I'm sorry its bee a while. I have been away and my computer was left at home! Anyway here I am! I'm not happy with this chapter at all but I have struggled with it for weeks and I didn't want to put you on hold ay longer. I hope you don't think it sucks too bad. If you do you can tell me if you like. Thats fine! At least it's really long. I will try and shape up I promise and if I get enough respons from this I promise to treat you with another update by saturday at the latest. Thats a promise!

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Kurt gripped the strap of his book bag hard as he walked down the corridor. He could feel everyone staring at him and he couldn't blame them. His whole front was covered in a huge red stain. He had been slushied three times today and after the third he didn't have much choice but to spend the rest of the day in his wet shirt since he had already changed twice. He was incredibly cold and felt sick and dizzy. His head ached and his stomach was unruly and painfully knotted. He knew that Puck and Santana had seen him after the slushie but they hadn't done anything to help him. Barely given him a look before they turned the other way. Kurt sighed. Telling his friends about him and Blaine had obviously been a huge mistake.

Kurt had been ecstatic, telling his friends about Blaine and him, thinking that they would at least be happy for him since it was clear Blaine hadn't used him and nothing bad had happened. He was wrong though and now three days later and only four days to sectionals, things couldn't be worse for Kurt. As soon as the gee club heard about Blaine and the kiss they decided he really was a traitor and completely froze him out. They didn't say hello any more and when he bumped into them in the hallways they would look the other way. During the days it didn't bother him too much since he was used to not seeing his friends and was too busy to keep up in his classes. It was a lot harder and he could barely concentrate during the lessons and the lack of sleep had taken a toll on him. His body was absolutely exhausted from the abuse it had been through. He barely ate any more. Skipping lunch completely in school and claiming he wasn't hungry when he came home. He felt weak and his body was screaming for him to rest.

In Glee things were even worse. The only one talking to him was Mr Shue and it wasn't much he said anyway since he was busy coaching Rachel. When the others sat united at on end of the classroom he chose to sit up in the corner far away from everyone. Not even Mercedes would look at him, obviously she was still hurt from their fallout and ignored him in the favour of hanging out with Tina and Mike most of the time Even Santana who normally would disagree with everything Rachel said and did, just because she could, allied with Rachel in this situation which left Brittany and Puck doing the very same. Finn was either too insecure about the whole situation or he was on Rachel's side too. Either way it didn't matter to Kurt. He was still just as lonely and hurt.

It was only a few days until Sectionals which meant he didn't have much chance to spend time with Blaine but they still talked on the phone with each other. He didn't tell Blaine much about the bullying, he didn't want Blaine to worry about him too much, especially because he still didn't know what they where. They had kissed a couple of times, held hands and hugged each other in a not friendly way, But that didn't mean they were boyfriends, did it? They hadn't talked about it yet and Kurt didn't want to be the one to ask, if in the end, Blaine wasn't interested in him at all. He didn't think his heart would be able to take such a break.

He past Rachel and Finn in the corridor and Finn gave him a small, awkward smile before he was dragged past Kurt by Rachel who only glared at Kurt. Kurt felt the pain increase in his chest. He wondered why Rachel suddenly hated him so much. She had everything already and Kurt had never tried to claim anything from her. Not more then the others anyway and she already had all the solos and the rest of the glee club on her side. He watched them round the corner of the corridor and when he turned back Karofsky stood in front of him with a threatening look on his face. Kurt gulped but forced himself to stay calm.

"What do you want?" He said, his voice betraying him by going high pitched.

Karofsky jabbed a finger into his chest.

"Just wanted to see if you got my texts" He smirked. "Take it you did. Hope you get it that I'm serious. If you tell anybody about our little run in in that bathroom and I will Kill you. Wonder what that would do to poor daddy Hummel"

Kurt went completely cold inside. His dad would be destroyed if Kurt died. After his mothers dead Kurt had been forced to watch his father being broken beyond repair and it had taken him years to function normally. If Kurt died...he didn't want to think about what it would do to his father.

"Don't talk about him" He whispered shakily.

Karofsky let his hand travel up Kurt's chest, coming to a stop on Kurt's chin.

"Oh why not? I bet he would be happy, thanking me even for getting rid of his failure of a son. His faggot son who's more of a girl than a man" He smirked, his finger still under Kurt's chin as if he was bout to tilt Kurt's head backwards and lean in for another kiss.

Kurt shut his eyes and bit his lip hard enough to draw blood. He focused on the pain his lips and the coppery taste in his mouth instead of the panic rising in his chest and the spinning in his head.

