"Yay I'm so excited!" Alluka cheers, looking out of the window of the cab car, her blue eyes sparkle as she looks at all the buildings they pass.
"It's going to be fun." Gon smiles over at her before glancing over at Killua who is sulking, looking out of the window. He's not too happy about all this but Gon is sure once he gets to know his friends and talk to them, he'll like them. He's just slow to warm up to others. He's probably also mad because Killua was comfortable with sleeping with Gon and he didn't want to get up. But the longer they stayed in bed, the more likely they would get in that mood again.
Gon can't help to think about Hisoka who still hasn't come back. It makes his stomach twist. He's really worried about him being gone. Something doesn't seem right. Killua says he hasn't seen any of the lab people around but what if they're hiding well? Or...what if Hisoka went back himself? And if it has nothing to do with the lab, what is he doing?-
"Oi." Gon blinks, looking over at Killua who is glaring at him. "Stop making that face. We're about to see your friends right?"Killua reaches out and touches Gon's face, pulling on his cheek lightly.
"Yeah..." Gon closes his eyes, smiling as he puts his hand on top of Killua's. Killua is good at reading him. He can't hide anything from him, those blue eyes never miss anything. "I can't wait to show you off." Gon opens his eyes, his amber orbs locking with blue.
Killua's eyes widen before they get softer, his pulling becomes rubbing. His eyes narrow at the cab driver who looks like he's getting uncomfortable. Gon puts his hand down and holds it, rubbing it gently. The younger calms down and they're able to have a peaceful drive.
Gon pays the cab driver once they reach his friend's home, the cab driver not looking him in the eye as he does so. Gon doesn't feel bad though. He never really cared about what random people would think.
He walks up the stairs of his friend's home, leading the way for Killua and Alluka. Alluka is close behind him, bouncing in excitement while Killua lags behind with his hands in his pockets. Gon takes a deep breath, hoping for the best as he knocks on the door and waits for it to be answered.
"Gon!" Leorio opens up, grinning. His eyes light up when he sees Killua standing in the back, only for them to narrow when he sees the teenager glaring at him. "W-Well come on in." His smile twitches, moving out of the way so they can all walk in.
"Mmm it smells really good! What's Kurapika cooking?" Gon groans when he smells all the meat and cheese, and grease.
"Just some turkey and mac and cheese." Leorio closes the door behind them. He ruffles Gon's hair, giving his friend a smile when he sees how his eyes light up. He knows how Gon loves Kurapika's turkey-
"Hands off." Killua grabs Gon by the hand, pulling Gon behind him. The boy glares at Leorio who blinks, his hand still in the air where Gon's head was. He glares back at Killua.
"Killua, Leorio can ruffle my hair." Gon gives him a look. Killua glares at Gon, seeming to get more irritated.
"Come on in guys. Don't just stand around." Kurapika appears in the doorway, waving them towards the living room. Gon grabs Killua's hand, in a way to pull him along and also to calm him down. He's getting too worked up over something small. Holding his hand works, the glare falls from his face and his shoulders have loosen.
"Wow! This place is big!" Alluka beams as she does a spin, looking up at the ceiling that's a bit higher than Gon's. She flops down on the couch, her blue eyes getting wider. "This is so soft!"
"Thank you. We just got a new couch set." Kurapika smiles as he takes his seat across from them. Gon and Killua sitting next to Alluka. Leorio doesn't sit down, he stands against the wall with his arms crossed.
"It better be soft with how much it cost us." Leorio grumbles.
"Don't mind him, he's still sore he had to pay some money-"
"It wasn't some-"
"Let's not get into this now." Kurapika's smile twitches, getting Leorio to shut up. He turns his smile over at Killua who is currently looking at Gon's hand that is still holding his. "So you're Killua. We've heard a lot about you from Gon."
"Oh really?" Killua glances up at Kurapika before glancing at Gon, noting the slight blush there. "What's he been saying?"
"Not too much. Just about his great feelings towards you." Kurapika watches how those eyes light up, if just a bit. Those blue eyes are watching him carefully though. He's alert.
"Alright I'm just going to come out and say it. Are you messing with Gon?" Leorio walks closer, those brown eyes boring into blue. "Are you serious about this? Because all I see right now is a punk and that makes me nervous. Do your parents even know about this?"
"My parents?" Killua seems baffled by the question. He stares at Leorio and his finger pointed at him before shrugging his shoulders. "No. They don't." Killua narrows his eyes. "and what do you mean, messing with Gon?"
"Leorio." Kurapika glares at his lover.
"I mean messing with him. As soon as I got a look at you at the party, I knew there was something bad about you. You're way too controlling of him and since your parents don't know, that just makes this more dangerous for Gon. Gon really loves you, and your attitude is of a spoiled brat."
"Tch. I really don't get what you're saying right now but you're starting to piss me off." Killua snarls, about to get up but Gon is quick to wrap his arms around him, keeping him from doing anything. "Gon-"
"Leorio." Gon's tone of voice gets everyone to tense up. He glares slightly at his friend. "Don't say that about Killua. He's really trying hard. Even though it doesn't look like it, just him being here is him trying. I want everyone to get along here. I didn't bring him here for you to insult him. Killua isn't messing with me. He loves me. So if you keep being mean to him, I'll get angry."
Leorio's eyes are wide and his face slightly pale. Killua stares at Gon in awe, his lips parted before those blue eyes light up and he smirks over at Leorio. He wraps his arms around Gon, nuzzling his head. "Yeah old man. Better not be mean to me again." Killua's voice is like silk.
Leorio's face gets red in anger but instead of yelling at the boy, he turns and walks out of the room. That's for the best. Leorio looked like he was about to explode. "I'm not old!" Is all he yells and then he just grumbles to himself in the other room.
Kurapika watches how pleased Killua looks. The boy seems to be hanging off of Gon now, kissing his cheek and ear affectionately. "K-Killua, not here." Gon pulls Killua away from him when he started kissing on his neck, Kurapika flushing. Gon gives the boy a kiss on the forehead when the younger looked like he was about to protest. Just then Killua locks eyes with Kurapika, noticing his staring. Those blue eyes narrow at him, Kurapika finding this the right time to speak.
"Sorry about him. He's just worried about Gon is all. You see, Gon means a lot to us. He's a very special friend of ours. We just want him to be happy...and I know you make him happy. If Gon is sure about your character then I trust his judgment." Kurapika stands up. "I know you've heard my name before but lets start over. Hi, my name is Kurapika. The man that yelled at you was Leorio. I want you to know that..." Kurapika smiles gently, looking at the light that had come to Gon's eyes from Killua touching him. "I give you our blessing."
"What?!" Leorio squawks from the other room. "What the hell Kurapika-"
"Really?" Gon's eyes beam and he stands up to hug Kurapika.
"Yes. We approve." Kurapika opens his eyes, only to see that Killua is glaring at him darkly. He lets go of Gon and smiles. "Take care of our friend. If you need anything, don't hesitate to come to us."
"I don't approve!-" Leorio shouts.
"I don't need your approval." Killua grunts, getting up to walk over to Gon, pulling him into a hug.
"Can I have some food?" Alluka runs up to Kurapika and starts to tug on his shirt.
