Disclaimer: I ain't Tite Kubo yo! This ain't ma shizzle! (Never again... never again will I slander myself like that using that language.)
Title: God's Eyes
Prompt: Aizen reflects on Soul Society
I will become God
such a simple statement
isn't it
yet it stands
at the center of my being
my motive
my passions
my ideals
they all stem from it
a tender vine
wrapping its coils around my soul
encompassing my whole being
these shinigami
gods of death
lords over soul society
they aren't very good gods
are they
after all
many are hardly stronger than an average soul
they can die
hypocrites
drunkards
I could throw many slanders
and all could apply
they even treat Rukongai souls
the ones who need it most
poorly
or at least
many do
but
who defines morality
who is above morality
God
but who is God
are they
the shinigami
God
so it seems
these balance keepers
dictating where souls should go
decided what is good and bad
hollows bad
pluses good
and
shinigami better
but why should they
mere flies against people like me
you may notice
I do not include myself with them
though I myself am one
bah
as if I'd stoop to their level
no
I am better
I will be God
I used to think myself as one
but then I stopped
and I thought
I saw them for their flaws
I saw them for their strengths
they were weighed
balanced
and judged
and
they were found wanting
so I belong to nothing
I am not a plus
I am not hollow
I am not shinigami
nor am I the puny Soul King
he
the supposed balance keeper
leader of the shinigami
is but a husk
no
the world needs an active god
like me
I am simply
Sosuke Aizen
no more
no less
but none
are above me
I refuse to bow to an empty leader
I used to think I could do good with this power
but I can't
bad people
souls
they are everywhere
restricting me
unallowing of change and betterment
I stand alone
for that is how all people at the top are
a cold lonely peak
with only a howling wind
sharp and buffering
for accompaniment
thus I shall climb the peak
and I shall see the world through God's eyes
my eyes
and I will watch
the world burn
it is fate
it's alright if everything shatters
watching
fascinated by every smiling face
overflowing with hope
because
even if it does shatter
I shall simply rebuild
far better
more perfect
a world where people are good
they understand
truly understand
not simply admire
then perhaps
the top won't be so lonely
but then
it wouldn't be the top would it
alas this world is a dream
shattered like a fragile glass
by the darkness
sweeping and terrible of this world
but fear not
I will fix it
I will create a world according to my morality
and everybody shall follow it
because God creates morals
and God
is above morals
A/N: Hopefully I didn't offend religious people with this chapter. I'm not stating my stance on that because flame wars. Sorry about not updating, we just didn't feel up to it. I do love moral discussion, and I think I can relate more with Aizen. Reviews are author lifeblood and I'd like one but I won't beg you. I hate it when people ask for reviews, but I'll just mention it this once. Love y'all!