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Chapter fourteen: Legit fear

John's P.O.V

It's a feeling I haven't felt in a long time, the feeling of someone's lips on mine. My first kiss was with Dave, and now? It was with Dave again. Was he just playing me? Or was this for real? I wasn't too sure. But it sure felt real. There was a knot in my heart, a knot in my stomach, and I didn't know what to do about it.

He was kissing me, and now with tongue, what should I do?

Dave pulled back and took off his shades, tossing them on the other side of the bed, he pushed me back on the bed and got on top of me.

What's going on?

Dave took one of my scared filled arms and placed my hand on his cheek, he was crying, sobbing, telling me to stop.

My eyes filled up with tears, I tried to shake them away.

"I'm not going to stop Dave, I told you."

More tears fell from the blondes eyes, I felt terrible, and my wrists burned.

He held out my arm and placed his lips on my gashes, my cuts, my scars. He was kissing them ever so softly. I squirmed, "St-Stop it Dave."

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry," Dave said over and over between kisses.

I felt tears run down from my face as he now hovers over me, I felt a few tears from him land on my cheeks. Dave leaned in and placed his lips on mine, kissing me strongly.

I turn my head, breaking the kiss, "Dave, I can't do this, I don't like you like this, I'm not into guys."

Dave turned his head, biting his lip, "I think I love you John."

My lower lip quivered, "I don't believe you."

"Please, let me show you."

My eyes widened, tears filled my eyes and I screamed at the top of lungs for him to get off of me, struggling underneath him.

"No, please, John! Not like that I promise!" Dave said reassuringly.

I breathed in and out in pants and shut my eyes tightly, "Just do it."

"Huh? Do what?"

"Take me, I know you must want to. To satisfy yourself and your sick pleasures, to torture me and my heart, you don't care for me all you want to do is to see me suffer!" I scream.

Dave places a hand on my forehead and kisses my cheek, "No, I'm not that kind of guy anymore, I promise."

I don't take the chance of opening my eyes, I'm scared and I don't know what to do in this situation.

Dave gets off of me and lays next to me, taking me in his arms and holding me tightly, I curl up into a ball into his chest, my teeth chattering.

"Please trust me John, I want to make you feel good. But not in a way that you will hate, I want it to be consensual and I want you to love every minute of it."

"I'm scared Dave," I choke out.

"Please tell me of what."

"Of falling in love with you again."

Dave hugs me tightly, im shaking and panting and all I want to do is cut right at this moment. Dave pets my hair and hums softly to me. I want him to stop.

"Dave I want to go home."

"..Please stay a little longer."

I sniffle, looking up at him "You'll just take advantage of me."

Dave shook his head, "I want to kiss you, yes, I want to touch you, yes. But take advantage of you without your permission? As I said, I'm not that type of guy anymore John, please, you have to believe me."

My teeth chatter and I avert my eyes, I pause for a long time and burry my face in Dave's chest, "Okay."

"Okay you believe me?"

I nod, "And you can kiss me," I mumble.

Dave takes my head from his chest and smiles softly at me, "When you want me to stop please let me know," he says.

I nod and he leans in, kissing me. I feel uncomfortable for a few moments of this act, but after Dave starts to add tongue and run his fingers through my hair? I start to enjoy it a little more. He places his knee in between my legs and I tense up a bit, he stops.

"Is that okay?"

I nod, "Continue."

I decided not to go with Vriska's option to punch him, because Dave was a changed man, and I was trusting him a bit more.

Kissing Dave was feeling more natural, like peeing or something. I felt the warm knot in my stomach start to electrify more and more each time I heard the sound of salvia swapping. I pant into the kiss and by this time im getting a bit arroused.

"Wa.."

"Wa.."

I can't get it out.

I'm getting hard.

My heart beat is rising and I feel the tent in my pants start to get tighter, "Dave," I moan in between the kiss, "Wait, stop."

He stops, looking at me, "Yes? Was that okay?"

My bottom lip starts to quiver and Dave places his hand on my jaw, "What's wrong?"

I look away, "I'm hard."

Dave looks down and blushes, then looking back up at me, "What do you want to do?" he asks.

"I don't know, I just can't leave it it'll hurt."

A pause, "I'll take care of it if you want."

My eyes go wide and I search his eyes to see if he's mocking me, he's not. I decide: I trust him.

I nod and Dave tells me to sit at the edge of the bed, I do as im told and Dave is on his knees in front of me. I feel awkward as I watch him undo my belt, unbutton and unzip my pants and reach into my boxers. His cold fingers grasp my penis and I gasp softly. It's been four years since someone has touched me like this, let alone being hard.

"I'm going to suck you alright?" he says asking for my permission.

I blush crimson and nod, clearing my throat.

Dave doesn't waste time and automatically licks the shaft, getting every inch and stopping at the head where he teases the slit with his tongue. He sucks on only the head as now he is pumping and fondling me. I let out a girlish gasping shriek, and see he's watching me. I turn my head away and grasp the sheets with my hands.

Dave goes on to deep throat me, this gets my full attention and I start to moan his name, I feel kind of dirty for some reason. Dave squeezes my balls and I curl my toes as he is going at uneven paces with the deep throating.

"Ahh.."

"Mmm.."

I moan his name over and over, my hand finding its way to Dave's head and I knot my hand in Dave's hair. He is sucking the head and deep throating, licking the shaft and then deep throating.

I have to give him warning, I'm going to cum.

"Dave," I moan, "Im going to cum."

Dave only pumps me now, opening his mouth and I can't bear to watch him as my white sticky substance shoots out and into his mouth, getting some on his face. He swallows it and looks at me, I look at him and feel myself shaking.

"Do you feel better?" he asks.

I nod, tears falling from my face.

"Why are you crying?" he asks getting concerned taking his thumb and wiping the cum off of his face and likcing his finger clean.

"It felt great, thank you."

Dave smiled, "your welcome," Dave rubbed the back of his neck, "Do you still want to leave?"

I look down into my lap, putting away little me, "Can I actually spend the night?"