Chapter 14
APOV
I walk out the living room and slam the door behind me. I sit on the stairs for a moment and gather my thoughts. He tortures women for their pleasure.. that's bullshit. Who in God's name would want that.. mrs Robinson pedo women who ever she is caused him to be like this! I'm angry with her and I'm angry with him. He was 15.. 15 years old still a child and she had her wicked ways with him and fucked him up. My inner judge is seeing red. I am too. I want to scream. The living room door flys open. "What the fuck Anastasia? Why are you being so stupid? It was years ago and I gave consent to everything that happened" a burning rage runs through my body.. my blood is boiling. He wants to go there I'll go there! "YOU WERE A CHILD!!" I scream at him. Christian shrugs his shoulders and turns away "what's the point Anastasia you don't understand and I don't think you ever will" he walks towards the kitchen.
I huff and follow him. I will understand but he needs to understand this woman broke the law!
He opens a cupboard and pulls out a bottle of whisky and a glass. He pauses and grabs a second glass and sets them both down on the counter. He pours whisky into both glasses and nudges one towards me. I roll my eyes and grab the glass. He lifts his glass "to miss understanding" he downs the shot of whisky. He pours himself another glass. I take a small sip out of my glass. I'm not much of a whisky drinker. He raises his glass again "to unspoken pasts" he necks another shot. Why is he doing this. "Christian, what are you doing?"
He lets out a small huff "I'm having a drink steel.. have you got a problem with that?" He pours himself another glass of whisky. I set my glass down on the counter and roll my eyes. "Christian, mr grey. Why don't you put the drink down and talk to me like a proper adult instead of acting like a teenager" with that I place my hand over his. the one holding the bottle of whisky. Christian looks at me as if I'm in some kinda trouble. "I am talking Miss steel, I'm talking to my friend jack Daniel's" he lifts up the hand holding the bottle and flicks my hand off his.
"that's fine Christian, you do that but not with me here" I walk out the kitchen and head for the front door. Tears roll down my cheeks. I'm so angry and upset with him. I just don't want to be around him right now. I grab my bag from a hook in the hallway.
CPOV
Ana turns and walks out of the kitchen leaving nothing but her scent, the smell of sweet ana. Ah grey you've really fucked up big time. I knock back another glass of whisky and walk after her. "Anastasia wait, I'm sorry" she starts to turn the door handle. "Give me one good reason why I should wait Christian, why shouldn't I walk out this door and never talk to you again" fuck. She doesn't want to talk to me. You've hurt her grey. I place my hand on her shoulder "Anastasia please look at me" she stands still and doesn't move a muscle. I hear her sniff as if she's crying. "Please don't cry sweet Ana" I run my hand down her arm and grab her hand. She squeezes me tight.
She slowly turns to look at me. Her face is red and blotchy and her eyes damp from where she's been crying. I go pull her into a hug but she pushes me away. "Why should I stay Christian?" Sadness's fills my chest, I don't want her to leave "Anastasia I don't want to be without you, I care about you too much" she lets out a sigh "but why are you pushing me away Christian, we should talk instead of walking away or drinking our problems" she places her bag on the floor and stands face to face with me. I want to talk to her but she just doesn't understand my past and what I'm trying not to be. I place my hands on her shoulders and she stiffens "I want you, I want you in my life but I'm complicated. I've never done the whole girlfriend thing" I pause and run my hand through my hair "I've never wanted someone the way I want you Anastasia, you are the reason I get up everyday and go to work" she smiles at me and her cheeks flush "you're the last thing I think about when I go to sleep and the first thing I think about when I wake up, it's been this way from the moment I first laid eyes on you" ana flings her arms around me and squeeze me tight.