Ruki stared at the guitarist in shock, but before he could say anything, the other started speaking.

"Don't get me wrong, I'm not trying to pull you away from Reita. I just need you to know that I really do love you. I'll do anything for you and I'll protect you. I just…I want you to feel safe whenever I'm near you. I want you to feel ok with us hanging out or being alone."

"Aoi, we're alone right now."

The raven blushed. "We're in a hospital, it doesn't count."

Ruki raised an eyebrow, but shook his head for the other to continue.

"I want you to be able to trust me again. I don't know how I can get it that way, but I…I-I guess I felt like I needed to tell you that."

The red head smiled. "Thanks."

The guitarist looked at him with a shocked expression, which made him giggle. Aoi blushed and turned his head to the floor, which made Ruki giggle more. Soon, they fell into a comfortable silence, but the singer broke it when he started humming. Aoi loved hearing him hum, sing, and laugh. He took advantage of this and listened, concentrated on the tune. He started imagining playing the guitar and moved his fingers as if they were pressing the strings on the bed. Ruki felt his eyes getting heavy, so he closed them and continued his song, but he started taking breaks in it. Aoi noticed and turned to find the red head laying back down with his eyes closed. The raven got off the bed and walked over to gently pet the singer's head. Ruki opened his eye and felt his heart race from seeing Aoi over him, but it wasn't fear. It was excitement. The guitarist rubbed his thumb over the red head's cheek and took a deep breath.

"You need to rest. I'll see you when you get out ok."

Ruki gave a small smile as he shook his head up and down. Aoi gave a small smile in return before turning away and walking out of the room. Ruki sighed as he turned to look out the window.

'Those lips. Those eyes. That smile. That look.' The singer thought. 'So soft and gentle.'

"You awake?" Byou whispered as he walked in.

Ruki turned back over and shook his head.

"Aoi looked…happy, but sad."

The singer sat up with a frown on his face. "I don't know what to do."

"Hmm? About what?"

The singer told him about everything that happened up to this point as the blonde sat on the bed listening. The taller singer gave Ruki a reassuring smile afterwards.

"Well, that's a pretty big pickle you guys got into."

"Pickle?"

Byou shrugged his shoulders. "A mess."

The red head sighed. "I know. I wish I knew what to do. Who to pick."

The blonde smiled. "I'll tell you a secret. When I first met Hiroto, I knew that we were going to be good friends. After a few months, I found out I was right. Well, I started hanging out with him more than my boyfriend. I started feeling things for Hiroto and then one night, we started making out. So we decided to go on a few dates. My boyfriend noticed and we fought about it. I decided to disappear for a couple of days to think things through. Then I thought of something. Who would make me feel better? So I had sex with Hiroto. Turns out, I did nothing but call out his name, not my boyfriend's."

"Uh huh."

The taller singer smiled. "Have sex with them."

"Eh?" The red head shouted. "Now hang on a minute. Sex is definitely not the right way to go about this. I don't want them thinking that I'm using them for a good fuck."

Byou rolled his eyes. "It's not about the sex. It's who think of during the sex. Close your eyes and look at the face that pops into your mind first as you're uh…are you top or bottom?"

Ruki turned red and mumbled. "Bottom."

"Right, so when he enters you, just let the person pop in your head and imagine him doing it. If it feels right, then you found your man."

"What if it doesn't work? What if it makes everything worse?"

Byou smiled. "Then I'll take responsibility. I'll tell them that I told you that it was the only way or something like that. That I convinced you to do it. What do you say?"

The red head looked down at his hands.

~~At the recording studio~~

Reita struck the last note of the song and allowed it to fade out before taking a breath.

"Alright!" The manager shouted. "We're done! Good job!"

The blonde bobbed his head before walking out of the glass room to see Kai giving him a thumbs up and a smile.

"Remind Aoi and Uruha to be here on time tomorrow." Sakai said.

"No problem." Kai giggled. He waited for Reita to put up his bass and walked out with him.

