Chapter 14:

Previously:

"Did you hear any of that?"

He nodded.

"It's over." I said.

"I know."

"And I still think I love you."

Edward's Point Of View

Bella's words replayed in my head a few times before I could react. When I finally did react, all I could do was grin. I had been waiting for a long time to hear her say that. A small smile sat on her lips as she saw me grin. There were tears in her eyes, but she was smiling.

"You have no idea how good it feels to hear you say that Bella." I told her. She chuckled a bit and took a step forward. Shyly, she reached up and kissed me gently, biting her lip when she pulled away. I latched my hand onto her pants and pulled her into me, kissing her forehead. Bella's cheeks turned a lovely shade of pink and she rested her head on my shoulder.

We just stayed like that for awhile. Her head on my shoulder as I held her close to me.

"What are we going to do?" she mumbled into my neck.

"What do you mean?"

"What are we now? Are we together?" she asked.

"Uh, well, what do you want to be?"

"I don't know." she looked up at me, her eyes wide. "I know that I love you. But I also know this isn't right. It's not normal. It's fucked up."

"Normal is overrated, Isabella." I chuckled.

She rolled her eyes at me and said, "You know what I mean. We're family Edward. It's not right."

"Who cares what's right? Sure, it's not normal, but love is love. People may not like it, but there's nothing we can do about it. And I don't want to do anything about it. I've been in love with you since we were just little kids. I'm not about to hide my feelings for you just because society doesn't view it as 'normal'."

She thought about that for a second before speaking. "We can't tell anyone."

"Why not?"

"Because you may be right, but I don't know if I'm ready to handle constant bullshit from society for being in love with you."

"I can respect that." I told her.

"Thank you." she smiled a little.

"So are we together then?"

"I guess so." she decided.

I didn't say anything. I just smiled and kissed her.

Bella's Point Of View

I stood there in the middle of my bedroom, kissing Edward. It seemed right. Being with him had never seemed okay, but now it suddenly did. At least, in this moment it did. However, there was still a small part of me that told me this wasn't supposed to be happening. I pushed it aside though. It wasn't time to think about what was wrong with me and him, it was time to focus on how great this could be.

Edward suddenly pulled away from the kiss and said, "We're going out tonight."

"Where?" I asked.

"It's a surprise." he smirked.

"Edward, you know I hate surprises.. A lot." I groaned.

"You'll like this one." he shrugged.

"Hmph." I rolled my eyes and walked away. Edward followed after me, chuckling. I sat down on my small couch, grabbing the tv remote and turning it on. Edward sat next to me, wrapping his arm around my waist to pull me down on top of him as he laid on his back. His hand slowly slid down, into my pants and he squeezed my ass as I slowly began to kiss him. I could feel him massaging my butt and his tongue slowly began to enter my mouth. My fingers ran through his messy, bronze hair. Slowly, he began to move so that he was above me. I began to move my hands underneath his shirt, feeling his chest. One of his hands began to cup my breast.

He broke away from the kiss to begin sucking on my neck. I started to tug on his pants, unzipping his jeans before pulling his mouth back up to mine to kiss me.

We went on like that for awhile; just touching each other, trying to feel as close as possible without taking our clothes off. By the time my shirt came off, i was already feeling out of breath. I tugged on his shirt, letting him know I wanted him to take it off. He did, tossing it over the back of the couch along with mine.

We started kissing again, both topless, perfectly content with what we were doing. I could feel his hand move down to the front of my jeans, and he began to unzip them. He slowly pulled them down and I kicked them to the floor. I yanked his down as well, and he threw his next to mine. I sat up, moving so that I was sitting on his lap now. I latched my fingers onto his hair and kissed him as his hand went lower and lower. He began rubbing me through my underwear, and I let out a moan into his mouth.

"God, you're so beautiful." he breathed, looking at me before sucking on my chest. Edward pushed my panties to the side and began to finger me, watching as I moved with him. I shoved my hand into his boxers and grabbed hold of his dick, stroking it gently. It was his turn to moan, and I smirked at him.

It went on like that. I gave him a hand job, and he fingered me. We didn't actually have sex this time. When we finished, I laid down on my back and he laid on top of me, pulling the blanket that was draped over the back of the couch on top of us.

"I love you Isabella." he told me.

"I love you too."

Well there you go. Sorry it took forever. But i'm out of school now and i probably won't have a social life at all for awhile now, so hopefully i'll be able to update again soon. I am going to try to shoot for next week to update.
Anyways, I hope you liked it! Let me know what you all think. Any ideas of what you want to see coming up? Reviews are appreciated!