A/N: Study break! Actually…I didn't study at all so I'm gonna study all day tomorrow. So please read and review so I can have something to read when I come home from the library after 8 hours…lol…Remember…I write for you guys and I luv ya all so much…I love reading your thoughts on my stories! Kinda sappy…I know…anyways…here u go!
Chapter FourteenVee wiped her face and re-applied some make up then got up and left Randy's locker room. She didn't need to see him anymore tonight but she already had a feeling that he would be calling her tonight trying to beg for more forgiveness. Vee was already pissed at herself for even thinking about giving her relationship with Randy another chance. He didn't deserve it and now he had totally sent her into a guilt trip.
"He started crying…over me. Damn, I never thought I'd see the day," Vee thought as she walked down the hall. She was looking down at the ground and was massaging her temples when she bumped right into a large, shiny thing…on someone's shoulder.
"Dammit!" Vee yelped as she rubbed her eyebrow. When she looked at what she ran into, she saw it was the WWE Championship belt. Then she looked up to meet eyes with John. Instantly, she felt herself tense up. She looked up at him and gave him a small smile. He just looked down at her.
"Sorry," he said coldly and was about to continue walking away when Vee grabbed his arm to stop him.
"Hey! What the hell is up with you?" she asked.
"What do you mean…I just have some shit to do…you know…wrestle?" John said as he rolled his eyes and pulled away from Vee. She walked quickly and stood in front of him.
"Uh…yeah, I get that but what I mean is why are you being such a dick to me? I haven't talked to you in like…four days and whenever I see you, you come off to me with this pissy ass attitude. I mean you haven't even called…" she started.
John put a finger in front of her face, which made her stop talking.
"Yeah…I know I haven't called you because I realized something Vee, a phone works BOTH ways," he yelled angrily. This caused the few people in the hallway to turn and look at them. Vee noticed this and decided that she didn't want any rumors to get passed around about them arguing. She grabbed John by his sweatshirt and led him to a small, secluded area.
"What are you getting at John because I know you are mad at me for something more than me apparently not knowing how to use a telephone," Vee said as she looked up at his angry face. Quite frankly, she didn't need this right now and she wanted to know why he was being so cold to her.
John let out a long sigh and closed his eyes before speaking.
"No…it's not all because you don't call me…but that's part of it. After you left that night, it gave me a lot of time to think. I was so ready to make love to you right there and what did you do? You pushed me away…for Randy. I know I said I'd give you all the time you needed but I don't think I can. You always push me away and I'm always stepping up and giving this…this…whatever the hell you call this "thing" we're in a chance. I'm the only person here fighting to make something come of you and me. You always put me on the back burner while you run to Randy and give that fool chance after chance and I'm tired of it. I shouldn't have to play second fiddle to some dude who can't keep his dick in his pants and be faithful to his girlfriend. I'm fucking sick of it, Vee."
Vee stood there, in complete shock. Everything John had said was totally true. She had been giving him the run around for so long. Now he was starting to turn his back on her. She let out a long sigh and was about to speak but John turning away from her made her stop.
"Call me when you get your head together," he said and left Vee standing all alone. Both of the most important men in her life just basically poured their hearts out to her…one with anger and the other with love. She was so confused. Vee put her head down.
"What the hell is going on with my life right now?" she thought to herself and walked down the hallway to get back to work.
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Vee packed up all of her things and sat in her car in the parking lot for a second. The Pay-Per-View was over and what seemed like the longest week of her life was over. She could finally collect herself and rest. RAW and Smackdown were headed to the same place and Smackdown would be being taped on Monday, then they would broadcast RAW live. Then, everyone would go home for the rest of the week and take a much-needed break. Vee couldn't wait to get back to her apartment and just relax and think about what she should do.
When she arrived to her hotel room, her cell phone started going off. Vee thought it might be Randy but breathed a sigh of relief when she saw it was Tenisha.
"Hey," Vee said, rather unenthused.
"Whoa! Someone's not in a good mood tonight," Tenisha said.
"Yeah, well I'm not," Vee said. Tenisha let out a long sigh into the phone.
