I'm Back!

Ha this chapter you may love or hate.

I'm undecided.

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I woke up from a dreamless night to the light coming threw my window. I groaned and got up. I realized I didn't bring anything with me to change into but once again Alice was ahead of me.

On the desk by the window were clothes for me, my shampoo, conditioner and a note.

I decided to be generous and wait for you to wake up instead of making you.

The guys are sleeping in so were hitting campus and doing whatever.

Don't say I have class because I know you don't!

See you downstairs.

Alice

Long note, very long note. I grabbed my stuff and took a shower, after that I blow-dried my hair and got dressed. As soon as I opened my door to go downstairs I remembered last night.

Tanya giggling and leaving Edwards room late.

"Great" I muttered. I turned the corner and went downstairs into the kitchen.

"Morning Bella" Emmett said eating toast. Jasper was drinking coffee while Rose was putting away some plates.

"Morning" I sat down and looked around no Edward.

"How'd you sleep Bella?" Alice said sitting next to me. I smiled when she gave me my coffee that was my drug in the morning.

"Okayish." I sounded pissed off well I was.

"What's wrong Bella?" Rose asked. Everyone was now looking at me.

"If you must know I saw Tanya sneaking out of Edward's room this morning." Emmett and Jasper shook their heads. Alice looked pissed and Rose was wide-eyed.

"Oh" Rose said.

"Stupid" Jasper muttered.

"Wow okay then?" Emmett was shocked.

"That bastard!" Alice jumped up. "I can't fucking believe him!" For a little person she can get loud. (I'm a good example I scream loudly and I'm 4'11)

"Alice it doesn't matter he lied big deal." The reality of my words sunk in.

"Promise not to tell Alice."

"I promise Bella"

He might have been lying god please tell me he wasn't. Alice must have seen something in my face because she became worried.

"Bella? Are you okay?" I shook my head. I needed to process everything should I tell Alice? What if he does before I do then Alice would be mad I told him before her.

"Fine just tired." At that moment Edward came down into the kitchen. Everyone was glaring at him and I didn't make eye contact. I'm a chicken so I stood up.

"I'll meet you in the car." I started to the front door but before I made it all the way out I heard yelling.

"WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU!" Alice screamed.

"Stop yelling what are you talking about?" Edward honestly sounded confused.

"Are you seriously asking that? Someone talk to him." Alice gave up by the sound of it.

"Edward Tanya is a slut. She's a whore and yet you like her she tried to sleep with Emmett for gods' sake. He's your brother!" Rose was losing patience.

"Edward, Bella saw Ms Denali leaving your room this morning." Jasper stated.

"She's pissed and she's freaked."

"What did she tell you?" Alice asked.

"What?" Edward confused is funny.

"I was mad and was going to kick your ass. When Bella said you lied big deal then. Well she went scared like if she scared herself." I decided to make my exit and go to the car only to be followed.

"Bella!" Edward walked in front of me.

"What?" I hissed threw my teeth.

"I'm sorry about this morning it-"

"Doesn't matter." I answered his question.

"You lied, very well might I add but I don't care. I thought I learned the first time but nope I didn't this fixed it.

"What? What did I teach you Bella?"

"Never trust players, they break your heart and laugh at your pain. So go and laugh I'm done." I tried to walk away but he grabbed my shoulders.

"Bella this isn't about Tanya anymore is it?" I didn't answer. I heard the front door open but I wasn't sure.

"This was never about her was it?" I couldn't meet his eyes.

"You thought I was going to tell her?" He shook his head.

"Is that what you really think of me! Do you really think am that much of a monster Bella!" I got out of his grasp and looked at him he was upset and hurt.

"I don't know what to think. Edward you are always making me want to scream! One minute I'm happy the next I'm crying-"

"Bella I'm not like that, what happened to Jordan was horrible and-"

"Don't say his name." I was beyond pissed.

"What do you want me to say? That guy-"

"Stop it! You don't talk about him. No one knows about him and I trusted you when I told you. I wish I could take that back but I can't and- and I'm done talking to you." I started walking past him and when he tried to stop me I kicked him where it hurts.

