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WARNING: SMUT! Woot! Oooh, I wanna sex you up! Er…sorry, 90's flashback.

Ch 14.
You're Amazing

Thunk!

"Moony?"

Remus was hopping up and down on one foot, trying not to curse out loud as he massaged his smashed toe. Damn that stupid trunk of his! "Sorry, Padfoot. I didn't mean to wake you," Remus whispered as he sat his hurt foot gingerly back on the floor. He walked over to the bed and sat down on the edge.

"Moony!" Sirius crawled out from beneath the covers quickly and tackled his lover in a tight hug, planting kisses all over his face and neck. "You're back, you're back!" he exclaimed with a wide smile as he relented his attack and looked down at Remus. He was ghostly pale and looked extremely tired, though he too had a wide smile across his face. "Merlin, Rem, you look horrible," Sirius whispered with a concerned look.

Remus laughed and pushed Sirius off of him so he could sit up properly. "Thanks, Sirius. That was such a lovely welcome home. I think you broke my spine, you big oaf," Remus chuckled, though he was purely joking.

Sirius let out a soft laugh and rubbed Remus' back soothingly. "Seriously, Remus, you don't look too well. Are you alright? The full moon was a week ago; surely it's still not the moon's pull? Are you injured?" Sirius asked, starting to feel slightly panicked now. What had the werewolf been through while he was away?

Remus smiled and closed his eyes, savoring the therapeutic rubbing of his back. "I'm fine, Sirius, really. I'm just really tired, that's all," Remus assured his lover as he reluctantly stood up to undress himself. He pulled his shirt over his head after throwing aside his traveling cloak and slipped his pants off, leaving his boxers on. What he really wanted was a hot shower, but he was simply too tired to bother at this point. He crawled into the bed beside Sirius, slipping underneath the warm and fluffy covers. "God I missed sleeping in a real bed," Remus sighed as he laid his head gently on his pillow.

Sirius smiled and laid himself back down beside the werewolf, wrapping an arm around his waist and pulling him closer. "I missed you, Moony. I was going insane without you," Sirius whispered. He gently kissed the crook of Remus' neck, relishing the exotic taste that was all Remus.

Remus let out a content sigh and tilted his head to allow Sirius access. He was craving Sirius' warmth more than ever; the dingy old flat he was occasionally forced to stay in was freezing cold at night. "I missed you too, Padfoot. I hate being away from you..." Remus whispered back as he wrapped his arms gently around Sirius.

"Me too..." Sirius mumbled as he crawled slowly on top of Remus. He abandoned the werewolf's neck and instead pressed his lips firmly to Remus' mouth, sliding in his tongue with no preamble and exploring his mouth. Merlin did he ever miss doing this with Remus.

Remus let out a soft moan as he ran his hands all over Sirius' naked back and chest, taking in every curve and dip in his physique. He reached down and firmly grabbed his lover's bottom, squeezing roughly in a teasing manner.

Sirius gasped into Remus' mouth, his entire body heating up just at Remus' touch. He ground his hips down against Remus, expressing his need. Remus could make his body respond so quickly, he felt like a fifteen-year-old boy again.

Suddenly, there was a tentative knock on the bedroom door, making both Remus and Sirius groan in annoyance. Sirius reluctantly rolled off of Remus and made a frustrated noise into his pillow as Remus pulled on a dressing gown and walked over to the door. He was so annoyed he forgot to fix his hair. It certainly gave him the impression of just having had a roll in the hay.

"Yes?" Remus said a little snappishly as he opened the door. He flushed a dark crimson as Harry cocked an eyebrow and smirked knowingly. "Oh, Harry, it's you," Remus said as he tried not to look into the boy's eyes.

Harry was trying his hardest not to laugh. It was obvious he had disturbed Remus' 'welcome home' from Sirius. "Sorry to disturb you, but Professor Dumbledore would like to have a word with you. He's down in the basement kitchen." Harry bit his lip to keep himself from bursting into laughter.

Remus frowned, checking his watch. "It's nearly midnight, that man always picks the worst times," Remus sighed and looked at Harry suspiciously. "What are you doing up, anyways?" Remus asked in a bit of an accusatory voice.