"Of course." Kurapika smiles. "I'll start making the plates up. Excuse me for one moment." Kurapika walks into the room where Leorio went into. Gon knows he's probably going to hurt him.
"Kurapika approvals of you. Don't worry, Leorio will come around." Gon smiles, rubbing the top of Killua's head, those blue eyes boring into his amber.
"I couldn't give two shits about their approval. You're mine." Killua mumbles, nuzzling his head against Gon's.
" I know but it's nice. Kurapika and Leorio are my best friends so...it's good. It makes me feel good." Killua seems to consider this before shrugging his shoulders.
"Then I guess it's good the blonde likes me." Killua thinks before he grins. "Did you see the look on that old man's face when you told him to stop being mean to me? He looked scared." His grin grows before those bangs cover his eyes. "You're protective of me, even to these best friends of yours. You must really have it bad for me."
"Of course! I got it really bad." Gon wraps his arms around him, giving him a kiss on the cheek that flushes soon after. "You know I love you. I'll protect you from whoever I have to. I just know how you're working hard so...I didn't want Leorio being mean to you when you're doing this for me."
Killua starts to purr, those blue eyes brightening. Gon would like to keep doing this but his purring is getting a bit too loud. He lets go of him, giving him a soft smile when Killua glared.
"You're being too loud. I'll give you all the affection you want when we get home." Gon pats the boy on the head. This seems to satisfy him for now.
"Better." He flops himself down on the couch next to Alluka. Soon Kurapika and Leorio come back in, Leorio has a red ear and Kurapika has some plates of food. They all sit and eat in silence. Gon being the one to break it. "This is really good Kurapika."
"Yeah it is!" Alluka smiles brightly over at the blonde that smiles softly.
"Thank you. I'm glad you like it."
The dinner isn't too awkward, even though Leorio is still giving Killua the stink eye and Killua gives him the stink eye in return. They are able to chat and Killua offers a comment or two. Alluka is a bubble of sunshine so she helps a lot. Just when Gon thinks that everyone is getting relaxed, he hears a meow.
"Oh hi baby. Come to join in on the fun?" Kurapika smiles at the orange cat that has gotten bigger. It walks into the room, those big pupils looking around before they fall on Gon. The cat walks towards him. Killua narrows his eyes at the cat, Gon can feel the boy bristle next to him.
"Killua isn't good around cats." Gon says quickly, afraid that Killua is going to say something when the cat gets too close. Gon picks the cat up and walks it over to Kurapika. It purrs in his hold and rubs his head against his chest. Kurapika takes it and smiles.
"I suppose that's why you gave your cats to Gon?" Kurapika questions.
"...Something like that." Killua mumbles, watching as Gon sits down next to him. Gon is so proud of the boy for not hissing or throwing a fit. He'll have to reward him for being good. Killua does grab his hand and squeezes it tightly though, but Gon can handle that. He can feel the possessiveness that Killua is trying to conceal from Kurapika and Leorio in the way he grips his hand. Killua really doesn't like that cat.
Gon wants to chuckle though. It seems ridiculous but he doesn't know much about cats and how they feel or how Killua feels. He should know that Gon would never run off with a cat over him but then again, he was a cat so...it gets a bit complicated.
"So tell me about yourself Killua." Kurapika keeps the conversation going. Leorio still seems to be sulking.
"What do you want to know?" Killua narrows his eyes in suspicion.
"Well...anything. Do you have any hobbies?" Killua raises his eyebrow. "What do you and Gon like doing?" Killua seems to think about this for a second. He must blurt the first thing that comes to mind because Gon is appalled at what his young boyfriend says next.
"Blow jobs."
The room goes quiet. Gon can feel his face get dangerously hot as he looks at Killua with wide eyes, he can not believe he just said that. Kurapika who was about to take a drink has frozen in place. Leorio's eyes are just as wide. Everyone just stares at him. Killua just looks around before raising his eyebrow.
"What?"
"Killua don't just say stuff like that!" Gon winces when his voice gets a bit high.
"They asked what we like doing, and I really like that."
"I-Is there anything else you two like doing?" Kurapika tries to save the conversation but Gon can see Killua's answer has shaken him up. After meeting someone for the first time, the last thing you expect is for them to do is tell you about how they like blow jobs from their boyfriend. Leorio is still frozen over there in his state of shock. Alluka is now playing around with Kurapika's knit knacks of birds, paying no mind to the adults in the room.
"We watch movies together." Gon offers, trying to steer Killua in the right direction before he says something that's not appropriate once again.
"...Yeah I like doing that. I like cooking Gon food. I like playing those board games. I like Youtube. I love chocolate." Killua grins.
"Chocolate you say? Well we have some chocolate chip cookies for desert-"
"I want it." Killua says quickly
"And you said you like to cook for Gon, I could teach you how to make them."
"What do you want in return?" Killua crosses his arms. Kurapika blinks.
"Nothing." Killua doesn't seem to believe him.
"Alluka, do you want to make cookies with Kurapika? We could make cookies here instead." Gon gets up, smiling over at Alluka who beams at him.
"Yeah! I want to make Cookies with big brother!"
"Sounds like a plan." Kurapika stands up, seeming to relax more. Leorio is standoffish. So is Killua. When they all get into the kitchen and start getting ingredients and Kurapika starts teaching Killua and Alluka what to do...Killua starts to chill out. Leorio comes into the room and they're able to make the cookies...
And Gon gets to see Killua and Alluka smile. Gon thinks this is a good step. The cookies tasted pretty good too.
"See they aren't bad." Gon smiles as he opens up their apartment, walking inside with the two behind him. He frowns when he doesn't see Hisoka, something twisting in his gut.
"They're not that bad. I hate their cat though." Killua growls. Gon's eyes widening when he's shoved against the wall, Alluka closing the door for them and locking it. She runs off into the bedroom.
"Killua?" Gon questions but he's cut off when Killua kisses him deeply, demanding more of him. Gon's eyes slip shut and he groans into the kiss, loving how Killua's body presses against his. He pulls away before nuzzling his chest. He sniffs it and nuzzles his chest again before he growls.
"You're mine." He grabs Gon's hands and starts to lick and kiss them. "These hands are mine." Killua licks up Gon's arm, getting him to cringe slightly but whatever discomfort he had is gone when Killua starts to lick and bite at his neck.
"Killua calm down..." Gon shutters when Killua bites his ear, touching his growing erection through his pants.
"No. I want more. Gon...I don't care much about Kurapika and Leorio but when I was around them, I could smell their connection. They've mated...I want to claim you. I want to make you all mine. I want that cat to know your mine. I want to get closer like they were. I hated how they got to hug and kiss but you kept me at arms length." Killua growls at the end.
"That's because you purr Killua. They can't hear you purr." Gon frowns, reaching out to run his hands through Killua's hair in a calming way. The boy leans into the touch, the purring he was just talking about starting up. Gon's cheeks flush from Killua's straightforward words. It's stirring something inside of him.
"I know but..." Killua licks his lips. He takes off his hat, his ears twitching on top of his head from being released. Those blue eyes gaze at Gon with such fire that Gon can feel it in the pit of his own stomach. "I want you Gon. I want to mate. No one is here now. I can purr all I want. So come on..." Killua pulls at Gon's shirt, leaning close so his lips brush against Gon's. "I want you to take me-"
Gon wraps his arms around Killua, kissing him heatedly, his arm going around his waist and the other caressing his face. Killua tenses only to melt, mewling into the kiss and arching himself to add friction to Gon's clothed member. Gon is starting to be swept away. All his desires for Killua coming at him all at once, all that was holding him back isn't here in this moment.
