Hey every one, I hope that you all like this chapter I would say love but I personally do not really like this one all that much but till it would be nice it you read it. It is just some things that you need to read so that we can get all with the whole love thing (and I mean Hermione liking him back!)
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Welshteen:
thanks for the review and well is Draco the kind to give up?
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Dawn: Hehehehe thank you I did like that bit too, I was just
sitting there and it came to me and I thought that it was so true!
angel2559:
thanks for the review and you are right he is not heart broken as
such but more…upset I guess I mean he loved Hermione and every
thing and she is in love with part of him that she might never be
able to see in him.
carmen.bby.: love is blind and so is Hermione Granger to a certain blonds hand writing, but in the next chapter maybe she will suddenly see hint hint
Isadora120: thank you lol I am glade that you like it and Thanks for being my first review on this chapter!!
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Draco could not remember the last time that he had felt like this. He had always imagined that there was no greater pain then one of his fathers beatings but this made his fathers actions seem like nothing more then a slap on the hand. Hermione was starting to fall for Sake eyes a part of him he was starting to realise that she would never be able to see when she loved at him. He was always going to be Draco Malfoy the mudblood hater who felt nothing.
There where times when he thought that he would give every last gallon that he had to his name just so that he could be with her. If only he could tell her instead of using a pen and some parchment as a smoke screen.
She did not love him and maybe that is what was for the best.
Then why did it hurts so much?
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Blaise sat there in the classroom with his head in his hands while trying to think about how Draco must be feeling at that moment.
He had attempted to talk to Draco last night when they had gone to bed but Draco had faked sleep and just ignored what he was trying to say. His second plan to talk to him about it at breakfast had been ruined when he had not turned up.
Why did everything have to go so wrong?
Why could it have not worked out like he had been hoping that it would?
Maybe Slytherin's were just not meant to be happy, maybe one day they really where going to be like their fathers. He shuddered, to be a Death Eater was the last thing that him and Draco wanted for their future. They did not want to hurt innocent people.
But they question at the end of the day was did they even have a chose in the matter?
Ginny had been sitting with him for the last ten minutes, on of her hands rested on his back and the other felt surprisingly nice while resting on his knee. They had not even looked at each other or broken, Blaise wondered what there was to even say?
They had tried to make their friends see how perfect they where for each other and much to their own disappointment they had failed.
Now what where they going to do?
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At the start of it all Ginny would have openly admitted that she thought that Blaise was a fruit cake. Hermione Granger and Draco Malfoy, together?
It was imposable.
But in the last few days so many things had happened and suddenly the idea of them seemed to make perfect sense.
But what was going to happen next?
Draco was starting to give up on every thing, Hermione was confused about what she felt about Snake eyes and her feelings towards Draco were still unknown to them.
When Ginny had found out about Hermione and her secret admirer she did feel a bit hurt that Hermione had felt that she could not tell her.
They cared for each other like sisters and she had to hear about some thing like that from Blaise of all people!
Then again maybe it was nice to have some one to talk to. Her mind wondered to her second year and Tom Riddle and her body went cold. But she had to admit that before she found out that the diary turned out to be evil it was nice at times to have some one that you could talk to about anything and not worry about then telling some one else.
It had not gone unnoticed to Ginny how Hermione had started smiling more. Or how she seemed to have a small skipping motion in her step when she walked.
Hermione was happy and Ginny loved seeing her like this.
That is why she and Blaise had started meeting up and had become friends after all, to give their friends a chance to be happy.
But that did not look like it was going to happen now.
Hermione would stop smiling as much and the she walked would stop looking so happy. She would go back to normal. There was nothing wrong with Hermione before, she was not upset or unhappy she just had some thing missing and now Ginny knew what it was.
She was missing every thing that Hermione was not the piece that where missing from her was Draco Malfoy. Together they had every thing.
Ginny thought of Hermione with out Draco and she frowned.
It was not going to end like this.
This was not going to be the end.
She had to do some thing. Anything.
She stood and started to make her way to wards the door.
"Where are you going?"
She looked behind her to see Blaise looking at her with his dark eyes.
They looked so sad. She knew that he cared for Draco just as she did for Hermione and that he would do anything if it meant that his friend would be happy. He was different from the rest and maybe that was why she liked him so much.
"I am going to go and find Hermione and have a talk with her"
Blaise straightened up.
"You are not going to tell her what we have been doing are you?"
"No, I am not going to, she would kill me" She smiled at his slightly "There is a new plan, you are going to go and find Draco, look every where if you have to and do not stop in till you find him, when you do talk with him, make sure that you do not let anything slip. I need you to make sure that he does not give up. If there is any one that he would listen to then it would be you"
Blaise smiled at her.#
"Thank you"
"Your welcome, I am going to go and find Hermione and do the same but I am going to get her to realise a few things about Draco, I think that it is about time that she started to see what she is missing"
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Hermione could not understand why her school work suddenly seemed so much like school work. Some times when she was working or talking to Harry and Ron her mind would wonder and she would then start thinking about him.
And the kiss.
The kiss that she could not stop thinking about.
The kiss by the boy who would make her knee suddenly go weak when she would see him walk by or he would look her way.
The boy with the floppy, soft blond hair that she had to stop her self in potions from running her hand through his hair.
Draco Malfoy was one day going to be a Death Eater and along with his family he was one of the many things that were wrong with the world.
But Hermione had the smallest feeling that maybe, just ,maybe she might like him slightly.
