AN: This is just a short chapter about Ilane. It's probably not at all what happened, and a little morbid, but I like it. As always, reader input is much appreciated. (That's just a fancy-schmancy way of saying 'Please Review!') ;)
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Tell Him
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Chapter Fourteen: Baroness Ilane of Mindelan
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Ilane watched glumly out the window as her children played in the courtyard below. Nine-year-old Conal had caught a bullfrog and was chasing his little sisters around with it. He only wanted to know if it would turn into a prince when kissed.
Adalia, 7, and Oranie, 6, screamed in terror as the long-legged boy gained on them. Just as Ilane was about to push the window open and yell down to them, a nursemaid rushed over and stopped the children.
Conal's frog was released into a bush, sending the boy back to his riding lessons, and the girls resumed their quiet game of making daisy crowns and necklaces.
Commotion quieted, Ilane thought of her two oldest, Anders, who was the sixteen-year-old squire of a knight called Sir Ulrid of Jassi, and Inness, who was a second-year page.
Her five young ones kept Ilane busy. After Oranie was born she had told her husband that if he wanted another, he would have to have it.
And now, she felt it once more, that familiar nauseous feeling that she got just before weeks of morning sickness began. On a small table beside her, a mug sat. The steaming liquid within was a potion brewed by an herbal healer that lived in Mindelan. If Ilane consumed it, it would cause a miscarriage. Apparently many unmarried young ladies sought the draught, especially after Midwinter and Beltane.
But the Baroness couldn't decide whether or not to drink it. On one hand, Ilane didn't feel right ending the life of an innocent child. On the other hand, she wasn't prepared to birth and care for another baby. Ilane put her head down in her hands, frustrated.
"But Mama," the little girl said emphatically. "I don't believe what Tiliane said. Not for a minute. I could find a husband if I wanted. That's not why I want to be a page. If I can help people, people who are picked on because they're inferior, then why not do all I can?"
Ilane studied her young daughter. Her mouse-brown hair was cropped short, level with her jaw. Her face belonged to her father, especially her dreamy hazel eyes.
Piers patted Ilane's arm.
"She'll be fine," he said quietly.
"I can do this," the girl said. "I want to be a knight."
Ilane remained thoughtful for several minutes before she at last spoke.
"Alright. Tortall's second lady-knight will be of Mindelan blood."
Ilane awoke with a start. Her eyes caught the mug that grew cold. She picked it up and threw it. The pretty glass shattered as it caught the edge of the fireplace. Ilane sunk to the floor beside her chair. Tears racked her body and she had to struggle for breath. At last she calmed enough to think. Her hands wandered down past her navel, to the place where her child grew.
"I'm so sorry," Ilane whispered to the baby. "I'm so sorry, my Keladry." Ilane stopped short, realizing that she had just named her baby, a future hero.
Her husband, Piers, entered the room. Seeing his wife's disoriented state, Piers went to her side, worry etched across his face.
"Are you alright, my dear?" Ilane didn't answer aloud, only nodded.
"Are you sure?"
"I'm pregnant," Ilane whispered.
"Oh," Piers said quietly, rubbing her back. He knew how his wife had felt about another child. "I'm sorry."
"Don't be," Ilane said quietly. "This one is special. She's a miracle."
Piers and Ilane had a thorough talk about their future. Then they went to the courtyard and spent the rest of the afternoon playing hide-and-seek with Conal, Adalia, and Oranie. At the end of the day, Ilane didn't regret a single beat of any of her children's hearts.
And she knew, beyond doubt, that she never would.
