His eyes find mine slowly, as he takes his time looking at me laying in bed, the blanket pulled close as I clutch it. For some reason im nervous. I dont feel scared at the monstrous boy who has damaged me in so many ways.

I release the breath I didn't realize I was holding, along with the blanket. When his eyes do reach mine, his smile returns once more and it urges me to scramble around a bit. He dosent get up.

"You looked peaceful Mare, go back to sleep" It sounds more like an order but my feet stay planted. He turns his back facing me, and begins to put on some shoes. I could strangle him right now, his back turned. I already feel my fingers wrapping around the fragile flesh, squeezing, not hearing his pleas. I hate myself for doing what K do next.

I cross around the bed, stugling with my drugged legs, and take a seat next to him. His eyes dont leave the shoes hes putting on, but I see a bit of surprise. I fumble around with the hem of my shirt, waiting for one of us to say something. When i do, get washed over with an overwhelming tiredness.

"Where were you last night?" My voice is surpisingly steadier than i hoped it would be.

"Missed me, did you?" He chuckles softly, barely audible and a blush creeps up my neck.

"No, but confused about last night." I didnt want to bring it up. I remember my slurred thoughts. "Did you drug me?!" And now it all makes sense off how I so freely spoke my mind.

"You werent sleeping right for the past few nights. I needed to do it to take care of you." He turns to face me, with deep caring in his eyes. I dont believe it. I dont want to at least.

"so now you care about my health, huh!?" I didnt realize my voice was rizing. He opens his mouth to speak, but I cut him off easily. "Can I take a shower?" For an answer, he picks me up and strolls towards the bathroom and I blush slightly.

"Ill fetch a maid to help you." He closes the door. Its unlocked but i cant reach it from where he put me, sitting on the edge of the tub. I dont wait. I take of my clothes and run a warm bath and sink in, letting my thoughts clear.