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chapter 14: outta my head

Normal POV

"I can't." Nick said quietly.

"What's the problem you thought about it before." Kevin growled.

"Yeah I know I know! But I urgh! Shut up!"Nick yelled as he looked at Miley's pale face.

Joe knew where his brother's head was. All confused and out of frame plus Nick wasn't

too good under pressure so this must be really messing him up.

Lily couldn't stop crying and Joe looked at her. He held her tightly he knew Lily's life would change

forever and he didn't want her awake for this moment. Joe closed his eyes and took a deep breath.

"What are you doing?"Lily asked inbetween sobs. Joe then whispered in her ear.

"Goodnight."

Lily looked at him confused and he kissed her eyes. As soon as he removed his lips

from her eyes Lily was knocked out cold.

Nick POV

I saw Joe kiss Lily and she passed out I knew why he had did this. I looked at

Miley's limp body and I knew I had mere minutes left.

"Why are you taking your sweet time?" Joe asked once Lily had fallen into a sleep. He still held her

in his arms.

"I don't know I've only done this once and to kill." Isaid quietly. I looked at Miley. If I messed

up and drank too much then it was my fault that Miley died. Either way these last moments, her dying moments, were the

last moments I would ever hold her. I will never be able to see her skin glow. Her eyes glitter full of life. I would

never be able to control her or just observe hoow beautiful her humanity was. My Miley was dying slowly and

it was over whelming but I knew what I had to do in order to save her. IN order to keep her on this earth.

I looked up and Christian was starring at me.

"Nick this is up to you." He said calmly as he rested his hand on my shoulder.

I knew what my choice at this point and I looked up at Joe and Kevin and nodded.

Miley's body temperaurture was going lower and lower. I then saw her glow dissapear.

It was now or never.

im with you...

I knew that was Joe's voice. I looked down and leaned in.

Being thid close to her neck, smelling her scent...memories...

"Sweet Nibblets!" Miley exclaimed. I turned to her and handed her a dollar

and saw her blush...

"I love you Miley." I whispered to her ear. I let my teeth come out and quickly bit on her neck.

My senses began to race, I felt everything and became aware of everything around me.

I felt a rush it was pure addiction, pure extacy, all the best feelings around were comming from

MIley's blood and I needed it. I felt her last bits of life slowly fading away and I knew I had to stop soon.

Stop Nick Stop!

I heard Joe's voice in my head again. I quicky threw myself off Miley and starred at her.

I then bit down on my wrist and saw blood coming out I placed my wrist on Miley's lips and

she slowly opened her mouth and a few blood drops touch her tounge. That's when it started.

Her body started to twitch and she began to moan in pain.

"Ow!"Miley groaned as her body began looking like she had a seizure.

I wanted to go over there and make sure she was okay.

"Stop."Kevin held me back.

"Why she is in pain." I complained.

"Leave her let her transform." Kevin said as he held on to my shoulder tightly.

I couldn't keep my eyes of MIley as she was twitching. I then looked at Joe who's eyes

were tearing up. He then looked down at Lily and then I understood why Joe didn't want

to turn Lily. If I had Miley had been asking me to turn her like Lily after seeing this I would've said no.

Seeing Miley in pain and appreciating her beauty of life was too much to give up.

Soon Miley's eyes opened and they turned bright blue. Her pupils were dialated and her skin became very

pale. Her body seemed to get more mature and her teeth became perfect,white and I saw her fangs appear.

Miley then looked at herself and at all of us.

"Um Miley baby, uh I forgot to mention something." I said nervously. She was so beautiful I couldn't help

but stare and get nervous.

"Nick.."Miley said obviously scarred.

"Uh i'm a vampire and uh youa re a vampire...kinda funny huh?" I said.

Joe slapped his forhead and Kevin gave a heavy sigh.

"What?! This is...what?Lily?!"Miley said as she was panicking. I looked over and my family began

to get worried.

"Lily is fine." Christian spoke.

"Have you guys all been vampires this whole time?"Miley asked.

"Well yeah."Marek said.

"Oh my gosh! Does Lily know?"Miley asked looking at me.

"Umm yeah." I said hoping not to get her mad.

"Why didn't she tell me?!"Miley asked sadly.

"Look how you're reacting." I said hugging her.

"Nick,what did you expect. My boyfriend is a vampire then I get attacked by another one

and now I am a vampire. What am i going to tell daddy?!"Miley shouted.