Harry couldn't stand it anymore. He started laughing softly and tried to stifle the laughter with his hand. "I c-couldn't s-sleep, so I went down to m-make a cup of tea and r-ran into Professor Dumbledore in th-the kitchen. He knows you g-got back tonight is m-my guess," Harry managed to mutter out through his stifled laughter. He couldn't stop stuttering as his eyes began to swim with tears of laughter.

"Who is out there giggling like a little girl at midni- ! Oh...Harry." Sirius had gotten out of bed and stalked over to the door in an annoyed huff and pulled it open even more, not bothering to clothe himself anymore than just his boxers. He blushed and bit his lip; he had not told Remus that Harry knew about them yet. As if he had had time to tell him yet anyways.

Remus' face went a bit paler, if possible, as he turned to glare at Sirius. "Sirius..." he growled through clenched teeth. Well, the cat was among the pixies now! Harry was sure to put this odd little scene together in his head; though Remus thought Harry's giggling gave away the fact that he already knew. "Tell Dumbledore I'll be down in a minute, I suppose. And stop giggling," Remus snapped, though he could not stop the grin from spreading across his face. When it came down to it, the situation was actually pretty amusing; Remus and Sirius had been caught red-handed.

Harry snorted in laughter and doubled over, clutching the door frame for support. He couldn't help it; the gob-smacked look on Remus' face when he had first opened the bedroom door was priceless. "S-sorry! I can't h-help it!"

Remus purposefully closed the bedroom door with a snap and rounded on Sirius, a look of complete non-repentance as he heard Harry yelp in pain after getting his fingers shut in the door. "Why does it seem like Harry isn't as surprised about this as he should be, Sirius?" Remus wasn't really as angry as he seemed, but the way Sirius shrunk away and whimpered lightly as he would have in his dog form was enough to make Remus melt. "Aw Padfoot, don't do that! It's ok."

Sirius frowned at his very dog-like reaction. His Animagus tendencies rarely ever showed themselves anymore; it was only in times of fear that they became painfully obvious. "I'm sorry, Rem. He asked me directly," Lie. "I told you I wouldn't lie if anyone asked directly, and that included Harry!" He felt slightly guilty for his lie, but he didn't let it show on his face.

"He asked you directly? He came out and said, 'Are you and Remus together?' Or did he just imply his suspicions and you blurted out the truth to him?" Remus knew that Harry had not been so blunt as to just come out and say it; Harry just wasn't that type of person. He felt slight amused at the situation, which was a relief not only to him, but it showed on Sirius' features as well.

"Well...Ok maybe he didn't come out and say it like that, but he was accusing me of sulking because I hated living here. I was really sulking because I missed you. I had to set the record straight, I didn't want Harry thinking I was selfish and sulking because of this house!"

"Which you were, liar. What exactly did you tell him?" Remus' tone was playful enough to show his appreciation of the situation.

Sirius scowled slightly but continued. "Well I actually explained the whole thing to him; how I always protected you and felt differently about you than I did about James and Peter starting in second year when we found out about your 'furry little problem'. I didn't really go into too much detail but I explained the situation well enough and he understood. He said he had already worked it out for himself, the little bugger!" Sirius' smiled, shaking his head lightly. Leave it to Harry to figure things out so easily. Then again, he was James' son.

Remus sighed. "Of course he did, damn him. Harry inherited Lily's subtlety and James' sneaky mind," Remus joked as he got dressed and pulled his shoes on. "I'll be back; I have to report to Dumbledore." He began to move away, but doubled back and kissed Sirius firmly and passionately. "And don't think you're off the hook for my 'welcome home' shag. I fully intend on finishing what we started," he teased huskily before biting Sirius' lip suggestively. He smirked as he caught the lustful look in Sirius' eyes as he pulled away and left the room.

RSRSRSRS

Sirius had fallen into an annoyed sleep as he waited for Remus to return from talking to Dumbledore. It was taking an extremely long time and it certainly ruined Sirius' mood. He jumped slightly in his sleep as he felt the cool touch of Remus' long fingered hands on his bare, warm chest. He opened his eyes and was met with the aroused golden sight of his lover's eyes. He leaned up and kissed Remus, forgetting his tiredness completely.

