Jay yawned and fluttered his eyes to glare at the sun that glared him back in the face.
He shifted a little not being at all comfortable.
He must be on Sean's couch...
Jay opened his eyes and saw something that was unusual to him.
Grass.
Trees...
"What the fuck?" Jay found himself only wearing his black boxers.
He stood up and looked around. He was in the woods. He couldn't...what was going on?
Jay rubbed his chin looking around and trying to find a way back to look down at his hands and stare.
Blood.
He wiped his mouth clean from it and panicked a little.
"No, no, no" he panicked even more.
Emma stood between the black wolf and white wolf. Jay being the black wolf with the blue pierced eyes, protecting her
"FUCK!" Jay yelled bending down to where his clothes were lying.
He ran pretty damn fast; and not just from the speed this 'wolf' energy was giving him. The speed for Emma's life.
What if she got hurt?
"I THOUGHT YOU WERE FUCKING HURT!" Emma hit his chest and he grabbed her wrists and thanked god she was okay.
They were back in school and he was fully dressed.
Emma looked down and Jay sadly raised her chin "I'm sorry I made you worry" Jay honestly said softly and kissed her on the lips "Im sorry; I mean it" he says.
Emma slowly nods giving a little smile to then tilt her head adorably "Where were you?" she pouted.
Jay swallowed hard staring into her eyes.
He wanted to tell her, he did...so bad. But... she wouldn't understand.
Knowing his luck, the best thing in his life would think he was insane and leave him.
"I... went to the ravine" he lied "It was just across the park. I wanted more beer" he faked a smile.
Emma eyed him. Damn, he should of known. She wasn't stupid. It sucked how both could read each other.
But Emma felt like if Jay wanted to lie to her, that was his decision... he'd tell her when he was ready.
She just hoped he wasn't with a girl..
"It was just me" Jay promised, as if he could read her thoughts.
It made her smile which made him too. "Good" she teased and kissed another again before walking to class. He watched her go with fear in his eyes, but for her..and then he tried to go to class.
Jay couldn't pay attention...not like he ever did but his mind was set on different things. Emma... and the fact he was a wolf.
Emma and Jay went walked home from school, and while the sun was out, so was the moon halfway behind the clouds. He was tense and kept watching the moon.
He guessed whenever it went full; he would turn. He read crap on the computer that all the crap hollywood shows you about werewolves were nothing.
True facts are; They want meat and blood, they have one mate and they turn at full moon.
"What's with you?" Emma asked as they passed decorated Halloween houses and gawked them. Halloween was so fun!
Jay looked down at her and frowned "Sorry. Things on my mind" he said.
"Like..." drifts Emma.
He sadly looked down, Emma didn't need this.
Here he was trying to be a good boy friend for once... at all really since he was pretty serious about Emma...and he was making her feel like shit.
Jay stopped her and leaned her up against a light post, "You" he smirked.
She smiled back, shaking her head as his corny act, but as both hearts skipped and went to kiss-
"Hogart" came a voice and they both turned to some guy with a small group.
Jay huffed "Aaron..." he slowly greets.
"Man" Aaron slapped hands with him "what are you doing round here?" he questions.
"Kinda doing something..." Jay shared a look with Emma and scoffed seeing how stupid Aaron was.
"Doing someone" taunted another voice and Emma found herself glaring at Ralphy.
Jay sigh'd "Sure, we got to go" he took Emma's hand trying to walk away.
He didn't want Emma even near these sort of people; this was his past. Jane and Lucas stood with them, guess they liked the Ravine more than he thought.
"Careful," Ralphy told Emma, wrapping her arms around Aaron's shoulders but eyed down Jay before saying, "He likes to bag them and leave them, right Jane?
Jay's chest fell and he felt like complete shit. He knew Emma was smart, and she put it together. Jane was new, so if they slept together...it was recently.
Right before they got together, Jay wanted to insist, but it still looked bad. He didn't even REMEMBER much of sleeping with Jane. . it was during the time of drinking his memories of Emma away.
Even Jane cringed, watching Emma whip her hand out of Jay's and walk away. Lucas laughed though, enjoying this guy fuck it up with the pretty blonde.
"Emma!" Jay chased her up her driveway, damn she was fast. It was those long legs
"You know..I'm tired" Emma lied going up her stairs and to her door "See you at the Halloweeen dance..or..whenever" she implied she may not want to go with him anymore.
Hurt crossed his face, "No, Em you don't understand. God, I knew you wouldn't!" he yelled. Why couldn't she ever give him the time to explain everything?
He wasn't the heartless monster everyone thought him to be.
"Jane was the weekend before me and you ever even-"
Emmas eyes widened, not thinking it was THAT close to when they got together. Now she was more mad!
She gave him an insane look "Sorry I don't understand you slept with Ralphy, and now Jane just the other week?! Your right...I'm a little fuzzy on why I could think there is something serious between us when you hooked up with other girls right before you came to me! Did you even get a chance for breath!?"
"Em" Jay softens "I can't even remember that night. Things are happening to me, alright?" he asks sadly, not being able to explain.
"Like what?" Emma crossed her arms.
Jay knew he couldn't explain "Look, all you need to know is Ralphy means nothing, Jane means nothing. I am serious about you, you are more than just 'something'. I wanna make it work.. I don't feel the way I do with you when I'm around other girls" he breaths honestly, giving her begging eyes.
Emma just raised an eyebrow and still turned, she couldn't fall for his charm, that's where he wheeled her in. She had the right to be upset!
"Em!" he yelled and finally went to explain, shit. Where did he start? "It was after another one of our stupid fights; I went to the ravine. AND by the way WE weren't even together at the time" he points out and she went to turn again until he blocked the door "Jane, I think.." he squinted, memory still fuzzy of that night, "blocked my door, I was thinking about you and she wouldn't shut up saying she wanted me. I didn't even want anything from her. But something made me want her"
"That's great, really" Emma rolled her eyes not being able to hear this and even teared up, trying to leave but he grabbed the door and shut it, standing face to face with her.