Gon picks Killua up by his thighs, the boy wrapping his legs around Gon's waist, the two never breaking their lips apart as Gon walks him over to the couch. He lays Killua down gently, hovering over him, his breathing rapid when they break the kiss.
"Gon...ha...do more." Killua's sharp blue eyes shine with something like desperation. He starts to take off his own clothes so Gon stops him. Killua is about to protest but shuts up quickly when Gon takes off his shirt for him and gets to taking off his pants. Soon Killua is completely naked in front of him, splayed out on the couch. His cheeks are flushed, those blue eyes watching him so closely. Gon swallows, feeling himself get too hot.
Killua leans up and takes off Gon's shirt, helping him get undressed. Soon Gon is hovering over the boy, completely naked and aroused. Killua looks more than happy, those blue eyes lighting up because he knows, he's getting what he wants.
"Yes. Gon fuck me." Killua rubs his hot member against Gon's thigh, getting the older man to shiver at such language. Killua smirks when he sees this. "Oh? You like that? Come on Gon, I really want your cock inside me-"
"You've been looking up bad things again haven't you?" Gon's voice is low, husky. He leans down and bites Killua's neck, getting the boy to gasp and to arch into him.
"M-Maybe-ah...yeah..." Killua moans as Gon keeps nipping at his neck. He kisses down to his collar bone and sucks, biting there. He kisses up and latches on to Killua's lips, loving how Killua's purring gets louder. Killua pants when Gon starts to touches his cute dick, with the slightly pink throbbing head.
"Killua do you really want this?" Gon kisses down to his stomach, loving how soft it feels. He lays his forehead on his stomach for a moment, just listening to his breathing.
"I told you I've wanted this." Killua mumbles. "I don't want to wait anymore Gon...I..." Killua's face gets red and he seems to be struggling. Gon smiles and kisses his stomach.
"I love you, Killua. I'm going to take care of you." He keeps his kisses gentle as he goes down and gives Killua the blow job he loves so much.
"Ahh...ahh...Gon..." Killua pants, his body trembling at how Gon's skilled mouth works him, licking and sucking...He thrusts up and chokes Gon once but that's okay. He holds his hips down and rolls his balls in his hand.
The muscle in Killua's leg is starting to twitch, and with the way his moans are getting louder, Gon knows he's not going to last that long. "Gon...hahh...please." Killua begs, grabbing Gon's hair roughly. The older man answers. He gives it all he has, going as fast as he can, licking and sucking the head just like Killua likes. He swirls his tongue over the head before going all the way down and hallowing his cheeks.
Killua mewls when he cums, Gon swallowing it all. When Gon pulls away and wipes his mouth, Killua looks betrayed.
"Gon...I said I want to mate. I don't want just that-" Though he just came, he's starting to get worked up, those blue eyes getting darker, accusing him of trickery.
"I know. I'm not done, Killua. Relax. I'm giving you what you want." Gon kisses Killua deeply. Killua calms down and sighs in the kiss. He starts to turn on his stomach but Gon stops him. "I want to do it this way."
"Huh?" Killua blinks when Gon grabs the lube they had left out from earlier...much to Gon's embarrassment. But at least it's here. He squirts some in his hand before lubing up three of his fingers. "What are you doing?" Killua watches him carefully.
"I'm going to stretch you out first. I don't want to hurt you." Gon sees Killua avert his gaze.
"It doesn't matter if it hurts. If it's you, I don't care. I can deal with the pain." Killua locks eyes with Gon, those blue eyes filled with sincerity and conviction. Gon lets out a breath and smiles gently.
"I still don't want to hurt you. I want this to feel nice. Could you spread your legs Killua?"
Killua does so without a word. He spreads them as far as he can. Gon can't suppress his shutter or the pang of desire that just when through him. He keeps himself in check as he stares at Killua's cute entrance that is twitching. He reaches out and touches it, circling around it with his index finger, glancing up to look at Killua.
The boy has his eyes shut tightly, his face pale. Gon stops and pulls away. "Killua-"
"Why did you stop?" Killua's eyes snap open.
"Killua we don't have to do this. I don't want to upset you. This kind of thing is hard for you-"
"NO! I'm fine! Please Gon!"
"Killua you're sweating-"
"Shit." Killua covers his face for a moment, he takes a deep breath. "I don't know why I'm...damn it." Killua hisses. "Even now I'm..."
Gon feels his heart sink at how weak Killua's voice gets. He leans over him to kiss him softly. When Killua seems to relax, Gon pulls back, staring into those blue eyes with passion. "Killua I love you. I would never hurt you. If you want me to stop, I will. I'll wait as long as it takes. You mean everything to me Killua. You're my best friend, lover and family all in one. I don't blame you Killua, you've been through so much and you're so strong Killua. So strong. You've lived through more abuse than most people have to in their entire lives."
Killua's shoulders start to shake and he wraps his arms around Gon. He buries his head into Gon's shoulder, his breath hitching and trembling. "I want you..." Killua's voice shakes but when he pulls away, he smiles, and it's so bright that Gon feels something in him melt. "I really want you...Gon I'm okay. I want this. I want this so much. I know you won't hurt me. I trust you. You're the only one Gon...the only one so...please, make me yours."
Gon feels his desire intensive with this other emotion inside of him and it spurs him on. He kisses Killua like he's dying, consumed in his passion and his lust. His chest hurts from feeling too much in this moment and even though his hand shakes, he's able to insert his finger into Killua. "Are you okay?" Gon asks, pulling away to look at Killua, groaning at feeling his hot insides.
"Fine." Killua grunts, those blue eyes are starting deep into Amber. He doesn't look away when Gon inserts a second finger. Gon leans down and kisses all over his face, gently pulling his fingers in and out, feeling for his special spot. "You're so gentle..." Killua sighs, running his hands through Gon's hair. He moans when Gon kisses his neck.
"I love you Killua. I love you so much." Gon keeps saying this as he kisses all over his body. Killua's breathing has become so ragged, his face now flushed and his eyes watery. He doesn't even wince when he adds a third finger.
"More...More Gon!" Killua throws his head back when Gon finds that spot inside of him and he groans loudly, moving against his three fingers. Gon has reached his limit. Having Killua moan and breathe in his ear and just to see him like this...Gon needs him. Gon pulls out his fingers, Killua hissing at him for doing so, his ears going back.
"I'm going to go inside you Killua." Gon says huskily as he strokes himself up with some lube, Killua watching him with his pupils getting bigger. "Y-You have to tell me to stop now if you don't want it." Killua doesn't say anything. Those blue eyes are locked onto his amber, and they scream at him with lust.
Gon grabs the boy's small hips and lifts him up gently. He lines himself up before he presses against the tight heat. Killua doesn't look away from his amber eyes as the tip is pushed in, he intended to stop but after feeling Killua's tightness...His hips jerk without him meaning too and he's swallowed whole by the boy. Killua makes a sound and Gon feels his heart sink.
