Chapter 14 Kisses

Jamie bounded down the stairs happily, the ding-dong of the doorbell made her forget about Kane for a moment, he had tried to talk to her, tried to explain that she was wrong about what happened, but Jamie prooved to be as stubborn as anyone. Jamie would just tell him to fuck off, Kane didn't expect someone so sweet and gentle to know words like that. Jamie was such an innocent girl, to hear and see her like that, angry and upset, it litterly hurt the big man in places he never knew he had. Jamie giggled when the bell went off again, pulling open the door, her smile went away and those crystal blue eyes darkened.

"What do you want Kane?"

"I wanted to talk to you Jamie" His voice barely got out, the soft gentleness that Jamie didn't expect to come from him.

"Well I don't wanna talk to you" Jamie snapped shutting the door, his foot crammed in the hole, the door couldn't close with his foot in the way. "Can't you just go away?"

"Not until I talk to you. Now let me in"

"No"

"Jamie Lee open this door and let me talk to you" Kane demanded his voice sounding more like the old Kane, the Kane Jamie knew he liked.

Opening it back up, Jamie glared at him before going back to her room. Kane had no choice but to follow her, he wanted this sorted because as much as he hated it, he was hurting, Jamie was obviously upset and Kane hated it. When he got to her room, she was sitting on the bed, quiet as a mouse. She looked up at him, her whole face was drawn in, as though she was afraid of talking. Kane strode up to her with two lazy steps, bending down he was kneeling in front of her, his hands resting on knees.

"Jamie you got it all wrong" He said softly making her look at him. "What you heard isn't what you think"

"Then you tell me what I'm meant to think, you said that I was just someone to keep you from getting bored, you didn't want to be my friend at all, you were just bored"

Kane let out a sigh as her eyes misted over, he really didn't want her crying, it would only make him feel worse. "Jam I do want to be your friend, its going to be hard though, the age gap between us is gonna have those fuckers talking"

"You think I don't get that? But you said that you didn't want to be my friend"

"Of course I do, I wouldn't of clicked on your name if I didn't"

"Your not using me?"

"No."

"And you don't think I'm stupid?"

Kane let out another sigh, only it sounded more easy, she was listening and making her way towards forgiving him. "Of course I don't, why would I think that? So far your the smartest girl I've met."

Jamie giggled, her hands resting on top of his, "I'm sorry I got so mad, I know you really didn't do anything, but thank you anyway for saying sorry, I know that was hard"

"How do you mean?"

Jamie shrugged "Saying sorry is always hard, no matter what the situation"

"Guess you're right Jim-Jam"

That wide grin made his heart float and his judgement cloud, he tried to shake it loose but the more he tried the more it got harder. It got worse when her hand went to his face, stroking his cheek her eyes lit up when his soft skin ached under her fingers. He didn't know how it happened, who started it or finished it, but his lips found hers, soft, sweet and lingering. Her pink tongue poking into his mouth, Kane lost himself, his lips pressed harder, his hands taking that journey up her thighs to her chest. Reality booted him in the ass, those little mounds heaving into his chest made him realize that this wasn't right. It was something that shouldn't be happening. He broke from her and just looked at that innocent face, Jamie let out a breathy gasp, this was new for her, never had this happened, everything was floating and clawing its way to the surface and in one moment when his lips left it was gone. Jamie just stared at his face taking in every inch and storing it to memory. Kane still couldn't believe that he crossed the line, crossed it and didn't care. Finally, on slightly shaky legs, he stood up. "I should go" He said softly, he expected her to cry or get really angry, instead she took his hand, "Do you have to go Kane?"

"Yeah I do," Kane let out a sad sigh, so many confusing feelings and he hated that leaving was the right option. But he knew that in his head it was right, firstly there was the age gap. Then there was the other thing, Jamie had a brain injury and if he did anything, anything at all, even something as simple as kissing everyone would think the obvious, he was taking advantage of her, and that was the one thing Kane didn't want, he didn't want to take advantage of Jamie, maybe he did a little but he that was wrong, no matter how good it would feel.

"Kane?" Jamie said softly making him look down at her, Jamie wasn't short but next to him everyone was short. "I'm sorry I got so mad"

"Its ok Jamie" Kane said softly, turning on his heel he quickly left, left before he could do anything else that may get him in trouble.

After he was gone, Jamie flopped down on her bed, her smile painted to her face. Everything was still floating and all she could think of was Kane, Kane and his powerful lips. Jamie never dreamed that her first kiss would come from Kane, it was so many dreams come true. She fell asleep for a while, her thoughts on one thing. Her first kiss with Kane.