Ashley's POV

Our weekend together was amazing. 24hours of uninterrupted alone time. But now we are driving back to a place where we can't be ourselves, together.

"Ashley" this must me serious. She used my whole name. I took in a deep breath and pulled over.

"What's wrong Spencer?"

"I think we need to tell her."

I looked at her for a moment. Trying to see any sign of a joke in her eyes. But I find nothing but tears.

"Only if you are sure Spencer. Once we tell her, things are going to be rough."

"I know Ash. Just promise me that no matter what she does or says, we won't let her tear us apart."

"Of course I promise that Spence. Here," I held out my hand and she placed hers in it. I brought it up to my lips and kissed the cold metal promise ring and then her lips.

"I love too much to let her keep me from you."

"And if she tries to do that, she will get a fat lip!"

"No Ash you cant hit her! I will buy you a punch bag with her face on it. Just don't hit her. She is my mother."

"How thoughtful of you. I love you Spence."

She leaned in and kissed me for what I thought was the last time.

Paula's POV

When the girls got home, they were very quiet. They went straight to their rooms with their bags and then went into the garden and talked to Arthur.

Art walked back in first closely followed by Spencer. They made to their way to the dining room table. Art sat down opposite me and Spencer went to take her usual seat, when she walked back out to get Ashley I think. They walked back in and Ashley was mumbling something and being dragged by Spencer.

"Paula. Now I want you to just listen to what Spencer has to say. You really cannot say nor do anything until I tell you that you can alright?"

"Arthur I am not a child!"

"I know. But promise me." I hate it when he uses his social worker crap on me.

"Fine. Whatever."

"Ok. Mom. I have something really important to tell you. And I don't want you to freak but it really is important."

"Your boyfriend didn't get you pregnant did he?!"

"No Mom." She laughed "I don't even have a boyfriend!" she lied to me! I opened my mouth to say something but she cut me off. "Umm…" she sighed and looked at Arthur who nodded at her, and then to Ashley who just gave her some kind of nervous smile. "Mom. I'm… umm…. I'm gay." She bit her lip and Ashley grabbed her hand.

I let out the breath I hadn't realised I had been holding.

Ashley's POV

CRAP, CRAP, CRAP, CRAP, CRAP.

SAY SOMETHING PAULA!

"Mom?"

"Uh." Was about as much as she could say.

"Girls why don't you go outside for a moment and let Paula take this in."

"No Art. It's… I'm alright." Shit! My heart is going a mile a minuet. "Umm… Spencer, when did you umm… decide that… I mean, when did you find out?"

"About 6 or 7 months ago ma'am." She lowered her head.

"Right. And umm… Ashley." SHIT! "Umm… is there anything you might like to tell me?"

I looked at Mr C and he smiled to let me know that he meant what he said. I looked at Spencer and she squeezed my hand.

"Umm..." I cleared my throat. "Mrs C, I am slightly, massively in love with Spencer."

"And I am really in love with Ashley Mom."

She got up and walked out side.

"Girls, go and sit in the living room. I will go and talk to her."

We walked into the room and I sat in the armchair. Spencer came and sat on top of me, sideways in the chair so that her legs were dangling off of the arm.

Spencer's POV

"How do you think she's going to take it?" Ashley rasped at me.

"I honestly don't know. But I don't care too much. Because now, I can do this." I kissed her hard. "Without being worried."

"And I can do this" she kissed me hard.

"Ehm."

"Sorry" Mom and Dad were stood in the doorway. Mom had watery eyes and tearstained cheeks. She swallowed hard and I could feel Ashley's breathing getting faster beneath me.

"Ashley. Do you… well I mean you just said you did. Do you love my daughter?"

"Yes Mrs Carlin. With just about every inch of my being."

"Right. Well. If you hurt her Ashley I swear I will hunt you down and make you wish that you had never been born. Is that clear?"

"Umm... yeah perfectly Mrs C."

She walked out of the room and I felt Ashley relax completely. Dad just smiled at us and he followed mom up the stairs.

I straddled Ashley and kissed her. A kiss that was so full of lust, passion, and love.

A/N:: the long awaited telling paula ooo! Lol did you enjoy it?? then comment people XD

Coachkimm… seriously you totally rock way more than I do and a lot harder to XD (PMS ;P) lol *giggles to herself* but seriously though, what are you doing reading my story when you should be writing more of your own… which I think is way more awesome… and look more rocks… cos it rocks…. Sorry im tired and ranting

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