"I-I'm sorry Killua...are you okay-"Gon opens his eyes he had closed from the pleasure only to freeze. Killua is smiling, those blue eyes sparkle so much. "It's you Gon...It's you.." He says, those blue eyes getting half lidded. "I'm just fine. This is nothing. Please...I want to see your face when you're feeling good."
Gon's chest tightens, those words and that face causes a lump in his throat but instead of getting emotional, he thrusts. Killua makes soft pants as Gon slowly thrusts in and out of him, those blue eyes never looking away from Gon's face.
"Killua...ahh...Killua!" Gon moans when he picks up the pace, his heat luring him away.
"Fuck!" Killua's eyes widen when he hits his spot, he grabs Gon and scratches him down his back. "More Gon! Gon!" Gon grabs his waist and thrusts with abandon. It doesn't matter his age right now. It doesn't matter what he is. Nothing matters, It's Killua. The boy he loves, the boy that is moaning, and withering beneath him.
It's so hot and warm and tight. All Gon can focus on is those blue eyes and the sweet sounds leaving those lips.
"...Feels...good. Hahh." Gon can feel he's close so he aims and hits Killua's spot head on, reaching out to stroke his cock with his thrusts.
"Gon I'm going to...ah...I'm really about to..." Killua's breath hitches and he arches his back, his mouth opening as he cums, his seed getting on their chests.
"Killua, Killua." Gon chants his name, his body glistened with sweat from all the hard work put into this, his body flushed. With one last thrust into Killua's tight heat, Gon finishes, moaning Killua's name softly.
The two pant, Gon's head is laying on Killua's chest, his hands still on his hips. Gon's eyes widen when Killua's chest starts to shake and he pulls away, the high of his orgasm falling from his concern. Gon stops.
"It felt...good..." Killua is smiling at him again, those blue eyes big with tears spilling over. His face is flushed. He laughs, his ears back, his laugh making his whole body tremble. "It felt good! Gon..." Killua reaches out and touches Gon's face. "You're amazing..." Killua's tears keep spilling, he looks at Gon like he saved him.
"It's suppose to feel good." Gon says softly, wiping away his tears. The feeling in his chest it's just...how can he explain it? What words should he use? Gon leans in and kisses his cheeks. Licking at his tears. "You're the amazing one, Killua."
"Gon...one more time." Killua kisses Gon deeply, it's filled with that desperation and love and lust and... "I love you..." He clings to him.
"I love you too Killua...you should rest-"
"I don't want to rest. I want that feeling again. I want to feel you inside me, I want to be connected to you. You're mine and I'm happy. Gon I'm happy. So do it again...and this time, don't hold back. I can take it. You are too gentle." Killua bites Gon's neck, getting him to groan.
"Killua I-" Those lips are on his and he loses himself in the younger boy. Gon feels like crying himself. He loves Killua and he never wants to let him go. He'll protect Killua and Alluka with his life. No matter what happens, he won't let them get taken from him.
Killua moans his name and Gon comes undone. The night is filled with slapping skin, and moans, words of passion and love spoken between them. Gon has unleashed the beast and he knows he can't hold himself back anymore.
Killua is his. He's claimed him and Killua has claimed him as well. As Gon looks into those blue eyes, he feels the fire in his chest grow.
He'll never get enough of Killua. He'll never let him go. It doesn't matter if the world looks down on this relationship. It doesn't matter if this is wrong in the eyes of everyone else because...it's right to him.
Killua has become his world and he's not giving that up.
Killua interlaces their fingers in his passion and Gon can't help but feel they've become intertwined in that moment, connected by a strong bond that had developed and grown from the start.
There's no turning back now. Gon can't hold back anymore.
When they both finish, Gon wraps his arms around Killua, bring his warm body close to his. He kisses the top of his head, mumbling words of endearment sleepily. His warmth and his purr lure him to sleep and sleep Gon does. He gets the best sleep he's gotten in weeks.
Gon wakes up to the smell of pancakes and bacon. The young adult groans, rubbing at his eyes before he opens them, blinking the sleep away. He stretches his legs out, noticing right away that Killua isn't with him anymore, and that a blanket has replaced him. The slight discomfort he felt from Killua not being there when he woke up leaves him when he sees Killua standing in the kitchen, cooking.
Gon licks his lips, not able to help his wondering eyes as he takes in Killua's bare back and smooth bottom that is exposed. The boy didn't get dressed, Gon is able to see the love marks he made on his skin, which trigger images of their actions last night.
Gon blushes, feeling a bit too hot under this blanket as he sits up, his morning wood feeling a bit more uncomfortable than normal. Despite this he can't help to stare at the boy as he cooks, can't help to feel his chest warm when he hears Killua humming, a kick to his movements. All the worry he had melts away. Killua isn't upset about what they did. He's not hiding from him.
Killua's ears twitch and he turns his head. When he sees Gon staring at him, he grins, those blue eyes lighting up so beautifully that Gon feels his chest seize up. "Like what you see?" He hums, looking pleased when Gon's face gets redder.
"Yes I do." Gon admits, his own smile twisting up higher from the emotions that are spilling out. It's funny that Killua flushes from that even though he was the one being all seductive over there. He turns around to keep cooking.
"You're too cute for your own good." Killua mumbles, flipping a pancake before putting it on a plate.
"I was thinking the same thing about you." Gon chuckles, wrapping the blanket around himself so he can stand without exposing himself to the cold. Gon walks up behind the younger male, waiting till he puts all the food on plates and turns off the stove before Gon wraps his arms around Killua's shoulders, wrapping him up in the blanket at the same time.
Killua's body melts instantly when he feels Gon's hot stomach against his cool back. Killua's body feels so soft. Gon can't help to place a tender kiss on his bare shoulder, the younger groaning softly, pressing his body more against his. "How are you feeling? Are you in any pain?" Gon grabs Killua's chin gently, turning his head so he can see those blue eyes.
Killua turns around quickly, wrapping his arms around Gon's waist, those blue eyes locking unto Gon's amber. He smiles. "I'm feeling great. Don't start worrying about me now. You were so gentle Gon." Killua averts his gaze, his pale cheeks pink as he lays his head on Gon's chest biting at his collar bone to distract himself. "It felt really good."
"I'm always going to worry about you. Even if I was gentle, I'm sure that you're sore. I shouldn't have done it to you twice in one night-"
"No." Killua bites his collar bone harder, getting him to yelp. "I don't even have to look at you to know what face you're making. Stop. I wanted you to do it to me more. So stop making me say that stupid." Killua nips his chest before glaring up at him but the tips of his ears are pink. "I'm completely fine. I'm a little sore but that's it. There's no pain." He grabs Gon's cheeks and pulls. "So don't make a face like you feel bad."
Gon sticks out his tongue and licks some of the fingers pulling at him. Killua releases him, Gon squeezing him tightly, burying his face in the crook of his neck, breathing in the scent that is so Killua. "You really alright?" Gon brushes his fingertips down Killua's spine, the boy shivering and purring at the touch.
"Yeah. Fine." Killua mumbles, kissing at Gon's jaw. "Come on, I made food. I don't want it getting cold." Killua pulls away, before grabbing Gon roughly by the shoulders and kissing him deeply. He pulls away, grinning when he sees how Gon leans in after him.
