Chapter 14 - Confession of lost Heart!

Wyatt sat in this throne, slummed, mentally kicking and screaming at himself for letting Chris give him the slip again, as he watched the world through the holographic images before him. Sometimes he wonders what the hell was he doing here, when he could spend his time doing something else…like have sex with his wife or spending time with his kids, but no, these mortals have to make it hard for him, they have to protest and form a resistance against him like they could win against him and his demonic minions. Why can't they just admit defeat and follow his orders, which would make everything simple for him and them.

Although he knew he can control everyone with his powers, there are some rare individuals that breaks through his spells then start protesting, resulting in their vanquish. Its like the entire humankind…well most of the humankind wants to die fighting, thinking that they will go to paradise for their bravery….what the stupid idiots didn't know is that in fact even the ghostly plane was under his control, so one way or another they end up serving him anyway, that is if they want to go into the light. The Grim Reaper does give him problem every now and then whenever Wyatt interferes with his list, but there is even a limit what the grim reaper can do against the universe powerful witch.

Just then the large door slammed open, cause Wyatt to jump a little as he found Chris standing there, looking somewhat pissed. Wyatt watched the young witch stride towards the throne in few quick paces and before the twice blessed knew it; Chris was standing in middle of the Hologram, completely disfiguring the images with his body.

"Chris, what a surprise? What you doing here?" Wyatt asked glancing around to find his newly created minions keeping an eye on Chris, waiting for his signal.

"You know why I'm here." Chris replied back as Wyatt blinked, as he realized how beautiful Chris was, the hologram images were reflecting lights off Chris, causing his emerald eyes to shine like a jewel, his skin to glow, his hair to shimmer like stars and before he can stop himself, Wyatt pulled Chris into his lap.

Wyatt can tell Chris is not just resisting Wyatt, but his own inner desires as well, because the twice blessed knows when the young witch is in his arms, he could do nothing but melt. Its something they both share, even the twice blessed doesn't feel this way with his wife Cassandra, even though she is mothered two of his kids, with Cassandra its all lust and blood, but with Chris….its more than that…he could dare say he feels normal, human, safe and secure.

It didn't take few minutes until Chris relaxed into his embrace, returning the kisses passionately as he once have, Wyatt caught a glimpse of his minions watch them but quickly returning to their immobile state when they caught Wyatt's eyes. The twice blessed turned his attention to Chris, who looked at him with eyes full of love and longing.

"You have no idea how long I've been waiting for this Chris…" Wyatt whispered before capturing the swollen red lips before him, as he felt Chris grind himself with Wyatt but pulled away to look at him. The emerald eyes no longer held love or longing, it held Pain and regret.

"You don't Wy…" Chris whispered as tears fell from his eyes like shining pearl drops. Chris looked down away from meeting the blue eyes. "Leave us!" Wyatt said to his guards as the demons shimmered out. Wyatt turned back to lift Chris' chin to look into his eyes. "Chris, I love you baby, why don't you see that?"

"Love me…" Chris shook his head, tears blurring his vision. "You don't love me Wy…You have anything for me but love…"

"Chris, that's not true…" Wyatt said his voice pleading but shook it away.

"Really? Cause you…y-you let me down in so many ways, that I-I can't even begin to……I tried Wy, I tried so hard but you did what no demons did….you ripped my heart out. Y-you, you ripped it out the day you chose her over me and now you are actually saying that you love me…cause it doesn't mean anything to me anymore. The only reason I'm still here, fighting for all this….is because I hope if…If I can even change a little of our past, maybe, maybe we could have, what we had before…that's the only thing that's stopping me from joining mom and aunts, cause…I cant Wy….I cant stand this pain, its so much….I-I don't wanna fight you, especially when I know I'm fighting a loosing battle."

"Then don't…." Wyatt said feeling his own tears slide down his cheeks. for the first time in many years, he felt his heart break to see Chris like this, sitting in his lap, telling him how much Wyatt let him down, it reminded him of his little kid brother, who came to his when the sisters died. From that day on, he swore he will protect Chris from everything and from on that day everything changed for the brothers…the loss of the charmed ones made the brothers gain something else…each other's deepest love.

"You think it's that simple…" Chris asked as Wyatt wiped his tears away.

"Yes, you have no idea how hard it's for me to see you like this." Wyatt said as Chris chuckled through his tears but it only turned into sobs. "Chris…"

"Don't…" Chris said brushing away Wyatt's fingers. "I've suffered so much by you, but don't, please don't kill me by pretending to care. Not after all these years, not now…because it's the far worse than anything you can do to me." At this Wyatt blinked to shed the tears that blurred his vision. "Where did we go wrong Wy? Where did I go wrong? I-I thought we could face anything but…I was wrong…I wasn't enough for you, my love wasn't enough."

"No! Don't you ever say that…." Wyatt hissed.

"Why? Isn't that the truth?" Chris asked his weary eyes looking into Wyatt's sad but love filled eyes. "If my love was enough, you wouldn't have turned into…this…you wouldn't have turned our son into this and you certainly wouldn't have turned me into this."

"You think I wanted this Chris? You think I enjoy watching my own kid, the one I loved so much to suffer everyday by my hands? Even you….even you didn't understand me that well. No one did."

"Stop Wy…Stop it, stop lying, you're not lying to me, but to yourself….I lost you the day you turned, I lost my Wy, the one who cares for others, someone good."

"I'm all those things baby." Wyatt said as Chris gazed into the blue eyes.

"No…you're not, you stopped being all those things many years ago," Chris said tears once again running like tap. "You are in the verge of losing your humanity all together Wy…once that's gone, there is nothing and,…and I don't think I can survive that. This is my only way to save you without killing you cause I've already lost my best friend and soul mate to evil years ago."