I went into the back seat and Alice and Rose came in the car.

"Drive me home Alice. If you say no I'm just going to walk." She nodded and pulled out.

The Brandon Estate (I like the word Estate)

I ran into my room and grabbed my boxes from home. I dumped them out and looked threw the pictures.

They were all memories of Jordan he was my friend that protected me. Alice didn't know him because he's a year older then us. We'd only hang out after school and at lunch, but when Alice would come he'd leave me to talk to her.

I looked threw them all and my phone vibrated.

"Hello" I asked.

"Bella its-" I hung up on Edward. Then it started vibrating without a break. I answered again.

"Speak fast"

"Bella what do you want me to say. Sorry for..." He wanted me to answer the question. I thought about it and realized I was jealous.

"You have nothing to be sorry for." I whispered. "I'm being stupid and well I was just..." I trailed off. I can't tell him I liked him he'd use it against me.

"What?" He sounded as if he was whispering.

"Nothing Edward I think you should go by yourself to the party Saturday." He was silent for awhile.

"Edward?" I asked to make sure he was alive.

"Why?"

"Well I don't want to go with you and then watch you flirt with Jessica, Lauren or Tanya a minute later." He sighed.

"Fine" Damn Edward he makes me mad.

"I'm going to go okay I have some things to do."

"Things?" He questioned.

"Actually I have a paper to write." I hung up and started booting up my computer.

I had pictures and memories stored that I would write and I had problems I didn't want to face.

When I get upset I go off. That's what Jordan would try and help me with. He's not here to calm me down. Edward Cullen you better watch yourself.

1 hour later!

I stopped writing and saved my paper to a flash key. I would finish it at the Cullen's, I decided to throw my feeling out the window.

Edward wouldn't change for me even if I was stupid enough to think he maybe would. I went downstairs and grabbed the keys to my new car Alice's parents bought me.

It wasn't my truck from home but it was nice. It was a black Audi cope, which went fast. From there I decided to call Alice.

"Hello your psychic reader here." I laughed.

"Hey Alice how are you?" I asked.

"Peachy! Now what my dearest Bella are you calling for?"

"Where are you guys?"

"The cafe. You know the one that's just off campus." I smiled.

"I'll meet you there." I heard her scream.

"Yes! Little Bella's actually using her present."

"Bye Alice." I hung up and started speeding down the street.

As soon as I got there I parked next to Roses BMW and Eddies Volvo. I didn't care he that he was here. It no longer mattered.

"Bella!" Alice said jumping up. I had just walked in and she was happy.

"Hey everyone." I sat down next to Jasper and realized Edward wasn't with them.

"Where's..." I stopped when I saw him flirting with Lauren.

"Can I kill him Bella?" Rose asked.

"I'll help." Alice added. I shook my head.

"No it doesn't matter and I don't care anymore." Alice and Rose looked at me with wide eyes.

"What? I'm over it and I think I'll forget everything."

"What do you mean forget?" Jasper asked.

"Well I'm going back to when I hated Edward pretty much Monday morning. I'm forgetting the sleepover I'm forgetting yesterday. I just don't care."

"Bella you seriously can't-" Alice was cut off by Lauren screaming and running away.

"The player strikes again." Everyone laughed and Edward looked at are table.

"So now what?" Rose asked.

"Brownies!" Emmett said. He was like a child begging for a cookie.

"How about we go home and hang out. But no recording things for YouTube." Emmett and Jasper frowned.

"Fine" I laughed again and then Edward walked over to our table.

"What's so funny?" Edward asked.

"Nothing that concerns you Cullen." I snapped.

"Did you forget to take your meds Swan?" He snapped back.

"Excuse me? Edward do you know what you are?" I stood up and faced him.

"Good-looking." He smirked. Well he was, damn it.

"You're an arrogant, man-whore who enjoys other people's pain." As I said these words I realized I wasn't thinking about Edward. I was thinking about Jacob.