"Want to go get some lunch?"

The drummer raised an eyebrow at him. "Lunch?"

"Late lunch, early dinner. Whichever."

"Sure, you're buying."

The blonde laughed, but shook his head. They decided on a place before walking to their cars and leaving the parking lot. They parked beside each other at the restaurant. It was an American place that they've been wanting to try out. They walked in and got a table with menus, then ordered some drinks.

"So are you going to talk to Ruki tonight?" Kai started.

The blonde smiled. "Yeah. I'm going to see if he can be discharged too."

"Good."

They fell silent for a while until the waiter came by and took their orders. Kai kept his head down or looked out the window, avoiding eye contact with the blonde. Reita noticed and decided not to say anything, but he kept a soft stare on his friend . The brunette stole a glance of the bassist and saw him staring. He quickly turned his attention out the window to his car, which made him gasp. He saw Miyavi standing there, stroking the antenna, licking his lips and rubbing his chest. Chills went through Kai's body when the soloist wiggled his finger. The drummer's breathing got faster as fear shot through his body. He didn't even notice the plate being sat in front of him. Reita waited for the waiter to walk away before saying anything.

"Kai?"

The brunette turned and faced the worried bassist.

"Are you ok?"

Kai gave a small grin before gripping his hair with one hand and letting a whimper slip past his lips. "I think I'm going crazy."

Reita's eyes got wide. "Why would you say that?"

"Look at my car." The drummer ordered, so the blond did. "Do you see Miyavi?"

"No."

"I do. He's fucked me up Rei. I can't think straight. I don't know if he's really around me or not."

"If you need to, you can stay with me again."

Kai shook his head no. "I'm moving my stuff the day after tomorrow."

"Still, I don't think you should be alone tonight."

The drummer looked at him and saw him blush a little. The brunette felt his heart race, but took a deep breath to try to calm down.

He smiled. "I'd like that. Thank you."

With that, they started eating their steak, well tried to. They weren't exactly used to the utensils, but managed. After they were done, they paid, then headed over to Reita's place. As they were walking into the apartment, they both thought about Ruki. Remembering that Reita was going to visit him to see if he could be discharged. Kai didn't want to remind him. For once, he wanted something for himself and that was to have time with the blonde, so he was going to be selfish for once. He ignored everything about Ruki. The bassist, also remembered the red head and what he was going to do, but he decided not to when he was driving here. He didn't know why, but he didn't want to see or be with Ruki right then. He wanted to be with Kai.

"I'll get you some pajamas." The blonde said, closing the door. Kai shook his head and sat down on the couch as he waited for his host to bring him something. Reita got him a baggy shirt and loose shorts to wear, then started making some tea. It wasn't too much longer before they were yawning and rubbing their eyes.

"It's been a long day, why don't we get some rest?" Kai asked.

Reita smiled. "Sure."He got up and was about to go grab a blanket, but stopped. "It's chilly tonight. Why don't we sleep in the bed?"

The drummer blushed and so did the bassist. Kai smiled, knowing he wasn't going to get another chance. "Ok."

He skipped past the blonde to the bedroom and jumped on the bed. Reita giggled as he walked in, but then it was interrupted when a pillow was thrown into his face. He heard laughter and looked up to find Kai laughing with another pillow in hand. The blonde laughed and grabbed the pillow off the ground before jumping on the bed. He smacked the brunette with the white, soft pillow, but got hit return. They laughed as they continued hitting each other until Reita yanked the pillow away from the other and hit him with the pillow. They gasped for air as they laughed and Reita fell on the drummer as they continued to giggle. After a few minutes, Reita raised up and stared down at the blushing brunette. The blonde swallowed hard. He hesitated, but leaned down ever so slowly as they both held their breathes. Kai couldn't take it, he shot up and captured the blonde's lips. Reita grabbed a fistful of the brunette's hair and pulled him deeper in the kiss. The drummer wrapped his arms around the blonde's neck as the kiss got rougher. The bassist rubbed his hand down the brunette's side. They started gasping, then pulled away to breath. Reita sat up and stared down at the drummer. Kai's eyes got wide and he gasped.