"Chris, baby…don't you understand?" Wyatt asked his voice quivering. "You are the one who makes me human, without you by my side….you…you're telling me, how much I let you down, but you….you are the evil one here cause…y-you left me here all alone with all these things. Didn't you love me enough to know I'm fighting here….fighting hard to keep this evil at bay from taking over me completely? The one person who kept me strong….I saw myself hurt him and there was nothing I can do about it but watch…trapped like a caged animal, In here I'm just a voice, shouting and pleading at myself to stop…you think I enjoy killing those innocents, you think I enjoy watching them plead and beg me to let them go…but there is nothing I can do about it. The darkness in me is too strong Chris…too strong for me to fight it alone, but what hurts me the most was… the person I treasured most in my life…I let him slip through my fingers long ago." Wyatt cried for the first time in years. "I know I can never expect you to come back to me….but I still gotta hope don't I? hoping that one day you be here, to love me…cause I-I don't think I even know how to love anymore Chris…I'm scared, I can feel my heart turning black and there is nothing I can do to stop it…I want you so bad, Chris, cause I'm losing a battle too Chris…a battle I can never win but fail and watch everyone I love get hurt…I don't wanna be a monster…I don't wanna lose my humanity….Please save me Chris…I'm begging you…save me from what I've turned into."

"Wy…?" Chris said as the emerald eyes looked into the familiar blue warm loving eyes.

"Go back, go back wherever you came from and finish whatever you started."

"But Mom…" At this Wyatt looked scared as he looked up at the ceiling. Chris glanced to see the ceiling to beginning to swarm with dark clouds.

"Its coming, Chris go, Mom is in the palace but she is not in her mind, she is under a spell. Save her."

"How?" Chris said he felt his heart beat faster while vision blur, cause he found his Wy and he doesn't want to leave…"I don't wanna leave you." Wyatt only glanced up to see the cloud is getting stronger.

"Chris, you have to baby…" Wyatt said his voice quivering. "You have to save me, to save us. Damien birthday is your key, get her out and go back and please, please, please….don't ever give up on me."

"I love you so much Wy," Chris said as Wyatt pulled him into a fierce but passionate kiss.

"I love you too, now go!" Wyatt said pushing Chris away.

"But Wy…" Chris said as he saw the Dark cloud snake down towards Wyatt.

"Go!" Wyatt hissed waving his hand, sending Chris zooming backwards to the Hall entrance. "Go back Chris, go back to the past!" Wyatt's voice shouted as Chris zoomed out of the Hallway in increasing speed.

The Last thing he saw before the large oak door slammed shut in front of him was Wyatt sending lighting bolt at the Dark cloud.

"Chris…Chris…" A voice called out.

Chris gasped as snapped his eyes open to be blinded by the sun, actually it was not the sun as he soon came to learn when his eyes adjusted to the room around him. It was the low hanging light bulb; he saw Phoebe and Paige hovering above him, both of them wrapped around in few bed sheets to keep the cold away. The small radiator is turned to high but obviously in a city without electricity back up generator and some magic, goes a long way.

Chris pulled himself up in a sitting position as he leaned back on the old wall with crumbling plaster that once in a while showers people's head with its debris.

"Are you okay sweetie?" Phoebe asked as the sisters sat down on the ground next to Chris.

"Yeah, why?" Chris asked looking at his aunts but his mind reeling from the dream he just had…it felt so real.

"It seemed like you were having a nightmare or some sort, you were crying." Paige said as Chris touched his face to feel the dried up tears.

"Yeah, a nightmare or something." Chris replied as he ran his hands through his hair, only to pull them away with bits of plaster from the wall. Not caring about it, Chris looked at his aunt, he knew he has to save Wyatt; it's the only chance before he loses Wyatt for good.

"We need to find Piper." Chris said as he noticed how shaky his voice sounded.

"Hey guys, some soup?" Billie came in with a tray of plastic cups, that's barely enough to feed one, it looked more like starters. Chris shook his head, knowing if he said no, maybe some of the kids around here could have second helpings. Even the sisters seem to think the same as they said no to their food.

"You guys haven't eaten anything, since you came back." Billie said looking at the trio.

"There are more hungry people here than us Billie," Paige said to the witch. "We'll survive if we go without food for a day."

"Give them to the kids." Phoebe said as Billie shook her head.

"But Chris…" Billie started but Chris shook his head.

"You heard them." Chris said as Billie looked defeated and walked off with the tray, towards others. Chris rubbed his face and brought his hands together in a praying position. He doesn't know what to do but all he knew was, that he gotta get piper and get the hell out of this timeline. The only way to save these people is to save the future and save Wyatt.

Just then a scream rang through the place, cause Chris to bolt up in his seat as Billie rushed in. "Guys, we gotta problem."

Chris scrambled to his feet, throwing his covers away, as Paige and Phoebe followed behind. Billie led them towards an area where it's screened by sheets and people are around them, including small kids, looking scared. Billie ducked underneath and disappeared into it; the girls hesitated but followed Chris.

When they saw what it was all about, Phoebe had to back up a bit, while Paige looked surprised.

"She's loosing lot of blood, we need a whitelighter fast." Billie said to Chris as the girls saw the woman in labour. Chris looked at the girls, not knowing what to do, because whitelighter in this timeline are rare, rarer than fire starters or even rarer than mermaids. Mainly because Wyatt killed all the elders and most of the white lighters and since there are no elders in the heaven, there is no one to make any souls into newborn white lighters.

"We gotta do something fast." Billie said to the trio while the woman withered in pain.

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