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an other chapter, I know it's a bit short but well I'm kinda really busy, but anyway I hope you like it, and don't forget to review huh?

"eight years earlier.

Seth's POV

"I loveee fireworks" She smiled while we sat down in the wet grass. Her eyes sparkled, and the big wide grin on her face made me feel warm from the inside. A satisfied smile played on my lips, Everything was how it was supposed to be. Everything was just perfect.

"Yeah so do I" I smiled, while I stared at her. She didn't had any interest in me now, she just stared up to the pretty fireworks. Silver, green en purple reflected in her green eyes. Then suddenly she turned her head towards me and quickly I glanced up to the sky.

"why were you staring at me?"

"I wasn't"

"You were"

"No I wasn't"

"there's something on my cheek again huh, just like that time when we went to school and you didn't told me and you just laughed the whole time. and when we arrived at school everyone was laughing at me." She said while she frowned and she pouted.

"No there isn't anything on her head"

"And in my hair?"

"There is nothing in your hair"

But she wasn't listening anymore. She already was staring to the sky again, I loved to see her so happy. It made me feel good, happy you know. You just get good vibes of happy people. Then she turned around and punched me on the shoulder. Even though she was smaller then me, younger and a girl. it quite hurt, so I quickly rubbed it.

"Why the hell did you do that for?"

"You stared at me again" She pouted.

"No i wasn't!"

"Look up, your missing all the pretty fireworks" She sighted while she laid down in the cold grass. I shook my head and laid down next to her. She was really an awkward girl, I could remember that day when there was toothpaste on her cheek and we went to school. I saw it but I was still pissed at her so I didn't said it. Everyone laughed at her, and Bill called her toothpaste head. And instead of crying like most girls would do she jumped right on top of him and hit him right on the face. Then he got so mad he started to beat her up, but Aj was a good match for him. That what I liked about her, her thoroughness, her intelligence and her stubbornness.

-- present time.

Seth's POV

"Why does she have to be so stubborn?" I growled while I shook my head. It made no sense, why didn't she just took that chance.

"Mmm she is candy cottoned in intractableness isn't she?" Jack laughed while he took the remote control.

"Yeah stupid stupid girl" I growled back.

"she is kinda cute you know, if she wasn't a werewolf and wasn't injured I would do her" He smiled while he once again changed channel.

"Excuse me?"

"Ohh right and if she wasn't your imprint, sorry mate" He grinned. I just rolled my eyes and sighted, jack was one strange dude.

"I wonder how it's like sex with a werewolf, must be really hot, litterraly" I heard him mumble, but I didn't even answered to it.

"Stupid vampire" I muttered and I heard him laugh when I walked out of the room. Carlisle told us we needed to stay away from AJ so she wouldn't have much stress. Which was better for her, and ofcourse he was right. But now she was awake I wanted to see her, I wanted to talk to her and convince her it was the best thing to just let her erase her memory. Carlisle walked downstairs and when he caught my glance he sighted and let his hand run through his hair.

"I just told Sam, he needed to get home because she needs to rest, he protested really hard and told me that he wouldn't let her alone on new years eve. But I forced him, so what are your arguments?"

"I love her" I whispered.

He sighted deep and rubbed his temples.

"I know but.."

"Please?"

"Alright 5 minutes, but not a second longer"

"Thank you!" I screamed while I already stormed upstairs.

"Ohh and seth?"

I turned around and almost lost balance, I quickly grabbed the banisters to keep standing. Carlisle shook his head while he was watching me, but I was just in a hurry to be alone with her.

"Tell her you love her, because else she isn't going to make it"

For a second I didn't knew what to do, then I just nodded and turned around.

"5 minutes" He screamed after me, when I slowly walked into the room.

"Aj?" I whispered. The room was dark and I barely could see my own hands, When I found the light my eyes needed to blink a few times before the adjusted to the light. My heart stood still for a second when I saw that she wasn't in her bed. But the tubes and cables lead me to the balcony.

"Stupid stupid vampires, stupid stupid werewolves why don't they go and cry for the stupid fucking moon or something, but no ofcourse not, They just need to save my life because they felt so damn guilty. Just wait until I bought garlic.." I heard her mumble against her self. A sad smile played my lips when I stepped at the balcony and when I came in view her eyes grew as big as dinner plates.

"Crap" She cursed while she quickly tried to extinguish her cigarette. She shove it behind a plant, but ofcourse I already saw it. I sat down next to her and she stared at me with cool and thoughtful eyes.

"smoking isn't good for you AJ" I said, jeez what a cliche. Why did I just have to say that?, why couldn't I just say.. I don't know something else?, stupid stupid I was going to ruin it again.

"If you nark me and tell Carlisle I will personally rip all your hairs out of your head put them in your nose and light them until your brain melts" She growled, but her eyes avioded mine. Instead of looking me in the eyes like a normal person would do if they threatened she looked up to the sky. While wringing her hands she muttered something I couldn't hear, but it didn't sounded very nice.

