Thanks for reviewing the previous chapter to all those who did reviews are gladly appreciated

A quick note I changed my Pen name hopefully I stick to this one for a long time :)

Team Novak oh my gosh I kind of thought that I knew your name because of some of the chapters in "Make You Smile" but then I was thinking that I didn't know your name so I decided to ask you and then you told me Sharie and in my mind I was like I knew her name was Sharie lol did that make sense?

I was looking on your profile the other day more like right now lol and I couldn't help but notice you have the number 18 on it is that your age? Because if it is wow we have many years apart from eachother lol

And OH MY GOD! When are you going to update? LOL

Chapter Fourteen: Whisper Hello, I Miss You Quite Terribly


So it's been almost a month since John left and almost a month of pain for Trish all John has been thinking about are three girls and their names are: Maryse, Melina, and Trish while Trish on the other hand was thinking of John while she harmed herself yet once again she locked herself in her room so no one can catch her cutting herself she never thought she would cut herself just to take pain away

The bell rang as it was time for second period Trish went to the bathroom nobody was in there so she decided to cut herself just to contain herself from crying once again a few drop of blood fell on the sink she heard the door and immediately put everything away she pulled down her sleeves and rushed into one of the stalls

"I just can't believe he's gone you know? Like he means so much to both of us"

"He does mean alot to the both of us but-" she paused

Trish recognized their voices it was Melina and Maryse

"Trish come out we know you're in here" Trish heard she came out

"How did you know I was in-"

"We saw you come in here earlier" Maryse cut her off

"Why are you doing this to yourself Trish?" Melina asked Trish as she poined to her arms the blood had seeped through her sleeves

"And don't say it was an accident because there's blood on the sink too" Maryse added

"I'm heart broken" was all Trish said and it was all she needed to say Maryse and Melina both hugged her

"We all are" they said

"It's just I love him so much" Trish added

"Why don't we get out of here and go somewhere fun have a day to ourselves just us girls?" Melina suggested


"You know this was a good idea you guys I really needed to do something crazy" Trish said

"You know I'd feel pretty bad if I were John I mean think about it he likes all three of us but can't decide who he wants to be with that's kind of hard" Maryse told the girls

"I feel pretty bad for treating him the way I did on that night" Melina said

"We all did things to John we wished we hadn't done but he understood why we did it I think I mean how could he not understand us?" responded Trish


"How was school honey?" Trish's mom asked

"School was great she lied to her parents" she ran up the stairs to her bedroom Trish jumped on her bed and turn on the TV Trish heard the phone ring she went to it but first checked the caller I.D.

'Private Number'

It read she picked up thinking it might be important

"Hello?" Trish answered

"Hello" a voice whispered "I miss you quite terribly" the person hung up

Trish was confused either she was going crazy or that was John's voice


"Roses for a beautiful girl" Randy said as he handed his girlfriend the roses he got her

"You know exactly what to do to make a girl weak Randal" she said as she greeted him with a kiss

"And you know how to make a guy keep wanting more" he said as he went in for another kissed Stephanie didn't mind at all

"I love you" he said

"I love you too Randal"


"I wonder if she recognized my voice?" John said to himself "This was a mistake I shouldn't have called I'm still confused about my feelings" he mummbled he got his iPod and started listening to his favorite band Sugarcult he was layed their on his bed thinking and listening to his favorite song Memory by Sugarcult he was so confused

"Hey John how about going out tonight?" Jake asked his best friend John he thought about it for a few seconds

"Sure why not Jake" he answered


Kind of short I know well hope you guys liked it and I can't wait to read thereviews you guys leave :)