Chapter 13

~Sorry for the long wait everyone, but I had a little writers block, until someone commented about Rin telling Sesshomaru about her stay with Naraku's, and it enlightened me. I'm also sorry to say that I'm going on a two week vacation out of the country, and there is sadly no electronics where I'm going. I hope you guys can bare with me until then. Other than that enjoy the story :P~I do not own any of the characters~

Rin awoke to find herself alone in a large bed, and squinted from the annoying sunlight streaming in. She stretched her arms feeling as though she had the best sleep ever, in her entire life. She slowly sat up, flinching from the pang in between her legs. Her eyes traveled to that area with a blush. Lifting her hands to her hair, she tried to smooth out her 'just had sex' hair, but it wasn't agreeing with her. Rin's eyes wandered around the huge room. It was now she realized that she hadn't quite taken the time to look at it, but how could she when she was amazingly occupied.

The events from last night made its way back into her head all the way to the amazing sex, lovemaking, whatever you would call last night. No matter what she loved it. In a way it was perfect. To bad it had to be the day of the funeral and her stupid dinner with Kagome and Pierre. She would have to call Inuyasha.

Rin frowned when she saw no one in bed beside her. Her white angel was no where to be found, and she was left in bed alone, with only silk crimson sheets to accompany her. Well the silk wasn't so bad, it was actually comfortable, but she knew if she stayed put she would fall back into a long and wonderful slumber.

Pulling herself out of bed, she blushed when she realized she was still naked. I'm no longer a virgin. Thinking about no longer being a virgin was something she wanted to push far back in her mind, and it was not something she wanted to talk about. If he knew this wasn't the first...She found Sesshomaru's shirt and slipped it on. It was huge but so comfortable.

The balcony door was cracked open, and as she made her way toward it she wondered how in the world she had never noticed it last night, then again the thick drapes that were pulled back were probably the reason for that.

She pulled the door open, taking in a sharp breath when her eyes rested upon the gorgeous man before her. The sunlight as it hit his skin and hair made his form seem more like a dream then reality. How the hell was she lucky enough to snatch up a guy like this? Her eyes traveled over his body and once reaching his face her shock laced with lust quickly turned into a frown when she saw the slight pain in his eyes as they scanned over his surroundings. The funeral.

"Good morning," she greeted. His eyes turned to her with a surprisingly pained look, as he examined my attire, then his eyes returned to the scenery.

"Did I wake you?" he questioned. She looked down at her bare toes.

"Yes, actually you not being in bed is what woke me." She looked back up to him to see him stiffen, and that made her frown deepen. That is not a good sign. Change the subject Rin! "Last night was-"

"Your first time." He finished. She blushed.

No. "Yes, it was," she replied. He turned to her. His brow furrowed. Can he tell I'm lying?

For a moment there was silence. Suddenly as she stood there she felt out of place and very very stupid. Why hadn't she just said that she did not want to have sex with him, it would have made this morning a lot easier. Because you would have been lying! She frowned at her subconscious. Bitch! Though she knew she was right. Last night she wanted everything that Sesshomaru was willing to offer her, and sex was a bonus.

"Naraku." She snapped out of her reverie when Sesshomaru finally spoke. "Tell me about your stay with Naraku." Rin stared at him dumbfounded. She could only imagine how she looked at the moment. Out of everything he could ask to know about, like did she like last night, would she want it to happen again...did I regret it? Instead after a night of great sex, he asks her about her stay at Naraku's. Ridiculous! A deal's a deal Rin.

"What do you want to know?" she asked.

"How old were you when he took you in?" Oh, the suckish memories.

"I-I don't know," she answered. He turned to look at her with two perfectly trimmed raised eye brows. "What? Don't look at me like that." He crossed his arms, and if her vision was still its 20/20 perfection, she could have sworn he was smirking at her. "Fine! I think I was a few years older than Nami." She sat down on the ground where less sun shone on her and surprisingly Sesshomaru took a seat beside her.

