panic and felt around for a pulse.

Roxas put his hand on Riku's and sighed.

" he's alive.. he just passed out from shock of it all I think. Go get something to clean him up with."

Riku nodded and went into the bathroom coming back with a wet washcloth and disinfecting wipes. He started to work on Sora's cheek.

Roxas got up and stumbled over to Axel. Axel grabbed him and wound his arms around him. Roxas silently cried into axels shirt.

" he probably did this because he found out about me and Sora." Riku looked up at the two.

Roxas nodded and looked at Riku, " but how?"

Riku shrugged and looked down at Sora.

Sora let out a cough and Roxas was immediately by his side.

Sora brought a hand up to hid forehead and flinched when he touched the cut there. His eyes slowly opened and everyone let out sighs of relief. Riku brought his lips to Sora's hair and kissed him lightly.

" Roxas.. it wasn't Riku he got angry about. He went through your texts."

Roxas thought back to what he had texted and furrowed his eyebrows.

" I don't save my sent messages so how did he know about-"

Sora shook his head, emitting a grunt from Riku who was still cleaning Sora's wounds.

Roxas gave he another confused look. Sora hand Roxas his phone, which he still had in his hand. Roxas grabbed it and looked down. He read the message about three times before it hit him.

" I… had no idea." His hand covered his mouth and he let out a gasp, " oh my god…" he handed the phone to axel. Axel read it and let out a frustrated laugh.

" you don't fucking send that in a text message. Stupid fu-"

" don't blame him please axel!" Roxas brought his attention back to Sora, " why did he beat you then?"

" I told him about me and Riku, trying to get him to focus on me instead of you and Hayner."

Sora's eyes widened and he stood up, ignore the cried of protest form everyone around him.

" where is he?! He has a gun Roxas, he's gonna do something stupid! Where did he go?"

Roxas's eyes widened and he jumped up as well.

" I think he is in his car, he's not leaving, I don't know what he's waiting for." Axel sighed and got up from his spot on the wall. Axel looked over and saw a pack of cigarettes on the side table, probably Roxas's dads.

" just what I need," axel mumbled and reached for one, lighting it with the lighter next to it. Roxas gasped and stepped toward Axel.

" you smoke?"

" only when I'm nervous, " axel spoke through the cigarette. Suddenly they heard a shout for Roxas and all turned their heads to the door. it was Hayner's voice and he sounded worried.

" Rox, can we talk?"

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well.. I was planning on adding more but I thought I would upload this and upload the next part of it sometime next week…

gah… the was bad.. I am so used to writing funny fluff that it killed me. noticed my A/N.. I had to try to add some comic relief eh?... lawls

anyway… the more reviews I get the faster I update!

Kitty: meow…

Axel: he needs a name!

Ren: I know… I have PoisenedKisses thinking up a name.. or trying to atleast.. we need to describe him… ya know so its easier to come up with a name..

Roxas: he looks like Sparta..

Ren: what?

Roxas: ya know –clears throat-

Roxas and Sora: hey little Sparta what is with all the fight? Little bitty kitty wanna bite bite bite!

-crickets-

Roxas: ya know the mean kitty song on youtube! That's what he looked like!

Axel: uuhhh that is kind of how this kitty acts.. 'cept he scratches and pounces he's not really a biter..

Ren: -lawls-

Axel: what

Ren: stupid yaoi mind..

Axel: ?

Ren: is Roxas a biter?

Axel: -snort- no.. he scratches too

Ren: hawt

Roxas: are you discussing what I think you are?

Ren&axel: nooo what would do that?

Roxas: -hmmph-