Here's an update, finally...

Sorry it took SOOO long! Oh, and you all will disappointed at the ending of this trilogy, trust me!

Saya eyes opened feebly to the world she so despised, groaning, she arched her back and stretched. The world was spinning and so vague, yet so clear and stable. Suddenly a warm embrace met her torso and she fell back onto what was a silken bed. A warm hand met her face, she smiled and her hand met that hand. It was so warm, so soft, like silk. Smooth silky tresses met her face as warm, soft lips met hers delicately. She smiled beneath the light kiss.

"Hagi..." she whispered. Those same lips breathed over her cheek and dragged to her ear, she could almost see the smirk on her caresser's face as he began to chuckle.

"Hagi is dead to you now," he chuckled. Saya's eyes went wide, the world finally seeming so clear, and wriggled away from her tormentor.

"No..." she wept as she got a good look at Carl. She bit her lower lip as he neared her, tears filling her eyes as his lips met hers once again. How could she just accept this? True, she wasn't full awake and therefore was quite vulnerable and weak...But did this absolve the sin she had committed by loving this man and willingly making love to him like when she used to in what felt like long since past? This riddle was without answer, but it was sin she had committed most certainly. Carl's lips found her trembling eyelids and his hands found her waist, pulling her close as she wept.

"Hagi...HAGI...!" she wept over and over again. She knew she had lost him once due to her life's tragedy, and now she had lost him again because of her own selfish desire to be with a man who had hurt her incessantly for his own personal pleasure! Perhaps this man could be considered her first lover but he most certainly would not get that far with her again. She was just so desperate to end the pain, end it even for a moment, just so she could feel happy again. Perhaps that was the reason why she was assenting to this man's wishes when he so passionately took his own actions to fulfill them.

Carl's strong hand found her neck and he squeezed tightly. Forcing Saya's eyes to widen and her to gasp for air.

"Will you cease your pathetic weeping?!" Carl questioned in a demanding manner. Malice filled his voice, how could Saya have ever found happiness with this monster?! He tossed her back onto the bed, making her yelp as her head hit the bedpost. But she tried her best not to weep, anything to keep him from hurting her. She bit her tongue until she felt blood fill her mouth, her other bodily pains slowly fading away into oblivion as pain flared inside her mouth. Saya swallowed the blood, feeling the flesh heal. Carl instantly stood from the bed as her head met the bedpost, rather satisfied with his actions to break her.

"Now why do you weep? You should be so happy to be with me now! I have saved our love...Why? Isn't this just another fantasy of Romeo and Juliet?" his last words nearly sounding benign. Saya just stared at him, eyes wide and sorrowful. She needed to be strong, needed to be strong to remember her past so that she may have some hope to kill this man she might still conisder her lover. Nonetheless, for now, she had to comply. Perhaps he would be gentler on her if she complied? Though he would surely figure out her intentions, however, he had no fear of them. If he did wouldn't he have killed her a long time ago in her sleep, wouldn't he have? But anything to gain his kindness now so she could devise a plan to get out of this so-called paradise. Her hate for him was strong, but so was the pleasurable ache in her heart to love him. It seemed as though while flames burned in her belly her heart's joyful tears of love kept drowning them while they still burnt. She soon hoped those tears would dry up soon for him and form an ocean for Hagi.

"I-I...Forgive me Carl. Please," she begged sweetly. Carl smiled contently and sat down beside her. He set his hand on her face and kissed her lips. Unwillingly, Saya gave in, anything to make him think that she was now bound to him willingly. Gently, he pulled the sleeve of her kimono down, his cold fingers coming in contact with her flesh. Saya shuddered and every part of her being screamed for her to make him stop. But Saya knew she couldn't take any chances now, not yet...Defeated by her own choice she let Carl's hand travel under the clothe of her kimono. His cold fingers finding her breasts, Saya gasped beneath his lips as his fingers slid carelessly over her nipple. He wasn't even bothering to tease her delicate network of nerves, not yet. He was not looking for pleasure, he was looking for his precious gift.

Saya's lips parted from his as Carl's hand found her stomach. She set her hand on his while using her free hand to pull her sleeve up. She did not want him to see the goosebumps that rose into her skin as he touched her so. She looked down and away from him, unable to come to face with her pregnancy, however, it was inevitable now that she was pregnant.

"Why so grim my beloved one?" he teased her. He kissed her earlobe as he stroked the hair away from one side of her face.

"Nothing is bothering me. I am just wondering...What will happen to my physical body?" she asked. True, it was a lie, but she had been wondered what was going to happen to her true body.

"Nothing, when your body enters its hibernation it shall remain in hibernation forever, seeing that your mind will not rouse from this place until I see fit. Your body shall forever be protected by that cocoon until the world ends. Then you shall truly be mine until we both can find physical forms to better suit the pleasure of being with each other," he said. He had really thought this whole thing out. Saya forced a soft smile on her face as she looked up at him. His soft fingers found her chin as he kissed her forehead, forcing her to look him in the eye.

"You must be hungry, here," he said as he opened his kimono. He pulled Saya closer, her warm hands being forced to touch the area on his chest where his heartbeat was most strong. For a moment Saya could feel her blood beat through his veins, becoming one with him, or at least begging to become one with him. Her right hand draw downward, caressing the flesh as her fingers flowed the blood flow. Carl grabbed her wrist and pulled it away from his stomach and back onto his chest.

"Go ahead, feed," Carl said softly. Saya trembling lips parted, she was so drawn to his blood, so wanting to be one with him. So wanting her weakness to be his so she could kill him and finally be free from the blue roses and crimson ribbons that stained his earth.

Her fangs descended as her mouth came closer and closer to his bare chest. Ravenously, and somewhat reluctantly, she bit down into his porcelain flesh, securing her hands on his chest. Carl's hands found her shoulder-blades and he pulled her closer and she fed. He let out a deep moan as she fed. Saya, who was unwilling to drink too much pulled her fangs back from his chest and looked away from him as he binded his kimono back.

"Dress yourself in a dress my beloved titan. I wish to spend time with you and our daughter tonight, let this be our family reunion," he said. He gave her one last kiss before leaving the room to let her change in private. The moment he left Saya fell back onto the bed and burst into tears.

"Hagi..." she wept.

She was so alone in this wasn't she?