"I'm coming over right now," Tenisha said. Before Vee even had a chance to tell her not to, Tenisha clicked her phone shut.
Within two minutes Tenisha was pounding on the door. Vee rolled her eyes and yanked it open.
"What? Are you supposed to be the damn police or something? Shit!"
Tenisha took a step back. "Wow…are you sure you want me to come in?" she asked.
"I didn't ask you to in the first place but since you're already here…" Vee moved so Tenisha could come in. Tenisha took a spot on the bed.
"Ok…what the hell happened tonight to make you all bitchy."
Vee sighed and plopped down next to Tenisha.
"Well, it started when I went to talk to Randy about his stuff for the night. He basically said that he's been stupid and is sorry and that he wants to give us another chance."
"And you told him to suck a dick and go to hell right?" Tenisha asked. Vee looked away from her friend and Tenisha's eyes got wide.
"Shut the fuck up! You took the bastard back?" Tenisha yelled.
"NO! I didn't say that…I told him I'd think about it," Vee said, now realizing how dumb her response was.
"Wow," Tenisha said, astonished at her friend.
"But he started crying," Vee said trying to plead her case.
"And that's what has you so upset or is there more?"
"Oh…there's more. After I saw Randy I ran into John. He's been being a dick to me lately and that didn't change tonight so I asked him what was up. Then he told me that he puts more into making me and him an "us" and said he couldn't do it anymore."
Tenisha looked at her friend. "Can you blame him?"
Vee looked back at her confused. "What?"
"Can you honestly blame him for being upset? I mean…you're probably gonna get mad at what I'm about to say but…'
"Then don't say it."
Tenisha sighed. "I'm telling this because you are my best friend and I love you and I don't want you to get hurt again ok?"
"Fine," Vee said, knowing that Tenisha was going to talk whether she liked it or not.
"Look, you getting back with Randy would be the worst idea you have ever had. And quite frankly, John has the right to be pissed at you, Vee. John is in love with you. Anyone with a fucking brain can see that. Now he's been there for you every time Randy has fucked up…and that's a LOT…and he's getting sick of you sending him around in circles."
Vee scoffed at Tenisha's remarks. "I am not sending him around in circles!"
Tenisha eyed her friend. "Really?"
"Yes really!"
"So making out with the boy on three occasions and spending the night with him and almost fucking him…twice THEN making him stop because you suddenly feel guilty isn't sending him in circles?"
Vee was silent then Tenisha smirked at her.
"Yeah…that's what I thought. All I'm saying is that John is not gonna wait around for you forever, okay. He is going to get tired of you for real one day and not be there for you anymore because he isn't your little puppy who will just come when you want him to. And I just don't want you to miss out on someone that is so good for you and loves you and I think that you love too. Especially not to give that bastard ex-fiancé of yours a second chance because he busted out the waterworks. "
Vee sat in silence for a little bit, deep in thought. Tenisha took the hint and decided to leave.
"Well, I'm done being Dr. Phil for your confused behind. Think about it ok and I'll holla at you later," she said as she stood up to leave.
Vee looked up. "Where are you going! This is one of the most important decisions in my life and you're leaving me?"
"Hey, this has to be your descision…and my love life isn't the one that's fucked up…I have Shelton," Tenisha said as she headed for the door.
Vee threw a pillow at her. "Bitch!" she yelled jokingly.
"You love it," Tenisha said as she scooted out the door before the pillow hit her.
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Vee changed into her pajamas and settled herself into her bed. She didn't know what she wanted to do. She obviously still loved Randy and knowing that a part of her wanted to be with him again was eating her up inside. She thought back about how she felt when she first met him. Then she thought about the first time they kissed on the night they went out on their first official date. They had gone to a really fancy Italian restaurant in Chicago, because that's where RAW was that night. He was a total gentleman and her heart melted every time she looked into his blue eyes.
Flashback:
Randy and Vee walked up to her hotel room door. Randy, being the young, cocky, player that he was, would have loved nothing more than to go inside and see what Vee looked like underneath her clothes, but he knew that it would be some time before he got that far with her, knowing that she was a virgin and all. However, he knew that there was something special about her. To him, she screamed perfect in every way.
