A/N: Hey! So I know this is a little late, and I'm sorry. But at least I'm still posting! Lol. So this is the next chapter, short but i hope your surprised! Next chapter will be Kendall and Carlos. FYI This will have temporary Kogan, hope it doesn't persuade anyone to stop reading this. (Please take note of the temporary part) Oh and to those of you who read my Kogan ABC, I'm working on that now!
James walked into the apartment after tanning during prime tanning time. He felt good. His swag levels were as high as ever. He was happy. He was happier than he had ever been...
James stopped walking as he noticed two figures curled up together on the couch. His first thought was that it was Kendall and Carlos, since James could see the blonde hair sticking up slightly. He smiled and made a small 'aw' sound. He expected to have Kendall turn around and glare at him while Carlos stuck out his tongue. Except neither figure moved. James tip toed closer to find a single blanket wrapped around the two bodies. He looked up at the TV to find the credits of some movie rolling. He glanced down one more time at his two best friends to find out it wasn't his two best friends. Well it was, but it wasn't the two he thought it was. Curled up next to the blonde, his head nestled into Kendalls chest, was none other than Logan Mitchell.
James felt a pang of jealousy. That should be him instead of Kendall. Logan should be cuddled up watching a movie and accidentally falling asleep with him. Kendall stirred and opened his eyes. He smiled at the pretty boy.
"Hey James." the blonde whispered. James was about to say something when Logan woke up as well.
"Hi." Logan mumbled rubbing the sleep from his eyes. James smiled at how cute the smart boy looked. He always looked cute but he was just plain adorable when he woke up. Again James opened his mouth to speak when someone interrupted him.
"Why do you look like a yam?" the blonde asked laughing. Logan took a hard glance at his boyfriend before he started laughing as well.
"You both know its mangerine!" James whined. Logan tried to stiffen his giggles when he saw how hurt James looked, but it failed hopelessly. James just groaned and stomped off to his and Logans bedroom, slamming and locking the door behind him.
James should be the one making Logan laugh. Logan should be laughing at Kendall. Logan was James' boyfriend, not Kendalls.
Jealousy swam enviously through James' mind.
"Hey do you want to watch the hockey game?" Kendall asked Logan who was in the kitchen making himself a sandwich.
"Sure." Logan replied. He sighed squirting mustard onto the bread. He really wanted to check up on James, but at the same time he wanted to give him space. He didn't know what was going on with James, but one thing was for sure, he would never open up if Logan pestered him.
Logan grabbed the finished sandwich and walked over to the tacky orange couch. He took a seat next to his best friend who was already engrossed into the game. Logan smiled and bit into his sandwich. It was a rare occurrence for the four boys of Big Time Rush not to watch a Minnesota Wilds game together. They use to do everything together. They were inseparable from each other. But now Carlos could be found in his bedroom sleeping, James in his room pissed for some reason only God knew, and Logan and Kendall were the only ones watching the game together.
"Yes!" Kendall yelled fist pumping the air as his favorite team scored. He and Logan high-fived. They both turned around to give their boyfriends a victory kiss, only to turn back around sheepishly as the remembered they weren't there.
Logan cleared his throat. Something nagged at the back of his mind and just felt inclined to ask. But it was really none of his business. Then again it dealt with his best friend, so if there was something going on then he should bring attention to it. But the situation was hardly anything to fret about. Or was it. It wasn't any of his concern. Maybe...
"Have you noticed that Carlos has been sleeping a lot during the day and has been running errors late at night?" the question sort of just flew out of Logans mouth before he was able to decide whether or not to ask. I guess like most of the time, the decision was made for him. Kendall furrowed his bushy eyebrows slightly. His tongue peeked between his lips and wetted them as he thought. While Logan thought Kendall was thinking about the question he asked, Kendall was debating whether or not to tell Logan about the little pit stop Carlos made that night he took Kendalls drunken self home.
"Yeah I've notice. I don't think its anything to worry about though. He's sort of always been a night person." Kendall replied. Logan nodded in agreement and turned back to the TV. The blonde was glad Logan dropped it, which gave him time to think of a plan. A plan involving him figuring out what Carlos was doing.
"Woo hoo!" Logan jumped up as the Minnesota Wilds scored the winning goal. Kendall stood up as well whistling. The two boys embraced in a giant hug. They pulled away and smiled at each other. Of course James had to walk into the living room at that exact moment to see the two.
"Really?" James growled. Logan and Kendall quickly turned towards the pretty boy. James' hands were balled into fists and jealousy flashed in his eyes. Who knew that 'The James Diamond' could be so insecure and jealous?
