AUTHORS NOTE PLEASE READ.
Okay so you guys are probably wondering "where's the next chapter?" It's right below. I started pre-writing so now all I have to do is proof read them then I can post them up. Anyway the point of this is too explain some things and my reason for this story not going the original way I wanted too.
I know I haven't updated this story in a a while, that's completely my fault. I haven't been really inspired to write this story. Writing this chapter I didn't feel confident about it at all. I thought I knew where I would've like to go in my story but I had zero inspiration. I've been searching for any things to inspire me. I don't want to let you guys down because I know they're a lot of you who really love this story! So please bare with me! I'm trying my absolute best to get my head back in the game for this story! I'll make it happen for everyone who loves this story I promise I will!
When I first began writing this story I had it set it out to be one specific way and some how while writing it turned completely the other way and I had a thought of maybe trying to get it back on the right track but then I thought at that point it's too late to turn back, so I didn't. Some like the way this story is going, other don't. I myself don't like where it's going but that's not gonna stop me from writing, i've been getting myself inspired and I refuse to give you guys some random bullshit except for this one chapter...it's complete bullshit I know.
Being completely honest maybe the rest of the chapters might be a little bit shit but i'll try my damn best snot to make the ending of this story suck.
That being said I'm going to finish this story probably in the next two chapters BUT here's where I wanted to update you all on. I'm going to make a new story, with the beginning of this plot line and go on from there. Basically an alternate version of Sleepless nights with Rogue and this time i'll stay completely on one plot line. So don't be surprised when there are similar things with the second story.
I hope that made sense and I was clear about it. If you guys have any questions because you didn't understand what I said just ask me!
I do NOT own Shingeki no Kyojin.
FORGIVE ALL MY GRAMMAR MISTAKES, SPELLING MISTAKES, DIFFERENT WORDS ETC
I'LL GO BACK AND FIX THEM.
"My, my. You've grown so much." He steps closers to Eren really getting a good luck at him. "You look just like Carla."
"Wh-why…" Eren stares at this man in so much shock.
The man takes another step closer to his son. Eren steps back. Still looking at him in shock. "Now, now. Don't be like that to your father Eren."
Eren squints his eyes at him. "Excuse me? Do-Don't be like that?! You LEFT. Do you know what that means? LEFT. As in you let your wife fucking die, then left your little son alone, BY HIMSELF. I was barely in fucking middle school."
Grisha clenches his jaw. "I had to leave Eren."
"Oh god, you could have at least came up with a fucking excuse." Eren crosses his arms.
"You sure have your mother's attitude that's for sure." Grisha chuckles.
"Don't do that. Don't you dare say anything about my mother! You have no fucking right, you lost that fucking right when you let her die? When you left me alone to watch her die?"
"Eren." Grisha steps forward again but Eren steps back.
"How did you even find me?" Eren ask.
Grisha smirks. "I can always find what's mine."
Eren's eyes go wide.
"I want you to come live with me Eren."
"No."
"I didn't say you had a choice."
Eren eyes go wide again looking at this man, his fist clench tight. "I'm not fucking going anywhere with you!"
Grisha puts his arms behind his back nodding his head still smiling at Eren. "Again, my not bright son. You don't have a choice." He keeps the creepy smile on his face. "Nows not the time, though I'll be back Eren." Said man turns around and starts walking down the street. Eren stands there in shock. With a shaky hand, he pulls out his phone from his purse.
He presses the number, holding the phone to his ear. He gets inside his car closing the door and locking it.
"Eren?"
He lets out a sob. "M-Mikasa…"
"Eren, what's wrong? Where are you?" She asks frantically.
"D-down the s-street fr-from h-the club, a-around the corner, i-in my car. Mi-Mika please h-hurry."
"I'm already out the door, I'm on the way,I'll be there in 10 minutes."
"St-stay on the phone." Eren whispers.
"I wasn't planning on hanging up."
Eren sat in his car walking for Mika to get there, while he was waiting he was trying so hard not to cry, not to just completely lose it. 10 minutes later.
"Eren look up," Mikasa says.
