Chapter 13: The dreadful secret.
Disclaimer: I don't own SWAC.
~Sonny's POV~
I hopped out of the car and walked to my door as I heard tires screeching showing me that James drove off, I went trough all that happened and smiled to myself until I reached the door my smile faded to one of terror, "Allison, you lied you bitch" my mum said with and angry tone her eyes full of anger. I gasped horrified with my eyes opened! Oh god, I'm dead.
My mum never called me by my full name and that cared me more, she called me Allison. She stepped forward, "mum, I can explain" I said, "leave, leave and never come back. You don't belong here" she said with a stern voice that I never heard. I stepped closer, "mum, please let me explain..." but I couldn't finish my sentence. I slapped me hard on the face making stumble back and hit the floor, my cheek ached with pain. I was in complete shock, never did my mum use violence with me and this was the very first time.
As in queue, I felt water drops and after a few seconds it started raining cats and dogs. I was getting soaked but at the moment I was in utter shock to realize it. I looked at my mother and held my cheek, "mum" I said, she looked sternly at me and angry, "don't dare to call me 'mum'" she said, "I'm not your mother, it is time that you know" she said. I looked at her shocked. What was she saying? Is this some kind of joke? Is she saying this because she caught me with James?
Tear started burning my eyes, "you're the daughter of a murderer and a bitch. Your father was a murderer that after your mother left you outside our porch he killed her. You are a sin to our family." She said looking coldly at me, "I only kept you in my house only for pity and because Dylan wanted you to grow as his own daughter. I always taught you would tore this family apart, but he wouldn't listen. He was so caught up in you that he wouldn't see the truth, he wouldn't see that Chad and Chris started to look at you differently" she said pointing accusingly at me.
She bent down beside me and shook my shoulder, "and what I your respect? You are taking away Chad and Chris from me and now you're in love with another person" she said. I felt hot tears running down my face and along with the rain I was drained, "you're going out with a man that is already engaged to someone else, you filthy bitch. You're no different than your mother" she said. I started sobbing, "No, mum please" I said.
"Stop it, I'm not your mother I never wanted you" she said and pushed me, making me hit my head. Fortunately it didn't bleed but it did hurt, although with the pain I felt right now at my mothers words I couldn't feel my head's pain.
"You were the disgrace of our family; my husband is dad because of you. Chad and Chris were inseparable and now they enemies because of you. Leave and leave this family alone, leave Chad and Chris alone. You're a sin to our family" she said yelling. I looked at her; not wanting to believe what was she telling me. I felt my heart ache and my head spinning, then from the house front doors Chris came running out, he looked at us, "why are you outside? come in or you would get a cold, come on mum" he said and tried to pull my mother in, he then looked at me and stared at me, he noticed that I was crying, he noticed that the tears that escaped my eyes aren't rain drops. I looked at him, feeling ashamed, what was happening?
He gasped, "Sonny, why are you crying?" he asked, trying to soothe me but I didn't want him to touch me. He looked at mum, "what happened? You told her didn't you?" he asked mum, he was angry, I could feel it with the tone he talked to mum. I couldn't believe it, Chris knew everything; he knew that I wasn't his real sister and he lied to me.
Everything was getting into pieces now, the way my mum used to talk to me, they way Chad punched James when we kissed on set, the way he talked when he was drunk. Mum always said that my father's death was my fault; she was accusing me the fault because she hated me, and she knows that I am not her daughter. I ran away as fast as I could even though I heard Chris calling after me repeatedly, I didn't answer. I ran away from my house street and ran further up in front of a near by bar, I saw men looking at me in a way that terrified me, "hey beautiful, you want to have some fun?" one of the drunken man asked, I stepped back from him, but I felt myself hitting something, it wasn't the wall, I turned around and found Chad looking at me, "hey, why are you crying?" he asked softly.
He dried my tears with his thumb but to be followed by others, "Sonny, what are you doing here? It's raining you're going to get a cold" he said. I sobbed, he tried to pull me into a hug but I didn't want to be hugged especially by neither Chad nor Chris. I ran away from him past that stinky drunk man and suddenly I saw a white light and the last thing I heard was Chad yelling to stop.
