Hey everyone! Guess what it is right now? 10:10 on 10/10/10! well it won't be when u read this, but still, pretty sick huh? that won't happen again for another HUNDRED YEARS! Next year it's gonna be even better cuz u get to make a wish at 11:11 11/11/11. That's ten ones so ur wish has gotta come true...i just no im gonna miss it though. :P LOL!

BTW, I've started writing another story. I'll post it when i finish posting all the chapters for this story and i'll give you a little summary when i post chapter 36 of this story.

December 30, 2015
Dear Diary,
I can hardly remember my life before Ellie anymore. I don't think I could live without her now that I have her. She's my whole life. I love her more than anything in the world...

Sonny's POV

"Mommy, what's going on?" Ellie asked as I tucked her into bed. Luckily, Ellie was honest enough to tell me when it was time for her to go to bed.

"What do you mean?" I asked.

"You and Aunt Tawni and Uncle Chad and Aunt Zora and Uncle Nico and Uncle Grady were all together again like when you were little. You guys are never all together like that."

"It was a So Random reunion," I said, feeling a little bad about not telling my own daughter the truth. She wouldn't understand though and I didn't know if I could trust her to keep our secret. And if anyone found out, they'd think we were crazy.

"Mommy?" Ellie said again. "Why are all your friends still famous and you're not?" I had to think about that one for awhile. I'd been reading my diaries all day and I'd found out I had gotten pregnant at nineteen and Marshall had kicked me off So Random. After that, a girl named Mia joined the cast. Mia was apparantly an even bigger diva than Tawni and didn't get along with the rest of the cast at all. She quit the show mid-season and got cast as a new character on Mackenzie Falls. Mr. Condor decided that it would be better just to cancel So Random rather than find a replacement for my replacement since ratings were at an all-time low. After that, everyone had gone their seperate ways. Nico had started focusing on his music, Tawni had gotten her own TV show, and Zora and Grady both got starring roles in movies. And I had my baby and got a job as a waitress at a local restaurant.

"Well," I began, pretty much just winging it. "My friends chose to be actors and rappers. I chose to be a mother instead."

"But Aunt Tawni and Uncle Chad are having a baby and their famous," she reminded me.

"But they're grown up and...married," I said, forcing the word married out. It was almost too much to bear to think that I had been...or would be...such an idiot to cheat on the love of my life. I had to wonder what had made me cheat on him in the first place. I had searched every diary for a clue, but there weren't any.

"And I was really just a kid," I continued. "I wasn't ready to balance fame and a baby."

"Why not now then?" She asked.

"I think it's too late for that, Sweetie," I told her. "Plus, you'd need a daddy to help me take care of you."

"Why don't I have a daddy?" She asked me. I let out a long sigh. Why couldn't she have asked this yesterday? Future Sonny would have been preparing an answer since the day Ellie was born.

"It's complicated, Ellie," I said, kissing her on the forehead. "Good night."

"Please tell me, Mommy," she said looking at me with big, blue, puppy dog eyes. God, she was cute.

"You do," I said finally.

"No I don't," she insisted, looking even more confused.

"Yes, you do," I told her. "When I was younger, I made some mistakes and when I found out I was having a baby, your dadd said he didn't want to be a daddy, so he left." I was really just making this up. There had been nothing in my diary about Ellie's dad so I was just telling her what I assumed had happened.

"So he didn't want me?" Ellie asked, tears forming behind her eyes. I couldn't take this. What kind of person wouldn't want a little girl like Ellie? I didn't know who he was, but I hated him. I hated him for hurting my little girl.

"Don't cry, Ells," I said, wrapping my arms around her. I could feel tears welling up in my own eyes, but I wiped them away before Ellie saw them. "Your daddy's an idiot. And if I ever find him, I'll make him pay for everything he did to you." And I meant it. I was going to track down Ellie's dad, somehow, and give him a piece of my mind. I just had to pay a visit to every guy mentioned in my diary around the time Ellie was concieved and figure out which one had the same big blue eyes as Ellie. I went through the list of the names I knew in my head, but the only person I could think of who had eyes that blue was Chad and that just made me start crying all over again. How did my life get so screwed up?

GUESS WHAT GUESS WHAT! When my parents got home from having thanksgiving dinner, they had brought home a plate of food for me! YAY! Another thing to be thankful for...even if they did forget the gravy :()

Well it's almost 11:11 now and you know what I'm gonna wish for? FOR THIS WHOLE STORY TO BE ON MY COMPUTER ALREADY! I hate retyping things I've already written, it's soooo boring. But I love you enough to do it for you. :)

Yes, I'm going to change the subject yet again. what are you going to do about it? Have you guys seen the last episode of JONAS LA? Talk about yer cliche ending...i would NEVER do that to you guys! Okay, I might do it once or twice, but I like to keep things interesting. I would NEVER have a guy run after a girl like that (*rereads the last few chapters of "Seducing Sonny") Okay, so it was one time... but at least they didn't actually go out in the end...:D

Changing the subject again, is it just me or is the so random halloween special THE WORST episode of Sonny with a chance you've ever seen. Like seriously, chad was only in it for like thirty second and he didn't even say anything cute. :( (if u haven't seen it, it's on my website...ra4chel(.)piczo(.)com.

Well, that's pretty much it PEACE OUT SUCKAHS! And again, happy canadian thanksgiving