"I think I really do like him a little to much."

"Well I guess that's okay." Willa said as if she was saying it to seem as if she were paying attention to me.

"What is on your mind?"

"Oh, No one." She said smiling.

"Oh. So it's a person."

"Yea, but it's in the process."

"I already know who it is. You don't have to talk like it's a riddle."

"Oh really then who is it?"

"That stupid blonde bitch."

"One she isn't stupid...as far as I know. And two she is not a bitch." She said in a angry tone.

"Jezz louise. Take it down a notch I was only kidding."

"Okay, just don't say that." She said happily again. What a bi-polar. Now I remeber why I couldn't live with her as a roommate.

"So what's this about the lover boy? Jasper was it?"

"Yes Jasper and I think I like him to much. I don't know."

"Well, You haven't known him that long and sure don't know what he is."

"What do you mean what he is?" I asked. She looked around serching for words again.

"I mean if he is a good person or not."

"Okay what is it that you know and I don't about him? And please don't try to lie. I know when your lying." She just can't lie to me. She always starts to play with her clothing and won't look me in the eyes.

"Um, It's not really for me to tell. I am sure he'll tell you when he is ready. He seems like he wouldn't hurt you in anyway."

"Willa!! Stop beating around the bush!" I hadn't raised my voice at her since we were kids.

"Look, If he is coming back tonight and doesn't tell you this information by atleast this weekend I will tell you but for now, give him time."

"Ugh! I hate my life." I got up and stormed off to my room.

As soon as I got there I wanted to talk to someone. I grabbed my phone and dialed the only number that came to mind. It was ringing soon enough and I was greet by a deep voice.

"Hello?"

"Trev?"

"Nope he's not home." He said casually.

"I hate my life."

"Oh hey Moira." He said excitedly.

"I love the way you knew it was me. Hey Marc."

"I think your the only person who says that almost every five minutes."

"No I don't!" I siad defensively.

There was silence but I could basically here him raise his eyebrows.

"Okay, Maybe I do."

"You deffinately do."

"Whatever."

"What did you call my loser brother for..If you don't mind me asking."

"Just wanted to talk about stuff."

"Well I am all ears. As long as I get to push my problems on you to."

"Wait I am not pushing my problems on anyone and What problems do you have?"

"Problems with Jenette."

"Oh, Well ofcourse. Who else. You go first."

"Well, She's acting all craby lately. Mostly since I came back and I would think she would be happy that I was with her again but she's not." He said with so much annoyance it made me mad that someone was getting to my, well basically big brother. Especially her.

"Maybe she is just mad because she was planning to do something else with someone else."

"Aren't you supposed to be comforting me right now?" I laughed.

"No Dofus. I am serious maybe she was planning on getting with someone else and I know you probably don't want to hear and you might not believe coming from me since I never liked her,but she is sneaky whore. Get rid of her while you have the chance."

"Wow...okay."

"I love you Marc. And I don't want to see you get hurt and so I must insist that you get rid of her. And if she tries to pull any shit I will get on the next plan home and kick her ass."

"I love you too."He laughed"Now what's you problem?"

"Boys." I said bluntly.

"Oh Man. Who am I going to have to fight?"

"No no. It's me I don't know who to pick."

I told him about everything and how I felt about it and how confused I was as to who I should pick. I also told him about what Willa said and he just listened and I was happy that he could tell I just needed him to be serious right now. I really loved Marc for that. He was a Dof sometimes but he knew when to be serious. He waited until the end to joke.

"Oh you whore! I am so proud of you. And why were you going to talk to my brother about getting a new boyfriend?"

"I know he is over me and on to someone new."

"So you know about Sabrina?"He questioned.

"SABRINA!!! I thought it was just some girl not my best friend!!" I screamed.

"I take it he didn't tell you they are dating." He said and I could hear him wincing.

"Oh. My. God. I really do hate my life." I said falling back into the pillows of my bed.

"I still love you." I got up and began to walk downstairs. I walked into the living room feeling Deja Vu when Jasper was playing the game with Bobby and John.

"I have to go." I said to him and Jasper turned around a kind smile.