"Oh, Rei I-I'm sorry."

The blonde pulled away and got off the bed. The brunette watched with tears in his eyes as Reita walked to the door and turned the light off. He saw the bassist grab the door, but he turned to his side and started wiping his tears away. He heard the door shut, but before he could let out a whimper, he felt the bed dip. Before he could turn to look, he felt a pair of arms wrap around him, but he turned his head to find Reita holding him. He turned back with a smile. He felt safe in those strong arms, warm against this body, and relaxed to be with the blonde.

Reita woke up the next morning and smiled to find the drummer still in his arms. He took a deep breath to take in Kai's smell before letting him go. The blonde quietly stepped out of bed, covered the brunette up more, grabbed some clothes, and headed for the bathroom. He closed the door and started the shower then got undressed. He sighed as he stepped into the warm water. He shook as goose bumps covered his body, but he went on and grabbed his soap and started washing himself as he started thinking. Thinking about Ruki and Kai. He sighed not knowing what he wanted anymore.

'Ruki, I liked him since we've met. Kai, he was always there for me, picking me up when I was down. His smile started brightening up my days. He's so gentle and caring. He cooks and eats with me. We talk and goof off.'

The blonde sighed. He turned the shower off, dried off and got dressed. When he stepped out, the smell of sausage and eggs filled his nose. He smiled.

"Smells good." He said walking into the kitchen, but found it empty. "Kai?"

He looked around for a moment before spotting a note on the table beside the plate of food. He picked it up and quickly read it.

'Rei, I'm sorry about last night. I hope I didn't hurt our friendship. I can be pretty stupid sometimes, so you can forget that it ever happened. I hope you do and I hope you like the breakfast. I'll see you later. –Kai.'

Reita sighed. "Yutaka."

~~The hospital~~

Ruki woke up late that day. He seemed exhausted, since he went to sleep right after his and Byou's conversation. He moaned as he turned on his back, but then he noticed someone sitting in the chair across the room. He sat up and rubbed his eyes to see who it was.

"Kai?"

The brunette lifted his head from the magazine he was reading and smiled. "Hey sleepy head. Feeling better?"

The red head shook his head yes.

"That's good. You ready to get out of here?"

"Yeah. I'm sick of being in here."

Kai giggled. "Well, Reita should be coming by to pick you up."

Ruki's eyes got wide and he looked away.

"Ru? What's wrong?"

"It's nothing." He said with a sad smile. "Have they made up yet?"

The drummer sighed. "They haven't even talked to each other. I doubt Reita will talk to him."

The singer shook his head. "Aoi came by yesterday and we finished talking. I…I want to forgive him."

"Are you sure?"

"Yes. Everyone deserves a second chance. I know he's sorry and I know he'll do anything to earn my trust again."

Kai smiled. "Then I guess Reita will just have to get over it huh?"

"Yep."

"I'm going to head home. I need to do a few more things before I move tomorrow. Byou's here. He went to look for Hiroto though. Make sure they know you're leaving."

"Alright."

The brunette hugged the singer, then headed out the door, leaving Ruki all alone.

~~The recording studio~~

They were taking a short break so Aoi could rest from playing. He and Uruha were standing outside smoking, well the honey blonde was mostly texting. The raven notice how happy the other guitarist has been. Most the texts he gets makes him giggle and laugh.

"So, whose got you so happy?" Aoi asked.

Uruha looked at him with a smile. "Well, it's not official, but this guy wants me to go out with him. I told him that we could go on a date tomorrow. He's been texting me today just to see how I was doing and we started talking about random stuff."

The raven smiled. "That's good. If he makes you happy, then you should give him a chance."

"You think?"

Aoi shook his head yes. "So who is it?"

