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Alice was planning on going all out. But I managed to only have my hair done and the smallest amount of makeup applied to my face. She also insisted on me wearing a skimpy black dress. It was strapless and went to about mid-thigh. Way to short for my style but I didn't care. This horrible night would soon be over and then I'd change.

After more bickering about whether or not to apply eyeliner, which she won to my dismay, I headed downstairs to find Jacob—who stood at the end of the stairs.

"You look beautiful. Come on," he said, chipper. He grabbed my hand and pulled me through the back door before I could even say goodbye to Alice.

We walked into the forest, I didn't even notice where we were walking. I was only seeing him walking next to me, smelling his smell, touching his hand, I have missed him so much……..more than I've ever missed anything, ever. And I couldn't stand the fact that it was my fault that I had to miss him. But than again, it wasn't all my own. It was hisand hers, my mom.

I squared my shoulders suddenly, stuck up my chin and looked straight ahead. My walk turned into more of a stomp, but I didn't take my hand from his. No matter how upset I was, I couldn't deny the fact that the warmth of his hand against mine was the best feeling in the world. I had to take advantage of this feeling as much as I could before it was over.

I tried to figure out where we were and where we were going but I couldn't. Everything was unfamiliar; I looked around and only saw green and fog. We were in the woods, but you couldn't really call it a forest because the trees were very scarce, leaving small meadows every ten yards or so………

He suddenly stopped walking and dropped my hand to stand in front of me. I stopped my stomp-walk before I ran into him. I just stared at his face, confused.

"Stay here. I'll be right back." He commanded. He put his hands in front of him, gesturing for me to stop.

I nodded and he ran away into the fog. I felt so alone. The feeling was too familiar for my liking. I was about to step forward, but he was back before I could move my foot.

"Okay, come on." He took my hand again and led me into a patch of trees and shrubs. I weaved in and out trying not to ruin my dress but then again, I didn't really care about the dress. I was concentrating on not tripping over roots that when I looked up from the ground I didn't know what to expect. I gasped and the wind was knocked right out of me. I looked up at Jacob, he was smiling and looking at the beautiful meadow before us.

"It's…..it's beautiful." I stuttered.

I didn't take my eyes off of him when he spoke, "It's alright….I've seen more beautiful things." The way he was looking at me made me feel like I was missing something. I blushed, a horrible trait I inherited from my mother, and stepped closer to the beautiful meadow. Determined to stay mad at him, I surveyed the area. The trees were in a perfect circle surrounding a large area of grass. There are flowers in patches throughout the area. They are stunning. Beautiful colors of reds, purples, and yellows. In the center, there was a large hammock. It hung off two wooden posts and only hung a foot or two from the ground. Nothing else was there, except a red, fleece blanket lying on the hammock.

The simplicity of everything made it the most amazing thing I've ever seen. He kept my hand as he was walked forward slowly and sat down. I, hesitantly, sat next to him on the hammock.

"I love you, Renesme." His face was serious, voice deep.

"I lov—" I was so used to saying 'I love you, too' that I had to stop myself. I looked into the surrounding forest, embarrassed by my slight showing of weakness.

I felt his hot fingers on my cheek moving my head so I had to look at him. "You must promise me that you will at least listen to what I have to say, if nothing else." He told me. I moved his hand from my face ignoring the rejection in his eyes.

"I promise." It couldn't hurt to just listen. But after I said it, I realized it could hurt. It could hurt much more than I expected.

"Renesme, it was your mother." He told me sadly, guiltily, like he was admitting a crime. Which in my eyes, it was a crime. It should be a crime when a boy breaks a girl's heart.

"I kn-……….how- how could you not tell me Jacob?" I stuttered, I was completely hurt, I felt betrayed.

"Because I knew that you would be even more hurt if you knew before…….okay nothing could make it hurt less. But, I can explain everything." He spoke fast, eager to defend himself.

I waited for him to explain himself, somewhere in the back of my mind I knew that he would never be able to make this right again. I bit down on my bottom lip, holding back the tears.

He leaned closer, "You know that before you were born, your mother and I were friends."

I said sarcastically, "Yeah, justfr-." He placed a finger on my mouth to silence me.

"Let me finish. Do you know about the time when your dad left?"

I nodded, curious to see where this was going.

"Your dad left her for quite some time. Your mom was so broken hearted….she felt like she wasn't good enough for him. Good enough for anyone…."