Eren lifts his head turning his head to the side looking through his window seeing the man he just saw hours ago. He unlocked the doors quickly, throwing his phone in the passenger seat, practically jumping out his car right into Levi's arms. He buries his face in Levi's chest and just starts sobbing. Levi rubs his back.
Mikasa stands by her brother and Eren. She rubs a bit of his back as well trying to get him to calm down. "Eren what happened?" Mikasa asked.
"H-he's back Mika…he-he's back." Eren cried even harder, Levi and Mikasa were getting more concerned because he could barely breathe. Levi pulled Eren from his chest.
"Baby, look at me. I need you to breath. Breath baby."
The brunette takes a deep shaky breath, trying to control it. Once his breathing is kind of back in control, Mikasa decided to ask another question. "Who's back Eren? Bert? Do I have to kill mother fucker?"
Eren shakes his head. "G-Grisha." He whispers.
Mikasa and Levi's eyes go wide, she looks at Levi. "Let's get him in the car. We need to go back to my apartment right now."
"D-Did you guys w-walk h-here?" Eren asks in a whisper still sniffling.
Levi and Mikasa smile. "No, we ran." Mikasa answers.
Eren looked at them with wide eyes.
"I'll drive, you take the backseat with Eren."
Soon after that, they were in Eren's car driving back to Mikasa's apartment hoping that everyone would be there, shit just got more out of hand than they thought. They arrived at Mikasa's apartment, getting out the car and heading up. Levi carried Eren just like a baby, not wanting to put him down. When Mika opened the door, Erwin, Jean, Hanji, Kuchel, Marco, Armin were all there. Mikasa closes the door behind her locking it. Levi sits on the couch with the small brunette on his lap.
Mikasa looks at Erwin, Hanji, and Kuchel. "We have a problem. A BIG problem."
Erwin raises his brow at Mikasa. She sighs and crosses her arms. She and Levi have their reading mind thing going on.
Levi softly talks to Eren. "Tell us what happened love."
Eren sighs. "G-Grisha…my fa-father…he came out of nowhere tonight, he left me a long time ago when my mother passed away, he just left me…I was only in…well just going to Middle School. A-anyway he came out of nowhere tonight…haven't seen him for years but he just pops up…like he was waiting for me. He said…he said he was coming for me…but that now…was not the time."
"What the entire fucking fuck ." Levi whispers a bit loud though in shock.
Kuchel gasp. "Sweetie, you're Grisha Jaeger's son?"
Eren nods at her. "I am…"
"Oh my god."
"Mom?" Mikasa questions.
"Your father and I went to college with him, he was a brilliant man. Helped your dad start his business up and all that. So he's kind of a good friend with Vincent."
"So…does this mean that bastard just as bad as Vincent and Kenny?" Levi asks through clenched teeth.
"Well…if what Eren says is true and from your bastard of a sperm donor…i'm like 98% sure that's true."
"But—" Levi is cut off by his phone ringing. Eren climbs off his lap so he can answer it. He takes his phone out his pocket getting up and going in Mikasa's room.
"Ackerman."
"L-Levi…"
"Petra? What do you want?"
"Long time no talk…"
"Yeah…what do you want?"
"Um…as you know….i'm almost 8 months pregnant now…"
"Yeah, what's that have to do with me, Petra?"
"It might be your baby, Levi."
"What."
"It really might be yours." She sobs into the phone.
"I guess we'll have to get a DNA test."
"We can while I'm still pregnant…"
"Petra.."
"Please Levi, if this is your baby, our baby…I want you to be there…I would like for us to be a family…please…I don't deserve it and I know this but please…please?" She begs.
"When?"
"Tomorrow at 11 am…i'll text you the doctor's office address."
"Yeah okay." Levi huffs and hangs up. He stares at the wall for a few seconds. "I'm so fucked." He starts laughing all this stress is finally catching up to him. Annie's pregnant. His father and uncle might just kill him and take over his company maybe. He has to plan to attack before they do. Grisha is after Eren. Petra's baby might actually be mine. EREN DOESN'T KNOW ANY OF THIS SHIT EXCEPT THE GRISHA PART.
"I'm majorly fucked." He laughs. "Life…is fucked."
Levi walks out the room and back into the living room with the others. "So what are we going to do?" Levi asks as he sits back down while pulling Eren back into his lap.
