JakePOV:

I was sound asleep when I heard Bella scream.

A loud, "Ahh! Felix!" resounded through the house.

I stumbled out of bed and then made my way to her room.

I knocked and entered without waiting for her.

"What's wrong?" I asked.

"It's Felix!" She said jumping up and down on the bed.

I stared at her for a second waiting for her to get to the point.

Felix…

Hm… Felix…

Who is Felix…?

Felix… Felix… Felix…

"Alright, I give…Who is he?" I said.

She stared at me in…disbelief? Astonishment?

"You don't remember Felix?" She asked.

I heard someone talking on the other line and then I remembered.

"FELIX?!" I shouted, becoming just as excited as Bella.

She nodded and continued to talk to him.

"Is he coming down?" I asked.

She shrugged and said, "Are you heading this way?"

I heard the answer and her face fell.

"Why not?" She whined.

The answer brightened her face and she laughed.

"Great! Talk to you soon!" She exclaimed and shut her phone.

"Well?" I asked.

"He's already here! He's staying in a hotel and he said he would be coming over later!" She exclaimed.

"That's awesome!" I said.

"We have to tell the guys!" She said.

I nodded and followed her loud footsteps down the stairs.

"Hey!" She exclaimed as she jumped off the last step.

Everyone was still asleep so they were still waking up.

"Wha-"Was resounded through the room.

I chucked and Bella shouted, "FELIX IS IN TOWN!"

Several of the guys hopped up and Embry rolled over and went back to sleep.

Paul had hopped up and exclaimed, "Is he here? Find somewhere I can hide!"

"No, no, no. He's in a hotel," She said.

"Oh," He said untensing and sitting back down.

Bella frowned and said, "Don't look so excited, guys."

"Don't worry, Bella. They are just worried they are going to get beat up again," I said.

She widened her eyes and I said, "You know on the rez we get bored easily. Wrestling was fun. Felix was strong. It was something to do and I was the only one that ever tied with Felix. The rest got their ass kicked."

She giggled and said she was going to start breakfast.

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BPOV:

I was so excited to Felix. Yet I couldn't help but watch the clock as it ticked its way to noon.

Carlisle would be at my house in a few hours and I had no idea how to confess my deep dark secrets.

He didn't even know why I had tried to commit suicide.

When it was 11:30 I invited Emmett over to take the guys out for baseball and lunch afterwards.

I gave him some cash when he arrived and told everyone I would be fine.

At 11:55 the knock sounded through my empty house and I stared at it like the dumb girl in the scary movies waiting for the killer to get me.

Except the door didn't open.

I walked to it and let Carlisle in.

"Hi, Bella," He said as he walked inside.

"Hi," I said shyly.

I led him to the couch and said, "Did you talk with Edward yet?"

He nodded and I left that subject alone.

I grabbed a pillow and sat it in my lap while wrapping my arms around it.

"So, where to start," I said attempting to smile

"Take your time, love, I will wait for as long as you need," He said.

My heart swelled and then started to get cold.

I needed the cold or else I wasn't going to be able to tell him my story.

I took a deep breath and said, "So, when I was 19 I came home from school one day to my dad extremely drunk. Emmett was at football practice and Renee, my m-mom, was at work still. Anyways I came home and my dad was drunk. He was sitting in the kitchen waiting for me. I passed him and noticed his stillness. I said, "Dad are you alright?" He stood up and walked over to me. He grabbed a strand of my hair and whispered, "You're so beautiful, Bells." I remember smelling the alcohol on his breath and recoiling from his touch. He, um, followed after me and I dropped my bag. He backed me against a wall and kissed me. It was so disgusting. H-he ra-raped me and when Emmett got home he found me on the kitchen floor and Renee took me and Emmett away. I started drinking to achieve my numbness and I ended up killing Angela. Then when I was 21 I got raped again by my ex-boyfriend. I only told Emmett and my physiologist. I ended up killing Jessica in a drunk driving accident after that, too. On my 23rd birthday my brother and I were in the hospital watching my mom die. She had br-brea-breast ca-can-cancer. She passed away while saying sh-she loved us. I cried a lot and was suicidal for awhile after that. I got anti-depressants and took them. My dad died a year after my mom; someone shot him while he was working. He was a police officer. So last Christmas I was alone by some odd misplannings and this man broke into my house and ra-rap-raped me and I still don't know who it was. I, um, swallowed a whole bunch of my antidepressants and that's how I ended up at the hospital."

I took in a few deep breaths and tried to steady my crying.

I stole a glance at his face and saw confusion, anger, and a flash of regret.

The regret set me in my place.

"I understand if you don't want to be with me after what you've heard. Who would want to be with someone after they've been raped three times anyway?" I whispered.

His head snapped to me and he said, "Why would you ever say that, Bella? You're amazing. Don't undermine yourself; no one could be as great as you are."

I looked up at him through my blurred eyes and whispered, "Thank you."

I meant it, too.

I had told one other man and he had ran away from me.

As fast as he could.

On his motorcycle.

While shouting, "Stay away from me you crazy chick!"

Jake, Paul, and Embry set him straight.