"And you're a quiet bitch, who doesn't care for anyone! If you ever care about anything you convince yourself that you're not worth it." I was taken back by his words.

"Edward Anthony Cullen you know things about me. That I regret telling you; I want to take it back. I can't trust you and I never should have thought I could. I had made up my mind Sunday but then you had to change it. Well fuck you! Fuck you and everyone like you!" I hate him and really hate him.

"You regret telling me about what happened? You regret-"

"Yes I regret it. Edward I hate you, I want to kill you and watch you burn-"

"Just like Jordan." My heart stopped that hurt. The thoughts off his body in flames went into my head. I couldn't take it.

"Fuck you." I whispered then I ran out the door.

I didn't cry at the memories of Jordan's dead body. I didn't cry when I thought of my parents getting killed.

But when it comes to Edward I cry. I cried when I had my dream of him in Jordan's place, and I feel like crying now.

"Bella" I turned and looked at Rose and Alice.

"What?" I had tears in my eyes.

"Who's Jordan?" Alice whispered. I guess I should tell her, it's now or never.

"Jordan is my best friend. Who J-Jacob killed in front of me." Tears went down my face and I started sobbing.

"Jacob was hurting me and Jordan d-didn't like it. I-I was running from Jake a-and." I stopped and continued sobbing.

"And what Bella?" Rose asked quietly.

"I ran into Jordan, Jake had been running after me. So when he saw Jordan he thought I was cheating on him. I wasn't Jordan was my friend my big brother who loved me like a sister. But Jake was on drugs and didn't see clearly.

"They fought but Jake ended up on top of him with a gun." I was whispering now.

"He shot him, blood everywhere." My sobs got louder "Then he realized what he did and burned his body. Jake was so paranoid that about an hour later when he caught up to me he thought I told someone. So he decided to get back at me and kill Renee and Charlie." I stopped I couldn't talk about it anymore.

"God, oh god Bella." Alice hugged me and so did Rose and then I saw Emmett, Jasper and Edward walk out of the cafe. Edward looked like he'd been punched a few times and I laughed. He started walking to his car but I stopped him.

"Edward" my voice cracked and he turned to me.

"What Swan?" He looks sexy when he's mad- damn it!

"Nothing, nothing at all." He went into his Volvo and drove off. I want to go and scream at him. He's a fucking jackass who only cares about himself.

"Bella?"

"Hm?" I asked.

"Do you like Edward?"

"Yes" I whispered. I couldn't help it I was falling head over heels for a player. This has happened before but that player was different.

Edward had two sides to him; he could love you or hate you. Right now I'm on his hate list.

"How much?" Alice asked.

"Too much, I think he hates me though." Emmett started laughing. While Jasper shook his head.

"What?" All three of us asked.

"Bella he likes you, but he's pissed that you don't like him. Well that's what he thought." Jasper said.

"EDDIE HAS A CRUSH!" Emmett yelled loudly and I couldn't believe it.

"No he could never like me." They nodded.

"He does."

"No"

"Yes"

"He couldn't..." I trailed off. "What was with Tanya?"

"Edward said she came threw his window and tried to, well you know. He said he refused but she got to make out with him though. Then she left with a giggle fit."

"Giggle fit?" I asked.

"When she's happy she giggles it's weird." Rose explained. I was now guilty they didn't sleep together. I'm very stupid.

"Okay, but what am I going to do?" Everyone shrugged and my phone rang.

"Hello?"

"Yes is this Isabella Swan?" This guy sounded formal.

"Bella" I corrected.

"Well Ms Swan I have something that aquires your attention." He sounded a little upset.

"What's wrong?" I asked slightly scared myself.

"It's about Jacob Ms Swan. Jacob Black has just escaped from prison."

Don't you just love cliffys?

HA!!

I love them. If I confused you I'm sorry.

Bella though that Edward slept with Tanya. And when she was yelling in her heard she was yelling at Jacob.

Oh and Edward likes Bella.

Just a little. :)

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Oh and Jacob Black may be coming back!

That rhymed ha!

REVIEW or Jacob will kill Edward!

And no one wants that. :(