I felt my self being plastered to the ground and car tired screeching, I thought I was dead, "Sonny, Sonny, please answer me. Sonny, are you ok?" someone asked, I opened my eyes, and saw Chad on top of me, I started sobbing again. I was going to be hit by a car but Chad launched at me and pushed me away from being hit, I heard a car door slam, "hey, is she okay?" a stranger asked, he was the driver of the car that was going to hit me, Chad bent down on his knees and looked at me, "she's fine, I think. She's just shocked. I'll take her home" he said and he pulled me up and carried me bridal style. I snuggled my face into his chest and breathed his scent, it felt so home.
Chad looked at the driver again who was checking his car, "are you sure you don't need to get her to the hospital?" the concerned driver asked, Chad looked at me and I shook my head, "no, she's fine, I'll take her home" he said and carried me to his car, he put me in, I was still shocked and frozen. He went around and went into the driver's seat, before he switched the engine on, he looked at me, "Sonny, will you tell me what is happening? Is it something about James?" he asked, he was pretty worried.
I opened my mouth and closed it again, I couldn't speak, I felt hopeless, but then I build up the courage to talk, he was going to take me home and I didn't want to go home, "Chad, please don't take me home, I don't deserve to live there" I said and started sniffling again, his eyes looked at me wide in shock, "Sonny, what are you saying? You're my sister, why don't you deserve to live there with us?" he asked, I knew that he knew what I was talking about but he was trying to hide it, I looked at his face and saw a bruise that was on his face, I touched it and he flinched, I remembered when I did it to James when Chad was the one to punch him, "Chad, I'm not your sister. Don't lie to me, I want to go at Tawni's" I said, he looked at me shocked, he opened his mouth but closed it again, "how?" is all that he could say.
I looked at my hand, "after I got back home from the date with James, Sara surprised me at the front door, she told me that I lied, I tried to explain about James but then she was saying that I'm not her daughter and you're not my brother and that I am the daughter of a murderer and a bitch." I looked at Chad, he was still looking at me shocked, "that's what you were saying when you were drunk a few weeks ago?" I asked, his face softened, and his eyes looked at me in a sad way, "I'm so sorry Sonny, I wanted to tell you but Chris and mum would tell me that you shouldn't know" he said, he grabbed my hand and intertwined it with his, "please forgive me" he said.
I looked at him, and I felt my eyes sting, and again tears started to fall and brushing on my cheek, he pulled me up and placed me on his lap, "oh Sonny, please stop. I'm so sorry" he said and I snuggled my head in his chest and cried my eyes out, he rocked me like a baby, "James… is… engaged!" I said between sobs, I couldn't believe that either, the person that I trusted the most was the one that betrayed me the most he was engaged and believing that today I trusted him and gave away my virginity, I looked up at Chad, his eyes were full of tears, "I know, Sonshine. I'm here for you I won't let you go" he said.
He brushed my tears, "even though you're not my real brother?" I asked, he shook his head, "I love you Sonny that is why I ended up fighting with Chris, that's why I punched James, that's why I started drinking a lot. I love you not as my sister, I love you more then you could ever imagine. It hurts me Sonny to see you like this, I always tried to tell you but Chris and mum always stopped me." He said and kissed my forehead, I thought at the sudden news, Chad loves me, and I can't give him back my love. I don't love him in that way; I always thought he was my brother.
My mind felt like exploding, everything was so much to me in one day. I wanted to die and never ever see the light. How could I get trough this situation, I didn't know who I really was, maybe I am not named Allison too. I don't have a real family, I am alone. My boyfriend is a traitor and stole my virginity, I was so stupid to trust him, and I mean it's only been a month together and I had sex with him, but it felt so right then. I don't know what to do, "take me at Tawni's and please stay with me" I said to Chad, and he nodded and put me back on my seat. He started the engine and drove away from the road that I was going to be hit in.
Poor Sonny, she discovered everything in a couple of hour and what will happen to Chad and Sonny now, that she discovered the truth, that's for me to know and for you to find out. Please review and tell me what you think so far, I promise Channy chapters ahead, thank you matdia19 xoxo.