"Please leave me alone, I didn't tell anybody. I swear. I won't" His voice was so thin now and his heart was pounding painfully in his chest.

"Good, and you won't" Karofsky said and bumped into Kurt's shoulder hard as he passed him.

Kurt had to lean against the nearest wall to keep himself from collapsing. The dizzy spell past as his heart beat became more regular again but he still felt like he was about to throw up.

He just wanted someone to talk to, someone to notice how he was struggling. He touched his shoulder gently and winced, knowing there would be bruises by tomorrow.

"Kurt?"

Kurt jumped at the sudden voice but when he looked up it was only Sam who stood in front of him.

"Woah! What's going on?" Sam asked and reached out to touch Kurt's shoulder but Kurt flinched away before Sam's hand had a chance to touch him.

"Nothing" He said quickly hoping Sam would leave it alone but the blonde shook his head.

"Kurt, I know something is up. I'm not stupid. The others might be blind but I'm not and I think that they have no right to treat you like this"

"I...I really don't want to talk about it, Sam" Kurt mumbled and tried to get past Sam but Sam gently grabbed him by the arm and kept him from leaving.

"Please just leave me alone!" Kurt said a little firmer while he had to blink several times to keep his eyes from tearing up.

Sam sighed but let go of his arm.

"At least let me walk you to glee?" Sam asked.

Kurt nodded. That would be okay. It would be kind of nice not having to worry about getting ambushed. Sam was the quarterback and even if he was new the other guys in the football team worshipped him.

"So, Um, you ready for sectionals?" Sam asked as they walked down the corridor towards the choir room.

Kurt shrugged. Honestly he wished he could just skip it all. He was tired and worn out and he had hoped that his ribs would have been healed by now but that wasn't the case. His side was now an ugly and disgusting green tone but the pain had barely lessened and he was starting to think that maybe Blaine was right and that he really needed a doctor. Or maybe he just needed some rest, he thought sadly. If he could get only a few days without dancing and singing and moving around like a maniac and things would get much better. But with Mr Shue's crazy schedule and Rachel's obsession, he knew he would have to wait until after sectionals.

They entered the choir room in silence and Kurt went to sit on his usual spot on the other end of the room from where the others already sat. Sam looked around for a few seconds, debating on where to sit but the Quinn waved for him to take a seat beside her. He gave Kurt an apologetic look before sitting down but Kurt chose to ignore it in favour of pretending to read something on his phone. He could practically feel the tension between him and the other members, the occasional glares from Rachel and Santana and the small, insecure looks from Tina and Finn who maybe wanted to sit with him, but wasn't strong enough to stand up for him. Kurt kept focusing on his phone and waited for the teacher to arrive. Mr Shue arrived five minutes late, much to Rachel's dismay.

"I'm sorry guys, I had to help a kid to the nurse and wait for his mom to pick him up. Anyway. Let's get starting. We have only four days left and Saturday is the big day. The routines are looking good but I know they can be much better and I need everybody to do their best and step up a level. The girls mash up looks fine already so I need us to focus on Unwritten and Don't stop me now. There are still some of you who keeps missing a few steps every now and then and we can't afford it if we want to win."

It was kind of obvious that Mr Shue was talking about him without saying it out loud and everyone else knew it too. Kurt sank down in his chair, trying to ignore the sudden heat on his cheeks.

"Well everybody on your feet, hurry up!" Mr Shue said and Kurt forced himself to stand again.

He dragged himself over the floor and went to stand behind Mike, hoping he would be the easiest to follow and he was probably the one least likely to pump in to Kurt.

"Kurt and Finn I was thinking you should be in the front for this so I can keep an eye on you. Just for this practice." Mr Shue said with a small smile.

Kurt cast Finn a look and the other teen looked as embarrassed as Kurt felt like. His face had turned slightly red but Rachel gave him an encouraging look and squeezed his hands. Kurt watched them, a sting of jealousy mixed with anger that no one had offered him a smile.

He moved from his spot in the back and stood beside Finn in the front. Mr Shue went to stand in front of him.

"Okay so we run through the number with just the dance and then with the music and singing in the auditorium."

The music came to a sudden start and the familiar tune of "Don't stop me now" Blared through the speakers loudly.

20 minutes later Kurt was sure he was going to pass out any second. His body felt so hot and he could feel every beat of his heart in his pounding head. They had now moved to the auditorium to run through their performance as it would be at the competition for the first time. Fortunately Mr Shue was pleased with him and had let him go back to his usual spot and for once he wasn't too bothered that he would be in the background for most of the performance as he wasn't one of the singers.