"We buy out your father. We get those bastards from the inside out. Your father doesn't truly know how much money you actually have Levi. You buy him out and then we ruin him and all those thugs from the inside." Erwin says.
"So…I buy him out and then what? You do know that it's his company…HE needs to sign off of this shit?"
"That's not exactly true my sweet." His mother spoke up.
"What?" He looks at his mother with a raised brow.
"He doesn't own that company…sure he runs it…but it's not his name on the actual business." She explains
—(The Next Day In The Morning)—
Levi snuck out of his lover's arm to be here for a DNA test for his ex- wife. Everything just keeps piling up. He doesn't know what he's gonna do if this baby truly turns out to be his. He'll lose it. Not only that he'll lose Eren…again. 'Fuck I should've just told him.' Levi says to himself.
He walks inside the doctor office seeing Petra sitting in the waiting room next to her other potential baby father. Levi just thinks about this fucked up situations, he sucks it up and walks over to where they are.
"Levi, you came. I'm glad!" Petra smiles.
Both Oluo and he raise his brow at her. Of course, Levi knows how to hold his tongue. "Wow, you seem pretty enthusiastic. You barely even acknowledge me, but you actually smiled at him." Oluo states.
Levi snorts then quickly clear his throat. 'Holy shit.' he thinks. The raven is currently trying so hard not to laugh.
Before Petra can retort the doctor calls all three of them back. Oluo follows one nurse, Levi follows another nurse, and Petra follows the doctor. Once all the DNA is taken. They all get the same information, they won't know the results for at least another two to three weeks.
Levi walks out the back happy it was over, he's really hoping this baby isn't his. 'It sounds fucked up when you think about it but it's already bad enough Annie is pregnant, I'm sure when that kid comes out I'll love it but'…He doesn't even finish that sentence because he didn't know where the fuck that thought was even going. He quickly hurries his way to his car because he truly didn't wanna put up with Petra. He had a feeling she wanted to try to talk to him. As soon as he started pulling away that's when he saw her walking outside, he breathed a breath of relief but only for a second. His phone started to ring. He pressed the answer button on his steering wheel.
"Ackerman."
"Levi, where'd you go?" The tired soft sweet voice asked him.
Levi smiled a bit at the voice trying to push down the guilt he has down. "Sorry love, I had to run somewhere for some business real quick. Since I'm out, though, want some breakfast?"
"Ooh, yes, please! Bring me one of the bagel breakfast sandwiches from Dunkin Donuts with a caramel iced coffee!"
Levi chuckles at Eren. "Of course, anything else love?"
"Hmm." Eren contemplates. "No, just hurry home!"
"No worries going to pull in the drive thru now, I'll be back in 15 minutes tops."
"Okay bye Levi!" Eren hangs up the phone.
Exactly 15 minutes later Levi opens the door to there room walking inside with his loves breakfast. He hears the shower turning off as soon as he sets the food on the table. Eren emerges from the bathroom with one of Levi's black dress shirts that he got from Levi's suitcase. The raven smirks at the brunette.
"You just helped yourself to my clothes?" Levi asked with an amused tone.
"Well…y-you weren't suppose to be back yet!" Eren tried arguing back.
"I told you 15 minutes. It's been 19 minutes now…" Levi smirks.
Eren just grumbles walking over to the table opening the bag and pulling his food out. "Thank you." He mumbles to Levi, his cheek bright red not making eye contact with the raven. Levi couldn't help but chuckle at how cute Eren is.
Levi looks at Eren, really looks at him. He hasn't got a good luck at the boy in a while. Something about him, he looks more mature, a bit closed off, though. Beautiful as always. 'Ah, there it goes again' Levi thinks to himself. He can feel the guilt climbing back up. He wants to tell Eren really he does, but at this moment in this very second…they are okay and he doesn't want to ruin it at all. Nothing mattered at this point and time. Not all this bullshit drama they have going on. Just Levi and Eren. That's what he always wanted to be just them two.
"Run away with me…" He says out loud.
Eren eyes go wide his head turned quickly toward Levi. "W-what?"