"Well…I was going to wait to see if it worked out, but I guess I could tell you. It's…" His face got blood red. "I-it's Saga."

"Really?"

"Yeah."

"That's…well unexpected, but that's great. I wish you two the best of luck then."

"Thanks."

Aoi sighed. "We should head back in."

The other shook his head and they started walking back, but then the honey blonde's phone went off. "Go ahead."

He waited until the raven was walked away before answering.

"Hello?"

"Hey Uru." It was Kai.

"Hey, what's up?"

"Are you busy tomorrow?"

"Why?"

"I need help moving my stuff out."

Uruha sighed. "I guess, but um…I had a date."

"Oh, never mind then."

"No, no. I'll come over and help. You don't mind me bringing him do you. I'd like for you to meet him."

"Sure and I'll make it up to you." Kai said.

"No problem. Oh, I have to get back to the studio."

"Oh, sorry bye."

"Bye."

~~The hospital.~~

Ruki was buckling his pants when he heard knocking on the door. He turned to find Reita standing there, smiling.

"Ready to go?"

"Yeah. Oh, Byou is looking for Hiroto, then he should be coming back up. We should wait so they don't come here for no reason."

"No need."

"Hmm?"

Reita blushed.

~~A few minutes earlier.~~

The blonde decide to go to the restroom before going to Ruki's room. He walked and started doing his business when he started hear little moans.

"Shh."

Reita's eye twitched. He finished up, washed his hands then walked to the stall. "Byou! Hiroto! Seriously?"

"Mmm Yes!" Hiroto shouted.

The blonde was letting the curiosity get the better of him and he took a peek. Byou had Hiroto pinned against the wall, the brunette's leg was lifted in the air and the singer was pounding in him. The blonde attacked the guitarist's lips as he started thrusting faster.

~~Back to present~~

"Earth to Rei?"

The blonde shook his head. "I ran into them and told them I was taking you home."

"Ok."

They proceeded downstairs to the front counter where a few nurses were at. They got him checked out, then headed out to Reita's car.

"Can you take me to your place? I don't feel like being at home." Ruki mumbled.

"Uh…sure."

~~Reita's apartment.~~

The couple walked in and Ruki laid down on the couch on his stomach.

"You ok?" Reita asked. "Do you need anything?"

The other sighed. " Yes I'm ok and no, I don't need anything. Can we lay on the bed though?"

"Sure." The blonde knew something was up, but he really didn't want to bother asking the other. They walked to the bedroom and laid down on the bed. Reita was flat on his back as Ruki was on his side. The red head scooted over and started rubbing the blonde's chest.

"Rei?" He whispered.

"Hmm?"

"Kiss me."

The bassist's breath hitched, but he stayed calm. He rolled on his side and pecked the other's lips, before gently kissing them. Ruki slipped his tongue in the other's mouth, but got a small reaction. He pulled away and sighed.

"Do me."

"What?" Reita asked as he sat up.

"Have sex with me."

The blonde swallowed hard. He didn't want to hurt the other's feelings, but he also felt very uncomfortable. He climbed over the red head and pulled him into a shaky kiss. Their hands started exploring each other, feeling every inch of the other. They tried to deepen the kiss, but they could only do it soft and innocently. Ruki unbuckled the blonde's pants and slipped a hand in to start massaging him. Reita slipped his hand into the redhead's pants to mimic him. They kissed and grinded, but no matter what, they couldn't get hard. Reita sat up and punched the mattress. His face was red from embarrassment. Ruki swallowed hard for what he was about to do. He wrapped his other arm around the blonde 's neck and pulled him closer as he continued stoking the blonde.

"Think of Kai." He whispered in the bassist's ear. Reita gasped, but before he could say anything, Ruki continued. "He's laying in your bed naked. Stroking himself, waiting for you, begging for you."

Reita's face burned from the imagines flashing through his head. He closed his eyes and moaned out as felt himself getting excited.