"But dad did it in order to protect mom." I reminded him. "It wasn't betrayal or lack of interest. He loved her, loves her.

"I know. But she and I didn't know that until after he came back. Besides, she was in even more danger with his disappearance than with his company."

"Okay…so what does that have to do with anything, Jacob?"

"While Edward was gone, like I said before, Bella had a broken heart. I missing piece to her puzzle, if you want to make it cliché. Bella felt lonely and unwanted. One day, your grandfather, Charlie, decided Bella might be better off in Florida with her mother. She got mad at Charlie for wanting to send her away. She obviously didn't want to leave. So in order for Bella to stay, she became slightly more social, she visited me. I was so happy that Bella wanted to hang out with me. Every single day that we were together, we got closer and closer. But the closer we got, the more dangerous my feelings got for her."

"Did you love her?" I asked, whispering. Who was I kidding, of course he did. He saw my face change to an angrier expression and he started to shout slightly.

"Yes, I did fall in love with your mother. Yes, she did fall in love with me too. Do we feel bad about it? YES! But at that time, Edward was gone! She couldn't wait for him forever. As a matter of fact, Edward wasn't even planning on coming back."

"So it's okay because he wasn't there?! Well let me remind you Jacob, my dad did come back. Dad came back and you still love her!"

"Right. Nessie, I want you to know the truth: If Edward didn't come back, I would have tried to win Bella's heart. I would've proposed and everything. I would've won her. I was upset when I found out that she still chose Edward over me. I mean, he left her, I wouldn't do that…..But a part of me was also happy that Bella chose Edward over me."

I was speechless.

"You're the reason, Renesme. Without their marriage, I would have never fallen in love with you. I was also happy because Bella seemed a lot happier with Edward than she ever was with me. Of course that hurt, but there's one thing in life you learn to accept, whether you like it or not: when you love someone, you learn to make their feelings come before yours."

As he said it I felt horrible. I'd only been thinking about myself the whole time. Not caring a scrap about the man I loved, yes I loved him, not enough though. I placed my hand lightly on his chest over his heart. A single tear dropped from my cheek. "Did she break it?"

"Well, yeah. But if you broke it, I can guarantee you that the feeling would be much worse." He laughed lightly at the end but I could hear the falseness. It wasn't a laughing matter and he knew it.

"Jacob, stop it." I commanded my voice soft, gentle.

"Stop what?"

"You're making this so much harder than it needs to be. Just leave me and be over with it." I was staring at my hands in my lap.

"Oh, Nessie. I've told you everything that can convince you that I love you so much more than my mother. So, this isn't about her is it? What's really bothering?"

Two of his hands wrapped around one of mine. I looked up at him. How could I explain what was bothering me? "It never seemed real…..I mean I've known you since forever, always the best big brother I could ever ask for. And then I grew up in a matter of just a few years. And I realized that I loved you far before I even knew what love was. When you told me you loved me I'd never felt so overjoyed, relived to know that you'd never leave. I'd be able to keep you and never have to let you go. Then I knew that would never be the truth, I've learned through my parents and Sam and Leah that sometimes love didn't matter as much as I thought it did. Sometimes someone could let it go. I guess---I guess I was so afraid of having a broken heart I let you give me one. I love you Jacob but I can't stand being with you when I'd just be waiting for the day when I'd never see you again and -"

"Renesme, I imprinted on you."

I kissed him. Our lips moved together beautifully, my hands wound in his hair and his ran down my back. It was the most passionate kiss ever shared between two people. "So," I mumbled against his lips, "You're not leaving?"

"Never." He whispered.

"Promise?"

"Promise…………."

As he lay down he pulled me on top of him. I pulled away slightly to look at him, "Why do you have to be so damn irresistible."

"I can't answer that, it's a secret." His voice was incredibly sexy.

I gave in and leaned in to kiss him again.....

We laid on the hammock, I was leaning my head onto his chest. Tonight was rushed, completely unexpected. And everything was solved was the truth was unveiled but I knew it wasn't over. Something had to go wrong next, nothing was this simple.

"Nothing will happen, Ness." Jacob told me, his voice soothing.

I looked up at him confused but soon realized how he knew. My hand was lying on his cheek. I chuckled slightly; I hadn't used my power in……forever. I settled into his arms. When I got cold he brought the blanket around me and I soon fell asleep.

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