OK. I know what you're all thinking, but I have a valid excuse. No, actually I don't but this past year has been really stressful and now I'm finally getting back into my groove so here you go. :)

JPOV

"What do you mean weekend?" I asked horrified. If I was any other guy with their girlfriend we would already be in bed figuring out how to get that crazy black outfit off of her, but seeing as we were planning on waiting until after our marriage that wasn't going to happen any time soon. I honestly wanted to, very badly. I can't count the times I've dreamt about seeing her naked and touching her and well, making love to her.

"It means we are going to take the rest of this beautiful gift of time to celebrate Valentine's Day." she said this simply as if I should have understood completely. Her face and stance were completely confident as if she knew that she would get what she wanted immediately after placing a pout on those sweet little lips of hers. But I knew, when her voice trembled, that she wasn't exactly sure that she could make me budge.

My face fell when I realized what this meant. She was going to spend all of her efforts on trying to make me give in and touch her. This also meant that I'd be spending a lot of my time taking cold showers.

"That shouldn't make you sad." she said with a dissapointed look on her face. I hated that it was me who made her feel like this. If only she wouldn't try this hard.

I took the time to think out what I was about to say. "It doesn't make me sad for the wrong reasons though. I want to touch you-to make you feel good, but I don't know if that's as far as I'll go." I walked over to her and cupped her cheek in my hand while I absorbed her expression.

"But I trust you. Isn't that enough? And besides I honestly wouldn't mind if it went further." she whispered as the end of her words trailed off.

"Not yet. But you might regret it later." I answered quietly.

"Honestly. Is that what you're worried about? That someday I won't want you and that I'll regret it?" she asked this in an 'are you out of your mind' sort of way, but really it wasn't that absurd. I mean look at her, the woman is a goddess and i'm just a peasant you find in the streets. I sighed half-heatedly and looked up from my shoes.

Her hands were at my neck and gradually slid up to my face. "Look at me. I am not going anywhere! Do you understand? I'm never going to leave, and you're stuck with me. And there is no possible way that I would regret anything that happens between us." her right hand's thumb started to stroke my face in a soothing way.

"Do you promise?" I said but then I felt like an idiot for sounding like a five-year-old.

She chuckled lightly and then kissed my ear. "Yes." she whispered quietly and then pushed me back on to the bed.

My heart sped as she let her fingers wonder under the hem of my shirt. She kissed me right on the hip bone and continued up until she reached my navel, ravishing it with kisses. My body shivered under her and I let out a slight groan.

"Sit up." She definitely wasn't expecting to hear that because after I said that her eyes opened wide and she gave me the most menacing glare I've ever seen.

"How could you just play with me like that? Letting me go for a while just to pull the leash tight?" I laughed at her metaphor.

"Relax. I just wanted to take the weapons that you call shoes off of your adorable feet. They can't be at all comfortable." She blushed lightly and murmured an apology. My fingers went to the straps on the side of the heels and unskillfully yanked and pulled until I released her feet from both of the shoes. Even though she hadn't been wearing them for very long her feet looked red and swollen. Why would she do that? For me? Maybe I did have a chance with this beautiful woman. I took one of her feet into my hands and began to rub slowly. She moaned slightly as a big grin spread across her ! I had found her weakness.

"Mmm." was all that came from her sweet, red lips.

"Does that feel good?" I asked, even though I could plainly see the answer on her face. I wanted to hear her say that something I did to her made her weak in the knees.

"Mhm. Absolutely amazing." I rubbed her calf slowly until reaching her upper thigh and I then massaged her inner thigh. Nessie moaned loudly this time as she expressed her pleasure. I stopped momentarily so that I could kick off my tennis shoes.

"Do it again." she said quietly while flashing her doe eyes at me.

A giant smile plastered onto my face as I said, "Do what again?" in the most innocent voice ever. She frowned in frustration.

"You know what I mean."

"No. I honestly don't."

Her blush reappeared. "Rub me there again." I didn't think my smile could get any wider but it did. My right hand was still in place so I began rubbing my fingers up and down her inner thigh. Nessie moaned and suddenly I smelled something sweet and natural. At first I didn't realize what was happening but after looking in between her thighs, I knew.

I took my shirt off and stopped rubbing her so that I could lay down with her and be face to face. She whimpered as I did so. I smiled down at her and captured her bottom lip in between both of mine. My heart beat rose as her breathing hitched and began to eradicate. Her breaths were short and arduous as I moved my lips to her neck where I began suckling at her amazingly sweet skin. Her hands began roaming from my lower-back up and then to my shoulders where her fingers grasped frantically.