"You should get some clothes on Killua." Gon mumbles when Killua pulls away from him, turning his back towards him so he sees that tempting little ass again. Gon isn't going to try anything though. He does feel a bit bad for doing it twice to the younger male. Even if he was gentle by Killua's standards, he shouldn't have pushed him. Not the first time they did it. Killua was just so hot, he couldn't help himself. "It's cold."
"I guess I should." Killua's ears twitch when the bedroom door opens and Alluka walks in. Gon flushes when Alluka has this knowing smile on her lips, her blue eyes so bright, they shine.
"Big brother did it!" Alluka cheers, running up to her naked brother without any shame, hugging him tightly. Killua picks his little sister up and spins her around, the younger squealing in delight. "hehe!" Killa puts her down just to nuzzle her.
"Yup. Gon is mine." Killua kisses the top of her head. "I made you some breakfast." Killua pulls away, handing her a plate of food.
"I made you guys a picture!" Alluka is jumping up and down. She looks so excited but Gon has sneaked away to get dressed, feeling too awkward with the younger one seeing them this way. Though Killua doesn't seem to mind at all. Gon comes out once he's been dressed in some jeans and a green shirt. He brings out some clothes for Killua, spotting Killua and Alluka sitting at the table, Alluka chatting away excitedly as she shows her brother a piece of paper.
"Killua don't sit at the table naked." Gon walks over and gives Killua his clothes that he puts on without complaint.
"Gon look at the picture I made!" Alluka beams as she pushes over the piece of paper they were looking at. It's a picture that Gon can tell Alluka took a lot of time on. It's Gon, Killua, and Alluka all standing together outside of what looks like a gingerbread house. The three of them are holding hands and around them is a blue circle. It's very colorful and Gon can tell Alluka was in a cheery mood while drawing this.
"It's beautiful Alluka." Gon smiles, he stands up and gets some tape before putting it up on the wall. Alluka bounces in her seat when she sees this, her eyes widening. "This needs to be displayed."
"Really? I'm glad you like it! That's going to be us right Gon? Now that you have big brother, we won't separate...right?" Alluka's ears twitch on top of her head. Killua looks at her before glancing over at Gon. It looked like he was about to say something but decided to see what Gon would say first.
"Of course not. We're a family now Alluka. I'm not letting you two go for anything." Gon locks eyes with the two that have filled the hole losing Mito had left him, looks at the two people that are his new family. His amber eyes filled with sincerity and conviction.
Killua's lips slowly turn in a smile. He closes his eyes as he goes back to eating his food, a soft chuckle leaving his lips. "You have nothing to worry about sis."
She doesn't. Gon sealed his fate the day he picked up that wounded white cat off the street. He's stuck with Killua and Killua is stuck with him. Even if Gon decided he didn't want to do this anymore, he doesn't think Killua would accept that. Those blue eyes hold powerful emotions and if Gon didn't return them, he's sure it might even scare him.
"Good. I don't want to be ever separated. I want us to always be together." Alluka's blue eyes light up, her tail waving when Gon sits next to Killua. The three of them start to eat, a comfortable, happy silence falling over them. The air is so warm, no tenseness, nothing but good vibes. This is how a home should feel like.
Not cold and empty. But warm and filled with the abounding love he has for these two. He couldn't not ask for anymore. He's been blessed.
"That was good Killua. You're getting better at cooking." Gon smiles as he takes all of their empty plates and walks over to the sink.
"I could have washed them." Killua mumbles, his ears twitching when he sees Gon starting the cleaning.
"Go watch something with Alluka. Relax Killua." Gon's amber eyes soften when they look back at the boy. Killua's ears perk up and he averts his gaze. He's so cute when he blushes.
Gon washes all the dishes and cleans the kitchen table. Once he deems the kitchen alright, he turns around and walks into the living room. Killua and Alluka are cuddled up on the couch, watching a 'Christmas story'. Two things hit Gon all at once. One, Hisoka still isn't here, and two, it's Christmas eve!
Gon shouts, grabbing his head, his eyes widening. Killua and Alluka tense at the sudden change, Killua getting up and running over to him, those blue eyes concerned.
"Gon what's wrong-"
"It's Christmas eve! I haven't done any shopping! I need to...oh man!" Gon runs into his bedroom, grabbing his wallet. Killua and Alluka following him, watching him curiously. "I need to go..." Gon mumbles to himself as he counts all the money he has in his wallet.
"Where do you need to go?" Killua walks over to the dresser. Gon noticing he's getting out a hat and starting to fix his tail into the jeans-
"I have to go alone Killua." Gon winces when he gets a glare from the younger.
"I told you, I'm not letting you out of my sight. I thought we already went through this. Why can't I come?"
"Because...you just can't come Killua. I need to do this on my own." Gon rubs the back of his head when Killua's eyes narrow and he crosses his arms against his chest. Alluka looks between them, her tail flicking restlessly.
"I'm going with you-"
"No Killua. Stay here with Alluka and watch movies. I won't be long. It should only take me two hours to do my task-"
"I'm going." Killua says stubbornly. He narrows those blue eyes, his pupils getting bigger as he gets closer to Gon. "You're starting to sweat. You're hiding something Gon. There's a reason you don't want me going-"
"Killua you're going to have to trust me. You're going to be happy so...just let me go for two hours. Besides, you have to be here just in case Hisoka comes back..." Gon cups Killua's cheeks when the younger keeps glaring at him. He lays his forehead against Killua's, looking into those strange blue eyes that are always watching.
"Killua...I know you're worried about me. I know you love me, but you can't follow me everywhere. You can't come with me to work all the time and you can't come with me to school when it starts. Believe me, if I could, I'd love to have you two with me. But it doesn't work like that. You just have to trust that I'll come back to you Killua, and I always will. I know you don't like me leaving, but I will have to. In order to accomplish my dreams, I can't always be with you but I will always come home to you. Do you understand?"
Killua's eyes tremble as he stares into those amber eyes that burn with passion. The words spoke were firm and steady. True and honest. Killua lets out a long sigh, his shoulders slumping and his ears going back. He bites his lip, looking displeased but Gon can tell that Killua has given in. "I understand but I hope you understand Gon that if you don't come back I'll find your ass and bring you back."
Gon chuckles, his chest feeling warm as he rubs his nose against Killua's. "I wouldn't want it any other way."
"Come back in two hours. If you don't, I'm coming after you." Killua's blue eyes look at him firmly, despite the purring he's doing from Gon rubbing through his white locks. Gon knows he's serious.
"I won't take longer than two hours." Gon smiles, leaning in to kiss Killua on the nose. "I'm going to call Komugi so she can watch you guys."
"Why? We don't need her-"
"Yay!" Alluka cheers, throwing her arms in the air. Her ears perked up. "Komugi is coming over!"
"That's why." Gon grins when Killua's ears twitch lower in defeat at how excited his sister looks. "Also, Komugi likes getting out of the house. She enjoys watching you two."
"Ugh fine."
"Hey Gon." Gon who was about to walk into the living room to find the phone to call Komugi stops when he hears Alluka's soft voice. Gon looks over at the younger girl who is pulling at her shirt, those blue eyes shifting this way and that.
"What's wrong Alluka?" Gon turns his full attention on her.
