Chapter 13

By the end of the month me and Simon had seen each other almost everyday, we're still taking things slowly but I can feel something blossoming between us. I think one day we'll become more than friends, Today we went to the cinema with Will and the others. Everyone had their hearts set on getting into a 15 certificate but I had a huge doubt that any of us would because non of us look our age and I'm not even 15 yet, but trying didn't do any harm. Of course Jay was looking for a new lady to masturbate over, that was quite disgusting if you ask me. I don't know what any girl would see in him, he does have a caring side so I tolerate his randy ways because of that. Before we headed to the cinema we went to Tesco to get some stuff to eat.

"Watch this, I'm gunna make that sexy homo sell us some WKD" Jay said proudly as a pretty cashier came into view.

"Did you just call her a homo?" Will asked in astonishment,

"Yeah he did, well go on Jay go and buy it then!" I said sarcastically, adding a laugh. I knew he wouldn't be able to buy it without ID, but the the boy was hell bent on trying anyway.

"Watch this space satchel mong!" Jay laughed as he walked over to the cashier.

"Why does he keep calling me that? What an idiot" I said shaking my head at his stupidity.

"You started school with a satchel, so he thinks it's okay to call you it. It's much better than being called a 'Briefcase Wanker'" Will said sternly.

"He's just showing how unintelligent he is, I wouldn't let it get to you" I said as I walked over to Jay to witness his conversation with the girl.

As I walked over to him, I heard the girl literally own him. I so badly wanted to laugh out loud but I kept quiet so I could listen to every bit of his humiliation.

"Honest I'm 19, I've just left my ID at home. Come on, I'll give you a free blow job if you sell it me" Jay begged unaware that I was now standing beside him.

"Are you sure you're not 19 months old? Sorry mate show me your ID or no alcohol" the girl said in a patronising tone.

"Ah whatever" he said, walking off in a huff much to my delight.

"So the satchel mong is right then, no alcohol for you" I teased.

"You're Will with a dress on you know that right" he said trying to insult me.

"Haha next joke please?" I said sarcastically, walking back to the others.

When Jay and I got back, the others has bought some sweets and a few bottles of pop. We then left Tesco and made our way to the cinema.

"We must make sure we don't choose anything scary as Tilly might get all baby on us"Jay teased.

"Shut up, hows your non existent bottle of WKD?" I said, causing everyone else to erupt into laughter.

"It just didn't go to plan that's all" he added.

"Yeah like always" Simon said, gently pushing him in a teasing way.

"Have we even decided what we're going to watch?" I enquired generally.

"How about that new comedy with that fit bird out of Emmerdale in?" Neil said with a huge smile on his face.

I looked at everyone who seemed to be nodding with approval.

"Yeah okay then, sounds good then" I agreed.

"Hey guys" the cinema attendant said as we approached the ticket office.

"Hi" I said politely, I was nominated to do the speaking on behalf of everybody.

"What would you like to see?" he asked.

"Great Hormones please" I announced.

"Of course, how many of you please?" he enquired.

"5 of us please" I smiled, as I got everyone's money off them ready to pay for the tickets.

"I'm afraid everyone but the young boy wearing glasses are able to come in, the film is a 15 certificate" he said politely as he looked at everyone.

"What? I'm 17" Will protested.

"I'm sorry mate, have you got any ID?" the guy asked, giving him a chance to get in.

"No I don't" Will shook his head in disbelief. I felt slightly bad for him really as he generally is 17 but I couldn't really do anything.

"Well I'm sorry mate, you can't come in" he said with a small amount of empathy.

"So you're allowing my 14 year old sister in, but not me? Well what is this world coming to" Will retorted. I shot him and evil glare.

"You're 14? you look an easy 16. I'm sorry you can't come in either" he said apologetically.

"Okay that's fine" I said, I didn't really care to be honest. I was just annoyed with Will.

"Thanks, you idiot" I retorted as I left the cinema, hoping to be left alone.

"Hey wait up!" Simon called after me.

"I just want to be left alone" I said.

"Why don't we go to the park or something?" he offered as he caught up with me.

"Yeah okay I'd like that" I smiled.

"No offence Tils, but your brother really can be a dick sometimes" Simon laughed.

"Non taken, you've only just realised?" I said laughing in the process.

Simon and I walked around the park for around 2 hours, it was really nice. There was a calm breeze every now and again and a lovely aroma in the air, I got a little tired so Simon suggested we sat down on a nearby bench for a while.

"You can head back to the others if you want" I said after a while.

"No, I want to stay with you" Simon announced

"Aw you're so sweet" I smiled.

"Not as much as you are" he added.

"Oh dear I think we're flirting" I said awkwardly.

"I think so too, how do you feel about it?" he asked

"I'm comfortable with it" I proclaimed

"Good" he smiled.

We shared a moment, a very intimate moment in my opinion. We both looked into each others eyes for around 12 seconds, he leaned in closer. I didn't move away I allowed myself to gradually move closer to him, our lips eventually met and we shared a kiss. It was lovely, as his soft lips met mine butterflies erupted in my stomach, It gave me a feeling that I had never experienced before. I didn't move away, I allowed him to pull away first.

"I'm sorry uh, I didn't mean to do that" Simon said, quickly getting up and walking away in embarrassment,

"Simon! Where are you going, that was the most amazing thing I've ever experienced" I shouted after him.

"I've got to go Tilly, I'm sorry" he said as he walked off, he left my sat on the bench alone.

What had changed? Why was he embarrassed about kissing me? I decided to go after him, I ran as fast as my legs would allow me to.

"Simon wait!" I panted as I managed to catch up with him.

"I'm going to meet the others, go home" he said angrily, I was confused with his quick change in mood.

"Why? I don't get what's changed, not long ago you were declaring that you loved me" I shouted.

"I don't want to talk about this right now" he announced trying to walk away from me.

"You're a dickhead" I retorted, walking off in the opposite direction. I didn't care where I was going I just needed some space to clear my head once again.