"James, what's wrong?" Logan asked confused. James shook his head in disgust. Like they didn't know why he was mad, yeah right. He had just spent the last four hours in his room convincing himself that Logan was having an affair with Kendall. James huffed and stormed back to the bedroom. He was slamming the door shut when a foot stepped out and blocked it. Logan was fast. That was the main reason he was so good at hockey. James knew he could use his strength and get the door closed, but that meant possibly hurting the smaller boy. He just couldn't do that. He walked over to his bed and threw himself onto it face down. He felt the edge sink down slightly as Logan took a seat. "James, what's wrong?" he asked again.
"What's wrong? Like you don't know! Don't act so innocent! I caught you and Kendall all cuddled up on the couch earlier and i just caught you guys having a moment!" James yelled. Logan winced slightly as the words increased in volume. James felt bad. He shouldn't raise his voice to the boy he loves, but he couldn't help it. Rage was consuming him. Anger, jealousy, envy, they were all brewing inside him. It was a nasty mixture. An emotional roller coaster that had already sent him over the edge once.
"James, that's not true-" Logan tried to defend, but James wouldn't let him finish.
"We both know its true." James spat.
"No it's not."
"Just like with Camille."
"That was a misunderstanding."
"Once a cheater always a cheater."
"James-"
"I bet you love him, don't you."
"Of course not. I love you James."
"You probably never loved me."
"I love you."
"STOP WITH YOUR FILTHY LIES!"
"Their not lies!"
"I guess don't hate the player hate the game, right?"
"This is no game."
"SHUT UP YOU LYING WHORE!" James screamed smacking Logan hard across the face. Tears filled Logans innocent brown eyes as his hands instantly flew to his reddened cheek. James' eyes widened with surprise, but only for a brief second. He glared at the boy in front of him. Hurt and pain was etched into Logans face and a few tears escaped and fell. Remorse instantly filled James, but his anger quickly shoved it away. With one last look at Logan, James stormed out of the apartment.
James walked into the Boro. His mind was just a tornado. He didn't know what he was doing. He walked in and walked to the bar where he instantly found Jett.
"Hey." the pretty boy greeted.
"Hey." Jett replied smiling.
"I need..." James started, but didn't finish.
"Okay. What do you want? A roach? Some snow? Do you want to inhale it, swallow it, shoot it, or snort it?" Jett asked as if he had practiced the line a hundred times.
"Swallow and I'm sort of a pills kind of person." he whispered. Jett nodded and pulled a small bag of different colored pills out of his pocket.
"Ever try X?" Jett asked.
"As in ecstasy?" the pretty boy asked. Jett nodded. James promptly shook his head.
"Well in that case, you should." Jett replied. He took out one of the pills and handed it to James.
"How much?" James asked pulling out his wallet. Jett waved his hand.
"On the house. Think of it as a trial sample. If you like it you can buy some more." he smiled as James nodded and took the pill. He looked at it for a long time. His whole body screamed not to do it. His heart telling him that Logan would not approve. His brain put a picture of Logan in his minds eye. His beautiful chocolate brown eyes. His amazing side smile. His cute dimples. His perfect hair. Then the picture morphed into what Logan looked like right after James smacked him. Eyes wide with fear. Tears slipping down his face. Lips turned down and quivering. James closed his eyes then opened them. He looked at the pill again. No. No. No. James threw the pill into his mouth and chased it down with a shot of vodka. "Nice doing business with you." Jett smiled. James node before walking away.
A/N: So are you surprised? Anybody think James would actually do pills again? So hopefully next chapter will clear up some question with Carlos and wtf he's ding. Any guesses? Leave them in your review.
Oh and I've been working on a new story. I have about three chapters written. I do not plan on posting it soon, probably not until this story is over. But here's the summary. I would like to know what you guys think. Does it sound interesting? Would you read it if you just saw the summary? Is the summary wrong confusing? Etc.
Money. Fame. Love. The boys of Big Time Rush seemed to be making it big. The only problem seemed to be Gustavo and his temper. Gustavo is found dead in his mansion. Perhaps he pushed them over the edge that day. A string of murders? A spreading of lies? What is going on with Big Time Rush?
Well there it was. It's a suspense/murder fic. It has Kogan and eventual Jarlos. Let's just say one of the boys or a main character or someone totally unexpected or a stranger is the murderer should i mention that in the summary? Its one of those stories where your not going to know who the killer is until near the end. Please leave your thoughts on this in the review! THANKS SO MUCH!