"Can I...Can I talk to Komugi as...me?" She points to herself. She seems nervous. "Komugi can't see so...I can be myself with her! I think that maybe we could be really good friends...I want to color with her and speak with her."
Gon's eyebrows furrow at the request. It's true that Komugi wouldn't be able to tell anything was up...unless she touched Alluka's ears but Komugi isn't one to start feeling on others randomly. What would he tell Komugi though? She would wonder why he has a little girl at his home. Gon opens his mouth only to close it when he sees those blue eyes looking at him hopefully. He melts.
"I'll see what I can do." Gon says, and despite not knowing how, his chest warms when he sees how Alluka's eyes sparkle.
"This could be risky." Killua mumbles as they walk into the living room together. "Even if she can't see."
"I know but...maybe I could say something like you two are my cousins who are visiting?" Gon tries it out. But cousins would mean that Mito...or his father's siblings children. He doesn't know any of his father's family but Komugi doesn't know that. "Just keep her from touching your ears or tail."
"Yeah. I'll watch her..." Killua glances back at his sister who is still running around, getting together her coloring books and such. Killua smiles. "You've made her happy. I think my sister has always wanted a girl to play with. Our mother wasn't someone you would play with. She's only had me all this time...now she has you and she is making more friends." Gon's heart beats faster at seeing how those blue eyes get lighter before the boy is grinning at him. "I've made a good choice in mates."
"Y-Yeah." Gon rubs the back of his head, feeling flustered and almost shy from those emotions that Killua is showing him. He didn't know what it could do to him...or how happy it could make him feel. "So have I."
Killua's grin turns more into a smile, Gon not able to look away, and he doesn't want to. He wants to see every expression Killua makes. He wants to see how his face shows his happiness. He wants to remember this moment and he wants more of it.
"Yeah did you notice?" Killua gets closer, grabbing Gon's wrist, pulling his hand up to his face.
"Notice what?" Gon blinks when Killua licks his fingers. Gon's eyes widen when he does it a second time. "Wha...?"
"Mmhmm." Killua puts one of Gon's fingers in his mouth, sucking on it and licking it gently. Gon feels on his teeth, feeling how much duller they are.
"How did you do that?" Gon breathes out in awe, feeling a shiver go down his spine when Killua sucks on his finger, the moist heat feeling nice.
"The same way I'm able to change my eye color and change into my cat form. After yesterday it came more easily. It seems I'm becoming more human." Killua pulls Gon's finger out of his mouth, an acceptance in his eyes. "Or at least I'm able to be more like you."
"Wow that's amazing Killua. Can you change your mouth back or is it stuck like that?" Killua licks him and his tongue is rough again.
"I can go back. Just as I can go back and forth between my cat form. Once I'm able to morph my body once, it's easier to do it the next time." Killua licks his cheek and his tongue is soft. Killua pulls away with a mischievous grin. "So you know what this means Gon."
Gon feels the blush reach his neck, and the warmth spread a bit lower. He knows actually what it means, and from the smug smirk on his lips, Gon knows Killua can smell what that did to him.
"Killua don't get me hot and bothered before I leave." Gon whines, grabbing Killua and shaking the boy who's ears perk up in surprise. "You're too hot!"
"Well you're too cute so I can't help it." Killua grumbles, his cheeks flushing when Gon pulls and kisses him deeply. The soft tongue is nice...Killua melts into the kiss but when he starts to groan, Gon pulls away, wiping the saliva off his lips. Killua glares at him. "Oi I wasn't done-"
"I have to call Komugi." Gon chuckles, touching Killua on the nose before he walks over and grabs the phone. "Aw don't look like that Killua." He rubs the younger boy's head in attempt to get that glare off his face. It loosens up and he starts to purr, his eyes slipping shut when he scratches behind his ears.
Gon listens to the phone ring after he dials in Komugi's number. He keeps petting Killua as he explains to Komugi that he needs to do some Christmas shopping. He also explains he has his two cousins here and that he would like her to watch them. Komugi is more than happy to do so.
Soon enough there's a knock on the door. Gon smiles. She wasted no time. She sounded like she wanted to get out. Her voice was grateful.
Gon opens the door. "Come in! It's freezing out there. I was going to get you. You didn't have to rush over here." Gon chuckles at the excited gleam that's in those distant looking eyes.
"I c-couldn't help it. Are they in the room?" Komugi's eyes shift around as Gon closes the door behind her, getting rid of the cold air. There's some snowflakes on her eyelashes, and her breathing comes out in puffs.
"One of them is. Komugi this is Killua." Gon grabs Killua's wrist and holds it out for Komugi to touch. Killua narrows his eyes but Gon holds his hand there just so Komugi can give him a hand shake.
"Killua like your cat?" Komugi smiles.
"Yes I named the cat after him."
"Oh I see."
"Alluka come in here so you can meet Komugi!"
"I-I'm coming!" Alluka quickly runs out of the bedroom, her cheeks slightly flushed from running around and freaking about being able to speak and play with the other girl. Alluka's eyes light up when Komugi looks in her general direction and smiles. "Hi, I'm Alluka! I want to be friends!" she comes closer, her tail flicking restlessly.
"Well hello Alluka. I-I'm sure we will be friends. You have a-a kind voice. I can tell." Komugi's smile grows as she holds out her hand, reaching out for Alluka. Gon grabs Alluka's wrist and leads her hand closer so Komugi can grab it and shake it. "Normally, people only have looks to go on at first glance. But if you listen carefully t-the voice is all you really need. You sound young. How o-old are you?"
"I'm-"
"She's 12 years old." Gon stops her before she says her age in cat years.
"W-Wow! I remember when I was that young. Wasn't too long ago either." Komugi smiles before she blinks. "Is Killua still here? I haven't heard his voice-"
"I'm right here." Killua grunts. Gon gives him a look but Killua doesn't get closer to Komugi. He just watches her carefully.
"You're a bit older." Komugi smiles all the same. "I-I'm not sure how I can entertain you too but I-"
"Lets draw together!" Alluka cheers, grabbing Komugi's hand and pulling her over to the floor where all her papers and crayons are.
"O-Okay." Komugi's smile is back as she sits down. Alluka hands her crayons and tells her which ones are which. Gon can't help to smile seeing those two. Alluka is chatting away a mile and minute. It's too cute.
"Be good Killua." Gon gives Killua a peck on the lips. "I'm about to head out Komugi! I'll be back in two hours-" A hand grabs his wrist. He looks back at Killua who is giving him a firm look.
"Two hours." He repeats. "Or I'm coming."
"I know. You shouldn't have worried furrows in your brow at your age Killua." Gon touches the space between his eyebrows. He leans in and kisses it. "I'll be back." Killua closes his eyes when Gon scratches behind his ears, trying to calm him. It works. Gon puts on his jacket after Killua looks okay.
"You better." Killua watches Gon as he opens up the front door. Gon locks eyes with him and smiles gently.
"I'll be back." He repeats.
Killua's ears twitch and he nods slowly, that firm look dissolving and showing the vulnerable side the boy tries to hide.
"Bye Gon!" Both Komugi and Alluka wave at him. Gon smiles.
"Goodbye."
