"Sam?", Dean called out, as he made his way over to the fridge. He pulled out his son's drawings placing them on the door of the fridge with a magnet to hold it up. He smiles as he observes the drawings.

"Hey Dean", Sam squinted at the drawings his brother was smiling at. "Wow...the boys made those?"

Dean huffed out a laugh, "yeah...my boys let me bring it back with me".

Sam smiled watching his brother looked so joyful, "so I take it that everything went well?"

Dean turned, "yeah it did...it was kinda nerve wrecking at first since I had to introduce myself...and Levi didn't take to me well because I made Noah upset...my God he is protective over his twin...it's adorable..then when they forgave me... we played together in the playroom".

"Aha...that's awesome Dean...I'm happy for you", Sam exclaimed. "So any plans to meet them again?"

Dean grinned widely, "oh hell yeah...Jensen, the boys and I are going out for icecreams and a picnic this Saturday."

Sams eyes widened, "wait you said Jensen and the boys?"

"Yuuuppp", Dean smiled opening the fridge and taking a look inside finding a chicken sandwich.

"Wow...Dean...um what does that mean?", Sam questioned, "are you and Jensen a thing?"

Dean almost choked on his sandwich, "No Sam...its a day out for the boys...I mean things are still a little tense between Jensen and I..and maybe if he comes...we can have a proper conversation without him snapping at me...which I totally deserve by the way...but right now one step at a time...I wanna win his heart back Sam..and it won't be easy", Dean gave his brother a sad look, "let's hope everything goes well this Saturday?"

Sam taps his brothers back gently, "hey chin up ok...I'm sure Jensen is letting you see the boys again because you probably made a good impression and the boys sure as hell loved you", Dean smiles, "and maybe he is giving you a chance because he probably knows that something is still there...that maybe he is willing to give it a try...maybe taking it slow...but I'm sure you both will get there".

"Yeah...and I promise I will never break his heart ever again..I love them all too much", Dean replies.

Sam speaks with determination, "I'm sure you won't break their hearts Dean...I have faith in you big bro".

"Thanks Sam", Dean beams , then a thought comes into his mind, "Oh and Sam?"

"Yeah Dean", Sam answered.

"You didn't tell me you were cold hard banging the gardener", he laughs out as he hears his brother groan.

"So tell me about this Gabe?"

The boys were currently snuggled with Jensen on the couch, watching Tom Jerry. They all were laughing and giggling. Jensen loved his time with the boys. Being around them always made him feel complete and happy.

"Papa", Noahs little voice sounded.

"Hmmm...yes baby", Jensen pulled him in closer.

"Why can't daddy stay here with us?", Noah looked curious.

Jensen swallowed hard, 'how does he answer this', Levi was sound asleep now, having his after lunch nap, he took a deep breath, "Well baby...because Papa and daddy still have to work on a few things...and until than daddy can't stay with us".

Noah looked down at his hands, he looked upset, "are you angry with daddy?"

Jensen sat up gently, carefully making sure not to wake Levi up, he pulled Noah onto his lap, hugging his son close as he placed a sweet kiss on his head, tears were starting to pool lightly in his eyes, he really didn't know how to answer that, so he diverted asking a question softly, "What's going on baby?..why all the questions, hmmm?"

Noah looked up at him, "because I want us to be a family".

Jensens heart melted, he wanted to burst into tears at the words of his innocent son, he knew what was going on between Dean and he were hurting their kids more. The kids have grown fond of their dad and in their eyes their papa and daddy should be together. Jensen knows that for the sake of his kids he will give Dean a chance to make things right. He still won't trust him fully but they will have to try and mend what's broken. He is gonna put his heart out there and he hopes Dean won't crush it again. He runs his hand through Noahs light brown hair, "We will be a family...I promise son...but you have to wait for some time ok?"

"Ok papa", Noah hugs him tighter burying his head into Jensens chest closing his eyes as tiredness swept in.

Jensens heart started to pound fast, he let his tears fall. This by far is one of the toughest decisions he has ever made. And he was scared.

TBC