He smelt of fresh spring soap and sweat lavender detergent. Well great, he's splashed in freshly washed soap, and I smell like sex and morning breath. Ugh!

"Were you happy?" She smiled.

"Yes, I was very happy. He was, well, is a very nice man."

"And he was friends with your parents?" He continued.

"He was," she nodded.

"How did they all know each other?" Rin frowned at all the questions. They were bringing back horrible memories. The laughter, the happiness, was all gone, and so were they.

"My father worked for Naraku," she smiled, " he was a professor at Onigumo University."

"Hn," was all Sesshomaru offered to that statement, but the glint in his eyes told her he was interested.

"Why did he take you in?"

"It was in my parents will. I don't know what he did to merit such trust, but he did. I don't even know any other member of my family, since both of my parents ran off to marry each other, so their families disowned them, but later Naraku proved to me why he had their trust."

"How?"

"Well by simply being a patient guardian. I was a really big trouble maker back then, and no matter what I did he never gave up on me. There was a stage in my life where I didn't even want to talk to him, but I think we both know that Naraku is a very persistent man." Which means I know he'll bring up past feelings again.

"He was so kind to me. It was appalling how kind he was. I was such a brat, never listening, and never giving a rats ass for the outcomes of all my actions. Even if others got hurt. One time I actually started an indoor fire purposely. I was in middle school at the time. Naraku got burned trying to put it out. Of course he was smart enough to figure out it was me, and instead of reprimanding me he just laughed." I felt Sesshomaru's eyes on me. Why is he staring at me so intently? Great now I sound like a psycho arson. "He said something to me that same night when he came to my room."

"What was that?"

"He said he didn't know how I could even tolerate fires after my parents were burned in a fire accident. He had a smile on his face at the time. I remember feeling so much hatred for him, because he was smiling while speaking of my parents death, then his smile turned into a frown. He said that I was a disrespectful little bitch who had no care in the world for her parents feelings. He said I was an ass for going against a nice thing that my parents were trying to do for me, and that their last wishes were that he'd help me to succeed in life and my career." Rin felt tears pouring down her eyes. She had never spoken about this with anyone, yet here she was spilling her guts to Sesshomaru.

"I recall staring at him shocked that he had spoken to me that way. No one had ever spoken to me that way, and then again I felt like I deserved it, I even actually like it. Our eyes were locked for a couple of moments, and next thing I knew I was in his arms weeping, and like the nice sweet man he was, he let me cry in his arms, soothing me. After that I worked harder, reaching to where I am today."

He said nothing for a moment, and she thought he had no more questions to ask her until the finally asked the million dollar question. "When did you two grow feelings for each other?" She gaped at him, her mouth forming an 'O'.

"I just had a stupid crush that's all, and it came on when I entered high school," she answered tensing up.

"Was that all?" he asked with a raised eye brow, but she could tell he didn't believe her.

"Yes Sesshomaru!" She technically wasn't lying.

"Touchy subject."

"Yes, the same way it is for you when you talk about your step mother." He glared at her and she returned it with just as much anger.

"How did Naraku feel about this crush?" he asked, moving on.

"He thought it was inappropriate. I think he actually wondered what he did to make me crush on him, but it was embarrassing when he caught me staring at him during dinner, or when he would work out in his at home gym." She knew she was keeping some details out, like how when he caught her staring at him, he would smile as if he enjoyed making her squirm from being caught. Or how when he found out she would watch him working out, he would no longer wear a shirt, and god, did she remember all those muscles working and rippling underneath his glossy skin. "It was embarrassing, but time progressed as I finally grew out of it."

She looked to Sesshomaru who was back to his cold death look, but he wasn't looking at her, as a matter of fact he seemed upset. She really wished she could read his mind. It bothered her not knowing what he was thinking sometimes, but being the good EA she was, she knew this moment had to come to an end. "I think we should leave anymore questions you have for later. We need to get ready for the funeral, and I need a major shower." He nodded. She stood and quickly made her way into the bathroom to bathe, then after that she would have to head home since her outfit was back at the apartment.

