Chapter 13! I hope you like it.
As always, thanks to Kiriny 13 for the help!
Warning: There are lemons in this chapter!
Chapter 13
BPOV
I sighed deeply and stretched on bed still feeling a little bit drowsy. I could tell I hadn't slept too much.
I had fallen asleep in Edward's arms after we made love, but now I couldn't seem to feel him next to me in bed anymore.
I very slowly opened my eyes and immediately noticed Edward leaning in against the bedroom wall, looking intently at me.
I was right, I hadn't slept too much. It was 11:15 pm and I was sure Edward hadn't slept yet. He had been watching me.
His hair was sticking out in every direction, his chest was bare and his boxers lay dangerously low on his waist. I unconsciously licked my lips.
He looked amazingly delicious.
Suddenly well aware that I was lying in bed completely naked and that he was ogling me as much as I was ogling him, I pulled the covers up, hiding my body from him.
He furrowed his brow when I did so and started to walk towards me.
"Why did you do that?" I shrugged as he sat down on bed beside me.
"I don't know. I don't feel that comfortable being naked in front of other people…" And every time he looked at me like he was doing now, I felt like he was seeing much more than just my body. It was almost like he could look directly at my soul.
He made a sound that seemed a lot like a huff and shook his head.
"Don't do that. Don't ever hide yourself from me. I'm not other people and I like being able to look at you." He pulled the covers off of me, exposing my body again before I could stop him. I was sure I was slightly blushing when he did so.
He was right, he wasn't just anyone and I knew he had already seen me naked more than once, but I couldn't help it. It was an automatic reaction.
"You are beautiful, Bella. You don't need to hide." He made me roll to the side so I was lying on my back and leaned in to place a kiss on both my breasts, which immediately made a wave of heat travel up my body.
He then kissed my neck and finally my lips, sucking on my lower lip when he pulled back.
"You are perfect." I smiled against his mouth. He could actually make me feel unusually confident with myself. He could make me feel beautiful.
I could get used to this!
As we kissed, I tangled my fingers in his soft hair and pulled on it every time he dove his tongue inside my mouth, exploring it, or bit down on my lower lip eliciting throaty moans from me.
When he turned his attention to my neck, liking and biting on it, I spread my legs for him and he expertly slid between them.
Suddenly, as he kissed down my throat to the valley between my breasts, there was heat. So much heat, taking over every single inch of my body, I barely could breathe. All my nerve endings, all of my senses, were attuned to him and only him.
It was unlike anything I had ever felt.
He took my left breast in his mouth, sucking on my nipple, at the same time his hand kneaded my right one and that had me completely crazy. I arched my back off the bed, moaning and loving the things he could do to me with that talented mouth and those long fingers.
When he lightly bit on my nipple, I screamed his name and pulled on his hair. He pulled back for an instant and smiled up at me before burying his face on the valley between my breasts and running his hand down my stomach to between my legs that parted even more for him.
His fingers ran up and down my entrance a few times, teasing me, before he slipped a finger inside of me while sucking on my breast again.
It was as if another immense heat wave hit my body at that moment, growing in the pit of my stomach and pooling between my legs.
"Edward…" He hummed into my skin and started moving his fingers inside of me, feeling around until he thought I was ready for more. He then inserted a second finger inside of me quickly followed by another one.
I almost screamed out in pleasure and let go of his hair so I could grab onto the sheet beneath me.
He damn knew what he was doing to me.
He kept on moving his fingers in and out of me, curling them when they were inside so they would hit all the right places, and kissing my breasts until I just couldn't hold on anymore and practically begged for him.
"Edward!" He let go of my breasts and kissed up my neck to my mouth before speaking.
"Tell me what you want, Bella." I thought it was quite obvious what I wanted.
"I want you, Edward." His fingers hit a particularly sensitive spot inside of me that moment, making me moan loudly.
"And how exactly do you want me?" I didn't think I could talk anymore but he insisted. "Tell me."
"I… Damn, I want you to take me right now, Edward. I want you to…" My sentence was cut short by a moan when he sucked on my earlobe. "I want you to take those boxers off and get inside me again!"
He chuckled and sucked on my earlobe once more before extracting his amazing fingers from inside of me and kneeling down between my legs.
He took a second to look at me and smiled before getting up, taking his boxers off and kneeling down once again.
He moved his hands to my waist, caressing my skin, and smiled once more.
"You have no idea how good you look all spread for me like this." I ran my fingers through my hair and then reached for him, encouraging him to lie down on top of me.
He did so, allowing his hard erection to brush against my entrance and making both of us groan.
His lips then sought mine and finally found them at the same time he slowly slid inside of me, filling me completely.
He stood still for several seconds simply kissing my lips while we got used to each other and I wrapped my legs tightly around him, pulling him as close to me as possible.
I then slowly moved my hips against his, letting him know he could go on and so he started to move on top of me, slowly at first, but faster with every deep thrust. He kept on kissing me and running his hands along my body as we picked up our pace, the bed shaking beneath us due to the force of his thrusts.