"I will not nark you" I said to get her attention again, she still didn't looked at me. she looked to the right this time.

"Good" She mumbled while she fumbled in her pockets and pulled her packet out. I quickly snatched it away, for a second she blinked and stared at her empty hands with perplex look on her face. Now she just had to look at me, and she did. Furious she stared at me.

"Give it back"

"AJ we need to talk, after you listened to what I have to say you'll get it back"

"Ahh come on, you're a real jerk you know, I'm freaking cold and now you want me to fucking listen to your whine story?"

"Yes"

"No give it back" she growled while she reached out for them. I moved my arm farther backwards and she fell against me, it was our first physical contact since a while. So we both gobbled back a litte bit, her lips turned into a small line and she immediately shot backwards, into the corner again. She couldn't hide the pain when she did that, her facial expression was telling more then thousand words, even though I only saw it for a second. Her face was still emaciated, but she was holding on a mask right now. But her body was just speaking for her, she was acting way thougher then she was feeling. Because of the silence I noticed her quick heartbeat now.

"You're completly exhausted aren't you?"

"No I'm not" She mumbled while she pretended to inspect her nails, the most of them were already gone, she had bitten the most of them.

"Yes you are" I said astonished, she bit her lip. she always did that when she was in a stressing position, it was an old habit. She did it since she got her first teeth I guess. But this sign told me I was right, she was totally exhausted.. and she only walked 10 metres, or maybe less. She was really in a bad condition.. Damn. when her teeth started to chatter and she watched me shamefully I stood up and walked inside again, with curious eyes she followed my every move. I grabbed one off her blankets and threw it to her. She caught it and made a face.

"Now it will get dirty"

I didn't replied, I just knew she didn't wanted to get up when I was around. She didn't wanted me to see how helpless she was, so she stayed outside. And ofcourse because she was so stubborn she wouldn't ever let me carry her inside. She would rather die I guess, so this was the best thing I could do for her. I sat down in front of her again, because the balcony wasn't that big it was the only place I could sit down, but luckily for me it was the best position I could have right now. Because I needed to see her eyes and her face when I was talking to her. I offered her a cigarette and she almost clawed in out of my hands, quickly she lighted it and inhaled deeply. She closed her eyes and I noticed that her hands were shaking lightly, the rest of her body was wrapped into the blanket.

"Come here"

"Wait what?" She asked when she glanced up with scared looking eyes. She immediately withdrew in her corner.

"AJ your freezing"

"But I don't want to go inside already I need some more nicotine" She said while she shook her head.

"You probably will freeze to death"

"well yeah I'm kinda cold, but that doesn't really matter" She smiled while she inhaled again. I shook my head and in one flawless move I lifted her up putted her on my lap and wrapped my arms around her. she completely stiffened and almost dropped her cigarette.

"What are you doing?" She whispered with a scared undertone in her voice.

"I'm keeping you warm"

"But you don't have too... let me go" She mumbled while she tried to struggle out of my grib. I just shook my head, even though she couldn't see it, Even though there was a large blanket between us it felt so good to hold her this way. I sniffed up the scent of her hairs, and she well she bit in my arm.

"Ahh" I hissed while I loosened my grip. For her that was the second she could get out and so she did. Or at least she tried, that's when the fireworks started. Because she didn't expected it and got scared up she fell back in my arms again. For a moment she forgot were she was and her eyes filled with purple, green and white.

"Firework"

"It's beautiful isn't it?"

"Yeah it is.."

"AJ.."

"Yeah..?"

"I love you"

So I said it, I finally said it. Right to her face, well to her hairs actually but that wasn't the point. Now she knew that she was worth it, that I wanted her.

"Don't say that Seth, please be quiet I just want to watch the fireworks"

and so we sat there, We didn't talked we just watched the fireworks. We could forget our problems for a while and just enjoy the beauty of the firework. It felt great, and after a while I heard her regular breathing and when I felt how she was totally relaxed I smiled. She fell asleep. Her head was resting against my shoulder and I stroke away the lock of hair that was covering her face. She lightly frowned and mumbled something I couldn't understand. I smiled again and softly lifted her up, I carried her to bed being careful not to pull out any of the tubes that were stuck into her. When she finally laid there I just couldn't resist. I sat down on the edge of the bed and bend down to kiss her. When her warm lips touched mine it felt like heaven, I missed this so much.. Then her eyes shot open and she quickly pushed me away. With big eyes she looked at me and slowly touched her lips. Then she made a fist and hit me in my face. Alright I deserved that..

"Ar.. Are you hurt?" Her voice whispered in my ear.

"No I'm fine" I reassured her.

She hit me again.

"Are you hurt now?" She asked me with wet furious eyes.

Will they ever get a happy ending?, hmm maybe. Maybe not.

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