As the girls took place on the stage to start of with their mash up Kurt gratefully sat down on a chair back state and allowed himself to rest for a minute before he needed to be on stage again. His head was pounding eve worse now and he rested it in his hands. Heat radiated from his skin and he knew he should probably get something to drink but he couldn't bring himself to move. At this point he wasn't sure he would be able to hold anything down.

"Here!"

Kurt looked up to find a bottle of water in front of his head.

"You should drink some water" Sam said and crouched in front of Kurt. "You don't look so good" He continued in a worried tone and gently touched Kurt's bare arm. "Woah, you're really hot. Have you had anything to drink?"

Kurt shrugged. Had he? Not since a glass of water at lunch and to cups of coffee to keep him from falling a sleep.

"You should probably go home and lay down or something" Sam said worriedly but Kurt shook his head.

"No I'll be alright" He lied. The idea of going home was very tempting but that meant people would hate him even more for screwing up. He just needed to shape up. "I could use some water though"

Sam handed him the bottle and he opened it with shaky hands. He brought the bottle to his mouth, taking a small sip. He instantly regretted it when he felt a wave of nausea hit him. He covered his mouth with his hand as he gagged and he could feel Sam take the bottle from his other hand.

"Okay, I'm gonna get Mr Shue" Sam said "You look really sick and you're clearly not okay."

Kurt nodded and Sam disappeared on to the stage and down to Mr Shue where he sat on the first row. Kurt rested his head in his arms again hoping he wasn't going to throw up. The music had stopped and seconds later Sam returned with Mr Shue not far behind.

He said something to the teacher and then Mr Shue crouched in front of Kurt.

"Kurt, Sam said you weren't feeling so well" He started.

Kurt looked up finding his teacher in front of him. Finn and the other boys stood around him to but the girls were still on the stage.

"He's really hot and he couldn't drink anything. He almost threw up" Sam said and Mr Shue too touched Kurt's arm and nodded.

"How do you feel Kurt?" He asked.

"My head hurt's" Kurt mumbled "I think I might be sick" He added.

"You feel really warm, I think you might be a bit dehydrated as well"The teacher added after touching Kurt's forehead.

Kurt didn't answer and let his head drop again.

"I think we should take him home" Mr Shue said and turned to Finn who nodded.

"Yeah, sure" He said and he actually looked kind of worried about Kurt. "Can you stand up?" He asked Kurt and Kurt nodded, standing up rather wobbly but able to maintain his balance.

Finn grabbed their bags and jackets. By now the girls had gotten tired of waiting and Rachel was the first one to enter the backstage area.

"What's going on? Where are you going?" She shrieked her eyebrows shooting to the sky.

"Kurt's not feeling well and I'm gonna take him home so he can lie down" Finn said.

"But we need to practice!" Rachel answered. "You can't leave now!"

"Kurt's sick, Rachel" Mr Shue answered calmly trying to keep Rachel from having a meltdown.

Rachel's expression softened for a second but then turned back to a deep frown.

"But Finn can't leave. He's one of the leads. The most important lead and he needs to run through the song with the others. Otherwise he will never learn and it needs to be perfect. Maybe Kurt can just wait backstage so Finn doesn't have to miss the rehearsal"

Finn looked at Kurt and that insecure look on his face was back. He looked at Rachel who had crossed her arms over her chest to prove her right.

"I guess she has a point" He said at last. "I really need to run through it."

He gave Kurt an appologetic smile but Kurt was too tired to really care as he stood on his feet swaying slightly.

"I still don't think Kurt should stay here" Sam said and Mr Shue nodded.

"I don't think so either. He needs to get home but on the other hand we really need to practice. Especially those of you who has solos"

"I can take him" Mike said at last and everyone turned to him with a surprised look on their faces.

Kurt was surprised to. Sure Mike was cool. Probably the coolest of the footballers but they had barely talked and Kurt didn't think Mike cared about him at all.

"I mean, I know the steps and I'm not singing so it would be okay"

Everyone nodded.

"Well then it's settled" Rachel said "Now let's go back to practice everybody"

The girls disappeared onto the stage again giving Kurt a small sympathetic look.

Mike took Kurt's things from Finn and then went to get his own.

"You gonna be okay?" Finn asked.

"Yeah" Kurt mumbled feeling slightly betrayed that not even when he was feeling sick Finn would choose him over Rachel but then again it was Sectionals after all and it was probably selfish to believe anything else.

"Good" Finn gently placed a hand on his shoulder. "I'll see you at home"

"Yeah sure" Kurt said and slowly went after Mike who waited for him by the door.

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