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Chapter Fourteen
A: N Disclaimer: I do not own rookie blue. I only own the story I am writing.
As Andy lay in bed that night, she couldn't sleep. She just kept thinking and thinking. Her brain just wouldn't let her sleep.
She kept thinking and thinking. About everything that had happened to her in the last three years of being a police officer. She knew that resigning was more than like a terrible idea, but she knew that right now, it was something she had to do.
She needed a fresh start. She even thought of leaving Toronto for a while, but she couldn't just up and leave. She couldn't run away, she had to be strong. She had friends here, her dad, even her mother, who she was just getting to know again. She built her life here. She knew that running away wasn't an option this time. Nope she would stay in Toronto. She smiled at that decision.
However, the thought of looking for a new job, made her sigh. She had always wanted to be a police officer. She had thought about a transfer to another division, but she decided against that. She just couldn't bear the thought of working in another division and maybe bumping into Sam. Even though she knew that would more than likely never happen she just couldn't take that risk? No she defiantly couldn't do that. She had to do this to get over him. Andy had to move on with her life.
She sighed at that thought. Andy thought that Sam would be in her life as a partner for longer than this. She thought that they would be a couple longer than this. But they weren't, and she had to deal with this whole damn situation. And Andy resigning from the force was a part of this step.
She didn't know how to deal with this. Cope with this. Sam had been her rock for the last three years. Not seeing him, not having any contact with him, it was killing her. She needed him. But that was no longer a choice anymore. She had to move on with her life. Move on without Sam Sweark in it. That decision had been made since he said those words to her.
'I can't be a cop and be with you', that is what he had said to her. Those words had stuck into her head. Those five words will never be forgotten. Those five words will always be stuck in her head.
She thought that Sam was the one for her. Hell she knew that he was the one for her. But if he didn't want her in his life, then he wasn't going to have her in his life.
'You won't get rid of me without a fight', he said that to her the night of the first time she saw mother. She took that into her heart. She let him into her heart and he had trampled on it. He had ripped it out and torn it to shreds.
She got up out of her lounge and walked around her house. All this thoughts and feelings were making her mad. He had made a promise about not leaving without a fight. She had told him she had loved him, for goodness sake. And she meant it. And he knew that she meant it. And he knew how hard that was for her. And yet she got her heart ripped out by the person she never thought would do that.
She sighed and got out her keys. She knew what she had to do. She had to go talk to him. Talk to him now. Get what she walks to get out. Let him know how she really felt about this whole stupid situation. Before she could change her mind, she grabbed a jacket, her keys, her bag, and walked outside of her apartment and locked the front door.
Sam sweark was going to listen to how she had felt about this. And she wasn't going to let him not listen to her. She was going to make him listen to her.
A: N and there is chapter fourteen. Hope I didn't disappoint