And then Gon is out of the warmth and into the cold, closing the door behind him. Only then does Gon let out a long sigh. With everything going on, he completely forgot about shopping. He has a lot of people to shop for too. He needs to get Killua and Alluka some decent presents...Good thing he's looked at their Christmas lists so much he knows what they want from memory...He needs to get thigns for Kurapika and Leorio...Komugi ...and something for Hisoka right?
Gon frowns at the thought of the older man. He really is worried. This is strange for him to be gone for so long. Gon can't help to think of the lab and if they've somehow captured Hisoka again. If they did that, the scientists would have already been at his door by now right?
What could Hisoka be doing then?
Gon shakes it off. Presents. He needs to get everyone a present. Christmas is tomorrow! He'll be damned if he doesn't make Killua and Alluka's first Christmas special.
It's the first Christmas where he's feeling the joy again since Mito's passing. He won't let this chance leave him. He'll get something for everyone! Maybe Hisoka will show back up on Christmas, that way he'll be able to get his gift...
Gon smiles to himself. He's so excited.
Kurapika: scented candle, and T shirt of his favorite band.
Leorio: A gift card to Drunken times.
Komugi: A stuffed penguin.
Alluka: A cute blue dress, hair pins, stuffed animal. A painting set.
Hisoka: Hair gel...because he always seems to be trying to brush his hair back. Also a outfit that will fit him.
Killua:Chocolate. An elf shirt because Killua loved the movie. A nice shirt and hat. And a scary game for the system that Killua might like.
Gon looks at all the bags he has, making mental notes in his head about what gift belongs to who. He sighs in relief. He's out of money and almost out of time. He only has thirty minutes to get back to his apartment before Killua comes out looking for him. Gon needs to somehow hide all these things...
"What you got there?" A deep voice purrs in Gon's ear. He tenses, jumping away but as soon as he moves away he recognizes the voice.
"Hisoka?!" Gon turns and there he is. Hisoka smirks at him. He's in some tight black jeans and that's it. Those black jeans aren't Gon's. His ears and tail are no where to be seen. "Where have you been? I was worried!"
"You were worried? How cute." Hisoka's lips curl. "I was just doing this and that...exploring." Hisoka sniffs him and smirks. "ohhh. It seems you were having fun while I was gone."
Gon blushes, Hisoka's eyes gleaming. "So cute-"
"Hey! Don't peek!" Gon pulls the bags behind his back when Hisoka had started looking. Hisoka blinks before he raises his eyebrow.
"Why not? What are you hiding little one?" Hisoka smirks. "I know Santa isn't real. Are these presents for Alluka and Killua?"
Gon deflates a bit but he should have expected this. Hisoka seems to know more than Killua and Alluka. "Yes they are. And I have gifts for you too so no peeking! And don't tell Killua and Alluka about Santa!"
Hisoka's smirk slowly falls off his lips. "You've gotten something for me?" He looks surprised.
"Of course. If you're staying with us, then you're apart of the family too. I didn't know if you were going to come back but if you were, I wanted you to have something to open."
"You are just full of surprises." Hisoka seems to think to himself before he smirks, closing his eyes in his smile. Gon is put off by it. "But so am I." Hisoka's smile leaves his face, those yellow eyes locking with his. "You're going to come with me little one." He grabs Gon's arm and starts to pull him.
"Where are we going?" Gon frowns. "I told Killua I would be back in two hours and-"
"We're going to the lab. There's a lot of people that want to meet you there-"
"What?" Gon's eyes widen, he doesn't want to drop the gifts but with Hisoka pulling him... He's going to have to do something.
"Don't you trust me? I'm a part of your family aren't I? Well, it's best you come with me. It will be a lot easier." Hisoka's lips turn in a smirk when Gon fights against him and gets out of his grip. "Alas, you always pull away from me to run to Killua but this time it's a mistake. I'm the better choice." He coos.
"Hisoka what are you trying to do? The lab is the last place any of us want to be. Killua and Alluka want to leave that behind and if there's anyone who wants to talk to me there, it's not good." Gon takes steps back. He glances around, not seeing anyone out on the road. It's dead silent. He's alone.
"There's just no use fighting it anymore. The game is over." Hisoka's smile keeps getting wider. Gon swallows. He is no match for Hisoka. He knows that. His instincts are telling him to run. Though that smirk is like always, there's something about those yellow eyes that tells Gon he's not playing around.
Hisoka takes a step forward, and that's when Gon books it. He runs as fast as he can, gripping into the bags, not having the heart to leave them behind. "Gon you're making the wrong choice~" Hisoka chuckles and soon Gon can hear he's running after him. By the sound of it Hisoka is gaining on him. Gon grinds his teeth as he runs as fast as he can...wondering if it would be better if there was someone, anyone that could help him.
...He's about to drop the gifts when he hears Hisoka stop chasing after him suddenly. Gon stops running and turns to look at him. Hisoka is looking past him, a serious expression on his face. "...Hisoka what-" Gon turns his head to where he's staring. His eyes widen when he sees a man standing a few feet off. Gon has never seen such long hair, the black locks move with the soft wind, contrasting with the white of the snow. Gon has never seen him around, and those black empty eyes are getting him to shiver.
"Who-" Gon never gets to finish. In a blink of an eye that man is right on him. He grabs Gon by the neck, cutting off his air immediately. Gon drops the bags as he's lifted off his feet easily, grabbing this man's wrist and kicking out helplessly.
"You smell of Kil." The man throws Gon down harshly, the icen concrete hitting him hard on the side. Gon cries out, holding his side, his face in the snow. He feels his cheeks go numb, his breathing coming out in harsh puffs of smoke. The man reaches out, Gon can see his normal hands starting to change, his nails getting longer-
"I wouldn't kill him just yet. The humans want to have a go at him." Hisoka coos, walking over to stand by Gon's body.
"Yes. That's true." The man's empty black eyes lock onto Gon's amber ones. "You smell of Kil. So tell me where you've taken him."
"No..." Gon trembles. He doesn't know who this guy is but he has a feeling he's one of those bastards from the lab...or maybe another experiment. He's very strong. Gon's amber eyes burn with fury as he gets up, getting ready to fight this guy, to protect his family. "You won't have them-"
Hisoka hits the back of Gon's head. The blow was so fast that the pain didn't register. There was just a static and then everything went black.
"Why did you stop him?" Those black eyes question Hisoka, the man tilting his head. "He was no threat to me."
"I'm very interested in what the humans want to do to him. You would have killed him Illumi, and that would have ended the fun." Hisoka sticks out his hip, those yellow eyes glancing down at Gon's limp body in the snow, taking in the blood that's leaking out of his head and tainting the snow red.
"This human will be dead soon either way." Illumi leans down, he feels Gon's pockets before pulling out his wallet. He takes out his license and looks at his address. "Hmm...I think I passed this apartment complex on the way here. It's not far off."
"I'll do the honors of-" Hisoka is about to lift Gon off the ground but Illumi picks him up first. He slings him over his shoulders, those black eyes never blinking.
"I will carry the human. Dead or alive, he still has Kil's scent. I'm very interested in that." Illumi turns on his heel and starts walking, carrying Gon with him.
Hioska watches him walk for a minute before following. He stops when he spots the bags of presents Gon had dropped. Those yellow eyes lower for a moment before he picks the bags up and starts to walk after Illumi.
