Chapter 14

The next month flew by with my two boys by my side; the thing is there was no more drama. Me and Jason were actually planning the wedding together with his oldest sister Jenna who has helped a billion people plan their wedding. And she knew all the steps to do and we just went one by one with her. It was easy, he had all his grooms men and best man picked out, and I had all of my brides maids and my made on honour, everything was going by so perfectly. Like I said before – no drama, no more hearing from Jake, but when things go good, life has to hop in and throw a curve ball.

"What?" I asked the doctor

"Congratulations, you're pregnant" the doctor repeated with the same goofy smile

"Are you sure?"

"Yes, your about 2 months along"

"Thanks Doctor" I said while hoping off of the examining table

"I'll be seeing more of you I guess" he winked

I thought I just had the stomach flu, a little harmless bug that would pass. Jason was worried that I might need some medication, boy was he wrong. I guess while Tyson was gone, our fun time got me pregnant again. This could be a great thing though, I mean – were getting married, were going to have to expand our family sometime. And Tyson was almost 8 months old, 3 shy from a year. It means they would be close, which I'm happy about. What I'm not looking forward to however – Jason's expression to knowing he got me knocked up. I never had to tell him this, and I don't know if Tyson is his… How will he take it?

All the way home I was thinking about how he was going to take it, if I should tell him right now, today- or wait till after the wedding. The wedding was a month away. Should we still go through with it or wait until we have our new family member? The Impala pulled up into the drive way and I turn off the key, ok, I was going to tell him right now , today and see what he wanted to do about the wedding. Or if he still wanted to date… I turned the glass door knob on the big white front door and walked in.

(Jason's POV)

I heard the front door close and I went ahead to see how Ashley's doctor appointment went and if she was really to sick, and to inform her that Tyson was laying down since he was up half the night again.

When I walked around the corner I could see her talking off her shoes and placing her purse and keys on the table to the left of the front door. Her face was pale white and I knew something was wrong. I just hoped it was nothing to serious, and nothing the doctors could help her with.

"Ash, what's wrong?" I asked, worried about what had happened. I knew I should have went with her

"Uh, well I got some surprising news" I knew it! I should've gone!

"Jason… I'm pregnant" she whispered

I stood there in shock, she was pregnant with my own little boy or girl, I knew Tyson was my own and if he wasn't I treated him like one. But this was different we were due to be married and I couldn't love her anymore at this point in our relationship. Having another child would only bring us that much more closer after the wedding, I was joyed at the thought, but she was still white as a ghost.

"Babe, what's wrong?"

"You… don't want to cancel the wedding do you?" her voice was no more than a whisper

"Are you kidding?" I walked up to her, putting both my hands on her shoulders while she looked down "Nothing could make me anymore happier"

At that moment her face looked up at me and her eyes were full of tears.

"Babe, why are you crying?"

"I thought you would want to cancel everything, and maybe want us to leave" I was shocked she would think that about me, of course I would step up to the plate and do anything for my beautiful bride to be and our children

"Why would you think that?" I was a little hurt

"Jake did…"

"I'm not Jake, when are you going to notice I don't treat you the way he did?"

"I'm not sure" she was back to looking at the hardwood floor

All I could think to do was bringing her chin up with my hand and kiss her, comfort her. What else was I supposed to do? She was the love of my life and past relationships left scares on her tender heart. I've been hurt in my lifetime from relationships with girls, but not like she has, I can see that know. All I can hope for – is that in the future – she learns that she can love and trust me completely; I just don't know when that is going to be.