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I really didn't have time to think before Edward had kissed me and it surprised me so much that I couldn't do anything than what was my first instinct and that was kiss him back. It was like old times just me and him and for a moment I forgot everything and let myself go back when we were both happy. Both together. Nothing wrong nothing important. When it was so easy just for us to be.

But I brought myself back rather quickly.

"Edward no stop." He pulled back

"Whats wrong?"

"Whats wrong. This I cant just let you kiss me and you think that your back in I mean come on I'm not cheap."

"Bella seriously how long are you going to be like this?"

"What the hell are you talking about?"

"Im talking about you not giving me chances ok any at all with anything the fact that you barely even listen whenever I try to explain myself."

"Because at the damn moment I don't feel like you deserve any of it."

"Why.?"

"Don't you understand that you hurt me? You don't know how bad you hurt me when I wake up one morning and my best friend and his family are just gone plus I'm 14 and pregnant I was hurt I was devastated I didn't know what to do who to tell if I could tell anyone."

"Im sorry so sorry and I've tried to tell you that ok I don't know what to do alright because nothing I can think of doesn't seem to be enough and I don't know what it is that you want me to do ok I really don't."

"Neither do I the only thing I do know is I want to know to be sure that when I let you back in you wont hurt me or our daughter."

With that I got out of the car leaving him with that because that's all I could give him.

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