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February 19 Thursday

No! This can not be happening!

My awesome trip to New York just changed into a strip host club nightmare. Yes the freaking host club had 'joined' the trip. Well at least creepy guy with glasses isn't here, that's just suicidal.

We were now all on the jet. Page and I were sitting in one row. The twins in another. Tamaki and Haruhi next to the twins row. Mori and Mitsukuni were in front of mine and Pages row.

We had been on for a good hour, and most of them fell asleep. Me and Mitsukuni were the only ones still up. I only knew that cause he ordered another piece of cake. Where does he put it all? And why isn't he fat?

Japan is so weird.

My mind then wondered off. My biggest fear right about now, that they'll find out my past. I'm now feeling very grateful Kyoya isn't here because then they'll all know for sure.

I leaned in my chair a bit more and glance out the window. The jet was now flying over the ocean. It looked so beautiful yet terrifying. I had a huge fear of heights but than again I love flying, how weird is that?

Than I began thinking of the years before my mother got remarried. Those were the days I hated my life the most. Yeah I know I sound like most of the teenage population but like all of them I didn't have normal teenage problems. I did but it was extremely worse, and I always felt like I was the only one that had a hard life. Talk about being over dramatic? I chuckled at the thought.

"Rin-chan what are you thinking about?" Mitsukuni asked bring me out of my train of thought.

"Nothing important," I answered. Mitsukuni was on his knees looking over the seat.

"You sure? You seemed really concentrated," Mitsukuni stated.

"Nah it was nothing really."

"Okay Rin-chan if you say so," he said cutely before sitting back in his seat.

I looked out the window for a bit longer before falling asleep on Pages shoulder.

February 20 Friday

As we left the airport we caught a taxi and went to the hotel my mother booked for me, Page and the twins, 'The St. Regis New York'. My mother had booked two Deluxe rooms. Due to the fact the entire circus had joined our trip, we had to book more rooms. After that was taken care of, we all went to our rooms.

Page and I were sharing one, the twins were also sharing as were Mori and Mitsukuni, but Tamaki and Haruhi got there own rooms.

Page had went out to get something to eat. I'm still wondering why she didn't get room service.

It was one fifty four am, and I wasn't tired. I really needed to go to bed. I decided to take some sleeping pills. I walked over to my bag and pulled out a small blue bottle of sleeping pills. I took two in my hands and walked over to the bathroom after I placed the bottle back in my bag. I went in the bathroom and walked over to the sink. I took the two pills and threw them into my mouth. Then I turned the water on and brought my head down to the tap and drank the water. As the pills went down my throat I turned the tap off.

The pills started kicking in as I stepped back into the room. I was to lazy to change so I just took my jeans and sweater off and laid on the bed in only my underwear and bra.

I had fallen asleep as soon as I got under the covers. Thirty minutes later I felt Page crawling under the covers. Even though there were two beds she still slept with me.

February 20 Friday

The next morning I woke up with a major headache, and it didn't help that Page was shaking me.

"Erin, wake up it's ten you have to get ready!" Page screamed excitedly.

"Oh come on it's too early and I have a huge headache so please for the love of god let go of me," I groaned yanking myself out of her grasp.

"Oh come on we have to be out by twelve," said, pouting her lips.

"And you're waking me up at ten because?"

"Because..."

"...Because?"

"Uhh..."

"Page! Get away from me and let me sleep, dammit!" I snared grabbing the covers and pulling them over my head.

"Fine then," Page whined before leaving the room. Finally peace and quite.

50 minutes later

Knock, knock...Knock, knock...Knock, knock...Kno-

"Who ever it is stop the damn banging!" I screamed.

"Erin it's ten fifty start getting ready!" Page screamed from the hall way.

"Go!"

"Be down in thirty minutes, that should give you enough time to take a shower and get dressed," Page stated thoughtfully.

"I said go!" I screamed throwing a pillow at the door.

"I'm going, I'm going... Geez."

I got off the bed and made my way to the bathroom. I showered and got dressed quickly. I checked myself in the mirror before heading out the door. I walked down to the Lobby and found the host club and Page waiting by the doors.

"Ready?" I asked walking up to the group of teens.

"We been ready twenty minutes ago..." Hikaru said rudely.

"Well no one asked you," I said just as bitterly as he had.

"Uhh, yes you did..." the other said.

"Whatever we're gonna be late if we keep this chatting up," I ignored the last comment and continued my way out the glass doors.

"So what time is it?" I asked as we drove off to my friend Aneesa's apartment. I had called a limo to drive us there.

"Let me see... eleven forty five," Page answered.

"Good we have enough time."

"Rin-Chan why don't you tell us a little about your friends?" Mitsukuni asked.

"Well you're only meeting Aneesa, Taylor and Mike," I said.

"You were gonna meet Debbie, Zach, Greg and Kim but they couldn't make it," Page said.

"Why not?" Tamaki asked sadly, as if he knew them.

"It's not important and pretty boring if you ask me," Page said nicely. More like 'It's none of your damn business twinkle toes'...that reminds me I need to watch more Avatar.

"Miss Booker we are two minutes away from Miss Harrichandra apartment," the driver informed me.

"Thanks."

"Apartment?" the twins asked confusedly.

"Yes apartment."

"As in commoner dwelling?" Tamaki asked.

"You can say that," said Page.

"You have poor friends? How cute!" Tamaki squealed happily.