"Can I- can I take this off?" I asked as I gestured at the black corset. All she did was look up at me and nod. Her breathing was getting louder and rougher as I pulled at the strings at the side of her corset but nothing was coming undone. The hardness in my jeans only extended as I imagined what was about to come.

I placed my fingers on the side where the thing tied up and began to try and loosen the damned thing another time. This was really hard how did she even get this on in the first place? But with those sure fingers rubbing up and down my sides and making my stomach clench I realized how. Now those beautiful fingers replaced mine and instead I ran them through her soft bronze curls, massaging her scalp. She groaned and released the lingerie while I took it and threw it to the floor.

All she had on her precious little body of hers was a pair of skimpy black-laced panties. I moaned slightly as I looked at her full breasts. My hands instinctively went down to cover them and massage them lightly. Her body trembled and her mouth released a fervent moan.

It was like we were a puzzle finally clicking into place after all these years, her breasts fit perfectly into my hands. Her hands had preoccupied themselves with grasping my hair and holding onto dear life. It was as if she let go she would fall into some oblivion where I wasn't there to catch her. The stiffness in my pants grew impossibly and she bucked her hips up into my stomach. I was a lot taller than her so we didn't match up in the place we were both looking for but it still felt incredible. I placed my mouth on her left nipple and suddenly she bucked up again and moaned louder than before. I suckled there for what seemed like forever as if I was a famished child. I released the soft pink bud with a slight 'pop' sound and started on the other. My hand followed where my mouth left. As I worked on her right breast she seemed to breath even faster as if she was in a marathon. My teeth grazed her nipple slightly and she let another moan.

"Oh, Jake."

RPOV

"Yes?" he replied. Couldn't he feel the wetness pooling just under his legs, in between mine? It was so embarrassing and yet, I couldn't bring myself to care.

"Please. Just d-don't stop." I replied, well moaned actually. I felt my hips buck up again involuntarily as he released my nipple from his hot, wet, mouth. This was heaven, this was every amazing food in the world combined. And this, was where I wanted to spend eternity.

"I wouldn't dream of it sweetheart." His breathing was labored but it still came out clearer than mine. Why was I so loud? How did he do this to me without using some sort of drug? I didn't know if this much pleasure for one person was even possible.

Suddenly he took his left hand away from my breast and before I could even protest, placed it on the waistband of the last piece of my lingerie. This made me even wetter than before so he smirked, seeming to know exactly what I was thinking. All I could do was bring his lips down to mine, where they were meant to be forever.

He pulled his lips off only to be placed on my jaw and lead up to the hollow beneath my ear. "I love you so much." was all he said. At that moment my hips pushed back up into his stomach and I ground into him. He lowered his lips back to my neck to suckle again. His right hand was placed in my left pressed up above my head on of the pillows. His left hand began to drift down to my hot core and rub me through the fabric of my panties. I moaned loudly, so loudly in fact that if someone were staying in our guest room downstairs they would've heard.

He stopped sucking on my neck for a second to say "Don't wanna wake the neighbors now do we?"

I responded with a groan when I said "Screw the neighbors." He laughed loudly but my breathing was clamorous enough to mute it.

I moaned again as his fingers now slipped into my panties and began to rub just the outside of me very lightly. I blushed wildly as he started to press down on the ball of nerves centered right above my core. This forced another moan out of me, or was it a scream? I couldn't hold it in any more, maybe I should learn to control that.

Abruptly, he stopped and I froze.

"What's wrong?" I asked frantically and he gave me a lazy smile.

"Can't I take my pants off? It's a little uncomfortable." Of course, how could I be so selfish? Why was I only thinking about myself then?

"Yeah, yeah sure." I said breathily as my breathing was still sped. He peeled off his jeans, slick with sweat, and I immediately felt guilt pour over me again. He must've been so hot. Although I saw beads of sweat appear on my own skin I was only worried about him.

I could see how big he had gotten under his boxers and I smiled inwardly. I wondered how bad it would hurt when we finally made love. Hopefully there would be more pleasure than pain. He stepped over to the light and flipped the switch to off but I could still see him very clearly and I'm sure he could see too.

"Now. Where were we?" he asked as he pulled me under him. His fingers gripped the sides of my panties and pulled them down slowly. Now that they were gone the moisture doubled with nothing to absorb it but Jacob's fingers. My own fingers were tangled in Jacob's silky hair as he went back to slowly stroking me. His hand must have been soaked.

