Leah's point of view.
"You don't know anything about me Leah." He spat. I remembered I said exactly that to him several weeks ago when I was upset that Emily asked me to be her maid of honor.
"Yes I do Embry. I know Jake and Seth are your two best friends but Quill and you are tighter. I know you love videogames and think Iron Man is the best superhero. You love alternative music and your wolf color is grey with black. I know when you are happy, pissed, tired and hurt. Right now you are hurting and I want to be here for you." I whispered gently. He smiled slightly realizing I used his words.
I timidly wrapped my arms around his waist and he responded by wrapping his arms around me. I felt him relax and hugged him tighter. He release me and sat on the bed of his truck. I slowly sat down next to him waiting for him to speak.
"She kicked me out." His voice croaked after the long moment of silence between us.
"I know. Quill went looking for you earlier and she told him. I am so sorry, you don't deserve that." I said placing my hand on his shoulder.
"I actually do deserve it." He whispered.
"Why the hell would you say that? Of course you don't deserve that." I exhaled slightly outraged he believed that.
"I do though. We argued as we usually do, but then it got more and more tense. She mentioned the pack and you; I just couldn't take it anymore. I called her out on sleeping with a married guy. I called her out on being a mistress. Hell Leah, I even named the possible suspects for my dad. I just called her a whore and threw everything in her face when all she wanted to know was where I was. I have been worrying her and lying to her all these years yet I just called her a slut. I am an awful son and I deserve this." His voice broke. I could see the tears built up in his eyes but he wouldn't let them fall in front of me.
"Listen, I don't know much about the situation with your mom. I am not even going to pretend to understand it. But I know you. You are the most incredibly sweet, brave, hot, funniest guy I know. You wouldn't let anything hurt me or anyone else in the pack. This pressure has been building up for a long time. You have never complained about being grounded, having back to back patrols, or not knowing who your dad is. You are allowed to blow up because you are human. You shouldn't get kicked out for making a mistake, no matter how big you think it is." I said gently. His eyes met mine and placed my hand on his cheek.
"I called her a whore Leah. She won't ever want to speak to me again. I have nowhere else to go." Embry exhaled.
"Yes you do. You can stay with me." I whispered. His eyes were really looking deep into mine now. It felt like our souls were on fire.
"What?" he asked shocked.
"Stay with me. I don't care if it's stupid and I don't care that there is a risk. I want you to be with me. I don't give a fuck if I sound selfish or stupid. Stay with me, please." I said strongly. His eyes looked me over before coming back to look directly into mine.
His lips met mine ferociously and he swung my leg over his hip so I was straddling him now. My hands gripped his hair as his gripped my ass. I kissed him back hard. It was seriously getting hot between us; not that I was complaining.
His hands tugged at me shirt and I nodded. I could feel him grin against my lips as he lifted my shirt above my head. He pulled back and gave me a crooked smile. My heart thumped loudly; but I wasn't going to let him win. I started to lift his shirt above his head and he happily helped me get it off. Damn he actually had a fantastic eight pack; how was that even possible? He wasn't disgustingly ripped, he was still perfectly slim. I looked him over and almost drooled; his perfect muscle definition, slim hips, perfect v.
He turned us over and set me on the blankets in the bed of his truck. Our lips met again as I felt him unbutton my jeans. I helped him slid them off. His hands skimmed all along my body and I couldn't help but shiver. I helped him take off his sweatpants and traced his chest with my hands.
He broke away from the kiss and began kissing my neck. He made his way down my body removing my lingerie. I then smirked removing his boxers. And I have to give him props because he did not disappoint. I saw him give me a cocky (no pun intended) grin. I smirked back at him and pulled him by his hair back to me. Our lips met as I felt him at my entrance.
"Leah are you sure?" He asked making my heart flutter. He was so much of a gentlemen and I thought his hesitation was sort of adorable. I knew this wasn't his first time and it wasn't mine either. But it was still really endearing he was still checking on me.
"Yes." I breathed as he entered me. I felt completely amazing and full. He gave me time to adjust. Then we started both moving and I swear I was seeing heaven. This was a moment just between us. I felt this weird but pleasant feeling in my heart that I hadn't felt in years.
I was sad when it was over; I didn't want him to let me go. We collapsed tangled and sweaty feeling the cold rush of air touch us. We said nothing as we tried to regain our breath.
I liked the way he held onto me but gave me space to breath. The way he said my name. The way he felt and made me feel. I knew there was absolutely no going back. I knew if he ever imprinted on me I would be completely broken. It scared the hell out of me but he made me feel safe and confident.
He suddenly got up and put on boxers. He then scooped me, covered in a blanket, up and moved us to the front of his truck. He put me on the back seat and pushed the front seats forward, then laid a blanket on the small space between the sheets. I raised an eyebrow at him but went to lay down in the small space. He closed the door and joined me, spooning me sort of from behind.
"It's a little tight but I figured its better than being snacked on by thousands of bugs." He smiled against my skin. I just laughed at that. I liked how it was a tight fit. I like feeling his body close to mine.
He kissed me harshly but then gently. My heart sped up; I didn't think I would ever get used to the way he kissed me.
"Goodnight Leah." He grinned.
"Goodnight Embry." I smiled back. It was the fifth night I had slept with Embry Call. Even though this time we had done more than sleep. All I knew was I had never felt more safe in my life. I didn't want this night to end.