Then in an instant she was gone.

"Woah!"Joe said looking around for Miley.

"Miley?!" I shouted.

Christian then looked around as well as the rest of my family.

"Where did she go?"Amy asked.

"I'm right here!"Miley said then in a flash she was there.

"Miley?!"I asked confused.

"I was here the whole time how come you guy's didn't see me?"Miley asked.

"I don't know but that might be your power to be invisable."I said very impressed as I looked at Lily.

"Wait,woah I have a power? Do I have to suck peoples blood?"Miley asked again scared.

I looked at her,"No, we are vegetarian vampires meaning we don't drink people blood but animal blood."

Miley looked grossed out and I smiled.

"How?How I am so lost.."Miley said as she looked at herself and the people surrounding her.

"Wait...Lily."Miley said.

Joe looked down and looked at Lily.

"Yeah we need to talk about that."Joe said as he looked at Lily.

"Look take Lily back to her house and we will just take Miley to ours to help her adjust."Christian said.

"I'm not going to leave her alone."Joe said immidiately. I knew Joe was going to be VERY touchy now.

Now that MY girlfriend was a vampire and Lily wasn't I knew he was going to be annoyed and very hard

to talk to now. I have what he fears and what he desired. I have my Miley forever...Joe however doesn't.

"You have to don't be stubborn." Eliza said.

"Oh Eli stop being such a puss about it. But seriously Joe Miley needs us now."Amy said.

Amy then looked at Miley,"Yeah! Oh my gosh it sucked not letting you in, in our little secret!"

"Yeah?"Miley asked smiling.

"Well whatever."Joe said annoyed.

"Will Lily be okay?"Miley asked me.

"Yeah she isn't in any pain I am just letting her sleep."Joe said.

"Wait!"Joe said quickly.

"Oh right. They will be looking for Lily."Amy said.

"Lily is in danger?!"Miley asked scarred.

"Don't worry we will protect Lily."Christian smiled at Miley.

I held Miley's hand."Do you still love me?"

She looked me in the eyes and smiled,"Yes silly. I do. I'm just so confused. I'm a vampire."

I hugged her dearly,"Miley I am so sorry but I just had to save you..."

Miley kissed Me,"Does this mean that I am going to live with you forever?"

"Yes for eternity."I said truthfully. Amy aweed and Eliza rolled her eyes.

"Awe Kevin poo! Remember when we first fell in love!"Amy said as she ran up and kissed Kevin.

Kevin blushed,"Yeah I do."

Joe then all of a sudden picked up Lily,"We have to go now."

Lily POV

I remember a force pulliing me down...this girl vampire...then someone whispered in my ear

that they'll find me...then black...

I woke up and I was in a big bed. The comforter was zebra stripes. The room was messy clothes everywhere and pleanty of shoes.

There was also weird things in the room like a giant dice and wigs.A High tech computer and nice video camera was there with alsi a huge stero and

Dj stand. I got up and I was on a checkered carpet. There was also a keyboard and guitars ans tamborines...I think I was in Joe's room. But I don't know

how I got there. There was another door and I walked towards it. Inside was a bathroom in there was a haitr straightener and a bunch of hair

products. I was in Joe's room. I smiled and just imagined waking up in his bed for a different reason. I really did love Joe with all of

my heart and he kept my heart beating. Then all of a sudden I remembered..Miley. I walked out of the room and saw the staircase down the hall.

I slowly began creeping when I heard Miley's laugh.

"Oh no you didn't Kevin!"Miley laughed.

"Yeah I know!"Kevin laughed.

I looked and saw all of them talking to each other and they looked so perfect. Miley looked like she belonged.

She was in Nick's arms and they were sitting next to each other. I noticed she looked different. She got taller and her eyes were

brighter and when she laughed I saw her teeth! She was a vampire now?! My heart started beating faster. Oh gosh! How did

Miley take the news? What will she tell Robby? What will Oliver say?Do?Oh no! Was Miley mad at me? I suddenly

felt so alone. At least with Miey I could be normal but now she was one of them without even asking to be!

Here I am begging for it and I can't even get it. I wanted to get out of here. I didn't know why but I wanted to get out.

I quietly went back to Joe's room and put on my shoes.

I sighed and looked out the window there was a little fence so I could climb down. I opened the window and began to crawl down.

I was about halfway down until I slipped. Then as soon as I let go I felt strong arms catch me.