Vee turned to look up at him.
"I really had fun tonight Randy…it was such a good night, thank you," she said as she smiled sweetly at him.
"I had fun too, Vee. You are an amazing girl," Randy said dreamily looking into her brown eyes.
"And you're and amazing guy," she said returning the compliment and getting lost in his eyes.
The two stared at each other for what seemed like ages. Finally, Randy reached up and softly touched her cheek. Then he slowly leaned down and gave Vee a soft kiss on the lips. He then slowly slid his hands down to her waist and the small of her back and deepened the kiss. She put her hands around his neck and pulled him closer to her. He gently slipped his tongue in her mouth, which Vee gladly accepted but at the same time caused her to fall back against the door. After a couple minutes, the two released one another, both fighting to find their breath after such a powerful kiss.
"Wow…" Vee said as she tried to compose herself.
"Yeah…"Randy said as he nervously rubbed the back of his neck. After a few seconds of silence, they looked at each other and let out a soft, nervous laugh.
"I guess I should go to bed now…it's getting late and…" Vee said as she fiddled in her purse for her room key.
"Yeah…and we have to fly out tomorrow so…" Randy said, a little stirred and dazed by the kiss.
Randy waited for Vee to open her room door. Once she pushed it open a little bit, she looked back at him.
"Goodnight, Randy."
"Goodnight, Vee."
Randy turned and walked down the hall back to his room smiling to himself and shaking his head. Vee poked her head out and watched him walk a little bit before shutting the door then collapsing on her bed. She let out a soft, dreamy sigh.
"Oh Randy Orton…what have you done to me?" she thought.
End of flashbackVee smiled at the thought of that night. That was the most passionate, powerful kiss she had experienced in her life…at that point. Then she thought about the first time she and John had kissed. It was so wrong but it felt so right. No matter how much she denied it, they had both wanted that kiss for a long time and even if she wouldn't admit it, her body sure did.
Flashback:
When the song was over John slowly turned Vee back around to face him and looked deeply into her eyes. She was completely breathless. John had made her feel so special. Her heart was racing as he leaned closer towards her. He wrapped his arms around her waist and finally his lips lightly fell onto hers. She instantly wrapped her arms around his neck as she closed her eyes and leaned deeper into the kiss. She didn't realize what she was doing. All Vee knew was that this moment felt so perfect to her.
John's kiss was filled with so much lust and longing. The two had been waiting to do that since they'd first laid eyes on each other. As they kissed, it felt like they were both searching for a path to one another's hearts. Vee never wanted it to end. The way he held her when he kissed her made her feel so good. His lips on hers just felt like they belonged together.
End of flashbackVee sighed and tried to sleep but tossed and turned all night long. She looked at her clock on the bedside table. It was 2:15am and she was wide awake thinking about John and Randy.
At that moment, it became crystal clear what Vee needed…actually more like who Vee needed. This wasn't necessarily her decision on who she wanted to be with forever, more like who she wanted to be with at the moment. She didn't know what possessed her go to go his room but she felt like right now, at this moment, he was the only person who could understand her…understand what her body needed. She needed to be held and kissed in the way that only he knew how.
She quickly hopped out of bed and walked threw the different halls leading to his room. Vee stood outside of the door forever before knocking…not knowing if this was a good decision. Maybe she should just go back to her room. Finally, she lifted her hand to the door and knocked lightly, praying that he would still be awake. She heard some moving around inside and waited for him to answer. When he answered the door he looked down, surprised to see her. She looked up longingly into his blue eyes.
"Hey," he said.
Vee didn't say anything. Instead, she reached up and kissed him passionately. He was shocked at first but then he just forgot about the initial shock and deepened the kiss. He could tell exactly what she wanted so he slid his hands around her waist and led her into the room kicking the door shut behind him…
HAHA! Cliffhanger! I usually wrap chapters up but I decided to do it like this! The suspense must suck! Anyways, it's either gonna be Randy or John…obvi…it's great that they both have blue eyes! Anyways…read and review and lemme know what you think! Muah!