Once in the bathroom and the door locked behind her she slid against the door to the floor. Her mind was reeling with memories of her parents and her stay with Naraku. One moment in particular with Naraku was at the forefront of her mind. When she was in her junior year of high school.

Flashback

"Rin it is time for you to get up and you've been in your room all morning!" She heard a banging at her door. Her house maid Nagisa was always hard on her about waking, but she was already up. Today was work out day, but not for her. Naraku would be in his at home gym sweating like the delicious god he was and lifting weights flashing his rock hard abs and muscles. Although he would pull his long jet black hair up into a ponytail, it still rested on his mid back, sticking to him lick a magnet. She wouldn't miss that for the world.

"I'll be right out Nagisa!" she called back. She bolted out her room when she heard the house maid depart, and taking a way around the house so that no one saw her, she made her way toward the gym. When she reached the gym her mouth was already drooling. It was an glass room, so anyone could walk by and see, and she was just in time to see him doing reps with the benching bar. She watch as he laid back splayed, legs spread, and arms repeatedly moving up and down. She blushed at the instant reaction she had at the pit of her stomach. Her inner muscles between her legs clenched, letting her know she was already wet. God Rin you're such a child! She couldn't help it though. He was just so gorgeous, lean, muscular, kind, and patient. He was everything she ever wanted in a man.

He suddenly say up, letting out a breath and moved to the next thing, her favorite, squats. He moved the bench aside, and added more weights to the bar. His back was facing her, and once steady underneath the bar, he lift it, then dropped to a low squat, then stood, and he repeatedly did that for a while. She watched as his wonderful ass poked out toward her, and oh did she want to smack and grab it.

"Rin!" She quickly stood hearing Nagisa's voice, acting as if she were just passing by. Finally Nagisa came around the corner. "Rin where have you been? Your breakfast is ready."

"I'll be there in a moment

"Rin, you know how Naraku is when you do not get your daily nutrition." No actually she didn't. Did he actually worry about her eating?

"Really Nagisa I'll be right there." she was really beginning to get very frustrated.

"Rin-"

"I'll take it from here Nagisa." They both jumped, and Rin turned to see familiar blood red eyes, and sweaty bare chest. Oh my.

Nagisa bowed and walked away leaving them alone. "Still snooping around the mansion I see," he smiled. She felt her face redden, but didn't let that stop her from defending herself.

"And I see you are working out as hard as usual," she replied, but couldn't help a glance down at his chest.

"Well I don't slack in any other activities I do for fun and my pleasure," her eyes shot back up to his, blushing, "so I don't want to make it seem like I slack in the gym either, especially with so many wandering eyes," he replied suggestively and threw his panty dropping smirk at her. It was then she realized how close they were and took a step back.

"Well I'm not usually there for any of those activities you're speaking of, maybe we could do some of them together. I'd like to know what you do for fun." Her eyes fell to the ground. She couldn't bare look him in the eyes after saying something so forward.

"And maybe one day we could," he leaned in closer, there lips almost touching, "but right not you need to eat." She turned around, his back to her. She was about to make a major leap.

"Well I'm not hungry for food right now if that's what you're referring to." He slowly turned to face her, with a knowing look as if to see 'I was wondering when you were going to make a move'. He fully turned to face her, and placed his hands on his glorious hips.

"And what are you hungry for exactly?" She gulped and took a few steps toward him. She ran her hands up his now slightly dried chest. He took in a deep breath.

"I'm hungry for a specific spider loving demon." He laughed grasping her hands.

"And I'm hungry for some pancakes and bacon." Once again he was about to turn away from her, but she pulled him back by his hair and smashed her lips against his. He was hesitant at first, but then he returned the fiery kiss with just as much passion. She felt his hands run up and down her body groping every part of her.

He suddenly pulled away. "Why do I feel like you are going to regret this later?" he asked her. She couldn't ever believe that that would happen, pulling him back into a searing kiss.

End of Flashback

Rin sighed, "If only I had listen to him back then."