I loved the feeling of having him move in and out of me and it wasn't long until both of our breathings were fast and our moans audible.
"Edward…" My fingertips dug on the skin of his back as he sucked on my lower lip and my walls clenched around him.
My name fell from his lips as well as he kept on moving, both of us panting and riding the waves of our orgasms.
When we couldn't go on anymore, he collapsed on top of me, kissing my face. We stayed in that position, my arms wrapped around him and our lips locked together until our breathings slowed down and he extracted himself from inside of me, rolling to the side and allowing me to cuddle in his arms.
He played with the strands of my hair and kissed the top of my head, making my body relax against his and my eyes close.
"And they say men are always the first ones to fall asleep immediately after love making." I giggled and kissed his chest as he pulled me even closer to him.
"Well, all I can say is that I feel way too comfortable in your arms." He kissed the top of my head as I nuzzled his neck.
"That's good to know. Now sleep, beautiful." I nodded and sighed as he pulled the covers over our naked bodies and it wasn't long until I was sleeping again.
EPOV
After we made love for the second time and I had fallen asleep with Bella cuddled against my chest, I woke up during the night with her extracting my arm from around her.
We lay on our sides, her back pressed against my chest, and she was being very careful not to wake me up.
I let her move my arm to the side and get up without giving her any indication that I was awake, even though, the fear gripped me.
Was she actually leaving during the night and without saying anything again? After tonight, I had thought she wouldn't do it. I thought she had liked being here with me, but I couldn't be sure….
I was almost convinced she would leave as she looked around the room but to my surprise instead of reaching for her clothes, thrown on the floor, she reached for my shirt.
She wasn't leaving after all.
The little light coming in the room from outside hit her creamy skin as she was putting my shirt on and all I could think was that she was beautiful.
She was perfect with her long brown hair, which fell down her back, her soft skin and small but flawless body.
I watched as she left the bedroom, wondering where she was going.
When she came back I had my eyes open and so she could see I was awake.
She had a glass of water on her hand. She had just gone to the kitchen.
She smiled at me when I looked straight at her and set her glass down on the nightstand before jumping back into bed with me.
She laid on her side, looking at me and I immediately wrapped my arm around her, pulling her towards me so I could press our bodies together.
Her size made her head fit perfectly under my chin.
"I didn't mean to wake you up. I was thirsty so I went to the kitchen. I hope you don't mind."
"Of course I don't. Why would I mind?" She shrugged.
"I've been meaning to drink something since we got here after dinner, but it's not like we had the time for that." I chuckled at her.
"No, we didn't." Once we got to the apartment we had all but attacked each other and moved straight into bed.
She moved a little in order to lazily kiss my jaw in that amazing way she did.
When she pulled back, I looked down at her, smiling at the sight of her wearing my shirt.
"You look good in my clothes." She looked down at herself and blushed a little.
She was too cute.
"Oh, yes! I hope you don't mind me wearing them, either."
"I don't." I moved so I could kiss her forehead and started to run my hand up and down her back. "You can do whatever you want here, Bella. You should know that by now, already. I want you to be comfortable."
"I am." She wrapped her arm around my waist and buried her face on my chest, under my chin again.
I looked over her head to the clock standing on the nightstand for the first time tonight. It was still 6am.
"Sleep, Bella. It's still early." I felt her nod and it wasn't long until her breathing slowed down, letting me know she had fallen asleep once more.
Not long after, I too feel asleep.
When I woke up again, it was 9am and Bella was still sleeping in my arms in the same position she had fallen asleep on.
I was glad for that. She had woken up twice last night. She needed the rest now.
I stood there watching her sleep for a few minutes, entranced by the way her chest rose every time she breathed and by how she sometimes mumbled something, burying her face further into my chest.
It was while standing there, running my fingers through her hair that I realized something. What I felt for Bella was more than physical, it was more than simple attraction and it was more than a crush.
I was in love with her. I was in love with the amazing, sweet, caring, intelligent, shy and clumsy girl sleeping in my arms.
I was in love with every single little thing she did. I was fascinated with the way she smiled, the way her hair fell on her face, the way she bit down on her lower lip, the way she blushed when I told her just how beautiful I thought she was, the way she responded to every one of my touches, the way her little body fit mine perfectly…
I loved her. I repeated the words over and over in my head, testing them, and smiled widely every time.
I couldn't wait to tell her, see her face when she acknowledged it, and hopefully heard those three little words back. I couldn't scare her away, though. I had to move slowly.
When the clock on my nightstand hit 9:20am, I decided to move, not wanting to wake her up.
I got up, put on my boxers and headed to the kitchen with the intent of making breakfast.
Maybe Bella would like my pancakes.
Alice certainly did but then again, Alice could eat almost as much as Emmett. And everyone knew that Emmett could eat anything!
This could be the perfect start for the day.
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