PUBLIC SERVICE ANNOUNCEMENT: Edward has been, is, and will continue to be OOC. Just so you all know, and will stop flaming me about it. God, get a life, people...

The large bed had been thrown through the wall, creating a huge hole, and his CD's were wildly clumped on the ground. The room was in total disarray, everything broken or turned over. And there, in the corner, was Edward.

He sat against the wall, knees up, face buried in his knees and hands. I coughed softly, and he pulled his head up. He looked horrible. Absolutely wretched. Hs eyes were black, the darkest I had ever seen, even on the island. He had dark circles under his eyes, and his hair was even more disheveled than normal. I bit my lip, and bent down to collect the papers. Edward continued to stare.

"Um…Edward…I have some things I need you to sign." I whispered, and he put his head back in his hands. After a few seconds, one long white hand reached out, and I took a few steps.

Don't feel bad for him, Bella. It's his fault.

His fault.

I placed the papers in his hand, and they were returned within seconds.

There was no more writing. None of his fancy script, no signatures, nothing. Just my stupid scrawl.

I stared at him, dumbfounded. "But…But…" I had never imagined him to say no. Never.

My eyes narrowed.

"This is just another thing to add to the list, then, huh? Of promises you've broken? Of lies you told?" I yelled, and he looked up.

"Bella. I'm not signing them because I don't have a pen. If that is what you really want…" he sighed, and stood up.

"Yes." I muttered, taking a pen out of my bag. I handed it to him, my arm outstretched. His hand brushed mine for a fraction of a moment, and our eyes met. The look there, the pain, and the frustration were too much to bear. Tears came to my eyes. Was it possible it had really been a mistake? He really was sorry?

"This isn't exactly how I imagined eternity." He sighed, taking the pen gently.

I nodded. "I'm sorry it had to happen this way…if only…" I trailed of off, not knowing how to continue.

"Bella, please listen." His dark eyes burned into me, into my soul. I looked down at the gold carpet. "I'm sorry. Really."

"Words…" I whispered, and then spoke louder. "Words don't mean anything." I said coldly. He looked down, defeated.

"I…I love you, Bella." He said, and I groaned.

"Then WHY did you do it?"I tried to remain calm, but his words were rubbing against the raw. He was still lying after all of this…

"Because…" He swallowed. "I know…this doesn't change anything…but the whole time…the only way I could even look at her, was if I imagined her as you. You were the one in my arms, the one whispering 'I love you', the one-"

"UH! STOP!" I screamed, and sunk to the ground. His mouth stopped moving. I sighed again, and whispered, "Just...stop."

I started to sob, thinking about all the times we had together, and then I erupted. "Edward, HOW could I forgive you? You heard what I told Alice. You said you would stay with me, and you didn't. This is the second time. I've let so many things go, Edward. Face it. YOU SCREWED UP." I lowered my voice. "At least it's not permanent. At least I'm not a vampire. At least you didn't change me before you ran off with her." I spat. "Sign the god damn papers, Edward. I'll be out of your life for good." I muttered, shoving the papers back at him.

He uncapped the pen, and moved his hand to the first sheet, before pausing. "I don't want you out of my life."

"Well, I want you out." I said icily. Where were these amazing lying skills when I needed them? God, I hated this man.

"Listen, Bella. If I sign these, promise me you just won't forget me." he said, and I bit my lip.

"You can't forget Edward Cullen." I said, and he signed the sheet of paper that broke my heart and set me free at the same time.


And there you have it, the long-awaited break up. Sorry it took me so long, and its so short. Blame Brenda and her awesomely awesome saterday night party. Brenda, is Andy REALLY gay? Did Ryan come out of the closet? WHAT IS WITH YOU, ALANNA, WYATT AND TREES?!?! What is so good about a rat trying to cook? I mean, robots pounding in faces and swearing is SO much cooler.You all can also blame South Park, Pon and Zi, school, and my friend Cynthia.

I bet you all hate me, huh? I think you do, ALL of the reviews called me evil...well, I AM evil...Exreamly so...Well, I make no promises on the vext chapter.

Thank you to my AWESOME beta, to wom i apoligize profusly to for being a jerk. I'M SORRY, BELLASWAN456!! I'M SORRY!

...Yeah... anyway, you guys are wounding my ego. Just like Edward in New Moon...D: it hurts right here. (points to heart)

i also got my hair cut, and it looks AWESOME! I AM GOING TO HAVE TO BEAT BOYS OFF OF ME WITH AN AXE IT LOOKS SO GOOD! Ok, maybe not THAT good...

BME7

PS

brenda, Andy isn't even THAT cute. Jake is cuter. Don't tell him I said that...XD