Quil, Sam, and Jared had set my ex-boyfriend straight for raping me.

Actually I don't know if that guy is alive anymore…

All the same.

He pulled me into a hug and I accepted it gratefully.

I pulled away enough to kiss him.

Which I deepened.

And I also broke into his mouth with my tongue.

I was exploring when he pulled away.

"Bella," He rasped as I trailed kisses down his neck.

Some people might have been not too keen on having sex or even thinking it after what my life was like…but the therapy session, and the pills, and the family, and the gang had gotten me through it.

Actually Quil, Jared, Sam, and Embry had gotten me through it…

I wasn't too keen on the idea but when Embry showed true feelings for me we took a step for it and had sex.

But it was too awkward afterward so we stopped.

We loved each other as friends… not anything more.

And then it happened with Jared…Then Quil…Then Sam.

I guess I got over the whole thing pretty easily.

His hands were rubbing my sides and I loved every minute of it.

He started to raise my shirt and I kissed him more urgently.

He ran his hands over my stomach and up.

He reached the wire of my bra and I squirmed.

I broke from his neck and stared in his eyes.

He was asking for permission.

God, the gentleman.

I nodded and his hands went under the wire.

I pulled away slightly and his hands retracted.

I pulled my shirt off and then unclasped my bra.

In a matter of seconds I was back in his arms and kissing him all over.

He was still for a second and then he had his hands over my breasts and teasing my nipples.

"Oh Carlisle," I breathed into his neck.

I pulled on his shirt and he complied easily.

He lift his shirt off and I got glimpse of his chest for the first time.

And what a chest it was.

"Perfect," Fell from my lips without my permission and I blushed.

He pushed me down on my back and lay on top of me.

Keeping his weight on his arms.

I moaned when his lips set on my nipple.

His hand was on my other and I moaned as he toyed with me.

"Oh, God, Carlisle," I moaned.

He let go and touched the top of my pants.

I flew up and said, "We can't."

"Of course, where are my manners? I just attacked you, I'm so sorry," He said leaning off of me and running his hand through his hair.

Shit… I hurt his feelings.

"Carlisle. God that was…" I trailed off, "That was awesome. But we can't do anything else, right now. My, um, I started, my, er…"

"Oh," He said, recognition etched on his features.

I nodded, lowered my gaze to his chest, and felt my cheeks burning.

I tackled him and kissed him.

God! He's so fucking understanding.

"Thank you," He chuckled.

I pulled back and said, "Did I say that out loud?"

He nodded and I buried my face in his chest.

He chest fell and rose as he breathed and I found it very comforting.

After a few minutes I found the courage to look up at him.

I immediately wanted to bury my face back in his chest again when I saw the gleam of amusement in his eyes.

He pulled me up so I could kiss him again and then I became painfully aware of my bare chest against his own.

I guess he must of just sensed my embarrassment or he saw my blush…

He would have had to have been blind not to have seen it.

"What's wrong?" He asked.

"We're half naked," I mumbled.

He laughed and said, "I guess it's better than fully naked."

"Or not," I mumbled, while blushing.

He looked down at me and his eyes darkened.

"Might not want to say something like that when we can't do anything," He said.

"Well we can't do anything about me. But…we can do plenty about you…" I trailed off and slid down his body.

"Bella…" He said his voice hard.

I looked up at him with wide eyes and said, "Yes?"

I slowly undid his belt and continued to make eye contact with him.

I undid the button and zipper and slowly pulled down his pants.

I found him without boxers and counted help the gasp of surprise.

"Carlisle!"I gasped.

He widened his eyes innocently and I said, "Wow…you're…"

I glanced down at him…

I enveloped him in my mouth and he let out a breathy sigh.

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EmmentPOV:

We were finished eating and heading home when Bella text me.

'Take the long way home.'

'Hm? Why?'

'Need more time to talk. Half hour…please?'

'Course, course. See you then.'

"We've got to stop somewhere else before we go home," I called as I jerked the car to the left.

Embry and Sam had to ride their motorcycles so they followed right after me.

I pulled into the parking lot of Wal-mart and formed a plan of surprise…

It was going to be awesome!

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BPOV:

After Carlisle cleaned up I got a call from Emmett.

"Hello?" I asked.

"Hey, we're going to be a tad late," He said.

"Okay…why?" I asked.

"Well we just got sidetracked so we're busy now," He said.

"Okay…" I said hesitantly.

"Yeah, we'll be home later. No later than midnight, promise," He said.

"Okay, bye, be careful," I said.

"Bye!" He said.

I hung up and glanced at Carlisle coming out of the bathroom in nothing but a towel.

Nice picture…

I walked over to him and said, "Emmett got sidetracked, they'll be gone for a few more hours."

His eyes twinkled with mischeviousness and I grinned up at him.

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Alrighty… Hmm… What is going to happen? How will Felix come into play?

Bella…Bella…Bella… on the couch?!

Anywho… What are Carlisle and Bella going to do? She is on her period…

Read and you'll find out!

I hope you appreciate me blowing off my math homework to give you this chapter early!

Reviews are better than Carlisle in just a towel…!