"Are you ready?" he asked shyly. He would never know how ready because at that moment my vocal chords failed me and I simply nodded my head yes. He put his middle finger into me and then I moaned. If possible I swear I could feel more wetness cover Jake's fingers. He groaned as he pulled his finger out all the way and then back in a painfully slow motion. My hips bucked against his hand pleading for more. It was all I could do not to scream in pleasure. My lips were now positioned at Jake's neck, pressing down ever so slightly. Jake slipped in two fingers this time and I bit down. Hard. Jake's blood was in my mouth, hot and sweet. I instantly regretted this thinking that no doubt it would kill the mood.

Instead of screaming in pain, he kissed my neck in return and moaned. All the time not stopping his amazing fingers. Thinking that this had turned him on led me in the same direction and I placed my hands on Jacob's broad shoulders for support. My breathing was now unstoppable and off the charts. Jacob's fingers had fallen in sync with the motions of my body and my mind slipped away. I didn't know who I was or where I was. I just knew that this beautiful was bringing me over the edge.

"Jake!" the word had slipped easily off my tongue, and I loved the way it felt. His fingers, faster than ever, pumped strongly into me and I knew I was close. Close to falling or even crashing but I didn't care. I just wanted to get there.

"Nessie, I love you." And that was all it took to send me over. But this wasn't a painful crash, it was like a pillow soft landing and when I did land everything went calm. My body was so relaxed as Jake took his fingers out of me. He took his fingers and licked them clean. I knew I should be embarrassed in some way but I wasn't. I was glad that Jake liked the way I tasted. Jacob layed a sweet chaste kiss on my lips, letting me taste myself.

His kisses soft touch forced me into a sort of reverie. I rolled on top of Jake so that I could sleep now but felt something hard. Oh my god. I hadn't realized.

"Oh baby! I'm so sorry! I didn't think of what that did to you." I placed my hand on the bulge of his boxers and his stomach twitched underneath me. "Do you want me to help?" I asked already knowing the answer.

"No. Not yet. I just don't know if we're ready for that." he said sheepishly.

"So then what do you want to do? Take an ice bath?" I said sarcastically.

"I would go take a cold shower... but I just don't want to be away from you." At this my heart thawed and I knew I would wait and wait and wait as long as he wanted to. His voice could persuade me to do anything.

"Okay. So do you want to talk?" I suggested.

"Yeah, how about we start with the 'rents?" we both laughed loudly. And sure enough when we started talking about Bella and Edward, Jake went down. What a shame to put him to waste. God where was I getting all of this? Maybe Emmett was finally wearing off on me.

Once it was safe to be close to Jake, I rolled onto his hard stomach and wrapped my hands around his neck.

"I love you too." Jake didn't say anything but I could hear and feel his body chuckling quietly. Soon after, I drifted to sleep, carrying only sweet memories.

I woke up in a daze of sweat and warm dreams. Jake's right arm was snaked all the way past my torso and hugging me close to him. I quickly pried him off of me as I knew he was a heavy sleeper. Just then I had the most exciting idea to ever inhabit my brain.

Before I started I thought about last night and about every dirty thought I'd ever had. Which one was the best? I grinned from ear to ear and placed the flat side of my palm against Jacob's forehead. Next I started thinking about me and him out side playing truth or dare.

"Truth or dare?" I asked Jake.

"Obviously I'm going to pick dare Ness."

"Yeah that's what I'm counting. Okay so I dare you to get in the pool...naked." I said triumphantly while twirling my hair around. Wow dream me was freaking awesome.

"Alright, but on one condition." Jake taunted.

"And what's that?" I asked.

"You go with me."

"Deal." I walked over to the deepest side of the pool and started stripping off pieces of my clothing one by one. I jumped into the pool and came up with a surge of bubbles."Coming?" I asked innocently, though anybody could have misconstrued my words.

He repeated the process but much faster. I hadn't really seen Jake naked so I tried to do him justice based off of the little experience I had had. Once he was in he looked at me lustfully and brought my naked body to him. I moaned his name loudly. At this real Jacob moaned my name into my hand.

Jacob pushed me up against the pool wall and spread my legs wide. He ground his erection into me and i gasped loudly. My legs wrapped around his and we continued to make out fiercely as he pulled me back out of the water. He layed me on the green patio sofa and began to ram into me with his member. I knew real Jake would never be that rough with me but hey a girl can dream right? I screamed out his name loudly.

"Jacob! Jake! Oh Jake!"

Jake opened his eyes and at this, I stopped feigning innocence and sleepiness as he woke up. There was a tent in his boxers and a lazy smile plastered onto his face.

"Good dream?" I asked groggily.

"You have know idea." and he took me in his arms and kissed me.

Again I'm really sorry for not updating and what-not but please review anyway! I'd like to know what you think! I feed off of that junk! ;)