Remus had been frustrated with the old man as Dumbledore asked him every bleeding detail of his mission. He longed for Sirius, and when Albus had finally released him, he quickly made his way back up to the room and tore off his clothes in a desire-filled haste. He saw that Sirius was asleep, but that didn't matter to him; he wanted Sirius now. Whether it was his own sexual impulse or the wolf's, he neither knew nor cared. He slid his tongue against Sirius' and savored the spicy taste as the familiar tingle ripped through his body, making him even hotter than before.

Sirius flipped their positions, straddling Remus and leaning down to kiss and suck on the warm flesh of his lover's neck. His arousal peaked once more as he felt Remus' hands sliding across his back and chest. The feeling sparked a memory way back in the fare recesses of mind as he kissed down Remus' muscular chest...

"Padfoot...Padfoot are you awake?" Remus whispered as he slipped through the curtain around Sirius' bed. It was Christmas break in their sixth year, and neither one of them had gone home, while James and Peter had left that day to spend Christmas with their families.

Sirius heard the tentative whisper of his boyfriend's voice and woke up, rolling over to look at Remus. "What's wrong, Moony? 'Nother nightmare?" he asked sleepily as he shifted to make room for Remus and lifted up the covers for him to slide in.

Remus shook his head as he crawled in beside Sirius, breathing in his spicy, woodsy smell and smiling lightly. "No, I just thought maybe I'd lay with you tonight since James and Peter aren't here," Remus said quietly as he curled up beside Sirius and wrapped an arm around the Animagus' waist.

Sirius smiled and pulled Remus closer to him, kissing his neck lovingly. "You're all cold, Moony," Sirius mumbled into Remus' neck. The werewolf's skin was indeed freezing, as though he had been standing out in the snow for a long time.

Remus bit his lip and shuddered at the feeling of Sirius' hot breath on his neck. Stupid teenage hormones; couldn't he just lay with Sirius and not be turned on instantly for once? "I took a walk outside for a little bit. I just needed to clear my mind," Remus whispered, running his fingers through Sirius' silky onyx hair. He loved Sirius' hair; it was so soft and elegant no matter what.

Sirius pulled away lightly and looked at Remus in concern. "Rem, it's freezing cold and there's a blizzard outside! You told me you were going to the library..." Sirius said, slightly hurt that Remus had ditched him, and then lied about where he was going. Remus always seemed to keep stuff from him and it was really starting to worry him.

Remus frowned and kissed Sirius lightly as an apology. "I did go to the library, love. It's just...The snow reminds me of my mum. I just wanted to see if being out in the snow would help me remember her more..." Remus said quietly as he looked away from Sirius' eyes and instead studied the cute little patch of fuzz on his lover's chin.

Sirius bit his lip, trying not to frown. He knew Remus hated signs of sympathy, even if they were from his own boyfriend. "And did it?" Sirius moved a piece of golden-brown hair out of Remus' eyes, brushing his fingers through the long silky locks. Remus was starting to warm up now, which made Sirius feel a whole lot better.

Remus shook his head very gently. "No...I feel so guilty, Sirius. The older I get, the less I can remember. I don't want to forget her!" He cursed the tears that were beginning to well up in his eyes. He hated Christmas, it always made him think about his mother and how he had lost her so many years ago.

Sirius was slightly shocked by Remus' sudden show of emotion. He almost never talked about his mother, though Sirius knew that he always became depressed around Christmas time because that's when his mother had died. Sirius had never asked for details, he didn't really want know. He just wanted Remus to be happy. Sirius quickly pulled Remus closer to him, hugging him tightly and kissing the top of his head. "It's not your fault, Remus. Her memory will always be alive in you, her son. You may forget details, but you'll never forget her love," Sirius wasn't great at comforting or reassurances, he said what he thought would help and left it at that. He shivered slightly as he felt Remus' cold hands caressing his bare back and chest.

"Make me feel, Sirius...Make me feel something other than hurt..." Remus muttered as he touched and felt every inch of Sirius' skin he could reach, kissing his neck and jaw line gently. He just wanted to get lost in Sirius' arms; he didn't want to have to remember his mother anymore that night.

