It is a disaster.
Everything is going extremely bad.
Dean, Sam and I: no one of us can do something.
No one can stop the Apocalypse.
The devastation is increasing day by day, and the World falls on its knees.
I wonder if humans are able to understand what is happening.
I'm afraid not, because humans are accustomed to ruin.
Earthquakes, tsunamis, epidemics, violence and murder.
It is normal, for them.
They have always seen their world crumble.
They don't guess that this time it will not raise again, because it can not defend itself from the Apocalypse.
My God, where are you?
I did not stopped looking for you but I don't know what to do.
Help us my Lord, don't forsake us.
Don't let the world be destroyed by evil.
I disobeyed, and for that I have been kicked out from Paradise.
But I have not stopped loving you, Father.
I know, I don't deserve anything, but please,
I beg you Lord, give me a sign of your presence.
God is angry with you, Cas. He will not respond you.
If he is angry with me, why have I been brought back to life?
Don't to tell me it has been Lucifer, because I will never believe it.
What can I do for him? Lucifer has many followers.
I am only half angel poised between the supernatural and humanity.
Yeah, you're right, Cas. And what could you do for God?
God is my father. That should be enough to explain. ...
No.
Not so simple.
It is not enough to explain why he took me back to life.
It's just that I ... I want to believe it has been him. I need to believe it.
Because God cannot die, it is not possible.
Yes, all ones who say he is dead, are wrong.
God is alive.
He is there somewhere, and I will find him.
I can't believe he's dead.
I can't.
He's alive.
He will not let His children die. He will not let the world is destroyed.
God loves all of us.
He will not let innocent people die because of evil.
God, please. Lord, don't allow life goes away from this world.
I shudder at the thought that the world can be destroyed. I don't want people die.
Dean or Sam or Bobby can't die.
I don't want that Claire die, or her mother.
I don't wanna die.
Even if I will be just a little and sad human being, one of the most useless human in the world.
I wanna live.
And when I act as if I don't care about, I'm lying.
Even when I feel confused and frightened, even when I suffer and I feel depressed or angry: I want to live.
But I know that in one way or the other I will die.
Maybe killed by other angels who want to punish me or killed by Lucifer ...
Just I hope I don't see them dying before my eyes.
Maybe I will never understand them, but they are my friends.
Even though they have unleashed the Apocalypse?
Yes, because they did not know to kick off the end.
They are my friends.
Be honest, Cas. ...
And I wanna live also to see her again.