"How does this look? A-Am I drawing a person? I'm not sure." Komugi giggles, a soft flush on her face from laughing with the younger girl.
"Sort of!You just made a big head. Here I'll help." Alluka beams as she holds Komugi's hand and uses it to draw with the crayon she's holding.
"Are you g-giving the person wavy hair?" Komugi questions.
"Yup! I'm drawing you!" Alluka nuzzles up against the other girl.
"Drawing myself...that's a first." Komugi musses as she lets Alluka help her with the drawing.
"Hey Komugi...do your eyes hurt?" Alluka asks, glancing over at those strange eyes that have widen slightly at the soft question. "I know you can't see...did they get hurt?"
"No they d-don't hurt. I was born this way. They didn't get h-hurt." Komugi smiles, not offended by the questions.
"Is it scary? Not being able to see?" Alluka asks, holding her new friend's hand. " I think I would be scared if I couldn't see...I would be sad if I couldn't see big brother or Gon."
"It can be scary but...the world you see and the world I live are different. I don't know what I am missing but I think that's for the best. I can imagine what things look like. My blindness is a burden on my family but if you asked me if being blind hurts...I would tell you I'm not suffering. There's a world I see that you won't see. It's my little secret." Komugi rubs Alluka's hand. "I do not need to see you, or Gon, or Killua to enjoy your company. I don't need to see flowers to know their beauty either...I s-suppose I'm not making much sense." Komugi chuckles nervously at the end.
"No you are! That's amazing Komugi! You're amazing. I want to see your world." Alluka sits up in her excitement. "I'm glad it doesn't hurt. I wish you could see me like I can see you though..." Alluka's ears flatten. She blinks when Komugi touches her face lightly, feeling on her facial features.
"I see you Alluka." Komugi pulls away and smiles. "Such soft skin and features. You're a beautiful young girl."
Alluka flushes, her blue eyes lighting up so much. In her happy state, she bursts out the first thing that comes to her. "Komugi do you want to be a part of our family?"
"Huh?" Killua who was staring out of the window,whips his head over, his eyes wide. "Sis she can't be a part of our family-"
"T-That's okay Alluka. I don't want to intrude. You have a v-very nice family." Komugi's strange eyes have lighten up, just at the offer.
"I do now...I have Gon and big brother...Gon says you don't like being at your house. Why?" Alluka watches as Komugi averts her gaze.
"As I said, I am a burden to them. I-It's okay though. I can't do much. If not for the disability check, I would have n-nothing to offer them. I don't have to see their expressions to k-know how they look at me." Komugi fiddles with her dress. "T-This must be depressing for you! Lets draw some more-"
"My old family didn't like me either. I've only had my big brother. They never saw me as part of the family...I thought that was okay too. As long as I had big brother, it didn't matter. Even if I only big brother loved me, that was enough. But now I have Gon too and it's been great. That's why you should join our family Komugi! We could be our own family." Alluka grabs Komugi's shoulders, her blue eyes shinning with determination.
Killua opens his mouth to say something but he stops when he sees the look on Aluka's face...and how those blue eyes look at this human.
Alluka tenses when she sees the tears falling down Komugi's cheeks and soon she's hugging Alluka tightly and wailing, snot dripping all down her nose. Killua gets up and moves closer, getting a bit tense from the sudden contact.
"I-I'm sorry! Gon and you...your family...has always been so kind. S-so kind to someone like me. I'm just so happy...I-I don't know what to do. No one has treated me...as you and Gon have."
"Starting now Komugi, is a part of our family!" Alluka says firmly as she tightens her grip around the other girl. "Gon is really nice. He took us away from our bad family so he can take you away too!"
"Sis you shouldn't be speaking for Gon." Killua frowns when Alluka glares at him.
"I-I don't need something like that...just this is enough." Komugi smiles, holding Alluka close. She calms herself down. "Lets draw some m-more Alluka."
"Okay!" Alluka smiles, pulling away to get more sheets of paper out. Killua's eyebrows furrow. Alluka has already decided that this human is a part of their family. He knows that look in her eyes. She's been rubbing herself on the human discretely, marking her.
...It's not that Killua would really care if this human came in their circle if she could make Alluka smile like that. Komugi is no threat to him. She's not strong nor will she have a chance of taking Gon from him.
Speaking of Gon...he should be home any minute now. Killua glances at the clock. He has 15 more minutes before Killua goes out looking for him. Instead of worrying himself like he's been admittedly doing for the past hour, he thinks instead of what he has to look forward to.
Gon is going to come back to him. Gon said he would and Killua trusts him. Killua knows Gon loves him and his sister. He's not going to let them go.
Killua finds his lips twitching into a smile, that warm feeling buzzing in his chest. Last night was amazing. It wasn't horrible. It wasn't traumatizing. Gon was so, so gentle. Really. And it felt good. It felt really good. Killua would have never imagined he would enjoy laying with a human but Gon is his one and only exception.
Gon made him feel beautiful and wanted and warm when he was inside him. He spoke words of love. It was nothing like when those other humans had their way with him. Nothing at all. It was like every thrust, every moan of his name, every endearment he spoke, replaced all the bad memories and saved him.
Last night changed something inside of him. Killua had decided that he wanted to be as close as he could be to Gon. He wanted to be able to give him everything that he needed...He wanted to be more like him. More human. The more human he is, the more he will be able to travel out with him. The more human he becomes, the more he can understand Gon.
He wants everything Gon has to offer. Killua would follow Gon anywhere. He can't be without him anymore. He could never leave. How stupid, how foolish would he have been if he left after he healed? If he left, Killua would have never been saved by that bright smile.
He would never have been able to feel like this.
When Gon comes home, Killua wants to shower him with kisses. He want to curl up in bed with him and make him feel good. He wants to hear him moan his name and look at him, only him with those amber eyes filled with passion. He wants to leave marks all over his body so everyone knows that Gon belongs to him.
"Come on..." Killua's tail flicks as he watches the clock. There's only 5 minutes left. Killua's eyebrow twitches. He was serious that he would come after him! Gon better know that. Because he will leave if he's not here-
Killua's ears twitch. His eyes widening. "Shit!" The front door is kicked off the hinges, flying across the room and breaking through the wall of the bedroom. Killua jumps so he's in front of Alluka and Komugi, his pupils becoming longer and his eyes sharper. Killua's hiss stops when he takes in Illumi...but not just illumi.
He's holding Gon. He has Gon. Killua can smell blood, Gon is bleeding and he's not moving. A panic seizes his chest and freezes him. He forgets how to breath.
"W-What's happening? Who's there?" Komugi screamed when the door had been banged down. Now she's trembling, looking around, feeling around. Alluka hugs her, the blind girl being able to feel how much Alluka is trembling. "Who is there?" Komugi tries firmer this time, though it wavers in her fear.
"My, is it a party in here or what?" Hisoka comes into the room, dropping the bags he was holding. He smirks at the look of pure fear on everyone's faces.
"It's been too long." Illumi drops Gon's body on the ground, it falling with a thud. Killua's breathing wavers at this, his pupils honing in on his mate, a bead of sweat falling down his cheek.
"I've missed you Kil. It's time to go home."
Ohh shit. Thank you all for being patient and for your support. We're getting to the turning point of the story now...Please review! And i'll see ya next time.