Chapter Fourteen
Randy picked up my stuff and then dropped me off at my house. "Alright…I want you to take it easy. These four days may be hard on you, but relax." Randy smiled as we both stood uncomfortably on the porch. "O-Okay…" I murmured quietly. Randy chuckled a bit, "Why so tense?" "I…I just…I really don't know…" I started to cry again, "I—I don't know what to do!" Randy held me close to him, "Dameon…please, don't cry…relax…"
I wish I could stop crying…Even when no tears fall, when my voice doesn't crack…I'm still crying. The pain is too much to bare. If only someone would help me—Jeff couldn't help, nor could Matt…Steph is pretty supportive with this stuff, but I don't want to waste her time. Eiris…Eiris doesn't like John so of course she'd pick Randy. Roxy…Roxy hates Randy and would push me against John…
I wiped my eyes and sighed, "I'm sorry…I'm in an emotional state right now…" "It's okay…look, just go inside and take it easy. Think hard about what you really want." Randy kissed me gently and then started back to his car. As he began to leave, I could've sworn I saw him wipe tears from his eyes.
~~~Later~~~
The sky was pitch black with some bright white stars gleaming like water droplets. I was lying down on my couch as I was examining my vampire-like canines in a mirror. I was something else—practically a freak of nature. Why was I of all people caught between two men?
I did wish none of this was happening to me…but…everything happens for a reason, I guess, right? Okay…I have to get back on track here…
John and Randy are both really sweet guys. They're both pretty protective, treat me like a queen, but…John and I have been through so much together…Where as, Randy and I didn't start off so good…But now that I think about it, Randy is a lot smoother then John. John is the kind of socially awkward guy you just have to love. Randy is just the suave guy that could easily win a girl over with a snap of his fingers. Yet, he's lusted after me for years…
This is all happening so fast…Why…? I don't want this to be happening… Why…? W-Why to me…?
Gush~
I looked down at my thumb which was now bleeding. I was worrying so much that I kept pressing down on my fang and made it bleed…
I want all of this to stop…Its ridiculous…
John's P.O.V.
I hope that Randy and I aren't pressuring her or anything…What the hell am I talking about? Of course we are! She's stuck between two men who, let's face it, are both her perfect match. I'm incapacitated in the hospital while Randy could be over at her house having sex with her right now. That way, he's bound to be picked…
I'm just being paranoid…
Dameon has more dignity then that and would probably refrain from seeing Randy while I was out of commission. I really want her to pick me…I don't know who deserves her more though…I'm falling apart without her yet Randy has done a lot to deserve her. Whatever—I'm just going to stress myself out.
I just need to get some sleep. I'll text Dameon in the morning.
Randy's P.O.V.
This wait is already killing me! It's only the end of the first day! Dameon is a wonderful lady—hell, I'd love to spend the rest of my life with her. She's beautiful (have you seen her body?! It's freakin' amazing), she's kind, and she's loving. In my personal opinion, Dameon would probably make a great mother. Secretly, I've always thought about having kids with Dame. I don't know if she'd go for it—she's only twenty-six. Most people think that's a little old to worry about kids, but I say it's the perfect age. She always talked about if she had kids, she'd want three little boys. One would be Ian, the other would be Krypt, and the last one would be Zak. Hey, I'm all for boys.
But whatever—that's even if she picks me. I'm worrying and thinking ahead a bit too much…
I just need to head to sleep. I'll send Dame a text in the morning and see how she's doin'.