"Not like that" Jay snapped and huffed "Fine you wanna know? You really wanna know? I wanted to rip her apart. That I DO remember."
Emma gave him a wierd disbelieving look... he wanted to what?
Jay licked his lips nervously, "Emma. I woke up in the woods two nights ago, blood on my chin. After all these murders? A-and how they're looking for a wolf. What if it's me? I have a memory of a white wolf..."
Emma tried not to believe him, it was a crazy story, but the white wolf hit the jackpot..he wasn't there that night so how did he know?
"and I have a memory of leaving a dead Rabbit on your porch too.." he started pacing back and forth, worriedly as her eyes widened.
Emma stared at him, "You're joking right?...Instead of treat, you're doin the trick?" she slowly and quietly said and he shook his head no.
"I know it sounds insane but...Em, I would never lie to you" he slipped her hands in his and looked deeply in her eyes "Please believe me" he looked up to the sky and cursed a bit...almost full moon.
"Come in" Emma says pulling his hand.
He swallowed trying to resist so bad "Em, I can't" he gestured to the moon.
"Your really serious about this?" Emma questions and he nods again. Emma softened, he wasn't this crazy.. "Come in. Please? I just...wanna find something out for myself" she stared back into his eyes "It's not like you'd hurt me"
That was true.
He can't remember ever wanting to hurt Emma when near her as a wolf.
Even the wolf part of him knew she was his.
Jay slowly went inside with her and Emma held his hand slowly bringing him down the stairs "Em, maybe I should go" Jay could hardly take the urges in him right now.. the wolf in him wanted to either change, go running in the woods, or throw Emma down on the bed that she now stood infront of.
But he knew she wasn't ready for that stuff.
"you have cravings right?" Emma tilted her head unzipping her sweater.
Jay watched her with so much delight and hardness in his eyes; why was she asking him this?
He could feel it sturring up in him... the need.
"Em..." he whispers standing so close to her as she looked up at him innocently; he just wanted to kiss her so hard.
She held his hand and moved him even closer and sat on her own bed, he slowly crawled over her. She bit her lip feeling his jean bottons against her hips and he groaned, smoothing his fingers between her hair and kissed down her neck.
"Stay with me" Emma said and he nuzzeled her neck.
He slid his hand up her shirt and slowly took it off at her nod, she wanted to do this. Then off came his and she began to unbuckle his pants, staring up into his eyes.
She didn't know if she was acting crazy, but she hated Jay had slept with those girls and not her. He was hers now, completely, and she was ready to give it to him. Plus, maybe, this would distract the wolf from coming out.
Jay stared at her, admiring the fact she was trusting him with her v card, and kissed her deeply. They kissed until out of breath and went forehead to forehead as Jay teased in between her legs, sliding her black cotton skirt up.
Emma moaned into the kiss and gasped feeling his hardness against her leg as he played with her with his talented fingers she missed so much.
"Jay, please." she even begged and it even shocked her and gave him a playful look as he smirked, raising an eyebrow.
"aren't you in a hurry?" he teased, bending down, and kissing around her chest but wouldn't enter her. She moaned longingly and whimpered, coming close but wanting him inside.
"Jay!" she cried out beggingly, throwing her head back and he admired her and listened to her beautiful moans, going so hard he throbbed and couldn't take it anymore. She yelped and giggled, her legs being pulled around him and he stared down possesively down at her and she reached her hand up, running her fingers through his hair and he shut his eyes, moving in her and groaned. Damn, she was tight. She muffled some pain noises and shut her eyes tight, feeling a small tear at the corner of her eye. She felt a big pop when he was buried inside and clung to him, crying out. He whispered things into her ear until she relaxed, and he moved once more into her and she gritted her teeth, but the next, felt better and she looked up at him. He watched her so protectively, and gawked her. She bit her lower lip when he went again slowly and it felt so good.
"Faster." she panted, ready for it and leaned up, kissing him and he gladly did so for his girl.
She held on tightly when he pushed in and out, fastening the pace each time and loved when she called out his name. He growled hungerly which made Emma cling even more tightly to his sweaty back when he plunged deeply into her.
"I love you" pants Jay guiding with Emma who shut her eyes, but moaned when he said that and looked up at him, amazed.
He did?
Her heart pounded and she was losing her breath anyways by how fast they were going and the climax coming. Oh my god why did she wait so long? He was amazing in bed..
he clenched his teeth going a little faster. They went slower by the end but harder and deeper. Emma's mouth was hung open in pleasure and they called anothers names out before cumming, and Emma bucked her hips back into his as he jerked the last thrust, and collapsed.
As she caught her breath he rolled over beside her, panting too and held her close to him, sweaty hot bodies clinging together under her sheets. He glanced out the window and back at Emma to see she knew it was full moon too.
"I don't get it" he softly said. Why did she want to give away her cherished possesion to him? Did she love him back..
Emma tiredly laughed "You think after being stalked by wolves I wouldn't research them? ... said that if you distract them...they won't change... as long as you can control yourself and keep your mind on one thing" she explains with a small smirk, knowing Jay couldn't resist sex..or her.
He kissed her shoulder and smiled against "I do you know..." he drifts and she gave a what look "I love you" he said again. He was glad she believed him too
She smiled "I love you too" she closed her eyes with him and fell asleep. he stayed up for a bit, in awe that she was inlove with him too. When did things get so amazing? Minus the wolf part. He kissed her forehead as she was sound asleep and pulled her naked body more into his arms then fell asleep too
Outside the window, the white wolf glared in at the lovers.