"They're not poor, you douche. They have money!" I hissed.

Tamaki cried and hid behind Haruhi.

"...Wimp."

"Were here."

I hurried out the limo as the rest followed. Aneesa lived in a three bedroom apartment with her parents and older sister.

"This so exciting to see a commoner in there natural habitat!" Tamaki squealed.

"For the last time they're not poor, you retard!"

I bet you're wondering how did I meet her? Well I wasn't always rich, I use to attend public school and that's where I meet all my friends.

After Tamaki's 'episode', we walked to the entrance of the building. I opened the door and held it for everyone. When all of them were inside the building I guided them to Aneesa's apartment. Lucky enough it was on the first floor.

I knocked on the door and in one time the door flew opened. Before I could even process anything I was pulled into an embrace by Aneesa. She was an inch taller than me, with short black hair that held hot pink highlights. She had light brown skin, and light brown eyes but wore glasses so you can hardly till. Aneesa's beautiful but she's so blind she couldn't even see it.

"I missed you sooo much," said Aneesa.

"I missed you too, Nee-San," I said hugging her tighter. We stayed like that for a few seconds just savoring the moment.

"Yeah forget about me why don't ya," Page said annoyed, crossing her arms above her chest.

"No, no, no, I can never forget about my little chipmunk!" Aneesa cried out, yanking Page into a bear hug.

"Better," Page said evilly but had a huge smile on her face.

"Oh my, this is heart breaking!" Tamaki cried out fake tears tempting to fall. "They hardly have any space for one!"

Aneesa than noticed the host club.

"Who are they?" Aneesa asked confused.

"The host strip club."

"We do not strip!" Tamaki and the twins screamed in union.

"Yeah, yeah that's what they all say... So hows everything?" turning my attention back to Aneesa.

"Nothing really, it's just isn't the same without you here anymore," she said with a hint of sadness in her voice.

"I wish I never moved," I sigh.

"Well we should go meet the others," Page changing the subject.

"Right, Aneesa you're ready?"

"Yup, just let me grab my wallet," Aneesa said walking to her room.

"Oh no it's on me."

"No you are not paying for me Booboo-Chan and that's final," Aneesa said putting the wallet in her back pocket.

"Come on I have so mu-"

"Erin..."

"Fine, sourpuss," I pouted like a four year old.

"Erin!"

"Mike!"

I wrapped my arms around Mike's neck as he wrapped his around my waist and pulled me against his lean frame. Mike was my first crush, my first kiss, and my first heartache. Long story short he never saw me more than a sister, in other words I wasn't hot enough for him. But I don't blame him for thinking that because it was true. Then you're wondering how was he my first kiss, well just say I changed a lot since I was eleven.

"God Erin I missed you so fucking much," Mike said lovingly against my shoulder.

"Same here."

"Are all Americans so affectionate?" Tamaki asked worriedly as he took a glance at Haruhi.

"Like you should be talking, Mister 'your laughter is music to my ears'," I said sarcastically.

Tamaki soon found a corner and declared it his corner of woe.

"Okay..." Mike said weirded out by Tamaki's action.

"Hi, I'm Taylor," Taylor said, she had short black hair that came to just above her shoulders and her pale skin made it stand out even more.

"Hello Tay-Chan I'm Haninozuka, Mitsukuni but you can call me Hunny," Mitsukuni said cheerfully, "and this is Morinozuka, Takashi but you can call him Mori."

"Yeah," Mori said. Whoa I thought he was a mute. I waited for the twins to introduce them self but they didn't so I took it upon my self to do so.

"And those too asses over there are Hikaru and Kaoru," the twins glared daggers at me as the words left my mouth. "And the guy in the corner is Tamaki, and the other guy is Haruhi."

"...Japanese are weird..." Taylor and Mike said in union.

"So what should we do till the movies start?" Page asked taking a drink from her water. We were all in Mikes living room. Page, Mike and I were on the biggest sofa. The twins were sitting in one on the love sets, while Mori and Mitsukuni were siting in the other. Taylor was laying on a blank in front of the sofa I was sitting on.

"What time is it anyways?" I questioned.

"One fifteen," Taylor answered.

"And the movie starts?"

"Eight thirty."

"Hmm... do what ever till then?"

"You people are boring," Hikaru said apathetically with his right arm propped on the arm rest and his chin rested in his hand.

"Yeah? Well you know what?" I hissed.

"What?" he glared.

"I don't give a rats ass."

"That sounds more appealing then spending a whole week with your whorish ass!" Hikaru growled standing up from his seat.

I couldn't even come up with a comeback, I was too pissed to even form a sentence let alone a word. I was about to tackle Hikaru and beat the shit out of him. But Mike grabbed my arms, preventing me from doing so.

"Let me at him!" I growled trying to get out of his bond, but failing miserably.

"Erin, please calm down," Mike whispered gently in my ear.

The sound of his calming voice washed over me taking my anger towards Hikaru away. After a few deep breaths I sat back on the sofa as if nothing happened.

"Now that's over with who wants pizza?" Taylor said happily with a phone in her hand.

Sorry for the wait D: but I was really busy for the past two weeks? yeah I think it was that long.

Sorry if it seems rushed, boring and a all around bad chapter. I pretty much just forced my self to write while I had writers block.

:x maybe you'll like it, but I bet you wont.

review anyways!