To Each Their Own : Part One - Chapter 14

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XigbarLexaeus

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"Hey, babe, get your ass over to my place. I miss ya."

Lexaeus smirked at the teasing tone of his boyfriend. Nodding before he remembered that the younger teen couldn't see him over the phone, Lexaeus affirmed that he was on his way, driving down the black-haired teen's street as they spoke. The moment he was out of his truck, moving towards the door, lips were on his, causing an unnoticed wince to cross the elder's face before he forced himself to kiss back.

"Missed you," Xigbar hissed in Lexaeus' ear, causing a stone to sink in the elder' stomach.

"I ... missed you too."

Moving back to send a pout up to his boyfriend, Xigbar ended up smirking. "I doubt that. C'mon, it's cold out here."

The two ended up on the younger's couch, Xigbar pinning the elder down, nipping down his neck, enticing small moans from the redhead. But when Xigbar shifted his way down to unlatch his lover's pants, Lexaeus stopped him.

"Xigbar ... Please, don't."

Xigbar sat back. "What?"

"I ... I'm not ready."

"You don't have to do anything! Promise!"

"I ... I can't, Xig."

"But ..."

"Shh. I'm sorry. I ... I just can't."

Pouting, Xigbar moved off of his boyfriend. "Why?"

"I told you! I just can't."

Sauntering back, Xigbar tumbled over onto the coffee table. "You ... just can't let me suck you off?"

Lexaeus shook his head.

"You don't really like me at all, do you?"

"Wh-Why would you think that?"

"I know you cringe away whenever I kiss you and now you won't let me suck you off? You're one of the biggest whores in the school. You'll flirt with any chick around. My dick not good enough?"

"Xig, trust me, I like you. I just don't like you."

Xigbar glared at the elder teen. "What's that supposed to mean?"

"If you were a chick -"

"You aren't really gay." Xigbar cut in, crossing his arms over his chest and leaning back. Lexaeus propped himself up on his elbows, leaning forward.

"Xig, would you believe me if I told you I was screwed up?"

"I'm gonna have to, aren't I? When were you planning on telling me that you weren't really into me?"

"That's just it! I am into you! I just ... can't get over the fact you're a guy!"

"I've been a guy since I've been born. Which means I was a guy when we started going out, you know."

"I know, I know. I feel like shit right now, Xig. You gotta understand. I like you. I just don't like the fact you're a guy."

"So, what, you're gay, but can't stand my body?"

"I fell for your personality and I'm forcing myself to get over the gender thing."

"You can't force yourself to be gay."

"Xig, c'mon, please. I'm sorry."

"How can I be your boyfriend when you can't even let me kiss you?"

"I ... I think ... I think we should ... just be... friends."

"No shit."

"You aren't going to settle for that, are you?"

"I'll get used to it."

"Do you believe that I love you, at least?"

"Not really."

"Well, I do. That's why I agreed in the first place."

"Whatever. I think you should go now."

"Ugh, yeah. I'll see you at school on Monday."

"Sure, I don't care."

"Xig-"

"I'll see you Monday, okay?! Jeez, just go."

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"Xigbar?"

"Hey, Lexaeus!" Xigbar smiled happily at seeing his ex. "Good morning!"

"Are you okay? You seem pretty happy."

"Aww, I'm not allowed to be happy?"

Lexaeus felt a smirk appear on his lips. "I guess you can be."

"Good, because I am." Xigbar gave the elder teen a hug, gripping tightly before letting go. "I've decided to not hate you. You're too awesome to hate."

"I'm glad. Maybe someday it'll work out between us."

"Yeah, someday."

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XigbarLexaeus - Complete

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