"Ompf!"

I looked to see Joe's face smiling at me.

"You know for a klutz you are a pretty good climber." Joe smiled.

"How long were you out here?" I asked annoyed.

"Oh, uh since you opened the window."Joe grinned devilishly.

"Well thanks for catching me but I got to go." I said as I jumped out of his arms.

"Wait why?"Joe asked me as I started walking.

"I got to get home and-"

"Lily! Your best friend is a vampire.."Joe tried to say this carefully.

"I know." I said. I didn't want to talk about this.

"Well I mean don't you-"

"Joe, I don't know what I want okay.."I said a little emotionally.

"What do you mean?"Joe asked me now getting a little angry.

"Well Joe I don't belong here now." I said with tears in my eyes.

"Of course you do-"

"No I don't Joe, you guys are all vampires and even Miley. I mean she

is going to be with you guys all the time and I just I don't know. I feel so out of the

loop!" I cried.

"Are you jealous of Miley?"Joe asked me.

I could have slapped him but nothing could have made me actually done it.

"No! It's just I don't know this is too overwhelming and I wanna be alone." I cried.

"Lily look you cannot be alone. You are in danger. Vampires want to kill you!"Joe said.

"So let them kill me!"I said stubbornly.

Joe sighed and hugged me.

"Lily I know your upset but seriously just calm down."Joe said as he hugged tighter.

"Joe! Please I want to stay mad!" I said.

I hated that I coudln't stay mad at him.

"C'mon." Joe smiled as he took my hand.

He led me into the living room where the family was.

Miley smiled and ran up to me."Lily."

"Hey Miley, so uh I guess you found out." I said nervously.

"Yeah! I mean everyone is so nice! I can't believe it." Miley smiled.

Nick then got up."Yup and I have my soulmate forever"

"Amazing."I said quickly. Joe felt my tenseness.

"Okie we got to talk about this Derek situation." Kevin said.

"Yeah we do." Christian said.

"So he is after Lily."Miley said. It seemed that everyone was already in the loop including Miley.

"Yes and he will do anything to get to her so we got to keep her safe."Joe said.

"Well Robby is safe for now.."Miley said as if she already knew the answer.

"Alright and I'll be there everynight in order to protect you."Joe said looking at me. I smiled.

In my head I was so lost. I was seeing everybody protecting me I felt like a bother.

I'm not even a vampire and yet they are trying to protect me.

But I didn't get why.

"You guys you can stop I mean I'm not worth any of this." I said suddenly.

Joe then looked at me as if I was crazy.

"Lilz you must be crazy I would do anything for you..."Joe said.

"Knowing how much Joe cares about you, shows us that your worth this." Amy smiled.

Eliza even nodded.

"I am so sorry..it's just I mean I don't want you guys getting hurt because of me." I said.

"Don't Lily you are my best friend, I don't want you hurt."Miley said.

"Alright." I smiled.

I still felt so alone and weird.

2 days later

Things for the past few days have been weird. Miley is starting to hang and get closer to the Jonas's and everything.

I feel so left out and Joe is always talking about how is going to kill Derek. He is working on plans and is not

really acting like a boyfriend. I have been mostly have been spending time talking to Oliver.

Miley is distant towards him now ever since she found out about him being a werewolf.

"So they trust you with me?"Olive asked as we were hanging out in my room. Joe was hunting while Miley and Nick

were in their room.

"Well kinda." I said. Joe hated Oliver but he just tried to accept him knowing that he wanted to protect me too.

"I have been talking to this girl Stephanie hopefully you will get along with her."Oliver smiled.

"Well she seems cool. I mean since everyone has been trying to protect me I haven't been close

to anyone." I said quietly.

"Lily you know I am here for you."Oliver said.

"Yeah I know Oliver. I mean ever since Miley became one of them I don't know where I belong." I said.

Oliver then got closer."Lily you will always belong with me. Why don't you come hang out with me in L.A tonight?"

"What?" I asked him.

"Yeah sneek out tonight i'll come get you."Oliver said devilishly.

"I don't know..."I thought about it.

"I promise to protect you."Oliver said.

Oliver is a werewolf and he would help me. Besides I needed to think.

"Sure." I grinned.

Joe POV

These past few says have been a killer. I mean Christian and Kevin and Marek have me working as a dog. I am trying to protect Lily

but it's killing our romance. I mean we havent' had a kiss in a while.