"I love you my little life hater." He laughed."I want you to call me again soon okay?"

"I will."

"Alright bye! Love ya!"

"I love you to Marc." I saw Jasper's face change into a wierd smile and he turned back around.

"Hey Beautiful." I sat down next to him but he didn't look at me.

"Hello Love." He said bored.

"Come upstairs with me." I said grabbing his arm and he put down the cntroler and followed me even though the boys whined about leaving in the middle of the game.

I led him into my room and sat him on the bed. I closed the door and turned around to him.

"Who is Marc?"

"Trevor's older brother."

"Oh." He said almost relieved.

I stood in front of him in between his legs and my hands on his face.

"Your so tempting." He said grabbing my hand kissing it.

"Then why don't you just give in?" I whispered in his ear.

"Because I could kill you."

"So your rough."He chuckled.

"No. You don't understand."

I pushed him on his back and laid on top of him. I looked at his eyes and for the first time really noticed how amazing they were. It wasn't until he began to roll me on my back did I remember we were in my room. He bigan kiss on my jaw and down my neck and on to my collar bone. I let out a moan and I felt him smile.

He backed off of me and looked down at me.

"Moira?"

"Yes."

"I think I love you." He siad in a very serious tone.

"Same here." I smiled back and he laid down next to me holding my hand.

"I have something to tell you."

"Can't it wait until later?" I asked while pulling him on top of me again.

"Okay." He laughed and began kissing me again. I could feel him rubbing against me and it made me think about how long it had been since the last time I had sex. It hadn't been since about five weeks before I left when Trevor and I were at his house alone for the weekend.

"Jasper?"

"Do you want me to stop?" He said leaning back.

"No, I want to to keep going." I said pulling my shirt off and grabbing him closer.

He grabbed me and his icy hands on my warm back felt amazing. He laid my down as I pulled his shirt off and I began to tug on his pants and he backed off of me.

"We can't. I have to tell you first."

"Tell me what?" I asked confussed.

"Promise me you won't hate me." He begged

"I couldn't."

"Promise that you won't leave me."

"Jasper what is it?"

"You know how I asked you if you believed in vampires?" I looked at him wide-eyed. He couldn't be serious right now.

"Yes." But it was barely a whisper. He knelt down to my legs and I sat up and stared wait for him to say something.

"Well, I am a vampire." I stared at him. I was speenchless and I didn't know what to say. I needed to think.

"Jasper I need to think can you just give me some time?"

He stood up and grabbed his shirt and put it back on. He opened the door and looked back at me with the most sadest I eyes I had ever seen and I felt imediate pain in my chest.

"I understand." It was all he said and walked out the door. I heard the front door open and close and his car start up and drive off.

I heard Willa run up the stairs and bust through the doors. She looked at me and I think she knew because she just grabbed me held me and I cried in her arms.

"I am such an idiot. He probably thinks I am an idiot. I didn't say anything back to him. I just asked him to leave. He probably thinks that I hate him now." I cried out between sobs.

"It's okay baby."She said rubbing my back. I don't know how long we had stayed like that.

I finally fell asleep and I had a dream that he came back and I apoligized and he forgave me. We had sex and it was amazing. When I woke up I saw a note on my pillow. I picked it up and read it...

Babe,

I went to cleand up your mess. I promise that he will be back in your arms soon enough. I love you and when you read this do me a favor and take a shower. You smell like a baby prostitue.

Willa

She left a a kiss in her red lipstick next to it. I couldn't ask for a better cousin.

I grabbed a towel and headed for the shower. I took a nice hot long shower and thought about how devestated he probably was that I reacted the way I did. I felt like such a douche bag. When I thought about it realized just how much I really did love him and how it happened in such a short time. I didn't even do that that quick qith Trev. I waited until we were dating for a month before we were even alone together to do that. He probably thought I was a whore.

I went back to my room. I thought about Jasper until I fell asleep.

So what is willa gonna do??!! Next chappie should be up soon. Sorry I have been a slacker.

I also have a quick Q for you all. Do you think I should write Willa hger own story to explain why she knew what she knew? Review and tell. :]]

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