"Let's run away…get an unmarked car just drive far away from here…change our names…go to a different country…renounce our citizenship here…shit, I can buy us our own fucking island if I really wanted. Let's just go away Eren. Just you and me…" Levi admits. He knows he's not thinking rationally. At this moment though he doesn't care.
"B-But Levi…w-we have a life here. All our friends are here. Your business, my job. We still have to settle things with our drama in our life…we can't just leave!" Although Eren was trying to think of this logically, he actually wasn't completely opposed to Levi's idea. Did it scare him? A little but all he so badly for the past months is Levi, now he has him.
Levi bends down looking at Eren straight in his eyes. "I want to be with you. I know we have a life here but…I want you. Only you Eren. I don't want anything standing in out way and we have so many forces against right now. I know we shouldn't run from our problems but fuck them. Let's run away Eren. I can make it happen. Levi and Eren will never exist again. We'll go away, baby." Levi takes Eren's face in his hands. "Run away with me Eren please?"
"L-Levi…" Could Eren leave? Of course, he could leave but what would happen? He would hate himself if something bad happened to the people he loved because they ran away but..they could handle themselves. "Okay…let's run away." Eren nods his head smiling wide at Levi.
Levi smiles back at Eren standing up and pulling Eren into a deep kiss.
—(Later that night)—
Levi and Eren called everyone to Erwin's house since they knew that was the safest place to say anything. The raven and the brunette look at their friends and smile.
"Hanji…I need a big favor." Levi request.
"Anything!" She smiles at him.
"I need you to erase everything about Eren and I. As if we never existed." He states.
Every single person furrows their brows. "W-what? Why?" Hanji ask.
Levi points to himself and Eren. "In about three hours we will no longer be those people. We cannot tell you who we will be, but we felt you guys should know." Eren explained for his boyfriend.
"Levi ." Erwin says. "What is going on?"
"I got Kenny and Vincent off our trail for at least a day or two. So I'm assuming if I have him not on our trail we have Grisha not on our trail. "
"Why won't you two take off your beanies?" Mikasa questioned. "Levi, Eren. What is this?"
Levi slides a folder over to Erwin. "It's yours for now. I know you can figure everything out." Levi looks at Hanji. "Please Hanji, I'm begging you. Do your computer thing and for now, the existence of Levi Ackerman and Eren Jaeger do not exist. Give it maybe two or three days to be sure."
Eren got up and hugged Armin, Marco, Mikasa, Hanji, Erwin, and even Jean. "You guys stay safe okay…Watch your backs. You are strong I believe in all of you but just watch your backs." He smiles at them.
Armin looks the couple his brows furrowing. "You guys are leaving. This is goodbye?" He asks but it sounds more like a statement really.
Levi and Eren look at each other then back at their friends smiling. They don't confirm nor deny anything. Levi looks at his little sister. She stands up looking at them with wide eyes. Levi walks toward his sister and just hugs her, he whispers something in her ear that only she could hear. After the hug, Levi takes Eren's hand and they walk out the door with each other.
The raven made sure they weren't being followed by anybody. No matter how sneaky and slick people thought they were there was always a flaw in their work and Levi always caught it. He made sure Eren and him blamed in with just random people walking on the street. Soon they reached their unmarked car.
"We're doing this.." Eren said quietly from the passenger seat.
"Second thoughts?" Levi asked starting the car up.
Eren shook his head and smiled. "Nope." He turned toward Levi moving forward and kissing the older man on the lips. He pulls back only to rest his forehead against Levi's. "I love you, and this is what I want. We can finally have our wings." He smiled at the man.
"Our wings huh…" Levi murmured. He smiled back at Eren and kissing the younger boy one more time. "I love you Eren." Levi looks over at the boy.
'Yeah but again you're lying to him.' His conscience speaks to him.
'I'll tell him.' He spits back at his own conscience.
'Mhm..when? You're already running away.'
'Shut the fuck up.'
'This won't make you feel better Levi.'
Levi ignores his conscience and just stares at Eren.
Eren reached over taking Levi's hand in his. He giggled a bit. "I love you too Levi."
This chapter sucked so bad...I know. I truly do. Sigh. I wrote this a couple weeks ago when my writers block hit me.
It's complete shit but it goes with the last chapter so bare with it...