"You're upset, Remus...I don't want to do something you'll regret later," Sirius said quietly as he could start to feel his body react to Remus' touch. Remus was acting on impulse, asking for something Sirius was sure he wasn't ready for yet.

"I won't. I won't regret it, Sirius...Please," Remus said as he used his extra strength provided by the wolf to pull Sirius on top of him. He never used his extra strength unless in danger, or desperate. In this case, he was certainly desperate.

Sirius' heart squeezed tightly in his chest. The desperation he saw in Remus' eyes and heard in his voice was very disconcerting. He couldn't refuse anything to Remus when he used that desperate tone. Sirius had imagined their first time being romantic, happy, not fueled by sadness and hurt. As he kissed and touched Remus he could feel the desperate need for affection turning into hungry lust and let it all continue, knowing very well that he would regret it, even if Remus wouldn't.

"Are you sure about this, Rem? We don't have to do this if you don't want to..." Sirius whispered after pulling Remus' shirt over his head and tracing a few scars across the werewolf's chest. He had wanted this for a long time, but he wanted to make sure Remus was actually ready.

Remus smiled lightly at his boyfriend. "I know we don't have to, Sirius. I want to." There was no hesitancy or desperation in his voice now. Remus loved Sirius and was ready to finally show Sirius just how much he loved him.

Sirius nodded slowly before leaning down and kissing Remus passionately but still very gently. He wanted this to be special for them, to mean more than just sex. He brushed the honey-brown locks out of Remus' eyes as he smiled lovingly down at him. "You know it's going to hurt at first, right?" Sirius asked, still feeling a little hesitant about the whole situation.

Remus sighed and nodded. "Yes, I know it's going to hurt at first." he leaned up and bit Sirius' lip teasingly. "But it'll be well worth it..." he whispered with a smirk. Remus knew how to be seductive when he wanted to be.

Sirius let a quiet moan escape his lips as Remus nibbled on his bottom lip, driving him wild. "I love you, Moony," Sirius muttered against his lover's lips as he began to slowly pull down Remus' pajama bottoms.

Remus smiled warmly and helped wriggle himself out of his pants. "I love you too, Padfoot," Remus whispered before letting his head fall back in pure bliss as Sirius reached into the band of his boxers and stroked his hot erection. He had never felt anything so pleasurable in his life.

Sirius worked his palm over the tip and down the shaft of Remus' erection, loving the soft whimpering and low moans that Remus was making. Remus had never let it go further than touching through clothing; this was a whole new world to Sirius and he loved it. He decided to test how far Remus would let him go; if Remus really wanted this, he wouldn't stop Sirius from doing anything at this point. Sirius proceeded to pull Remus' boxers off as well then threw them aside with a flourish.

Remus chuckled at Sirius' actions. "You're having way too much fun unclothing me, love. I don't see you letting me strip you down," Remus said with a mischievous grin and a raised eyebrow. Maybe this wouldn't be too hard after all. Remus trusted Sirius, and that's all that mattered.

Sirius smirked and knelt up, gesturing towards his near-naked body. "By all means, strip me of my boxers, Moony. I'd be honored."

Remus laughed and tugged down the waist band of Sirius' boxers, pulling them down until they fell to his knees. Sirius quickly crawled out of them and they joined Remus' clothes on the floor. Remus studied Sirius' olive-toned skin and chiseled muscles and felt his arousal heighten, if possible. "Merlin, you're gorgeous," Remus said with a tad bit of envy in his voice.

Sirius smiled and leaned down, kissing the many scars running across Remus' chest and stomach. "As are you, Moony. I love your scars. They turn me on like crazy." Sirius traced Remus' navel with his tongue before kissing the scars once more.

"Every."

Kiss.

"Last."

Kiss.

"One of them."

Remus' breath hitched as Sirius kissed lower and lower, making him shudder violently. His hips bucked as Sirius took him into his mouth, licking the tip then dragging his tongue down the rest of the respectable length. "Oh God..." Remus breathed as he clutched the bed sheet for some sort of support.

Sirius was as much of a virgin as Remus was- with another guy anyways. He let instinct take over and guide him through his task, marveling at how his own erection responded to every whimper, moan, and growl that escaped Remus' lips. It was almost euphoric and he wasn't even the one being pleasured! He could feel Remus squirming, feel the hands woven into his hair, and almost came himself.