I know she has been feeling lonely it's just that I can't take time. I mean im so desperate for her to be happy i'm even letting her hang

out with that stupid dog.

Nick has been spending time with Miley since she is new to the family.

I decided to suprise Lily tonigh actually...

"Going to Lily's?" Kevin asked me.

"Yup, to spend time with her." I said with a Lily in my hand.

"Niccce."Kevin said."You two need time with each other. Is Nick still with Miley?"

"Always." I said jealous.

I got in my car and was there withtin 2 minutes.

I then got a little scared. I didn't smell Lily.

I rushed over to Lily's room and didn't see Lily.

"What the.." I began to panic. I didn't sense her but I did sense a dog...

I got instantly jealous. I went into Miley's room to see my brother making out with Miley.

"Nick!" I shouted.

"Ahhh!"Miley screamed.

"Dude!"Nick shouted.

"Fro bro! You are worse then me when I babysit you!"I shouted.

"Why?"Nick asked.

"Yeah Lily is just hanging with Oliver."Miley said fixing her hair.

"Well they are gone." I said angrily.

"What?!"Miley and Nick shouted in shock.

"Yeah!" I said annoyed. I then called Lily's cell phone.

Hello?

Lily?! Where are you?

Um hanging with Oliver..

Why arent you here?You know you can't leave when things are like this!

Relax.. Joe Oliver is keeping me safe...

Lily where are you?!

Me and Oliver are in Los Angeles.

Lily!! Why are you there I am going over to go get you!

Joe! Seriously? Well me and Oliver are at the house of blues..

Ill be there in ten minutes!

I hung up the phone and I looked at Miley and Nick.

"I'm going to L.A to get Lily. I cannot believe Oliver let her go there." I said angrily.

I can't believe I trusted that dog to take care of her.

"So are we going to L.A?"Miley asked me.

"Yeah." I said.

We both rushed downstairs to see Kevin at the door.

"I sensed you guys needed to get to Lily...where are we going?"Kevin asked.

"L.A" Nick said. I got in the car while Kevin got shotgun with Nick and Miley in the backseat.

"I need to get to her now." I said.

Lily POV

"Joe sounded mad." I said to Oliver.

"Don't worry about it."Stephanie said to me.

Stephanie was Oliver's friend she came with us and she seemed nice.

"Yeah i mean he can't be too mad right?" I asked Oliver.

he had a nervous look on his face.

"yeah." Oliver smiled.

It was open mic at the house of blues. There was

a guy singing with his guitar and I was laughing. I don't know being away from everything made

me feel so free. Oliver then leaned in.

"Why don't you go up there?"He asked.

I laughed,"No I don't think so."

"C'mon if your not scared to be with a vampire then you should go up there."Oliver snickered.

My cell phone then rang and my eyes shot open. It was my mom.

"hello?" I asked confused.

"Lily...hi darling. How are you?" She asked me.

"I miss you mom." I said. This was overwhelming I haven't seen my mom in months

ever since she went to jail.

"Well i'm getting out of here in three days. Come home so we can talk..please." She asked me.

I smiled and sighed,"Yeah sure mom."

"Thank you. I gotta go but i'll talk to you soon." She said softly.

"I love you."I said before she clicked.

"Who was that?"Stephanie asked.

"My mom."I said. Oliver looked at me and held my hand."You okay."

I nodded my head. I needed to keep this quiet from Joe. If he knew he would try to

help and I didn't want him to know this side of my life.

Soon I saw Joe,Nick,Kevin and Miley in here.

Why does Joe have to drive so fast?!

"Joe.." I smiled nervously.

"You!" Joe said angrily as he rushed over to Oliver.

"Me?!"Oliver asked.

"Yeah you! Why did you bring her here knowing Derek is after her?!" Joe said his face going red.

" I can protect her!" Oliver defended himself.

"Yeah right! I have the right mind to kill you!" Joe said.

"Ha! Like you can bloodsucker." Oliver laughed.

"Wanna bet doggy?" Joe said daringly.

"Guys!" I said getting inbetween them.

Oliver and Joe were starring tensely at each other.

"Seriously not here." Kevin said.

"WHY WOULD YOU ENDANGER HER?!" Joe yelled.

"I didn't I protected her unlike you who has been leaving her! I love her!" Oliver shouted.

My heart dropped. Miley's mouth opened and Joe swung at Oliver all in half a second.

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