Chapter 14

I opened the door and felt the wind blowing against my face. I jumped almost at the feeling, and smiled slowly. I smelled the wind, the leaves of the trees, and the dirt of the ground. I smelled animals and the rain in the clouds. I moved further outside and looked up at the sky. The sun was covered by the clouds, and it was beautiful. It felt good to be out. The leopard was free once more. I slowly walked forward to nowhere in particular. Soon my walking turned into a jog, and then an all-out run. I felt like Pocahontas. I could smell the city. I was not too far from it. Sasha. I had to go see her.

Buildings of the city surrounded me, and I knew exactly where to go. I ran to her condo and up to the door. I knocked furiously and when the door opened, and Sasha stood there in her robe, tired and sleepy.

"Yeah who is…Solara?" she asked and suddenly screamed when she saw me. "Oh my god you're here, alive, okay!"

She pulled me into a hug and began to kiss all over my face. She even kissed my lips a few times. I smiled and laughed.

"Yes I am okay." I replied. She leaned back and looked me over.

"You're in your clothes I bought you. You were here?" she asked confused. Shook my head.

"No. It's very complicated. Can I come in?" I asked.

"Fuck yeah you can." she replied and pulled me inside. So I talked to her and told her about the whole mating thing. I didn't tell her things that happened between the lines, but I told her of the freedom I had now. She just shook her head.

"That's….that's crazy. Can he just do that? Take you from your life like that?" she asked. I shook my head.

"In the human world he can't but in our world it doesn't matter." I told her.

"Well if you ever need anything come see me. The girls at the house miss you." she told, and I smiled gently.

"I miss them too." I answered. She smiled.

"Well come on. Let's go out and shop while you have the time." she told. And that's what we did. We went all over town shopping for nice tops and shoes. She bought lingerie, which I decided not to buy. I didn't want Victor thinking I was out shopping for him. We ate lunch at this delicious sandwich shop, and for a moment I felt human. I missed doing this with her already. Victor had already cut through that, but with time, I was sure I could turn this around for me. I would give anything to have my life back. It was seven-thirty nine and I knew I had to hurry back before Victor came to hunt me down. Once back inside, I could hear mild snoring coming from the room. So he was still asleep.

I entered his room and his snoring died down some. He knew I was here, so he did not need to worry. His snoring increased a bit and I moved to set my bags in the closet. At a quick glanced I noticed something in my bag where I had my panties in. I leaned over and saw some black clothing I was not familiar with. When I lifted it up I saw it was black lace panties and a matching bra which was a cup smaller than it should be. It would definitely push my breasts up.

"Oh damn it Sasha." I whispered to myself. But after a moment I thought about it for a second. After a few seconds, I left the closet only wearing the bra and panties. My heart was pounding in my chest. Oh god, I couldn't do this. Because it was of my own free will, I didn't have the urge to just touch him like he normally does to me. But these actions could serve towards purpose in the future. I slowly moved over to the bed taking note of Victor now. He lied above the blankets in a pair of boxers and he was rolled on his left side.

His snoring had ceased so he was awake and alert. I smiled and moved slowly towards the bed leaning over some. Don't mess this up. You're an animal just like he is. Slowly release it. I could smell his musk beneath the soap and water. Nothing could wash away his dominant stench. He was listening and waiting and I found this amusing. I slowly crawled on top of him making sure my arms and legs didn't touch his body. But soon my chest began to graze his large shoulder, and at the moment I saw his eyes flicker open and then closed. I smiled, feeling strands of my hair falling over my face and touching his shoulder some. I placed my left hand gently on his shoulder and gently rolled him on his back, and he did so easily. His eyes were half way open, and what I could see in them amazed me.

There was a shy look in his eyes, but also fear beneath tired dark eyes. I had seen many feral mutants like he and I in the past, and most males have told me that the greatest pain a man could feel is when their own mates reject them. They'd do anything to be accepted by their loves, and would do anything to keep the mate's acceptance.

I caught him off guard with my movements. He didn't move and he didn't say a word or make a sound. He was letting me explore him. My eyes left his and I looked down at his broad chest and tightened stomach. He was nothing but pure strength, yet he was so fast. I leaned back feeling mildly intimated now, and he sat up in unison as I leaned back. Our eyes met and he was mildly tensed again, but he slowly eased back. 'You can do this' he was saying with his eyes. For once he was letting me set the pace. But what if I wanted to completely stop? Would he let me? He leaned back on his arms on the bed and slowly I leaned forward towards him. His eyes were watching me like a predator towards his prey. I knew he didn't trust me that he assumed I was doing this to get away from him. I needed him to no longer think such thoughts.

When my faces was inches from his heart, I inhaled slowly taking in his scent. He remained still like a statue now. I then began to close my eyes and let my senses do some work for me. I moved my face from one side of his chest to the other. My hands gently coming up and pressing to his stomach to feeling the firmness, but also what was beneath his skin. Yes he was very healthy considering all the people he has killed. He has their blood on his body. He bathes in their blood. My face has come up his body resting on the base of his neck where I have smelled the women who have kissed his skin. My tongue moved from my lips and I licked a long line from the front of his neck to the side of his neck. I feel his body shiver uncontrollably and a low growl emits from his throat. I can feel the vibration on my tongue. I open my eyes just a bit to look down to see his claws had extracted and were easily ripping through the sheets of the bed.

I closed my eyes once more noting I had sat on his lap. My tongue goes back down his neck and over his chest. Now let's see how much control he had. I slid my tongue right over his right nipple and I flick it quickly, and Victor's body jerks some, his lips quivering into a snarl. I purred softly and that sound seemed to calm him, to soothe him almost. I licked down his stomach and slowly feel something gently pressing into my crotch. I open my eyes and look down to see his massive erection pressing into me. I looked back up at him, and he stared at me for a moment his eyes dark with uncontrollable lust, but his control was impressive. So he could control himself if he wanted. I moved my body back up his, our eyes not leaving one another. My breasts pushed up into his chest, and our foreheads began to touch. He growled lowly and I gave a soft purr. Our hearts were pounding now against the other's chest and I couldn't help but smirk and gently rub my forehead against his causing his growl to deepen. His face kept moving into mine then back. He was waiting, but he was desperately wanting also.

I hear his knuckles popping as his fist tightens in the bed sheet. His eyes, as dark as they were, showed bits and pieces of fear. Fear of me pulling away and rejecting him further. But his control showed me that he wanted me to want him. So for now I will. 'Let me please you. Let me pleasure you...please' his eyes said to me. I lean my face into his and I kiss him. That is my permission.