"God, Sirius...I want to feel you," Remus said in a husky whisper as Sirius pulled away and moved back up to kiss Remus on the mouth. He could taste himself on Sirius' tongue and found it strangely erotic and satisfying.

Sirius kissed Remus for a long time before pulling away and positioning himself between Remus' thighs, feeling the werewolf's legs wrap around his waist. "Tell me if it hurts too much, ok? I'll stop, you just have to tell me when," Sirius said as he leaned over briefly to grab his wand of his bedside table. He did a complicated sort of twirl and a warm lubricant spread over his erection. He had learned the charm a while ago, just in case they should ever need it.

Remus chuckled. "Well prepared, I see. Don't worry, I'll let you know if I need you to stop. Don't be so nervous, Sirius. I know it's going to hurt, but I'm willing to go through the pain," Remus reassured the Animagus with a smile, the butterflies in his stomach flapping around wildly in anticipation.

Sirius let out a nervous breath and nodded slowly. He placed his cock right at Remus' entrance, not pushing in quite yet. He leaned down and kissed Remus firmly on the lips before beginning to push excruciatingly slowly into his lover. He felt and heard Remus whimper in pain against his lips and instantly felt horrible. He hesitated, not wanting to hurt Remus anymore.

Remus clutched onto Sirius' back, his nails digging slightly into his lover's flesh. "Fuck, don't stop. Hurts more if you stop," he said shortly as he tried to clear his mind and push the pain away. He normally had a high pain tolerance for obvious reasons; this was nothing compared to his transformations.

Sirius felt slightly panicked. He didn't want to hurt Remus, but if he didn't keep going it was only hurting him more. He slowly continued to push into Remus, biting his lip as he felt his lover's nails digging into his back. Once he pushed as far in as he was willing to go, he slowly began to pull back out and push back in, creating an extremely slow rhythm, trying his hardest not to be too rough.

Remus felt the pain receding and was hit with a wave of pleasure. His breathing quickened and he relented his claw-like grasp on Sirius back, instead placing his hands on either side of Sirius' hips. "I'm not made out of glass, Sirius. You can use a more force than that," Remus instructed through heavy breaths and quiet moans.

Sirius let out a sigh of relief. He pushed a little harder now, a little faster. He could already feel his climax rising fast as he pumped in and out, the heat and tightness almost too much to handle. He reached up and started stroking Remus' in the same rhythm as his thrusts, feeling the werewolf's climax rising as well. He groaned a deep, guttural sound and thrust in one last time before he came, making his entire body shake.

Remus let out a noise between a moan and a growl as he came onto Sirius' stomach and chest. Everything seemed to have gone black for a few seconds as he reeled in the aftershocks of his orgasm. He let out a sigh as Sirius pulled out of him all the way, collapsing onto his chest in pool of sweat after cleaning away Remus' mess with a flick of his wand.

"Dear God...Why did we wait to do that?" Sirius asked in a muffled voice as he rested his head against Remus' chest, listening to his heart beat through his rib-cage. The dull thumping got slower and slower as Remus' breathing evened out.

Remus chuckled lazily as he wrapped his arms around Sirius. He closed his eyes, feeling sated and exhausted. "Because we wanted it to be special," Remus reminded Sirius in a whisper.

Sirius looked up at Remus and gently kissed him on the lips. "Any time with you would have been special, Rem. You're amazing..." Sirius mumbled, laying his head back down on Remus' chest and closing his eyes. It couldn't have been more perfect, and he certainly didn't regret it.

Remus kissed the top of Sirius' head, running his fingers through the slightly sweaty locks and smiling to himself. "As are you, Padfoot..."...

Sirius was lying in a similar position, with his head resting on Remus' chest listening to his heart-rate slow down after they had both reached earth-shattering orgasms. He kissed Remus' chest lazily and smiled against the warm, sweaty flesh. "You're amazing, Moony..." he whispered into the darkness.

Remus smiled and kissed Sirius gently on the forehead, wrapping his arms more securely around his lover. "As are you, Padfoot..."

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