"He's climbing over you, kissing down your neck, to your stomach, then here." The red head squeezed his hand, making him moan. "He wraps his lips around you. His moist mouth engulfs you, taking you inch by inch inside him. He slowly bobs his head, making it nice…and…wet."

Reita whimpered and started thrusting into the singer's hand.

"You get on top of him and started kissing him. Stroking him." As if Ruki was controlling him with words, the blonde kissed him very passionately as he started stroking the singer's member again. The red head closed his eyes and imagined Aoi on top of him, playing the same role. The thought made Ruki moan out as he got hard. Reita pulled away only to start kissing down the red head's neck. Soon, their clothes were on the floor and the blonde was attacking Ruki's chest. He bit down on the singer's nipple as he rubbed the other with his thumb. Ruki squeezed his eyes shut, picturing Aoi's plump, soft lips on his skin. The raven's hands caressing him, holding him, stroking him. Reita placed kisses all over the red head's chest before slowly making a trail of kisses to his naval. He kissed it before licking the skin down to the vocalist's pants. He grabbed the younger's cock through the pants and squeezed it, making the red head moan. He massaged it for a few minutes, then unbuckled the pants and threw them to the side. Reita sat up and placed Ruki's legs on his sides, so that he was between them. He grabbed the other's boxers and slowly removed them from each leg before throwing them over with the rest of the clothes. He looked down at the red head, but closed his eyes and pictured Kai laying there. He laid on his side and quickly removed his pants, then got back on his knees. Ruki looked up at the blonde and closed his eyes as the bassist crawled over him. He pictured Aoi kissing him, not Reita, Aoi rubbing their cocks together, not Reita, Aoi lifting his hips, not Reita. The blonde grabbed the lube and a condom out of his night stand, then kissed down the other's torso before sitting back up. He slipped the condom on then squirted some lube on his fingers and coated his covered cock. He squeezed some more onto his fingers and rubbed it over the other's entrance. Ruki whimpered when he felt a digit go inside him, but he relaxed and it was soon back out. The blonde placed himself and started pushing in, making the singer cry out in pain. The red head squeezed the sheets as images of Aoi breaking him ran through his head. Reita gasped and shivers ran through his body from the other's tightness. The blonde waited a minute for him to adjust, then he slowly pulled out and thrusted back in. Ruki whimpered with each thrust, but started relaxing as the slow gentle thrusts continued. He grabbed himself and started stroking his member as Reita started thrusting a little faster. The blonde leaned over and planted and kiss on the red head's forehead, then his cheek, then his lips. They slipped their tongues into each other's mouths, exploring each other, enjoying each other. Reita sat up as he started thrusting a little harder and a little faster. Ruki started moaning out louder and pushed against the thrusts. The blonde grabbed hips and started going faster and faster, then started slowing down. After a few slow, gentle thrusts, Reita pulled out, making the other whimper, but he turned Ruki over on his stomach and pulled his hips up. The singer got onto his knees and took a deep breath as he felt the other reentering him. He moaned out and Reita started his slow pace again. The red head gripped his own cock and started pumping it again.

"Oh! Faster Aoi!" Ruki begged. Reita closed his eyes and pictured Kai begging instead. 'Oh! Faster Reita!'

The blonde squeezed the singer's hips and started going faster, making the other scream with pleasure. The bed was squeaking, hitting the wall, their moans were loud and getting louder. Reita would slow down a few times for them to breath, but then get back on pace and continued to pound the young singer.

"S-so close!" Ruki shouted.

"Me too!"

"Oh god! Yuu!" The red head moaned out as he shot his seeds all over the sheets.

"Fuck! Yutaka!" Reita moaned as came as well. He fell on top of the red head as they tried to catch their breathes. After a few intense minutes, the bassist raised up and carefully slipped out of the singer, making him whimper. The blonde pulled the condom off and wrapped it in a tissue then threw it on the floor. He laid down on his back and turned his head to find Ruki looking at him with a smile. The red head started giggling and Reita couldn't help but laugh too.