Ever since AJ told me he still loved me, I can't sleep, I can't eat. I can't even act normal anymore! I'm afraid incase Randy finds out. He doesn't even know AJ and me dated in the first place. Also doesn't help that Randy despises AJ and everything about TNA! I thought I was over AJ.. I really did, now I don't think I am. When we split up, I was truely heartbroken. He was the first guy I actually loved and I thought he would be the one. The night I found out he had been cheating on me with Velvet, I freaked out. All my emotions took over, angry and sad. I told him I never wanted to see him again, and walked out. Four about two months after that, I never thought I'd get over him, ever. I would sit up in my room and cry. Then, when I came to visit WWE with Shawn, the people I met were all amazing and I slowly but surely got over him. The reason I hated Randy at first, was because he reminded me of AJ. He was this cocky, arrogant guy, but he was gorgeous. I didn't want to even think of going with anyone who reminded me in the slightest of AJ.. It would just bring back all the memories of him and I would end up being a total wreck all over again. Randy is one of the sweetest guys Ive ever met, but so was AJ.. URGH! I hate AJ for putting me in this difficult spot. Now I have to choose which guy! Yesterday if he had asked me, I would have straight up said Randy without any hesitation. But after one week of thinking about it, and thinking about the amazing times Ive had with AJ. If he asked me now, I simply couldn't answer. I was snapped out of my thoughts to the sound of my mobile ringing,
"Hello?" I answered,
"Hey! I haven't seen you all week, you weren't at RAW yesterday. Whats going on?" Rachel asked, I huffed. I haven't told her what AJ told me yet.
"It's about AJ.." I told her, I heard her gasp a little
"Oh no. What did he say?"
"He said he.." I took a breath "He said he still loves me" I almost had to force the words out of my mouth.
"OH MY GOD! Are you serious?" She yelled,
"Yes. Now I have no choose between him and Randy.." I sighed, falling back on my bed.
"Dude, this is tough. Know your'e going to choose yet?" Rachel asked,
"No. I love Randy, but.. after thinking about it; I think I still love AJ too" I admitted
"Nat, I don't know about this. You know what happened when you guys dated" She warned me, I sighed
"Yes, I know. I was a miserable wreck for two months! But, he seemed like he was truely sorry when he spoke to me last week.. Rach I don't know what to do!" I yelled, trying to fight back the tears that were about to stream down my face.
"Just.. think about it, figure out who you really love and who you think will treat you right" She told me,
"I guess.. Thanks Rach" I said, before hanging up.
I let out a shaky sigh, trying to hold back tears and ran my hand through my hair.
"You dated AJ Styles? No, you still love AJ Styles?" I heard a voice coming from the direction of the door, I opened my eyes and sat up and saw Randy standing at my room door,
"Randy I can-" He cut me off,
"You have to choose between us? Seriously, Nat?" He asked,
I sighed, "Randy, you don't understand how hard this is for me" I put my head down
"I don't see why you need to choose. Isn't it pretty obvious you want me?" He smirked, I glared at him,
"Do you think all this is funny? It isn't funny for me! I have to choose between two guys who I love, knowing that I'm going to leave one of them either pissed off or heartbroken! You don't know how it feels, Randy!" I yelled, he was shocked.. he looked at me for a while before getting up and leaving without saying another word.

The next day Rachel called me to tell me that AJ and Randy had gotten into a fight down at the arena. I got there as fast as I could, probably just in time.
"It's clear that she will be picking me, Styles! Don't get your hopes up!" Randy shouted,
"Why do you have to be such an asshole to her? Let her fucking choose who she wants!" AJ yelled back. I sighed and ran over and stood in between them,
"HEY! QUIT IT!" I yelled.
I thought for a minute, and saw Rachel looking over at me. She never said anything, but it was almost as if she was saying "you need to choose someone before this gets out of hand".
I sighed and put my head down. After thinking about it, I made my choice.
"Guys, please stop this! I-I made my choice.." I told them, both their eyes were stuck on me, patiently waiting for an answer.