It was wrong.
It was sickening.
"Hey Hermione"
It was Ginny.
"Oh hey Ginny"
"What you doing?
"School work, nothing really"
Her friend smiled at sat down next to her and Hermione looked up, the look on her face made her slightly nervous, some thing seemed different.
"Good old Hermione, sitting in the library doing her school work"
"Good old Hermione"
Great now people where starting to think that she was predictable.
Probably even boring.
How nice of them.
You would think that hanging out with Harry and Ron for the last four, nearly five years would have gotten her some kind of reputation.
It would seem not.
Instead of including her in all of the stories that where told she always seemed to get faded into the back round some how. She could not blame them really, I mean Hermione Granger willingly risking getting expelled?
Not likely!
Hermione faked a laugh
"Well you know me Ginny work, work, work"
"Yeah I guess so, you know that I feel as thought we have not seen each other in ages!"
Hermione frowned.
"Ginny you saw me at breakfast, remember? You sat next to me?"
The red haired girl crossed her arms and leaned back in her chair an innocent smile placed on her lips.
"I know but I mean when you think about it we may have seen each other but when was the last time that we talked you like had a heart to heart or some thing like that"
But before she could reply Ginny had started speaking once aging.
"You know speaking of breakfast just before I left I did notice that some thing seemed a little off at the Slytherin table" (A/N I know that Draco was not at breakfast but Ginny is of course lying, just so that I do not get questioned about it ( ; )
Hermione looked closer at her friend. Just what was she up to? She looked like Fred and George did when they had a plan.
"Is that so?"
"It seemed so quite over there that I thought some thing was wrong and then I spotted Draco Malfoy"
Hermione looked down at her work and tried to act like she was not too keen on what her friend had to say, what was happening her and why was Ginny all of a sudden talking about Draco?
"Oh why were you looking at him? I thought that you were you know over him or some thing? Or did you change your mind?"
"Of course I am over it Hermione it just that some thing did not seemed right when I looked at him, he seemed slightly…well he looked sad, you know? It was like he was not Draco Malfoy, he did not look like himself"
She could not help it, Hermione laughed.
"And since when is Malfoy not being himself considered a bad thing?"
Hermione looked up and was slightly taken back to see that Ginny had moved closer to her and her face was now inches from her own.
"That's funny not too long a go from some of the things that I was I would have thought that you two seemed to be getting on well"
"How did you-"
"I'm observant and not stupid"
"Oh"
"Funnily enough I would have thought that you two seemed like well you liked each other, him well he was making it so obvious that he like you and well, you…I just have a feeling that you do"
Hermione's mouth went dry and all she could do fro a couple of seconds was sit there, Ginny thought that she liked him and that he liked her.
He did not like her, he would never.
He kissed you!
So?
What do you mean so, he kissed you and you think that he does not like you?
When Hermione finally snapped back to Ginny she finally muttered:
"What makes you think that I do?"
"Like I said before I am not stupid"
"I know your not"
Suddenly Ginny face broke into the first true smile that Hermione had seen in a long time and she looked like what Hermione had said had made her day.
Some thing here was starting to get on Hermione's nerves but this was her one of her best friends that she was talking about.
"Well then if you know that then you know that I know that you know that I am right when I say that you like Draco Malfoy as more then an enemy maybe in more then a friend even though you make every one else believe that he is nothing to you, but really he is some thing, maybe even a big some thing and from the look on your face, I take it that I am right yes?"
"my god" Hermione thought "that girl can talk more and faster then any one else that I know, she might even talk more then me"
"I…well…that is to say…Ginny what is wrong with you! I do not like Draco like that!"
"You call him Draco!"
"So"
"You like him"
"Do not"
"Do too"
"Do not!"
"Do too Hermione and you know it, you know some thing there was a time when you would tell me any thing and every thing that was going on with you, but right now I just feel like you are doing nothing but shutting me out. What happened Hermione, when did you become like this? What happened to being best friends? Do you not trust me?"
She knew what Ginny was doing, she was trying to make her feel guilty.
You would think that knowing this would have made it not work and that she would have not given in.
But like Ginny knew that it would, it worked, it always did.
"OK, Ginny ok but you need me to promise that you are not going to tell any one you see what happened was one night I was sitting in the common room when I got a letter…"
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Ginny was having trouble trying to act shocked with what Hermione was saying because she did already know the story off by heart by now but from the way Hermione looked scared by the end some thing told Ginny that she had done a good job.
"So you do kind of like Draco but the thing is that you like this
Snake eyes guy that has been writing to you as well and now you don't know what you are going to do?"
Hermione nodded
"Yeah that is the main out line of it I guess"
"I think that you should give Draco a chance"
That made Hermione look up.
"What? You think that I should give him a chance?"
"Yeah I guess I do. At the end of the day Hermione I meant what I said to you the other day, he has changed and if you look twice then I think that you will notice it too. He is not a bad guy Hermione, I just think he needs a chance"
"You might be right"
"You going to try?"
Hermione sighed.
"Why not?"
Hey people I hope that that was alright for every one not my best but still it was a chapter in my story that I have to tell. I hope that everyone will review and tell me what you think and now I have to ask a favourer to all of you lovely people!
I have an illness that is commonly known as "Writers block" and I need your help!
I am asking you to please give me any ideas that you have for what you want to happen next! I know some things that are going to happen but I want this story to get moving!
Also we will hear what happen to Blaise when he finds Draco!
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